Because there is a cause, so there is a so, since it has become a so, why bother to say why. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Sun Zheng curled up in a corner of the cell, almost his entire face poking into his knees. In life, too much helplessness and sorrow has emaciated me into a tree and haggard into grass. I was afraid that my shoulders that had not experienced the wind and rain could not bear the strong winds of the world, and now, he appeared again, claiming to be another me, a completely different me from himself.

Zhu Shaoyan, the little fat man, holding a piece of bread and an apple, squatted in front of Sun Zheng, looked at Sun Zheng, who was thin and willow hanging low, moss and yellow eyebrows, and pushed the food in his hand over, "Little brother, you haven't eaten for two days, eat some, if you continue like this, your body will be boastful." ”

Sun Zheng was indifferent, buried his head lower, he didn't dare to respond, he was still there.

"Little brother.." Zhu Shaoyan shouted again, he didn't know what happened to Sun Zheng, since the little black room incident returned to the cell, Sun Zheng's words and deeds have changed a lot, many times he is smirking, the cat head and Brother Niu have not returned to the cell, and the entire 323 cell is full of weirdness.

Ignoring Zhu Shaoyan's kindness, Sun Zheng just sat like this, not eating, drinking or sleeping for two days, but hid his head all of a sudden, and through the gap between his legs, he saw his own shadow as if the shadow was looking at him, looking exactly the same as himself.

Those eyes seemed to be able to see through my most essential soul, to the true self in the depths of my soul, and his words could solve all my confusions or give me a sharp assessment of what I had done.

Sin, what exactly is it, and what counts as sin.

Later, Sun Zheng got the answer, where there is a human heart, it is sin.

The barn door rang at noon.

"So people will meet at the playground in ten minutes." The prison guard screamed at the door.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Sun Zheng came to the playground with the support of Zhu Shaoyan and Lao Hua, and saw the square team that had already been lined up, and couldn't help but speed up his pace.

"Today, I will introduce you to a person who will also be your instructor in the future, but there are some differences, he is also a part of you." Under the scorching sun, Lieutenant Han stood on the platform and talked endlessly, without the slightest amplification equipment, but every word he said seemed to be spoken in everyone's ears, full of energy.

"One of us? That means also prisoners? Lao Hua was on Sun Zheng's left, scratching the back of his head and wondering.

Sun Zheng lowered his eyes in the crowd, not paying attention to what Lieutenant Han said that the prisoners who came and went in and out of Kartés every day were like tadpoles in a mud puddle, and that didn't make a difference.

"Now, let me get you to know this new person." After Lieutenant Han finished speaking, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes looked at a certain place in the crowd.

The crowd of 'whoops' seemed to have exploded, and they were all talking about why prisoners could also be instructors.

After a while, people didn't notice a young man walking out of a certain direction of the crowd, his lazy eyes seemed to have no focus, his dark eyes were full of calm, his black hair was scattered in his ears, and there was an ear drill on his ear, which emitted a faint blue light, he was different from other prisoners, he didn't have the three millimeters that a prisoner should have, standing on the stage and staring at the crowd, those eyes were as clear as if they were immersed in water, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, his complexion was fair, his facial features were delicate with a touch of handsomeness, and the temperament he exuded was very complicated, It seems to be a mixture of various temperaments, but in that laziness, there is his unique etherealness.

The prison guard on the side handed him a megaphone, he waved his hand to show his refusal, and the light-colored prison clothes, loosely rolled up at the wrists, said to the crowd.

"I, my name is Le Jin, at the request of Lieutenant Han, I will teach you some karate in your spare time, you can learn it if you want to, and you can learn it if you don't want to."

The prisoners in the audience whispered, curious about the young man named Lejin, what kind of magic he possessed that could make Cartés take care of him like this.

"Little guy, your face is not very good" The soft female voice sounded in Sun Zheng's ears.

"Uh" The sudden female voice made Sun Zheng's body tremble, and he, who was already in low spirits, almost fell.

"Hey, what's wrong with you? Am I scary," Dr. Liang frowned as he looked at Sun Zheng, who had reacted so much.

The prisoners around Sun Zheng were suddenly attracted by this sweet voice, which was much more interested than the young man Lejin, and the green eyes couldn't help but focus together, a woman was simply rare for the men of Cartes, like a morning star, rolling their throats one by one, if it weren't for the four armed live-ammunition special police officers beside Dr. Liang, they would immediately let go of their shackles and pounce on them like wolves.

"Nothing, just a little uncomfortable." Sun Zheng was a little evasive, avoiding Dr. Liang's inquiring gaze.

"You must have something, hurry, tell my sister quickly, whether you made a mistake again." Dr. Liang looked at Sun Zheng, who kept dodging him, thinking that she was shy again, so he couldn't help but play with it, causing everyone on the side to be hungry and thirsty, but he didn't dare to step forward.

Sun Zheng didn't say anything, just stood dumbfounded.

Doctor Liang looked at Sun Zheng, who ignored him no matter how much he teased, waved his hand, and said boringly. "Okay, little guy, you don't want to say it, and I don't force you, but you have an expression on your face that you have something to say, as a doctor, I can only give you some advice, in this world, the most vulnerable thing is life, good health, very important."

For a long time, Sun Zheng looked up at the red sun, which emitted golden light, as if it could expel his confusion. "Do you believe that there is another self in this world?"

"Huh?" Dr. Liang stood beside Sun Zheng under the protection of four special police officers, playing with his mobile phone. "Are you talking to me?" Dr. Leung pushed the frame of his glasses. "There should be another self, just as there are two sides to a thing, so are people."

"Don't you think it's scary," Sun Zheng whispered.

Dr. Liang looked at Sun Zheng's face carefully, his body refracted by the sun was slightly decadent, the dark circles under his eyes were a little heavy, and he was tired when he raised his hands and feet, "What's wrong with you?" ”

I met another version of myself. Sun Zheng wanted to say, but he couldn't say it, he was afraid, he was afraid that others would look at him differently and become a psychopath.

Sun Zheng closed his eyes and stood in the sun, suddenly realizing that this was a unique enjoyment.

I want to trust someone, I really want that person to listen to my story, but everyone is busy living and dying in this world, and everyone is in such an embarrassed posture that I can't bear to ask for care from others.

The so-called maturity is probably the ability to endure pain more.