Back then, when the policemen who were responsible for helping Leng Qing took Leng Qing to visit her grandparents' hometown for the second time, everyone was surprised to find that Leng Qing's grandparents were ...... I actually left their hometown where they lived for decades, and I don't know where to go!

So, the police took the little Leng Qing to visit the whole village, thousands of villagers, no one even knew when Leng Qing's grandparents who were over half a hundred years old left!!

In the end, the police came to the conclusion that Leng Qing's grandparents should have decided to leave home temporarily, so the second elder did not touch anything in the second family, except for their money savings for many years and the necessary clothes. Moreover, the second elder deliberately concealed his whereabouts, so the whole village did not know when the second elder left home.

After deducing such a conclusion, a cruel and chilling reality was ruthlessly presented in front of everyone - Leng Qing's grandparents...... also abandoned Leng Qing.

It's just that at that time, Leng Qing was too young, and Leng Qing didn't know that after being ruthlessly abandoned by her mother, Leng Qing was abandoned by her grandparents......

Later, when Leng Qing grew up, with the help of Pei Wenhui, Leng Qing successively found the policemen who were in charge of helping her back then, who had already retired at that time, and learned more or less about the situation from those policemen.

Later, Leng Qing, who had a successful career, didn't know what kind of mentality she had, so she went back to her grandparents' hometown and inquired about her grandparents' whereabouts from door to door. But Leng Qing got the result - the second old man...... Since secretly leaving their hometown that year, none of the villagers in the village have seen the two elders again......

If you put it more bluntly, it is - until the day Leng Qing traveled to this other world, counting from the end of Leng Qing's father's funeral, for more than 20 years, Leng Qing's two grandparents never appeared in Leng Qing's life again......

Therefore, whether the two old men are alive or dead now is for Leng Qing. It's a mystery at all!

And back then, because there was no "no" relative by her side, Leng Qing, who was only three years old, finally faced the fate of being sent to the municipal orphanage......

But. Xu was to take care of Leng Qing's young heart, back then, those policemen told Leng Qing like this: Children, your grandparents and mother have gone far away, and it will be a long, long time before they can come back. So, the police uncles and aunts will send you to live in a big family first, where there are many cute children like you, and there are many beautiful and kind aunts, you will love there. Maybe one day, your grandparents and mom will come back to pick you up......

At that time, Leng Qing actually vaguely knew that her grandparents and mother would never come back, just like her father. Never coming back......

It's just because when Leng Qing's father left, the neighbors and adults of Leng Qing's family also comforted Leng Qing in this way. Those neighbors and adults said to Little Leng Qing: "Your father has gone far, far away, you are at home obediently, listen to your mother, and when you grow up, your father will come back." ”

At that time, Leng Qing was still very stupid and naïve to ask the neighbors and adults, "Where did Dad go, how far is it, how long will I wait?" and so on. The answer to Leng Qing is always the white lies of those neighbors.

Even if I vaguely knew some facts, it was cold and sunny at that time. After all, she is only a three-year-old child, and she has no ability to decide anything, so she can only obediently accept the so-called "send you to live in a big family first" by those police uncles and aunts. There are many cute little friends like you, and there are many beautiful and kind aunts, you will love it there. Maybe one day, your grandparents and mom will come back to pick you up" under the white-hearted lie of the most benign arrangement.

Although Leng Qing was fortunate to be adopted by her father and mother later, she not only regained a harmonious and happy "home", but also fought after that. Leng Qing's life path is almost smooth sailing and without thorns, but even Meng's father, Meng's mother and the Mongolian family have always shouted Leng Qing "Xiaoxin" or "Qingqing", and no one has ever called Leng Qing "Xin'er".

Later, it wasn't until Leng Qing grew bigger and bigger that Leng Qing discovered that in this world, in addition to her father, who could be said to be unconditionally doting on her, would affectionately call her "Xin'er", even Leng Qing's mother and grandparents all shouted Leng Qing's full name before she changed her name: Leng Xin!

Later, Leng Qing gradually understood a truth: seemingly ordinary and inconspicuous titles actually determine the deep feelings between people.

Just like the person who is kind to you on the surface, as long as he (she) opens his mouth to call your full name, then sorry, in fact, in his (her) heart, the relationship with you is only general. And the person who seems to be a mutual loss when you meet is calling your nickname or nickname out of the mouth, then congratulations, even if your relationship with him (her) does not seem good at all, but when you are in trouble, he (she) is definitely more reliable than those who call your full name at every turn!

Those who shouted Leng Qing's full name, such as Leng Qing's biological mother, such as Leng Qing's grandparents, even if these people were directly related to Leng Qing?

And those who call Leng Qing's nickname "Xiaoxin, Qingqing", such as Meng Dad, Meng Ma, such as Pei Wenhui, these people actually have nothing to do with Leng Qing, even if they didn't save Leng Qing back then, Leng Qing couldn't blame them, but it was they who gave Leng Qing countless warmth and help.

Although these elders who are not related to Leng Qing by blood will never say anything soft to Leng Qing, Meng Dad and Pei Wenhui are even more strict fathers and uncles, but when Leng Qing is most difficult and helpless, the people who stand in front of Leng Qing and behind him to shelter Leng Qing from the wind and rain and escort him have always been them!!

Therefore, these truths are not Leng Qing's words, but Leng Qing has personally verified them with her twenty-three years of life.

It's just that Leng Qing thought that she should have forgotten something a long time ago, but it turned out to be so can't help but evoke it!

It wasn't until today that Leng Qing discovered that it only took a long-disappeared title to make those memories hidden deep in her heart gush out like spring water, instantly becoming so vivid, as if vivid......

After the passage of time, Leng Qing now thinks that her father's words at that time had already explained the qiē qiē that happened later.

Leng Qing thought that her father might have wanted to say at the time: "Xin'er has such a bad temper, your mother has someone else outside, and your grandparents don't like you, if it really comes to the situation of divorce between father and mother in the future, Xin'er will definitely not be able to go with her father, and her father will not be by Xin'er's side in the future, what can Xin'er do!"

Therefore, after she said willful words such as "Dad can't go, Dad must always be by Xin'er's side", her father will show such a strange smile!

With such a bitter smile, full of disappointment and distress, Leng Qing only glanced at it, but remembered it for more than 20 years......

It's just that at that time, Leng Qing was too young, except for being willful and playing temper and using crying to force her doting father to submit, she didn't understand anything, so there was the tragedy that followed.

And Leng Qing's father, at the end of his life, with his always gentle voice, said the last words to Leng Qing, who was less than three years old, was like a nightmare, pestering Leng Qing for several years!

In the years of being haunted by nightmares, every time Leng Qing saw her father in a dream, Leng Qing could always hear her father, and her father repeated to her in an extremely complaining voice: Xin'er is obediently waiting for her father here, Xin'er is waiting for her father here......

That lingering mournful tone once became Leng Qing's heart disease, and when it was the strictest, it could even keep Leng Qing awake at night! But Leng Qing knew that she would be like this because she felt guilty and fearful!

For so many years, the reason why Leng Qing has been reluctant to recall the car accident that happened more than 20 years ago and easily took her father's life is because Leng Qing subconsciously knew that her father's death was inseparable from her, and she ...... I don't want to bear that sin......

All of the above is the reason why Leng Qing subconsciously stiffened her back when she suddenly heard Yan Ziming's "Xin'er", and even the resentment and resentment in her heart dissipated.

Of course, these pasts, it seems so long to write them in words, but in fact, Leng Qing recalls them, and it is just a matter of minutes.

It's like a movie that has been watched once, and the second time you watch it, because the plot behind it is already known, so you don't have to wait for the film to release itself, the plot and images will automatically appear in your mind, and it is the same reason as the fast-forward version.

However, Leng Qing was not moved by the person who called her "Xin'er", it was Yan Ziming, but ...... Leng Qing really hasn't heard it for too long, too long, someone calls her "Xin'er" in such a gentle tone!

That feeling is different from the caution when Yan Ziming asked Leng Qing if he could call Leng Qing's word "Xin'er" in the future, and now the sentence "Xin'er" shouted by Yan Ziming carries a kind of tenderness that comes out of his heart, which is the gentle tone that Leng Qing remembers when his father, who dotes on her like jewelry, calls her.

At that moment, Leng Qing felt in a trance that the sentence "Xin'er" shouted by Yan Ziming, after echoing in her mind a few times, gradually coincided with the gentle "Xin'er" in her memory, that kind of illusion almost wanted to make Leng Qing cry!

At that moment, Leng Qing's heart, which was already full of holes, was almost in Yan Ziming's sentence "Xin'er...... Sink. (To be continued.) )

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