As mentioned in the previous chapter, after Li Shan's proprietress used a trick to send Li Shan's tribe on a business trip, Li Shan walked on the front foot, and the proprietress had a seizure on the back foot. The proprietress ruthlessly beat the mandarin ducks with a poisonous hand, forcing Zhenzhen to leave Guangdong. This chapter goes on to talk about Li Shan, he was sent out to the new construction site by the boss's wife, as soon as Li Shan arrived at the new construction site and settled down, he called Zhenzhen as soon as possible, but he couldn't get in touch. The next day, as soon as he was free, he desperately pressed his mobile phone and landline to call Zhenzhen, but the communication at that time was not very developed, first he couldn't get through, and then he didn't even hear back, and then he always said that the number could not be connected, and then he said that it was empty. Li Shan tried his best to get through the phone number of the hospital where Zhenzhen worked, and finally got through the phone and asked the hospital to find Zhenzhen to listen to the phone, and the hospital said that she had long since left and was no longer here, and asked where she went to do it, and the answer was that she didn't know three words. Li Shan called Zhenzhen's old classmate again and asked Zhenzhen where she went. Zhenzhen's old classmate knows that he and the boss lady are about to fall out. So, Zhenzhen's old classmate didn't bother to pay attention to him, and said to him lightly: "Mr. Li, didn't Zhenzhen sleep with you a long time ago, you don't know where she went to the beauty in your own bed, but you came to ask me, why is this doing? How do I know where she went, and you didn't give it to me for safekeeping. Be careful, Mr. Li, did she hook it up by someone else. Li Shan was so angry that he put down the phone and scolded: "What a little woman, chicken intestines and small belly, jealous, choked to death!"

At this time, Li Shan knew that the matter was serious. This must have been done by the proprietress in a scheming and premeditated manner, not as he imagined, the proprietress would open and close her eyes to make him feel as good as ever. As soon as the proprietress is in operation, she can do anything!"Mom, your proprietress is really vicious, unscrupulous, and immediately force Zhenzhen away if she separates me." What should Zhenzhen do? Blame myself, I'm too careless, I think things are too simple, I really can't imagine that the proprietress is so attentive to rectify people!" Li Shan's heart is like a fire, all this is beyond his expectations in advance, Zhenzhen, a girl, is hit by such a premeditated blow, she must have been killed so badly, can she bear it, will something happen. "Zhenzhen, my Zhenzhen, I'm really sorry for you, I hurt you, if you have three long and two short, I have to kill the boss!" Li Shan swore and said. Zhenzhen's inexplicable loss of contact made Li Shan anxious, lost his soul, haunted by his dreams, and thought about and worried about Zhenzhen all day long.

Finally, after half a month, Li Shan returned ahead of schedule and immediately went to the room, but he couldn't open the key, and no one answered when he banged on the door and shouted. He turned around and rushed into the boss's office and asked her what was going on in the house. The proprietress said quietly: "That house is for my eldest daughter's marriage." When the year was approaching, my eldest daughter called and said that she was coming back from the United States for the Chinese New Year, so I sent someone to clean it up, and the person who went to clean it up said, you are not at home, but you found someone in and out of that room. I just asked someone to change the key just to be on the safe side. Li Shan listened to the proprietress say so easily, he was angry but didn't dare to vent, his heart was weak, there were ghosts in his heart, and he didn't have the strength to collide with the boss's wife, so he had to choke and hold back, so angry that he was half dead, he was a loving little couple, and was beaten by the proprietress with two sticks and three sticks.

The proprietress glanced at him and said slowly: "You told you a long time ago, you also know, have you forgotten that my big house is for my eldest daughter's marriage, and you live there, so don't bring too many unclear women to fool around there and dirty the room." My daughter is back for the Spring Festival, so you can live together. Choose a good day again, and I'll do it for you. After speaking, he pointed to the key on the countertop, and said: "This is a new key, take it, pay attention to keep the room clean, my daughter is the same as me, the most particular about self-love, the most clean, you don't know, don't get dirty." Li Shan looked at the key blankly, reluctantly picked up the key, and escaped from the boss's office.

As soon as Li Shan entered the room, he looked everywhere for anything left by Zhenzhen, but found nothing, no trace at all. He collapsed on the bed, his eyes staring straight at the ceiling. He is so helpless, too useless, he can't even protect his own woman, what kind of system he becomes, what kind of man he is, he is really a man who does not rank and does not rank or grade himself. He slapped himself in the face twice in a frenzy, and his face was so painful that he jumped up from the bed, waved his hands wildly, stomped his feet, and screamed, "Boss, I don't share the sky with you!" Then he fell down on the bed, crying, choking, and shouting: "Zhenzhen, I must find you!" He searched everywhere like a madman, bumping and bumping like a headless fly, day and night, and everyone asked where Zhenzhen was. Zhenzhen's phone number has been pressed N times, the keys are tired, and there is no information on the other end of Zhenzhen's phone. Li Shan truly experienced how it is difficult and anxious to miss someone. He was listless all day, did not think about tea and dinner, restless in sleep, lacked energy, and almost collapsed.

Li Shan's performance like a hanging corpse and a bumpy in the past few days, the proprietress saw it in her eyes and took it to heart, Zhenzhen was gone, she was very happy, and now she is how to lock Li Shan's heart. She knew he couldn't leave her for a while. I thought to myself: "Let him be ignorant, nervous, and demented for a few days." Look at the old lady's ability, whether she can surrender you again, and see if you can jump out of the palm of the Buddha. The proprietress thought that this time she would be able to submit Li Shan in the same way. But after a few days, her proprietress found that Li Shan seemed to be very affectionate and emotional about this Zhenzhen, really, as if she was moved by her true feelings! Not like he used to, eating in the bowl and looking at the pot, playing with this and thinking about the next one. For the girl he played, he faked affection, dropped on the turtle's back, leaving no trace, for a while, after a few days of playing, the wind and clouds disappeared, and he started the stove again, looking for the next prey. When the proprietress saw that he was so anxious about Zhenzhen, she regretted it a little, so she thought, did she hurt Li Shan too much by starting a little heavier and driving away Zhenzhen. She knows that she can't hurt Li Shan too much, because her company's business and her family property have to be operated by Li Shan for her to maintain and increase her value.

She followed Li Shan on the phone every day, asking Li Shan to report his location and what he was doing at any time. She guarded Li Shan like an armed escort guard. She sometimes ran to Li Shan's office, closed the door, did not hesitate to pull down her hair, cried with a sad face, cried with tears and snot and begged Li Shan, begged Li Shan not to abandon her mother, anything can be discussed. When Li Shan ignored her, she was like a crazy old hen who hatched eggs and guarded her nest, she was extremely aggressive, biting people when she saw them, pecking at things! She would drop whatever she touched in her hands, and kick whatever she caught under her feet. Up and down the company, there is a lot of trouble, people see people decline, flowers see flowers fail, and they scold the street at every turn, making chickens and dogs restless. Anyway, the company is her home, if she wants to fall or kick, everyone avoids her, who dares to approach her, and no one persuades her, let her vent enough, make enough trouble, she makes the company indecent.

In those days, the proprietress kept tracking Li Shan all the time. Every morning, she came to the company to see if Li Shan was working in the general manager's office. She didn't let go of Sunday, she held activities and asked Li Shan to accompany her to play, saying that it was to make Li Shan happy, but in fact, it was to make Li Shan stay away from her. She stared at Li Shan all day and night, not letting him go out, even if Li Shan went out to Zhenwu Pavilion to run and relax, and borrowed the scenery in the scenic area to dispel her sorrows, she also had to follow, not hesitating to be half old, not afraid of losing the identity of the boss, and also handed a towel to Li Shan with a teacup, trying her best to please Li Shan.

Li Shan felt like a slave worker who had sold himself, and he didn't even have personal freedom.

After tossing like this for several days, the proprietress was tired of it, and Li Shan was also numb. The people who can trap Li Shan can't keep Li Shan's heart, so why bother! Let him go where to go! The attitude of the proprietress towards Li Shan suddenly dropped to the freezing point again.

After the proprietress let go of him, Li Shan felt even more lonely, as if he had been kicked out of bed and driven out of the curtain. He was beaten out of the palace and fell out of favor, and sometimes the six gods drove aimlessly around the streets blindly looking for him, thinking that a miracle would happen and he could bump into Zhenzhen.

He drove downstairs to the small rented room that Zhenzhen had rented before, Zhenzhen had lived here, and it was in this small house that he and Zhenzhen had their first blind date. He rushed to the roof of the building in one go, but all that greeted him here was the empty roof, lonely and empty, full of discarded furniture and tattered garbage, and the migrant worker bed where he and Zhenzhen slept was also thrown there. The small house is still there, but the doors and windows are closed, and there is nothing inside, the old mottled wooden door, the iron lock on the door buckle, the sun and the wind and rain, the door buckle and the iron lock are yellow and rusty.

Li Shan looked at this small house with deep touch and infinite sorrow, and the beautiful thing about his blind date with Zhenzhen that night came to mind. Now, in an instant, things have changed, things are not people, thinking that Zhenzhen is so unknown and nowhere to be found, where is she! Precisely:

The cold window of the burrow is strong, and I am even stronger that night.

The mandarin ducks are now beaten again, and they have disappeared without a trace.

How to find love in Yiren, things have passed through the border.

Dugu Gongzi thinks fragrantly, and he is in the past and hateful.

Zhenzhen, where did she go, she was alone and wandering in a different county, if anything happened to Zhenzhen, he Li Shan would be condemned by his conscience for the rest of his life.

Li Shan felt a cramp in his heart, held back his sadness, left the small house, and stumbled step by step like a tumbler, stepping on one foot and shaking another, and fell down the stairs. He was dazed, and he turned out to the Xiujiang River by himself in a daze.

Li Shan walked alone by the river, the scenery is still the same, or a river of spring water flowing slowly, or the streets and paths are still the same, and the shade of the trees is thick. He walked into the green trellis in a daze, where the grass was bleak and the vines fluttered, but there was no beauty to be found.

Li Shan closed his eyes painfully, Zhenzhen's voice and smile always appeared in front of him, he kissed lightly, Zhenzhen was happy and stunned at that time, and he was at a loss for words. The more Li Shan thought about it, the more he broke his heart, he loved, hated and worried, he loved Zhenzhen, and he hated the proprietress who was so ruthless that Zhenzhen was cornered, so that the two of them didn't know anything!

Day after day, Zhenzhen disappeared without a trace, which made Li Shan feel infinitely sad. The longing for Zhenzhen, the morning and evening thoughts, are getting stronger and stronger, he has to find Zhenzhen, to pour out his endless love to Zhenzhen, and to sacrifice everything for her. He wants to break through all shackles for Zhenzhen, that is, he will not hesitate to break his bones! He wants to live like a man, he wants to be strong!

Zhenzhen has been in Guangdong for a few days, and Zhenzhen, who has no relatives, stayed in a small hotel for a few days before finding a private clinic, recruiting as a nurse, who can provide food and lodging, and finally settled down.

But her longing for Li Shan did not decrease as she stayed away like this, but increased. Li Shan's sturdy physique and majestic image often linger in her heart and appear in front of her eyes. Especially when I was a girl drifting lonely and helpless, I felt a lot of thoughts, at a loss, where to go, thinking about it, my eyes were red, and tears were in my eyes again.

She thought about why Li Shan didn't tell her about the matter, why the proprietress was so fierce and vicious, her happy life in just a few days was like a dream, a dream, a dream, and it was gone when she woke up, like a gust of wind, coming and going, and disappearing without a trace in the blink of an eye.

She thought of Li Shan, and thought of Li Shan's goodness with tenderness! She also thought that Li Shan would miss her, Li Shan was sincere to her, and he was deeply obsessed with her and loved her. She thinks too much, thinking about it day and night, so heavy that she almost falls asleep every night, haunted by dreams. From time to time, I was awakened by dreams. As a doctor, she wondered if she was suffering from lovesickness.

She lives in such a simple single house again. She changed her mobile phone chip and got a new number, but she didn't want to use this new number to call Li Shan. She was afraid that his boss lady would find out this number and harass her again, which would cause inconvenience, especially if it was not easy to find this job just now.

Zhenzhen is so busy at work every day, time flies so fast, day by day.

She wanted to let herself forget about Li Shan in her hustle and bustle. She thought about starting over. She is not young anymore, she is in her early twenties, she wants to end her relationship with Li Shan, freeze it, and then let her soul be at peace. She didn't want to think back to this relationship of broken wings. She wanted to give her feelings a clear start, a clean starting point, and let her emotions start from zero. She thought that the person she wanted, the person she was destined to do, would come. She held back her thoughts and didn't contact Li Shan, she wanted Li Shan to never find her. She wants to bury this emotion deep in her heart, and let it slowly fade out of her memory over time until she forgets it.

The owner of the clinic saw that she had graduated from a medical university and was qualified to practice as a doctor, so he asked her to sit in the clinic to see a doctor.

A beautiful single girl, working in this clinic, is like a blooming flower, radiant, naturally there will be someone to take care of her, and there will always be bees and butterflies. Many young students here began to inquire and pursue Zhenzhen, and some people introduced her to Zhang Luo in a serious way.

In order to see her beauty, many young boys made a special trip to see a doctor, specially called her number, those who were sick came, and those who were not sick also came to her to see a doctor. A bold descendant brother said to her face that for her sake, he suffered from lovesickness and asked her to prescribe a cure for lovesickness. Zhenzhen didn't blame others, but just wrote a few words on the prescription list: "Please go to the ENT department of a regular hospital for examination." That person didn't understand that the ENT department could cure lovesickness, and if he really went to the ENT department of the city hospital to see a doctor. As soon as the otolaryngology doctor asked the reason, he laughed and said: "The beautiful doctor of the family wants you to take pictures of yourself, what your facial features look like, and whether you are worthy of others." "Ah, I see. "Then the younger brother woke up like a dream, and suddenly realized that the lovesickness was cured.

As soon as this incident came out, Zhenzhen became famous, and there was an endless stream of people who came to see her. Zhenzhen is young and beautiful, plus she has a good service attitude, a sweet voice, detailed medical treatment, and knows how to care for patients. As a result, more patients came to the clinic, and for a while the business of the clinic was booming, the boss was happy, gave her a raise, and her income was also rich.

As soon as the work and life are settled, the days will pass quickly. The years are not forgiving, her age is urging her, and it is time to talk about marriage.

A retired officer, as soon as he heard the matchmaker's introduction, was anxious to meet her.

The matchmaker told the young and handsome officer the address of Zhenzhen's work, and the officer immediately went to the clinic to "see a doctor", and the officer fell in love with the quiet female doctor at first sight.

The matchmaker didn't tell Zhenzhen beforehand, and Zhenzhen was as enthusiastic as she was to see a doctor for the young officer and ask about his condition. The young officer looked at Zhenzhen with special attention. Zhenzhen is set off by a white coat and white hat, her complexion is more pale, and her pink cheeks are transparent, which makes people want to kiss her. Her facial features are dignified and beautiful, her nose bridge is tall and pactual, her bright red lips, snow-white teeth, and what is particularly charming is her voice, which is always so soft and sweet.

The young officer asked the matchmaker to arrange a meeting with Zhenzhen that night.

In the evening, Zhenzhen met with this officer, and as soon as they met, Zhenzhen remembered that he was a young man who came to see a doctor during the day, no wonder he always said that he was a little uncomfortable, and he couldn't see that he had any symptoms, it turned out that he was on a blind date in private. Zhenzhen took a serious look at this young officer, handsome and mighty, impeccable, but emotionally it was not love at first sight and unforgettable, but there was no reason to refuse, she couldn't help but fall in love, she was already an older young woman compared to those open girls, and there was no boy around her who was pursuing, don't people say that they are abnormal. In particular, this young officer was extremely enthusiastic about her, and boldly pursued her, and she did not seem to object, so it was acquiescence. So, she kept in touch with the young officer.

But Zhenzhen's relationship with him was lukewarm, and there was nothing between her and the officer that could not arouse her affection, and she and the young officer were like doctors and patients, or like chiefs and orderlies, and although they were together, the two respected each other, but they were not close to each other. The two really can't taste the feeling of lovers. Perhaps it was because Zhenzhen had been in trouble in the sea, but her love affair with Li Shan had always been an insurmountable hurdle for her! It was so difficult for her to cross Li Shan at once and immediately plunge into the feelings of this young officer.

The young officer didn't care about this, thinking that the two would have feelings after getting along for a long time, he never cared about Zhenzhen's lukewarmness, his military style, always appeared in front of Zhenzhen on time every time, accompanied her. He accompanies Zhenzhen very carefully, as long as Zhenzhen does not refuse, he always asks Zhenzhen to come out and accompany her, even if he walks silently, it doesn't matter. Zhenzhen is dull by herself, it is better to have someone to talk with and scatter her heart. With this young officer by her side, Zhenzhen seemed to be able to spend her boring free time to death.

When she got along with the officer, Zhenzhen always thought of Li Shan, how Li Shan accompanied her, thinking about the happiness of that moment and the long loneliness and pain at this time. With such a mentality, it is indeed difficult for her to re-accept another man. Zhenzhen's mentality also made her face the young officer, her heart is like a rock, guarding the land and protecting the territory, and she is not a light person by nature. Therefore, when she gets along with young officers, she always keeps a certain distance invisibly. The young officer also respected her, and did not act easily, and the two got along for a while, but there was no physical contact, and they did not even shake hands. Despite this, Zhenzhen has an officer by her side, just like having a talisman, those who think about her will naturally stay away, and Zhenzhen lives and works peacefully here.

Time is like an arrow, and in a blink of an eye, the end of the year is approaching. Zhenzhen has been wandering alone for more than half a year, thinking about her parents, relatives, sisters, brothers, relatives and friends at home, and more thinking about Li Shan, who has been ruthlessly losing contact with him for half a year, is he okay, will he still keep that emotion? Or love is goodbye.

When the holiday was about to end, the young officer asked her out and said to her: "My parents want me to invite you to go back for the New Year together, and the whole family will celebrate the New Year together." When Zhenzhen heard this, she was taken aback, and felt very sorry for this good man and his parents, so she said to the young officer: "Really, thank you mom and dad." I also thank you for your affection for me, and thank you for always being with me. But please forgive me, I am indeed a difficult person to accept you for a while, and I sincerely say to you, you are excellent in everything, you are a good man, a good husband, and you will be a good father in the future. But I'm not worthy of you, I'm not a simple woman, no matter how hard I try, I can't make my heart accept your true love. I don't deserve you, but I'm also a little selfish, I'm wandering by myself, so lonely and helpless. I really want to be cared for by you, so I dragged it out hesitantly. I don't want to drag it out, if it drags on like this, I'm always afraid that it will drag you down. Really, I'm sorry for you, I'm afraid I've delayed your happiness. I can't go back with you for the New Year, please forgive me, okay?" Zhenzhen looked at the young officer and said what was in her heart carefully and seriously. She had wanted to say this for a long time, but she couldn't make up her mind in her heart. When the young officer said that he wanted to invite her home for the New Year, she had to open her heart and say these words to the young officer that she had been holding back in her heart.

The young officer said with great tolerance: "A soldier, as soon as he accepts an order and determines the goal of his action, he will do whatever it takes to complete the task and achieve the goal." As soon as I saw you, you made me happy with you, and I was sure that I loved you, that is, I loved you desperately! This is my goal, and I must complete the task. My parents saw your picture and liked you so much. Please promise me. ”

Zhenzhen opened her eyes and looked at this heroic young officer, staring at her for a long time, what a rare good man! Her heart was moved, but when she thought about it, she was no longer worthy of others physically and mentally. She thought about her relationship with Li Shan, and she blushed with shame. She said ruthlessly, "I don't agree to you because you are too good! The young officer boldly shook Zhenzhen's hand and said, "We northerners have a saying, if we love you, we will carry you to bed!" As soon as his words came out, Zhenzhen was frightened, and when she opened her mouth, she shouted: "No, I won't agree!" Without waiting for the young officer to make a move, she suddenly withdrew her hand, stood up, and rang the service bell. A male waiter appeared at the door, saluted, and said, "Beauty, what do you command?" Zhenzhen said in a panic, and she rushed out of the door, and the person also fled back to the residence in a panic.

The next day, early in the morning, she rushed to the station and took a ride back to her hometown. Just as Zhenzhen was sitting on the long-distance bus, and there were still a few minutes to go, when she was about to start, she suddenly saw a familiar figure, looking in the crowd, in front of the shuttle bus, and she fixed her eyes to see that it was the handsome young officer. Zhenzhen looked at his anxious expression, and felt in her heart that she was so unreasonable, so she hurriedly got out of the car and shouted loudly to the young officer: "I'm here!"

The young officer ran over, Zhenzhen thought he would pick him up, but when he hesitated in his heart, the young officer ran in front of her, and instantly a standard soldier stood up and saluted her with a standard military salute. Zhenzhen looked at him, couldn't help but burst into tears, couldn't help hugging the young officer, and said, "Thank you!" After speaking, she lowered her head and cried back to the car. The shuttle bus started and slowly exited the cargo platform. The young officer has always stood upright and saluted in a standard posture, saluting with attention, and watching the shuttle turn around and drive away.

Li Shan is still mixing very well with the proprietress here, but he is clearly cultivating the plank road and secretly Chen Cang, thinking about finding another way out for himself, accumulating money and contacts business experience for himself, and preparing for his next step. Since she had a skin-to-skin relationship with Zhenzhen, especially Zhenzhen was so brutally and forcibly persecuted by the proprietress in an unknown way, when she endured this flying disaster and was helpless and helpless, when she needed his care the most, she was far away, not even a shadow, and she didn't say a word of concern. All of this made him feel that he was so sorry for Zhenzhen, he felt guilty and blamed himself in his heart, he wanted to keep that belated true love for Zhenzhen, only in this way seemed to be worthy of Zhenzhen, and he wanted to get Zhenzhen's conclusive information before he could take the next step. Therefore, during this period of time, he has really become much cleaner, and the wine is not sticky, but he is desperately trying to collect money, and for his own future, he must find Zhenzhen and atone for her sins. He wants to create a happy nest for Zhenzhen, and he wants to leave a true feeling in his heart waiting for Zhenzhen's arrival.

In order to keep Li Shan, this proprietress put a lot of effort into him, and she still sent people to serve her in her diet and daily life, and she was still secretly worried about Li Shan's whereabouts. She thought that after a while, Li Shan would not be confused about Zhenzhen all day long. Indeed, after a period of time, Li Shan had a plan in his heart, but he also put his mind at ease, everything returned to normal on the surface, and he was implementing his plan in his heart. The proprietress also let go. In addition to taking special care of Li Shan, she also kept urging her eldest daughter to return to China before the Spring Festival and get engaged to Li Shan. She released a rumor among her relatives and friends inside and outside the company, saying that she was preparing to hold her daughter's wedding with the general manager during the Spring Festival, thinking that it would create a fait accompli and force Li Shan to comply, but whether it was successful or not, the boss lady had no bottom in her heart.

To tell the truth, Li Shan is in Cao Ying's heart in Han, and he is just using everything he has done to the proprietress to confuse the proprietress, and he is going to make a profit from it, and he is ready to catch the last handful, and then leave, even if he can't find Zhenzhen, he will leave this proprietress sooner or later. It's just that I can't find a good place to go for a while, so I can't find a good place to stay here for the time being, just to eat with a mouthful of food. Use this as a springboard and be ready to jump.

After Zhenzhen left, Li Shan was alone for many days, and his relatives and friends naturally had someone who was enthusiastic about recruiting objects for him, a young and promising single boss who was favored by others. The beauties of the boss's company will know how to seize the opportunity and be eager to try. When someone introduced girls and beauties to him, Li Shan was also difficult to meet, go to meet, meet for a while, drink tea together, sing and dance, and barbecue outing. All of this, Li Shan insisted on engaging in team activities, a group of people, and had a lively and lively time. In doing so, firstly, to cover oneself, one can avoid the entanglement of the boss's wife, and secondly, you can ensure that you are no longer a son of a child, and you can see one and love another. The third is to expand their interpersonal communication, ordinary people, etc., acting on the spot, socializing, and passing the time. It was in these exchanges that he met Boss Zhu, a giant businessman in Lingnan City, and he admired Boss Zhu so much that he couldn't wait to join his command immediately, and he did not hesitate to do anything to serve the dogs and horses. When Boss Zhu was expanding his recruitment and employing people, he saw that Li Shan was a usable talent, and when he saw that he was interested in joining the gang, he wanted to recruit him, but the boss lady happened to be present, and it was not easy to win people's love. In order to be a fool, he just secretly left a message to Li Shan. Li Shan is an understanding person, and he knows that Boss Zhu intends to take him in, so he just waits for the right time. Since he hung up with Boss Zhu's big wooden root, he was full of confidence, and he implemented his plan faster, waiting for the opportunity to leave the boss. In terms of feelings, in his heart, the absolute position in his heart is still Zhenzhen.

But Zhenzhen hasn't been in touch for more than half a year, and what happened to her, there is no information at all. Li Shan asked Zhenzhen's old classmates not long ago, and she didn't have any news about Zhenzhen, saying: "Our old classmates are talking about her, on the eighth day of the first month of this year, our old classmates are going to get together again." At this time, no one has any information about her, she is so mysterious, and she doesn't give us any information, can't she evaporate from the world? Anyway, it's almost the New Year, there are no holidays everywhere, she will definitely come back, even if she gets married, she has to go back to her parents' house!"

"Yes, this Spring Festival is coming, every festival is full of relatives, who doesn't come back to get together with relatives and visit relatives and friends. Li Shan listened thoughtfully, he pinned his hopes on the Spring Festival, looking forward to Zhenzhen's Spring Festival will definitely come back, he may be able to find her, he wants to tell Zhenzhen all this, talk about this period of love and love, cry and cry this murderous life-like parting grievances and lovesickness, ask her to forgive and forgive herself, because of her own momentary mistake and thoughtless let her innocently suffer this disaster that should have been avoided, and then he will be desperate to keep Zhenzhen, forever with her, that is, wandering the world, The wandering cape will never be separated.

"Will Zhenzhen come back for the Spring Festival, and will she renew her relationship with herself when she comes back? It's been so long, has she found her love, and will she still stick to that relationship. What if Zhenzhen already has another love? Alas, let it be fate! If you see or know that Zhenzhen has already been in love, then you will sincerely bless her. I only complain that I don't have that blessing, and my life is miserable, as it should be. Although Li Shan thinks so, he always firmly believes that he and Zhenzhen will definitely get back together.

He looked forward to it even more, and suddenly Zhenzhen appeared in front of him. Whenever he saw a beautiful figure that looked like Zhenzhen's figure, Li Shan always had to take a few more looks, for fear of missing the opportunity to meet Zhenzhen. As soon as he was free, Li Shan looked at his mobile phone, always looking forward to a call from Zhenzhen.

The Spring Festival is getting closer and closer, how can he spend the Spring Festival alone, he doesn't want to return to his hometown in the north, the Spring Festival is difficult to squeeze the train, and he doesn't want to suffer from it. He thought about going out, wandering alone, walking around at will, or going to a quiet small village and town, staying for a few days, coming back after the Spring Festival, and going to Boss Zhu to find another way to make a living, the boss lady here He was determined not to stay.

Everything starts all over again, that's how he intended it. The world is so big, there is always a place for its own use!

The company's year-end rush is basically done. He officially submitted his resignation to the proprietress of the boss.

One morning, Li Shan walked into the office of the proprietress, who just put down her daughter's long-distance phone and said to Li Shan with excitement: "I just answered my eldest daughter's call, you came just in time, you immediately drove to Nanning to pick her up, she returned to Nanning from Shanghai today." ”

Li Shan looked at the proprietress calmly, did not answer out loud, and put a letter of resignation on the boss's desk. The proprietress may have been prepared for a long time, knowing that he would have to leave sooner or later. She didn't read his resignation letter, but asked Li Shan eagerly: "What conditions do you want to stay? I will make you the chairman, you and my eldest daughter will get married, and we will discuss everything." ”

"Everyone has their own ambitions, and I have made up my mind. You treat me well, and I will try my best to repay you. I have done everything that should be done and explained at the end of the year. I didn't throw it away irresponsibly. After all, this company has today, and I also have a part of it. Li Shan said calmly.

"I already knew that you had already intended to go, and since you have made up your mind, I won't force you to stay. But I ask you to understand that everything I do is to get you and have you! I can't keep you, but I don't understand, can't my eldest daughter, who is young and beautiful studying in the United States, keep you?

"People in the rivers and lakes, involuntarily, parting ways and going their separate ways, or sharing weal and woe in the same boat, all have the will of God. You don't understand and disrespect me, you only want your interests, and you don't care about my feelings. Everything you've done, some of it has gone too far, hurt others, and hurt me so much that it's unbearable. Li Shan said quietly, as if he was strong enough in his heart to support him. He didn't want to live here anymore, and it was too uncomfortable to live like this. He was going to leave here, he would never look at the eyes of the proprietress again, and he would never waste his youthful talent so much for a woman who was not worthy of his life for her. He's going to throw a rotten apple and hug a big orchard!

At this time, the proprietress and Li Shan were both very sensible, their tone was calm, and their speech was much more elegant.

"I know you're going to hate me for the rest of your life! I also want to ask for clarification, and I want to know if you regret it, do you have that relationship with me? The proprietress said.

"You'd better not mention those things to anyone else, what's there to say, there's no benefit in saying it. It's best to know that you know what I know, and in the end it just disappears as if it never happened. I'll say it again, it's good for everyone to save some face. As soon as those things come out, you and I are so embarrassed. Don't mention it, everyone is living a good life. The past is gone, it cannot be forgotten, and it cannot be erased. I always wanted to make that scene a gray memory. It's better to forget it forever, as if it never happened, but you can't do it!" Li Shan said, he was extremely reluctant to mention this, like a fly flying into his mouth, dirty to death, unable to spit it out and swallowing, this became his lifelong memory, which can never be erased.

"I am benevolent and righteous, although I can't keep you, after all, we have struggled together for many years, and I also know that you are dedicated to the company, and the company has today, and your contribution is indispensable, and your contribution is huge. Alas, if you want to go, I really can't help it, don't change your bank account number, I will give you what you deserve. If you can't make it around, come back and I'll welcome you. The position of this boss will be reserved for you for a long time. Even if the old lady is old, whoever will be in charge, I will also let them remember you for three generations. It's a pity that I have struggled for decades, but in the end, it is still empty. My life is miserable, the old guy left early, alone, guarding his two daughters, and he will marry when he is older. It's not easy for me. Empty a pile of money, who will be a companion, I don't have a good life, I'm lonely!" the proprietress said, her voice trembled, there was indeed a bit of truth, and a little bit of vicissitudes and sorrow. Speaking of sadness, his eyes are a little red. Li Shan listened to what the proprietress said, looking at the corners of the proprietress with wrinkled eyes, and she had a few gray hairs, she was not indifferent in her heart, and she also had a faint pity in her heart, and she didn't dare to sigh and be melancholy, only silent. He couldn't think of anything else he had to say. Perhaps, at this time, both of them have nothing to say. Li Shan politely said goodbye, took two steps back, turned around and walked out of the boss's office.

In the evening for several days, despite the cold wind, Li Shan still insisted on going to the Zhenwu Pavilion scenic spot every day to run. He thought that if Zhenzhen went home for the New Year, if she still missed that relationship, she would revisit the old place and remember the days of love between the two, and she might come here. He was looking forward to the familiar figure of the beautiful woman in his heart suddenly appearing here. However, several days passed, and the familiar figure did not appear. The scenery here is still the same, but the beauty is nowhere to be seen. Li Shan, who was reluctant to give up, always arrived at nightfall, only with a feeling of great loss, only reluctantly put on his clothes, and every time he walked out of the Zhenwu Pavilion scenic spot step by step.

Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, Li Shan packed his luggage, left the office and room keys in the room, and then took a look at the nest that this boss lady gave him to live, he and Zhenzhen also left a short few days and nights of affection here, he thought back, could it be that Zhenzhen would never see him in such an unknown way. He closed his eyes, reluctantly closed the door softly, as if to close a memory or cut off a wisp of love, and then walked away with a lonely loss and helplessness.

Li Shan drove off in his newly purchased off-road vehicle, and he was ready to travel the world. When the car drove to Jiangbin Road, there was a light rain, the cold wind, the light rain, and the familiar scene, touching the scene and causing Li Shan's heart to feel a sense of parting feelings. Li Shan pulled over and parked the car, holding the steering wheel with both hands, and finally couldn't help getting out of the car for a long time. He's going to get there, take a walk, look at the grass and trees. Li Shan thought to himself: "Let's go here for the last time, goodbye is forever, maybe there will never be a chance to come back here." Li Shan walked on the sidewalk of Jiangbin Road as if sleepwalking, following the route he had walked that night.

It was still a cold wind, it was still raining lightly, Li Shan was still wearing that coat as he did that night, his hands were still in his pockets, and he always felt that Zhenzhen's petite and delicate body was still leaning on his side like that, holding his arms with both hands, and walking next to him. At that time, the two were so romantic, walking slowly in the cold wind and cold rain.

But at this time, Li Shan had no choice but to comfort his empty soul by recalling the poetic and drunken scene at that time. He thought about it very devotedly, seeing the scenery and feelings, seeing things and thinking about people, he clearly remembered how Zhenzhen took the initiative to hold his arm, how the two walked intimately, and what they said sweetly, Zhenzhen's sweet voice seemed to be still ringing in his ears.

Like the scene that night, Li Shan also walked into the green scaffolding where the two of them sheltered from the rain together. Under this scaffolding, Li Shan stood dumbfounded for a while, recalling the scene when he kissed Zhenzhen for the first time. I remembered that Zhenzhen was forced away by the proprietress, and since she has been separated, she has not heard from her for more than half a year, and she has been thinking about it for so long, and she has been worried about it for more than half a year. Thinking of this, Li Shan couldn't help but look up to the sky and sigh: "Bitter! Zhenzhen, did I really hurt you Zhenzhen, whatever, tell me, let me know! Zhenzhen, you are really, how can I say you!" Li Shan sighed again, remembering that he swallowed his anger and endured humiliation to work here with the proprietress, and the heart that was suppressed by the proprietress was almost suffocated, and it was so uncomfortable that it was suppressed to death! At this time, he was all about to explode and be liberated. He let go of his voice, raised his arms with both hands, and shouted loudly to the world: "I am me, I want to live like a man!" After shouting, he still did not understand his hatred, so he shouted loudly: "Zhenzhen, I love you! Where are you!" As soon as the words fell, a figure that he had been familiar with for a long time appeared in front of him.

"Zhenzhen, you are Zhenzhen, it's not a dream, it's real!" Li Shan almost screamed.

Zhenzhen, appeared right in front of him. She was wearing the same red dress and high leather boots that night, with the same hairstyle, and a headdress on her head, which shone brightly.

The two looked at each other, shouting each other's names almost at the same time, and opened their hands together, and they greeted each other together, and in an instant the two hugged tightly and kissed each other tightly.

Time seemed to be frozen, and in an instant, I don't know how long it took for the two to be willing to let go of their mouths, and looked at each other, the two still hugged tightly, not letting go of each other.

"I thought I'd never see you again in my life. Li Shan said.

"I'm just as scared I won't see you. I'm always thinking about you, thinking about seeing you. I don't want to call you, I think if we have fate, we'll meet anyway. As soon as I came back to the county, I made a special trip to the Xiujiang River to take a walk, thinking about reliving that old relationship and reliving the old dream of yesterday. I want to try to see if my relationship with you is still there. It's been more than half a year, and I've been thinking about you all day, and I think you'll miss me too. If our fate is still there, we will meet again today, and you and I will meet again. I walked along the Xiujiang River and thought, thinking and thinking, and when I saw the scaffolding from afar, I walked towards it unconsciously. I prayed in my heart that you would show up. While thinking about you, I walked here. I saw a car in front of me stop on the side of the road, and when you got out of the car, I recognized it as you at a glance, and my heart was so excited that I almost fainted. Beloved, are you like me, you also have to come here to find that beloved. So, I've been following you. When I saw that you were reminiscing about our night, my heart almost jumped, and I knew that you still missed me, and you still loved me! Zhenzhen said in one breath. Li Shan was excited, looking at her face intently and affectionately, looking at her eyes that were flashing with tears, and listening to her.

"Yes, as soon as I was on a business trip, as soon as I arrived at the construction site the next day, I immediately called you, and I couldn't contact you, and I knew that something was wrong. I came back and couldn't find you again. I know your suffering, I know your grievances, and maybe you will complain about me. So I desperately searched for you everywhere, I want to find you, I will explain all this to you, please forgive me. But I just don't know where you are, and for more than half a year, I've been looking for you like crazy. But you just haven't heard from you at all. The end of the year is here, and I think you'll come back for the New Year. In the past few days, I have been in the place where we passed on the meeting, going around, always thinking that I would meet you, but I didn't see your figure, and I didn't give up. Today, I'm going to drive to another place for the Chinese New Year. Before leaving, I still came here for a turn, just to prepare to relive the old dream for the last time, recalling the scene of love with you, it was really touching the scene, thinking of you, I couldn't help but shout out the words in my heart: I love you, Zhenzhen!" Li Shan said emotionally, with tears in his eyes, and hugged Zhenzhen more tightly.

"Yes, I love you too, even though it came so suddenly and made me so embarrassed. But I'm not going to complain about you, I really think so. I think the hostess can break us apart, but our hearts are tightly connected. Zhenzhen looked at Li Shan affectionately and said.

"Indeed, I think the same way, will you blame me, are you breaking off with me. It's been half a year, you haven't given me a little bit of information, I can't find you. I think it's me who is wrong, and I am the one who has brought you a scourge, causing you to run away in embarrassment and wander the world. If you ignore me, I won't blame you. But my love for you is real, and I have been thinking about you all the time for most of the year. Every day I look forward to thinking that a miracle will happen, thinking that you will suddenly appear in front of me, so that we can tell our hearts, eliminate misunderstandings, and get back together. I did come here today to miss you and remember you. I thought this was the last time I was here. If I don't see you, I will really bury this relationship deep in my heart forever. Then, I drove to wander around, and after the New Year, I started all over again. I didn't expect a miracle to happen. Li Shan said.

"I'm here because I miss you so much. Thinking about you, thinking about that relationship, thinking about what happened to you now. As soon as I got out of the car, I was heading here. I don't know how you're doing, I don't dare call you. But your figure has always been engraved in my heart, and it has not disappeared with time, but it has made me miss you even more. You have always occupied my heart, my soul. I think you're going crazy at the thought of it. Now that I'm back, where to go and where to spend the Spring Festival, I don't know. But first I'm going to come here for a walk. I also want to relive the scene of the past, and I also thought about going to you, but I don't dare, I can only come here to express my feelings. I didn't want you to come too, I walked behind you, knowing that you still love me, especially when I heard you shout Zhenzhen I love you, my heart almost jumped out. It's really our fate, it's been half a year, you think of me, I think of you, we are inseparable. I love you too!we'll never be separated, okay?" Zhenzhen choked up and cried as she spoke.

Li Shan wiped away her tears for Zhenzhen and said, "Don't cry, I love you! I kiss you, I love you!"

After Li Shan finished speaking, he kissed Zhenzhen on the face again.

"If I don't see you, I don't know what will happen to me, I can't let go of you, I always think about you!" Zhenzhen stopped crying and said.

"Let's get in the car and let's go together. Li Shan said.

"What's wrong with you, is the boss still bothering you?" asked Zhenzhen in a low voice.

"I quit my job. Li Shan said.

"So, what are you going to do now?" asked Zhenzhen.

"I am ready to make another living, I know Boss Zhu, a giant businessman in Lingnan City, who values me very much. I have already contacted him, and after the Spring Festival, I will go to his place. During the Spring Festival, I drove around by myself and traveled around the world. As soon as the Spring Festival is over, we will go to Boss Zhu together, where the water is wide and deep, and there is more to do. It's just that I'm so lonely by myself, and it's so uncomfortable to be empty in the car, so how nice it would be to think that you were sitting next to you!" Li Shan said.

"No matter where you go, I will follow you and go together, the world is so big, there will definitely be a place for us. Zhenzhen said.

"Aren't you going home?" said Li Shan.

"I don't want to go back to my hometown in the countryside. An eldest girl, who returned to her parents' house for the New Year alone, and some of the sisters we stayed in the village were already mothers of two or three children. I went back by myself, my parents couldn't be happy, I don't know what they thought in their hearts, they were unhappy, and I was even more uncomfortable. Now that I see you, everything is fine, as long as you still love me, you are my home, you are my home. Let's go on our honeymoon together, okay, okay?" said Zhenzhen.

"Yes, let's relive the old dream, the newlywed Yan'er, the flower candle in the cave room, let's go to travel together to get married and spend our honeymoon. Li Shan kissed Zhenzhen's forehead and said happily.

"Okay, wherever you go, I'll follow you to the ends of the earth!" said Zhenzhen.

The two couldn't help but kiss each other tightly and emotionally again.

After a while, Li Shan said first:

"It's not raining, let's go. ”

"Can't go, it's raining, it's still raining. Zhenzhen said.

"Do you remember what you said?" asked Zhenzhen in surprise.

"Like you, I always think back to this unforgettable moment. At first, although you just kissed me softly on the forehead, it made me distracted, and when I was overwhelmed, then you kissed me, and it was my first kiss. How to kiss my mouth, I don't understand anything, my heart is even more chaotic, blank for a while, messy, and then I gradually feel it, I think about it. Zhenzhen said.

"yes, I knew you were kissing for the first time. Li Shan said.

"You know, that night was my twenty-first birthday. On my birthday, I received your invitation to go on a date, it was the first time you kissed me, and I was infused with your love in my life! You know, I love you so much and miss you. I kept looking at you that night, looking at this big man who slept with me for the first time, and I thought about it a lot, and before I knew it, it was dawn. Zhenzhen said.

"Yes, we're never apart. Li Shan said.

"Really, don't be apart, stay together forever. Zhenzhen said.

It was so magical that the two of them were so excited that they were about to burn themselves violently. Li Shan hugged Zhenzhen out of the green scaffolding and walked along the river embankment. The two got into the car, as soon as Zhenzhen got into the car, the door closed, and the car moved, Zhenzhen leaned her head on Li Shan's shoulder, put her arms around Li Shan, and sighed and said, "I thought we would never be together again." ”

"If you don't see me, what are you going to do?" asked Li Shan, feeling excited.

"If I don't see you, I really am the end of this relationship. Then, it all starts all over again. Zhenzhen said.

"That's what I thought, too. I think this is the last time I'll be here. I also thought about starting over. Li Shan said.

"We met so magically, which also shows that we are destined. Let's start all over again, shall we?" said Zhenzhen.

"Definitely. You say, where are we going to celebrate the New Year first?" asked Li Shan Zhenzhen.

"I really want to think of Guilin, where the mountains and rivers are so beautiful, and the world is the best. Zhenzhen said.

When they arrived in the beautiful scenery of Guilin and entered the hotel room, the two couldn't wait to be together.

On the first day of the Spring Festival holiday, Zhenzhen and Li Shan walked into the marriage registration office together and officially became husband and wife.

The two started a new struggle together in Lingnan City. Li Shan took refuge in Boss Zhu's big company, served beside Boss Zhu, with his own high quality, and the experience of the general manager, he stood out quickly, rose to prominence, made meritorious contributions, and was quite appreciated by Boss Zhu. Soon, he climbed to the position of general manager, and his career future is bright, his love is happy, and his family is happy.

Zhenzhen was still working in a private clinic at first, but later, she became pregnant and became pregnant with Yingying. Li Shan didn't want her to be too tired, so she didn't have to go to work at home, and asked a very beautiful and young girl to serve her. After Yingying was born, Li Shan was overjoyed, and Zhenzhen became a full-time wife at home and became a housewife. Every day, the husband and children are taught to be a standard good wife and mother, and the family lives a peaceful life.

It's the fifth watch, and the empty building is dauntingly lonely. Sister Chi Wuzhen was awakened by a nightmare in a daze, and couldn't fall asleep anymore, she got up and put on her clothes one by one, under the lonely lamp, in the cold room, moving and walking, she was thinking silently, thinking about her most beloved and most worried daughter, every time she thought of Yingying, her heart was always like a knife. She felt sorry for Yingying. She hated why Li Shan was so ruthless to her and her own flesh and blood, discarding them and leaving! Why! She exhaled very hard with regret: "I really can't imagine that the problem lies in this little girl nanny who is too beautiful and too young." ”

Zhenzhen walked to the window and looked up at the night sky, only to see the stars and the dawn of the east. "Alas, another night passed. Zhenzhen sighed, felt that the love was not resentful, like a tide, so she sent her love to the pen and ink, she walked to the calligraphy table, dipped in ink, and wrote a few lines of poetry:

Lonely pillow lonely lonely night, alone thinking and lonely pity.

There are several pairs of stars in the sky, only the old red line of the moon is connected.

The old love of the past is like floating clouds, and the infatuated sister is thin and lover.

Where is the end of love, the deep mountain Buddhism is accompanied by a clear spring.

After Sister Chi Wuzhen finished writing, she thought about where she was going, and even more about how Yingying would come to life: "Baby, don't let your mother worry about you!"

To be continued.