Chapter 28: The Edge of Good and Evil (Part II)
'Is it good-looking' The voice appeared again, Sun Zheng subconsciously looked sideways, and there was no one else around except Lao Hua. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
'Bang bang..' The sound of flesh and fists slamming made Sun Zheng's heart beat abnormally fast.
"In this world, real punishment, severe punishment, permanent punishment, always falls on those who should not be punished" that voice, cold, hoarse.
"Who are you!?" Sun Zheng was a little scared, because he couldn't see the other party.
The old flower on the side heard Sun Zheng's nonsensical question, and some monks went to ask, but Sun Zheng ignored it.
"I'm there in this city where the neon doesn't shine. The voice chuckled.
"Where are you?" Sun Zheng turned around in place, not noticing anyone beside him.
"You don't have to look for me, we're one..."
"What do you mean!?" Sun Zheng was a little frightened.
"Because of me, it's you. Suddenly, the voice burst into laughter.
"What!" Sun Zheng was a little incredulous, and his legs couldn't help but take two steps back.
"Wow, poor man, it is the human heart that is most vulnerable in the world. The voice was ironic, like an emperor looking down on the beings.
'Bang bang' The middle-aged man climbed to the wall that Sun Zheng was supporting at some point, wailing.
"Do you see yourself like him, cowardly" The voice surrounded my ears all the time. "The pride of your heart, the impotence of force, is it what you want to live a long life? Is it wrong to conquer everything you want with your hands? Why should it be you, who bows his head!"
The rattan of fate whipped Sun Zheng in the depths of his heart, it was the smell of blood that filled his body, it was the voice of pity that stopped the pace, it was the desperate thought that buried the source of happiness, and it was the cruel reality that stepped on the arrogant pace to crush the illusory dream.
The wrong personality is paired with the wrong body, and in this way a wrong person is formed.
"Shut up! I decide my life!" Sun Zheng roared, looking at his hands that he couldn't help but clench, very frightened.
"Hmph, cowardly me, is your good useful, open your eyes and look at this world, for the good, the poor and sick have a shorter life, and for the evil, enjoy wealth and glory and prolong life, in this prison surrounded by walls, you can see clearly. ”
"I'll tell you to shut up! I don't need you to teach me how to do it! I can get what I want without this! Get out of here!" Sun Zheng's face was a little distorted, and the voice always wanted to drive his body, and his soft and scattered face lit a fire that was particularly terrifying, like a docile cat suddenly screaming and revealing its sharp teeth.
Yes, you're wrong! Otherwise, where would my humility go, right? You're wrong' bang, the heartbeat tore at the air around you.
"Your idealism is a big joke in front of reality, you are guilty, you kill someone, you are just like them, in your body, you can't erase it, with your blood flowing to every corner of your body. Hoarse murmurs.
"I didn't kill anyone! It was they who bullied me, I fought back, I was defensive!" Sun Zheng began to argue with his other self.
"Hmph! All sins begin with innocence!
"Shut up, shut up, shut up!!" Sun Zheng retorted wordlessly, glaring at his bloodshot eyes and growling.
"Why, do you still think that you are a little different from the prisoners around you?" sneered, Sun Zheng's world was full of ridicule.
"I just made a mistake, and my mother told me that if I make a mistake, I should suffer the consequences of what I did. Sun Zheng's heart was filled with the smell of chaos, and shame, remorse, and anger occupied his senses.
"Oh, what did you do in this isolated place?"
"Killed...", the word did not blurt out, Sun Zheng was instantly stunned, somewhere in his heart.. Shattered.
"Hahaha, the other me, you're very interesting, I like it very much. ”
"Brother Xiaozheng.. Brother Xiaozheng "Lao Hua has been looking at Sun Zheng who was talking to himself, he was fine a while ago, why did he suddenly look unusually ugly, the whites of his eyes were overflowing with blood, and he was a little at a loss, even shouting a few times, but he didn't respond, and couldn't help but step forward to help Sun Zheng.
Sun Zheng was touched by this without warning, startled into a cold sweat, violently pushed away the palm of his hand, and pushed the person in front of him to the side wall, the action was very big, he raised the fist clenched in his right arm, like a fierce tiger pounced, his fingers were held vigorously and white, and he just rubbed the ear of the old flower and hit the tile on the wall, "I'll tell you to shut up!!"
"Just... Correct... Correct... Brother, I... I was wrong..."Lao Hua was frightened by Sun Zheng's cannibalistic appearance, and her lower body was hot, and her face turned pale.
Sun Zheng gasped, his eyes were wide open, staring at the old flower, came back to his senses, for a long time, Sun Zheng's irritable mood was somewhat stable, and when he saw that he was pinching the neck of the old flower, he hurriedly let go, rubbed his face hard, and made himself sober.
"I'm sorry" Sun Zheng didn't know what to say at this time, even if he said it, maybe no one would believe that he was arguing with him just now, and he didn't care about the panicked old flower, and ran out.
Sun Zheng ran all the way to the sink on the playground, turned on the faucet, and plunged into the pool, the cold water washing his head, as if that could wash away his other self.
That he, as if by magic, turned good into evil, hope into despair, like into hate, sadness into laughter, people into decadent toys, let others fool him, and his words are always powerless to refute, not because I am not kind, but because my deep humanity, or unconsciously, has been infected with this 'stench'.
I'm not a bad person, but I'm in jail.
I used to be very self-righteous, but the prison told me that I was nothing in the past.
Now Sun Zheng doesn't dare to be nostalgic for the outside world at all, just like a turtle only likes to shrink in his own shell, he is afraid that his current appearance will hurt the people closest to him, so that he will feel a sense of security.