Since that day, Yan Ziming cautiously asked Leng Qing if he could call Leng Qing's word "Xin'er" in the future, Leng Qing has deliberately kept a distance from Yan Ziming because of Yan Ziming's words that day. Yan Ziming also seemed to feel something, and tried his best to keep a distance from Leng Qing. Even if the two occasionally talked during this period, Yan Ziming also called Leng Qing's full name, yes, this is the first time Yan Ziming has called Leng Qing's "word" like this.

Therefore, at this moment, she suddenly heard Yan Ziming call her "Xin'er" in a daze, Leng Qing subconsciously stiffened her back, and even the resentment and resentment in her heart dissipated at this moment-

Xin'er...... Since her father died, she ...... How many years have you not heard this name?

That year, when she was three years old, half a month before her third birthday, her biological father died in a car accident, but ...... Except for her, and the so-called mother who abandoned her little one and ran away with other men, it seems that no one around them knows what caused her father's car accident......

She was only three years old that year, so young, she shouldn't have been able to remember anything, and she thought that time had passed so long, enough to dilute her memory, she thought that she had already forgotten the cause of that tragedy, but it turned out that she still remembered!

She remembers that that day, her busy father was rarely at home on vacation, and it was she who pestered her father to take her to the street to buy snacks and toys.

If she hadn't played a child's temper that day, she would have asked her father to go out; If she hadn't asked her father to run so far that day to take her to buy some toys; If she hadn't seen so coincidentally that day; If she hadn't shouted that day......

一qiē...... Maybe it's all different......

However, in this world, there is never a if!!

It wasn't until much later that Leng Qing discovered one thing - although she was born in Layue, usually before her birthday passed, her hometown actually rarely snowed, and goose feather snow was even rarer.

After all, in the cold winter of the south of the Yangtze River, it rarely snows, even if it snows occasionally. The snow won't be too heavy either.

But...... On the day of her father's accident, there was a whole day of goose feather snow in the sky......

She remembers that her father was reluctant to take her out because it was snowing heavily outside that day. I'm afraid she'll get sick from the cold. Then she cried and fussed, and insisted that her father take her out. In the end, Dad had no choice but to compromise.

She remembers that back then, when her father compromised. He also touched her head with a smile, and said to her in an ominous voice: "Xin'er has such a bad temper, your mother is outside...... Grandparents ...... again If it really comes to Mom and Dad in the future......"

She remembered that her father finally said: "Xin'er definitely can't go with her father, and when her father is not by Xin'er's side in the future, what can Xin'er do!" ”

She remembers that at that time, she was wiping the tears on her face because of her playfulness, and at the same time sobbing and saying to her father, "What's wrong with Mom, and grandparents? Where is Daddy going? Why isn't Xin'er by her side! Dad can't go, Dad has to be by Xin'er's side all the time! ”

She remembers. After she said this, Dad just smiled and went to her room, took out one of her down jackets, and put the thick down jacket on her, who was already wearing a lot.

After that, Dad hugged her who was wrapped in heavy clothes and carried a big umbrella, and went out together.

She remembers that her father took her to the supermarket near her home first, and let her choose a lot of snacks by herself, and her father just followed behind the little her. Tell her with a smile what kind of snacks are harmless to the body, she can take more; What kind of snacks are harmful to the body, and she can't eat more for a child. Only buy a little bit......

She remembers that after checking out at the checkout counter in the supermarket, her father held her with the hand carrying a large bag of snacks, and the other hand held an umbrella, and when she went out of the supermarket, her father would take her to the small toy store next door to the supermarket to buy toys. Then. She refused, so she had to ask her father to take her to the toy flagship store they used to go to.

She always knew that whenever she cried, no matter what she asked, her father would meet her.

So, not surprisingly, her father, who has always doted on her, compromised again.

But how would she know at that time, that ...... It turned out to be the last time she cried to her father in her life......

She remembers that at that time, her father carried such a large bag of snacks and carried her like a bear, and walked through the snow to take the bus, and went to the toy flagship store they used to go to to buy toys far, far away.

And then ......

She remembers that when she and her father came out after buying toys at the toy flagship store, the goose feather snowflakes were still floating outside, so under the canopy in front of the toy flagship store, her father habitually bent down and wanted to pick her up with a box of toys, but she saw it at that time...... Across the road...... Her mom ......

At that time, she was small and didn't understand anything...... What was done?

Yes...... By the way, at that time, she shouted loudly in the direction of her so-called mother through the endless flow of traffic, and shouted loudly in the ear of her father, who was about to pick up her!

At that time, she didn't understand anything, but she shouted these two words with a smile...... But......

If it weren't for her "Mom", her father might not have seen her bewitching mother and a young and handsome man...... Holding each other affectionately, they shared an umbrella and walked across the road from the toy flagship store with a smile.

If it weren't for her "mom", her father wouldn't have questioned her mom and said to her, "Xin'er is waiting for dad here", and then rampage on the road with traffic......

She remembers that at that time, she didn't know anything, so she was content to hold the box of toys in her arms, and obediently stood under the canopy in front of the toy flagship store and waited...... Her dad and mom.

However, at that time, what she was waiting for was a sound that was enough to puncture her eardrums, and the constant exclamations of the pedestrians around her......

She remembered that when she saw the scene in front of her through the heavy snow, even if she was small, she was frightened-

At some point, the cars stopped moving, from cars to electric cars, motorcycles, etc., all of them stopped moving, just like she pressed the pause button while watching TV.

In the midst of the stopped traffic, a very conspicuous black car was quietly parked in the middle of the asphalt road.

Not far in front of the front of the cart, there were a bunch of various snacks and a large umbrella, and a little later, the red blood slowly smeared on the slippery asphalt due to the snowfall, and the black asphalt pavement tampered with the crimson color. and her father, who was wearing a parent-child down jacket, curled up in a pool of blood, motionless......

She remembered that at that time, she saw her mother, who was across a wide road from her, and after seeing that the man lying in a pool of blood was her father, her mother, not only did not take half a step forward, but directly took the hand of the young man next to her, and left very quickly......

She remembered that her father, until he died, was looking in the direction of her mother's departure......

She remembered that after that, the grandparents who lived in the countryside rushed to the city when they heard the news, and after the second elder cried for her father's funeral, he had a big fight with her mother, and the second elder left without looking back.

It's just that at that time, she never understood why her grandparents didn't even ask her "how did her father have an accident" during the funeral for her father?!!!

Later, she remembered that on the morning of her third birthday, after a long, long phone call, her mother left her three-year-old child alone in an empty house on the pretext of going out to buy her a birthday cake. And her so-called mother, in fact, at that time, she abandoned her with a huge amount of compensation and ran away with other men......

She remembers that at that time, she was alone in the frighteningly empty home, guarding the pale portrait of her father, from the morning when the sun was rising, until the sun went down and it was dark at night.

During that time, she was so hungry that she ate all the raw cucumbers and tomatoes in the refrigerator at home, and her mother never came back......

She thought, if it weren't for the fact that Aunt Jiang, who lived next door, happened to come to the house to borrow salt at dinner, but found that after the door was opened, only her three-year-old child was at home in the dark home...... ...... year She should have starved to death in her own home!

She remembers that the police uncles and aunts who came to her home turned out a letter left by her mother before she left in her room.

The content of the letter probably said that her mother felt that it was too hard and tiring to live in this home, and she would have to live by herself from now on, but her mother left her a sum of cash, which was in the drawer of her room, about 10,000 yuan, and her mother had notified her grandparents in the countryside to come to the city to take care of her before leaving, and she would live with her grandparents in the future......

It's just that her selfish and outrageous mother may never have thought that her in-laws' grandparents would never appear in her life since her father's funeral!

Even if the police uncles and aunts took her to visit her grandparents' hometown, the two elders found all kinds of reasons to avoid it.

After a long stalemate, the police uncles and aunts could only take her away first.

And after that, she didn't know whether she should hate or not...... (To be continued.) )

PS: Today's Xiao Nian, I wish you all a happy New Year~~~ Xiaomo's hand was injured before, because Xiaomo didn't dare to get stitches, and he didn't listen to the doctor's advice, so he used drugs indiscriminately, and the result was ...... It's all tears! Now the wound has not grown, and some of the knuckles can't bend normally, and it has dragged on for so long to change the text, I'm really sorry for everyone! Today's two more! For those of you who are still chasing articles, thank you for your support! Thank you O(∩_∩)O