Chapter 53: Looking Back, Old Feelings and Past Memories (2)

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In the tea house box, Li Shan and Zhenzhen saw each other like old friends, like friends who had reunited after a long absence.

Li Shan made tea for Zhenzhen like a performer and poured tea. Zhenzhen was very interested, she could see it, and she really wanted to learn the art of tea.

Zhenzhen said: "Look at your action, it is very beautiful and devoted, and I want to learn it too." ”

Li Shan said: "Okay, you should learn, tea culture is one of the traditional essences of the Chinese nation, tea and porcelain, etc., are the symbols of our Chinese nation." ”

Zhenzhen said: "You are very expert, aren't you? ”

Li Shan said: "I know a little, I have learned from others, I know a little bit, I meet friends with tea, I gather with tea, and I talk about business, everyone can easily find common ground, and the situation of negotiation will soon be opened." ”

Li Shan continued: "Look, didn't I start talking with you about tea? Tea, let us find the topic of conversation, everyone's relationship suddenly closer, this atmosphere is friendly and strong. ”

Zhenzhen said: "Exactly, this is the fourth time we have met. ”

Li Shan said: "You remember. ”

Zhenzhen said, "It's special." ”

Zhenzhen continued: "By the way, my cousin always told me to thank you on her behalf! If you hadn't taken my cousin to the hospital, something might have happened. The doctor who delivered the baby said that if you are late, your life will be in danger, and that is two lives! ”

"Whoever is there will help, they will do it." Li Shan said.

"My cousin also asked me to tell you that my cousin named the little girl Zhenzhen, which is true and true." Zhenzhen said.

"Really, this name is good, it sounds good, your cousin is good at naming it." Li Shan said.

"Do you understand what that means?" Zhenzhen said, with a little mystery on her face.

"Really, what does it mean? Please use tea first. Li Shan said as he poured tea for Zhenzhen, and made a gesture to invite Zhenzhen to drink tea.

"Thank you!" Zhenzhen raised her teacup and drank it all.

Li Shan watched Zhenzhen's move, smiling and silent.

"I said, Zhenzhen means: the first Zhenzhen refers to the Zhenwu Pavilion; The second truth refers to the fact that true feelings will always be remembered, good people help each other, and I sincerely thank you for your help. Zhenzhen said.

"Yes, it was your cousin who was crying out for pain and was in labor, I happened to be there, talking to her, fortunately, I hadn't walked away yet, I hurriedly accompanied her to send her to the hospital, help, it should be. I really didn't expect this little thing for your cousin to remember like this. Luckily, I'm not doing anything bad! Li Shan said.

"The good deeds you did saved my cousin's mother and daughter, and my cousin's family is so grateful to you! She gave the little girl this name to want us to know how to be grateful, repay our kindness, and repay the society. Right? Zhenzhen said.

Li Shan said: "Yes, we all want to be like this. I am so grateful to God, the gods of heaven, and the good will be rewarded. May my good deeds add a little more purity and peace to my soul, and I will be at peace and quiet, and ask for nothing else. ”

"Good is rewarded, good is rewarded! I'm a good believer. I study medicine, but also do good deeds and accumulate virtues, for the doctor, the doctor is benevolent, saving the life and helping the wounded, hanging the pot to help the world, is my ambition. Zhenzhen said.

"Yes, the good will be rewarded. I helped your cousin, but God let me know you, maybe that's my reward. This really makes me sigh, you and I meet like this, and it is a touching relationship. Li Shan said.

"My cousin also said that you are a warm and kind-hearted boy, tall and big enough, and good-hearted, you want to introduce, meet, and be friends with me." After Zhenzhen finished speaking, it was a little unnatural, looking down at her hands and rubbing her fingers.

"Yes, I remember, your cousin asked me if I had a partner, and said that she wanted to help me introduce it, and at that time I said that I had just come out of work, just started, and I didn't have a girlfriend, and I didn't want to talk about anyone at this time. But we still know each other on our own, but no matter how you say it, it's all your cousin's thread, and we met through your cousin. Li Shan looked at Zhenzhen and said, seeing Zhenzhen's expression of bowing his head and being silent, he knew that Zhenzhen was embarrassed, so he stopped talking.

Zhenzhen was silent, looking at the tea set.

Li Shan didn't know what to say for a while, so he continued to make tea, and his skillful movements deduced the beauty and elegance of tea art.

"I really want to learn." Zhenzhen watched Li Shan's movements intently, like an artistic performance. For a moment, he said to himself.

"Yes, I'll teach you, I don't know much, I'm learning, let's learn together." Li Shan said as he poured most of Zhenzhen's cup of tea.

"The posture is so elegant!" Zhenzhen said.

"Yes, our Chinese tea culture has a long history, the ancients wrote the "Tea Sutra", very exquisite, from tea selection, utensils, tea brewing, to tea drinking has its whole set of details, so exquisite, so artistic, very able to cultivate the soul." Li Shan said.

"Ah, even drinking tea is particular, I don't understand! I'm going to learn, or I'm afraid I'm a vulgar person. Zhenzhen said.

"As soon as you drank the cup of tea just now, you knew that you didn't understand." Li Shan said with a smile.

"Oh, I drank it all in one go, I didn't notice it, don't laugh." Zhenzhen blushed all of a sudden.

"How could I laugh at you. You are a big beauty, you are so dexterous and delicate, I see that you have a very classical temperament, and you have learned the art of tea, which shows your elegant temperament. Then there will be people who say that you are a vulgar person. You see how beautiful your head is, your hairstyle is very good-looking, so artistic, very tasteful. Li Shan said.

"Thank you for the compliment, I'm so happy, oh!" Zhenzhen said. Li Shan's praise made her happy.

"To be honest, I feel that I have a very different feeling with you. The first time I saw you, my mind went blank. Li Shan looked at Zhenzhen and said, pushed the topic forward at once, and when he finished speaking, he stared at Zhenzhen's expression and observed Zhenzhen's reaction.

"Yes, I'm like this, I feel very kind when I see you, and when I come to you, I feel a sense of security and belonging, as if you are my relatives and my protectors!" Zhenzhen said that she did not avoid Li Shan's gaze, she also thought about it, and worked hard to express her affection for Li Shan.

"It seems that we are really destined and have a good impression of each other." Li Shan said.

"My cousin always said that she wanted to introduce you to me, and I didn't want us to know each other like this." Zhenzhen said.

"It's really fate, and it's fateful to meet thousands of miles away. I must have a fate with you, otherwise how would we meet? Li Shan said.

Speaking of fate, the more the two talked, the more they fell in love.

The two were talking hotly, Li Shan suddenly remembered something, so he asked Zhenzhen anxiously, and said, "I heard your old classmate say that you have a boyfriend who is also studying medicine and becoming a doctor." ”

Zhenzhen hesitated for a moment before saying, "It's not a friend, it's just an ordinary friend." I don't know. I don't want to mention him. ”

Zhenzhen is in a good mood.

"Why don't you know your own business, why? May I ask? If it's inconvenient, then I won't ask, I'm sorry, bear with me. Mr. Li said. Li Shan saw that Zhenzhen was extremely reluctant to mention her boyfriend, so he stopped asking.

Zhenzhen felt at this time that the object she was talking about was really, too worthless. It's almost embarrassing to say that I've ever been in love, let alone that I'm in love with my heart, it's too prosaic. She wondered if the two were in love, maybe it was just that the two talked a little more, she and he had no desire for physical interaction, let alone any actual physical contact, and even she felt strange.

Zhenzhen, she was silent, and for a long time, she looked at Li Shan and said:

"You are well-informed, have a lot of contacts, and have a lot of connections, if you see someone suitable for me, you can introduce one to me, and I am now single."

After Zhenzhen finished speaking, her heart was in a mess, what did she do, what did my classmate tell him! Really, nosy.

"Okay, okay. Such a beautiful beauty, there are many seekers, and they flock to it. As soon as you open your mouth, won't the boy line up to chase after you? Li Shan said.

"Don't exaggerate so much, you think I'm a courtesan, advertising everywhere, attracting bees and butterflies!" Although Zhenzhen said this, she was still happy in her heart, which girl didn't want anyone to chase her.

The two were in high spirits, talking non-stop, and before they knew it, it was already eleven o'clock.

Late at night and cold, Li Shan said: "It's late at night, go back." ”

Zhenzhen said: "I don't want to go back yet, let's go outside and take a walk, okay?" ”

Li Shan said: "Okay, it's okay to take a walk, sit for a long time." ”

Li Shan signed and settled the account, and the two walked out of the tea house together and walked towards the river.

Riverside Avenue is deserted, except for the occasional motorcycle or two rushing by, there are almost no pedestrians.

The night is so deep, the day is so cold, who comes out here to drink the northwest wind, the one who is not warm in the house.

The cold wind swayed the treetops, casting shaky shadows under the street lamps. The damp and cold road surface, with a lot of stagnant water scattered in spots, and a hazy white light, coupled with the shadows of the black road trees, make the vision even more sad and cold.

Li Shan accompanied Zhenzhen, crossed Jiangbin Road, approached the Xiujiang River, and walked along the embankment of the Xiujiang River. Originally, this clear river and willow trees are shady, which is a good scenery and a good place to talk about love.

But in this cold night, it was a different scene, only to see the dim river surface, the water waves reflected the light and shadow of the street lamps and passing vehicles from time to time, flashing bright and faint light. Through this dim light, you can see the calm surface of the river and the outlines of both banks, and the river is flowing slowly. On the surface of the river, when a cold wind swept by, the water surface wrinkled several ripples and microwaves, and the shadows of the dark trees were clustered on both banks. Under the shadow of this dark tree, Li Shan and Zhenzhen walked on the river embankment path. This bleak scenery contrasts sharply with their fiery love.

A gust of cold wind blew in her face, Zhenzhen felt so cold, she walked beside Li Shan, and involuntarily stretched out her hands to wrap her arms around Li Shan, and her body was close to Li Shan. With Li Shan blocking the wind, Zhenzhen felt much warmer.

Li Shan and Zhenzhen looked at each other and smiled, but did not speak. Zhenzhen hugged Li Shan's arm and leaned on Li Shan, and the two walked silently.

Walking on the cold and rainy river embankment is certainly not romantic, but it is unique and unforgettable.

From the moment Zhenzhen grabbed Li Shan's arm, the relationship between the two was immediately clear, and the fire of mutual love between the two was ignited. Everything is beautiful when you are in love. The cold wind and cold rain and the heat of their first love are vividly condensed together and have become their eternal memories.

Beside the tall and sturdy Li Shan, Zhenzhen looks even more petite and delicate, and the birds are like people.

Facing the cold wind and cold rain, Mr. Li felt pity for the fragrance and jade, and really wanted to hug her and make her warm.

Zhenzhen snuggled up to Li Mountain and walked along the river embankment. There was a light rain in the sky, a little bit not too big or small, dripping on the face, cold and cold, which made people feel very unpleasant, but the cold raindrops on the fiery face were particularly agitated and exciting.

It was raining heavily, and Li Shan saw a green scaffolding in front of him, so he took Zhenzhen to hide from the rain.

Li Shan let Zhenzhen in first, and then followed up, and as soon as he entered, he found that this green scaffolding was too small, only for two people. The raindrops from the trellis fell right behind him, almost dripping on him.

As soon as Zhenzhen turned around, the two stood face to face.

At this time, Zhenzhen looked at Li Shan with affection on her back, and smiled brightly, which was very beautiful.

Li Shan looked at her, waved his hands and said, "No way, hide from the rain first, and then talk." ”

Zhenzhen saw Li Shan's gesture like this, and smiled at him knowingly, this smile is really pear blossoms with rain, a little charming, a little delicate, really enough to seduce the soul. Li Shan and Zhenzhen looked at each other, Zhenzhen smiled again and again, which made him feel a wave of love in his heart, and it came in bursts. In the haze, he saw Zhenzhen's shining eyes, as if he was showing love to him, Li Shan was so provoked that he couldn't give up, his mind was blank again, and his emotions were out of control.

He couldn't help but impulsively grab Zhenzhen, lowered his head and gently kissed Zhenzhen's forehead.

Zhenzhen hesitated for a moment, as if she didn't expect Li Shan to be like this, she reacted in her brain for a while, and then, when Mr. Li wanted to kiss her on the mouth, she shook her head vigorously and refused to give it.

The shyness of the girl made her instinctively refuse Li Shan's kiss. But in her heart, she longed for Li Shan to kiss her desperately, she really wanted to refuse and welcome, half pushing, half pushing.

Zhenzhen, who was undecided, still hugged Mr. Li with both hands, and her body was still close to Mr. Li, but her face was facing the river sideways, looking at the little rain dripping on the river. She was conflicted.

Zhenzhen looked at the river, and by the bright light, she saw the rain, sometimes sparse, little by little, sometimes densely swept across the river.

Although Li Shan only kissed lightly, it made her heart flutter all of a sudden, dazed, blank for a while before coming back to her senses, but she didn't know what she was going to say, what to do, or what to wait for.

Li Shan took advantage of the street lights to see the nervous and overwhelmed look on her face, and when he saw that the rain was light, he said:

"It's not raining, let's go."

"I can't go, it's raining, it's still raining." Zhenzhen said.

Zhenzhen thought that if Li Shan kissed her again, she would not refuse Li Shan.

But Li Shan didn't mean to kiss her anymore, but said that he was leaving, which made her feel a little unhappy and lost.

It seems that Li Shan did not realize Zhenzhen's thoughts.

Li Shan thought, "It's too late, I should send her back to rest." ”

At this time, the rain began to fall again, and gradually it began to fall heavily, and it rustled on the leaves, and the cold wind blew more densely and forcefully than before.

Li Shan looked at the rain and said, "It seems that there is no way back at this time." ”

Zhenzhen wore very few clothes on her body, only two thin layers of clothes on her arms, and the cold wind was blowing, feeling a little cold wind, and her body was closer to Li Shan.

Looking at her like this, Li Shan said:

"I'll take off my coat and put it on you, okay?"

"You don't have to take it off, if you take it off, it will also cold you. So you wrap your coat around me and keep me out of the wind, and I won't be cold. Zhenzhen said.

Li Shan unbuttoned his coat, and Zhenzhen immediately fell into Li Shan's arms like a child. She hugged Li Shan tightly and said, "Your chest is so warm!" ”

Li Shan wrapped Zhenzhen in his coat and hugged her tightly in his arms.

Right now, Zhenzhen's shiny headdress attracted Li Shan's attention again.

"Did you tie your own hairstyle? Look good! Li Shan gently stroked Zhenzhen's headdress with his hand and asked Zhenzhen.

"Yes, I didn't make it myself, did someone help me get it!" Zhenzhen said.

"Does this require skill?" Li Shan said.

"Definitely, you can't get such a hairstyle without two strokes." Zhenzhen said.

"You're really, ingenious!" Li Shan said.

"Yes, you're so good at talking, so much to be liked by beautiful women, aren't you?" Zhenzhen said.

"So, do you like to hear it?" Li Shan said.

"I like it." Zhenzhen said with a coquettish smile again.

At this time, a cold wind and cold rain blew, and Li Shan asked Zhenzhen:

"Is it cold?"

"It's not cold, it's so two people hugging, it's really ambiguous, I sleep alone, and the bed is always sleepy." Zhenzhen said.

"Use an electric blanket." Li Shan said.

"It would be nice to have you hold me like this when I sleep, can you?" Zhenzhen asked.

"Do you really think so? Then let's love each other, you marry me, and I can carry you to sleep tonight. Li Shan asked Zhenzhen softly.

"Really!" Zhenzhen said.

"Yes, I like you so much, I love you! Let me sleep with you in my arms and let me warm your body. Li Shan said, looking at Zhenzhen with both eyes.

"I love you too!" Zhenzhen's voice was very small, she didn't know how she felt at this time, but she felt in a daze that that moment was coming. Sure enough, she felt Li Shan hold her tighter harder. Zhenzhen raised her face and closed her eyes, at this time, she felt that her face swept over Li Shan's unique male breath, and surrounded her in groups, making her fall into a confusion, in a confusion, Zhenzhen first felt Li Shan gently kiss her forehead, and then came down, Zhenzhen felt Li Shan's hand to hold her waist hard, one hand to support her neck, his lips locked her lips, and the tip of her tongue was licking and drilling, she gasped, let go of her mouth, the tip of his tongue came in, and then stirred her numb all over, Then she herself also kissed Li Shan deeply emotionally.

For a long time, although the rain stopped, the weather was still very cold, and the cold wind was still blowing.

Li Shan and Zhenzhen walked out of the green scaffolding. As they walked out, the cold, moist air greeted them and enveloped them. Zhenzhen immediately felt that she had left Li Shan's warm embrace, and her whole body felt extremely cold, she still wanted to get into Li Shan's arms and never leave. But at this time, she could only be close to Li Shan like a bird, and followed Li Shan. The two of them passed through the cold wind and rain, came to the parking lot, got in the car, Zhenzhen rested her head on Li Shan's shoulder, she really didn't want to leave Li Shan.

Outside the car, it was clammy and cold; Inside the car, it's so warm and comfortable.

Li Shan sent Zhenzhen back to his residence, and when Li Shan was about to leave, Zhenzhen said:

"Come and see my nest, okay?"

"Will it disturb your cousin and the little girl?" Mr. Li said.

"No, my cousin will go back to her hometown shortly after the moon, and I will live alone." Zhenzhen said.

"Okay, I'll go up and have a look." Li Shan said.

Zhenzhen took Mr. Li to a dilapidated old-fashioned building, stepped on the stairs, and walked to the top floor of the sixth floor layer by layer, there was a stairwell, and Zhenzhen rented this stairwell.

Looking at this room, Mr. Li couldn't imagine that this little girl would clean up this small room so neatly and orderly. At the same time, it can also be seen that her life is also quite poor.

Seeing Zhenzhen living in this humble and cold place, Li Shan felt very uncomfortable. Such a beautiful girl, living alone on the roof of this empty building, has no sense of security at all.

Li Shan thought to himself, if anything happened to this Zhenzhen, it would be his own sin. If he doesn't know and doesn't know Zhenzhen's situation, then don't talk about it. But he knew that Zhenzhen was in this situation, and he had to think about her safety.

Li Shan lovingly hugged Zhenzhen in his arms, and a warmth wrapped Zhenzhen again, she really didn't want to leave this warm embrace.

Li Shan said to Zhenzhen: "You move out immediately, don't live here." A girl who lives on the roof of an empty building by herself is too unsafe, and I don't feel at ease. ”

When Zhenzhen heard this, her gratitude came spontaneously, and she loved such a man. The man who is responsible is different, she doesn't want to mention her boyfriend anymore.

"Don't go, stay with me, okay?" Zhenzhen put her hands around Li Shan's neck and said ashamedly.

When Sister Chi Wuzhen thought of this, she had a lot of thoughts and was extremely emotional. It was in this humble house that she and Li Shan suddenly entered into deep love and skin to skin.

Is:

The lady has been treasured for 20 years, embroidered by the river in the cold wind and rain;

The vines in the flower beds are shy, and the spikes bloom in the burrow.

The loving mandarin duck is as sweet as honey, and the time when the phoenix hates is short;

often think of marriage and stay together, and turn tears to the swallows and fly separately.

It was night, and the two had their own lingering affection. Li Shan looked at Zhenzhen's push and push, push and welcome, and see that her heart was burning with lust, but her face was shy to answer, so he asked:

"You're the first time?"

"Really, for the first time." Zhenzhen said.

"Does it matter?" Li Shan asked.

"Hmm, it's hard to say." Zhenzhen said, so soft.

"I love you." Li Shan carried out the car with ease, Zhenzhen completed her gorgeous turn in a sense of fear and anxiety, at this moment, she was so clearly remembered in her heart, that every button, that little by little, vividly, never forget.

When Sister Chi Wuzhen thought of this, she felt even more angry, and couldn't help tossing and turning on the bed, hugging the quilt tightly, and tying her hands and feet together. A living widow, an empty pillow and a lonely bed, a long night is unbearable! Suddenly, Sister Chi Wuzhen's tears welled up and wet the pillow. It's true: long night, when is it dawning; Lonely pillow, difficult to wait.

Happy Hour, how fast!

Zhenzhen pillowed Li Shan's arm and lay in Li Shan's arms, ambiguous, this night was sweet and sleeping, I didn't know the dawn.

The next morning, Li Shan and Zhenzhen had a warm recurry, and the two were very affectionate.

Before Li Shan left, he handed her the key to a room and asked her to move in.

Li Shan drove with her and asked her to move in. The two lived together and lived together.

In this way, the relationship between the two is like a newlywed Yan'er loving couple, who are in love, so warm as an orchid and as sweet as honey.

The encounter between the two was really like a magnet attracting, and it soon reached the point where they followed each other and were inseparable. Li Shan easily lifted the mystery of Zhenzhen from a girl to a young woman, Li Shan was her first time, and she was the one she could never forget in her life. Li Shan stirred up waves in her heart, making her calm and simple days, adding jumping notes and colorful colors. In her heart, it was like a lake blown by a strong wind, and it began to swell and make waves. The primitive impulse in her life was completely stimulated by Li Shan, she felt so excited, and she was looking forward to it, waiting for Li Shan to come back every day, and she was always lingering as soon as they met, she always felt that it was not enough, and she still wanted to think about it. Zhenzhen felt like a fallen leaf, and found the land she had always longed for in Li Shan, and on that generous earth, she was like a quiet and beautiful autumn leaf, falling safely on this vast land, giving her a place to live. An inexplicable gravitational force on Li Shan's body attracted her tightly, she always wanted to stick to him, always thought about him, always wanted to smell his scent, always wanted to hear his voice, always wanted to see his figure, and always wanted to enjoy the super beautiful pleasure of being a woman under his powerful artificiality.

Zhenzhen and her ex-boyfriend said on the phone, we can't find each other's feelings, and it's much more pleasant for the two to break up than to delay each other like this. Both of them were calm, as if they were discussing someone else's business.

The ex-boyfriend said in a very relaxed tone: "You and I are not at all attractive to each other, and you and I are like antibodies." I wanted to break up with you a long time ago, but I always felt that the time was not ripe. I suggested that people would call me an irresponsible man. It's good if you bring it up, and that's it, and there is indeed an end. I wish you the best of luck and hope you can find a good man with whom you will love you for life and grow old together. ”

"Definitely!" Zhenzhen said confidently. She thought that Li Shan would grow old slowly with her. At that time, Zhenzhen really didn't know that she was young and simple, like a flower, and she was not walking on a broad road sprinkled with flowers, but a rugged road.

"There is no early knowledge in life, and if there is early knowledge, there will be no poor people in the world!" Sister Chi Wuzhen thought to herself.

To this day, Sister Chi Wuzhen is still thinking about her mentality at that time. Back then, when she knew that her combination with Li Shan would bring her a storm of sorrow, she was still willing to meet it without hesitation. She wants to experience the ups and downs of life with her heart, maybe this is the colorful and fulfilling side of life, she thinks that the meaning of life lies in this. At that time, Zhenzhen herself was indeed young and ignorant. Looking back now, on the other hand, why did I not know the difficulties and not look for another future? Do you want to enter this boundless sea of bitterness head-on, and take this road full of thorns and bumps? Life is short, youth is even shorter, what's the point? To face the wind and waves, instead of living comfortably in the sun? What were you doing at the time? Don't look back! She thought to herself, why was she so distressed? Now, I am tasting this bitter fruit alone, when is the end of the day, how to be liberated, I am too tired to live! Li Shan, you are too sorry for me!

Sister Chi Wuzhen thought of her daughter Yingying again, if Yingying was accompanied by Xiao Li and fell in love, Xiao Li was a down-to-earth and reliable person, then she didn't have to worry about Yingying all day long, and she could let go of the burden on her body. Once this burden is freed, she Chi Wuzhen Sister will find a path of her own, she really thinks, she wants to transcend this earthly world, go to the end of the world, the world of desirelessness, or the world of bliss, can she let herself drift away from the dust and the world? Sister Chi Wuzhen seems to have found a glimmer of hope in her confusion in this boundless imagination, or saw a path to liberation, so it seems that her distress has been reduced or diluted, and the pressure on her soul has been reduced a lot. Her brain, after being extremely excited, began to move to the inhibition phase. Finally, in the midst of these thoughts, Sister Chi Wuzhen thought sleepy and woke up tired, so she gradually fell asleep in a daze, sleepiness and tiredness.

At that time, Zhenzhen and Li Shan really wanted to come together, not so simple, but very complicated. Li Shan and Zhenzhen's lightning cohabitation life, this relationship developed so quickly, it triggered reactions from all sides in Li Shan's interpersonal circle. There are different opinions, each with its own opinion.

There are a lot of celebrities around Li Shan, among which there are indeed beauties who are younger and have a background than Zhenzhen, a lot! In addition, Li Shan is also a romantic son, who has been in the business world for many years, and his body is already colorful and mottled, where to find the word pure. An incomparably innocent Zhenzhen and this Li Shan came together unexpectedly, like a lamb into a wolf's den, and the future is uncertain!

In Li Shan's struggle, a key person is indispensable: it is the proprietress of this real estate company, a charm still exists, dressed up brightly and dazzlingly all day long, brocade clothes and jewelry wrap the whole body, and the clothes on the head and the feet are all the top brands luxury and luxury latest styles, and there are new models that must be updated. In addition, there are many high-ranking officials and wealthy members of the family after her, and her family is very famous. Wherever she goes, she will take Li Shan with her and become her personal attendant. Li Shan is tall and healthy, dignified, extraordinary, well-behaved, and has a high degree of education and high quality. The proprietress has such a polite Li Shan in a suit and leather shoes to accompany her, which makes her even more brilliant and radiant.

She met Li Shan purely by chance. Once, she went to Ronggao to pick up her daughter, and when she got out of school, she inadvertently bumped into her daughter's homeroom teacher Li Shan, she was immediately fascinated by Li Shan's appearance and figure, and she was extremely possessive, but she was disturbed by Li Shan and couldn't sleep one night, so she had to get it. Unscrupulous means, through a family operation, she finally got Li Shan in the education line back to her company through talent introduction, put it by her side, high salary, and packaging, so that Li Shan changed from a poor teacher to a new favorite in the business world. Li Shan was flattered and naturally tried his best to serve the boss.

"Do it with me, the future is limitless!" The proprietress said to Li Shan. Li Shan couldn't wait to dig out his heart and liver to express his submission, and he was willing to follow the work of dogs and horses. He has such a strong desire, the boss lady will naturally create opportunities for him, create a platform for development, and lead him forward step by step!

Once, he was extremely reluctant to be surrendered by the proprietress to sleep together, and although he was extremely disgusted and disgusted, he still did something like a walking corpse. He felt like he was wading in the stinking ditch, waking up until dawn. This night, the proprietress frantically demanded and acted endlessly, so that Li Shan, who was dead and alive, really understood what exhaustion was, and personally appreciated what it was like to be drained of the spinal cord.

"I said, 'You! My daughter is studying in the United States and will marry you as soon as she returns. We all keep this business, and you won't be able to enjoy it for three lifetimes. The proprietress was full of red light, and looked at Li Shan, who was almost paralyzed and dusty, with a relaxed and satisfied face. Li Shan stared at the ceiling blankly, opened his mouth weakly, gasped, and resignedly agreed.

The proprietress did not break her promise, and the next day, at the company's all-staff meeting, it was announced that he was officially appointed as the general manager.

Li Shan once met her daughter, and her daughter's appearance, speech and demeanor scared him Li Shan to shame himself. Not only is his figure and appearance not flattering, but his openness can be called a "sexualliberation" (**** practitioner, or leader, far beyond the limit of his Li Shan's psychological endurance.

"I'm the black one, the white one, the brown one, the yellow one I'm not interested, I'm tired, I can't find the feeling, it's just, didn't feet."

She talks about sex, like turnips and cabbage.

"All over the world, on five continents, or the interests of Africa and South America! Simply, wonderful. ”

She talks about feet, like salt, oil, sauce and vinegar.

"With you? It's definitely not enjoyable. I am very good at looking at faces, just by looking at you, I know your level, lightweight, barely leveled, can't satisfy me. ”

She made him gasp, frozen from head to toe, and his whole body withered, as if he had been castrated.

Li Shan shrank and said goodbye, but it was better to run away in the wilderness, embarrassed, his spirit almost collapsed, and he couldn't bear it.

"My life is miserable, why am I entangled in this mother and daughter! How can I live with them in this life, be a man in vain, and live like this for the rest of my life! Why don't you kill me! Li Shan thought to himself.

Under the double pressure of the proprietress mother and daughter, Li Shan was beaten to the point of almost schizophrenia!

His torn soul, his dual personality, formed the duality of his mental behavior.

On the one hand, what people see is the general manager of the scenery, and the light can be seen. He worked hard and was handy, and the boss's company's company was thriving and thriving.

On the other hand, in private, his inner world is almost pitch black.

He drank to kill his sorrows, he was cynical, and he wanted to roll the sheets until dawn night and night, in order to prove to the proprietress that he was not a lightweight reluctant to enter the ranks.

He even wanted to use this to cover up the marks and unforgettable memories that the boss lady had left on him.

But what happened, that unforgettable experience, is forever imprinted in his mind, and he can't erase it, he can't wash it away, even if he jumps into the Yellow River, he can't wash it away.

At this time, he didn't want the proprietress to know about living with Zhenzhen. But there is no such thing as an impermeable wall.

Li Shan's matter is spread in his circle and in the boss's wife's company.

The boss of the company, there is something in the company that doesn't pester him. He has always been a constant source of scandals, and all about his personal private life, especially romantic affairs, there are always people who are playing with the corners of their mouths, selling their guanzi, and spreading their appetites. The matter between him and Zhenzhen was even more popular among the company's employees. Especially the beauties with special identities around him, who originally wanted to climb the dragon and the phoenix around Li Shan, worked hard to dedicate themselves, and looked forward to becoming Li Shan's favor one day. Now it is Zhenzhen's one, two, and three who have taken the lead, and they have a feeling of sour and resentment. They knew more about the inexplicable relationship between Li Shan and the proprietress and the proprietress daughter, so they spread the rumors layer by layer, so that the proprietress would know about it, and once the proprietress knew, there would definitely be a good show to watch. At this time, they will watch the excitement and gloat from the sidelines.

The group of sex friends around Li Shan also teased him: "Master, under the nose of the proprietress again, the golden house hides Jiaojiao and gets a college student female doctor." "Listen to you, it's still a newly developed virgin land, and another boutique project has been launched! Admire, admire! Li Shan listened, and couldn't help but be full of ambition and complacent. But he didn't expect the boss's menopausal reaction to be so hysterical and irrepressible, beyond his imagination.

When the proprietress knew that the room that Li Shan arranged for Zhenzhen to live in was the big room with luxurious decoration that she was going to give Li Shan to marry her daughter, she was simply mad. She scolded Li Shan: "You Li Shan, you don't have any heart, your conscience has been fed to the dog, the dog is different, don't play the world." Eat mine, use mine, have no conscience. Would you be where you are today without me! There are those sales ladies, isn't it enough for you to play, isn't it enough for you to sleep. Every time I go on a business trip, I either bring this or that, thinking I don't know. My wife is open and closed, and let you mess up. One night do you have, it's not messing around, and even the condoms are taken back to the mother's company for reimbursement. Don't think I don't know. I really don't know how thick the sky is, and I don't know how to be satisfied, and I have to hide it privately. I soiled the hostess's room, and if the lady doesn't clean up you, I won't have the surname X! ”

She immediately came to transfer the tiger away from the mountain, first sent Li Shanyuan to a community project in the field on a business trip, and arranged a henchman to follow and monitor him 24 hours a day.

As soon as Li Shan left, she immediately made a move on Zhenzhen. She had already gotten Zhenzhen's phone number, and she personally called Zhenzhen and said that the room was hers. Warn Zhenzhen not to interfere with her daughter's happy life. asked Zhenzhen to give up Li Shan, get out of the house immediately, and disappear in front of her forever. Zhenzhen did not agree. She immediately sent someone to the door, lured and coerced Zhenzhen, forcibly drove Zhenzhen away, took back the room, and changed the key. Zhenzhen was stunned in an instant, and she didn't know what was going on at all, just like a cat sleeping in the wrong kennel and being woken up by a dog howling and running away in a panic, she didn't react in a dream, and she couldn't get through Li Shan's phone, so she was kicked out of the room in a daze. She walked the streets, and there was nowhere to return for a while, so miserable! She had no choice but to take her simple luggage and ask her old classmates to let her borrow it for a while. The old classmate agreed, so she gave up the small house she rented for her to live in temporarily, and went to live with her boyfriend by herself. Zhenzhen told her old classmate not to tell Li Shan all this, and to keep it a secret from the proprietress and not let the proprietress know that she lived with her. But the hostess soon found out. When the proprietress knew that Zhenzhen was staying with her old classmate, she called Zhenzhen's old classmate, came to her office, and told her to persuade Zhenzhen to give up Li Shan, and give Zhenzhen a large sum of money to keep her away from Li Shan.

Zhenzhen's old classmate went back and told Zhenzhen about Li Shan's situation truthfully, Zhenzhen naively thought that Li Shan was not that kind of person, and he and himself were truly in love. When her old classmates saw her depressed and lost her soul, they said to her: "Zhenzhen, you are young, much more beautiful than me, with a diploma and education, a good career, and a stable job income." A lot of good men. Why bother? What to do with him, what is good about him, I don't feel what is good about him at all. ”

Zhenzhen smiled bitterly and said, "The first time I gave it to him, I recognized him and followed him in this life." I was determined to follow him. Don't laugh at me, I think like this, from the beginning to the end, it's a dog or a chicken, I've been with him all my life. I was born as his man, and I am his ghost when I die. God let me meet him, this may be fate, let me follow him to suffer, and I am willing. Even if it's like this, I'm willing. It's destined to be like this, I don't want to give up, love must be loved, ups and downs, it should be together. That's what I did, and I didn't want to change. ”

Zhenzhen said so infatuatedly, and said the repetitive words in fascination, but her old classmate didn't think so, she smiled contemptuously, and said: "You are so infatuated, I'm afraid that you, a lover, will meet a negative man!" What age, so many years of reform and opening up, and you have such an antique mind. Who cares about this these days. Your first time, how many times do you know him? You know how many of them he has been on! Such a man has seen a lot, he is glamorous on the outside, but he is not fishy on the inside, the same above, and the same below. Stripped off the suit and pulled the tie, and there are a few men who are good breeds, all of them are not bad breeds, except for going to bed to vent the chaos of the next species, what else will they do, that man didn't pull his pants and leave afterwards. Don't be stupid, the sheets he rolled over can be paved and the roads are long enough. Old classmate, I advise you, leave him, why stick to him, you leave him, he never lacks women. Who else said this time that whoever is the best must marry him and must become a husband and wife. I'm talking about this now, everyone is from the past, not the same. ”

"I don't want to be that complicated." Zhenzhen said.

"It's time to go out of society now, old classmates, so simple, you will suffer." Zhenzhen's old classmate said.

"I don't know what to do?" Zhenzhen said.

"The world is big, find another way, don't hang yourself from a tree." Said her old classmate.

"I love him, and I accept everything about him, including ups and downs." Zhenzhen said.

"You, old classmate, how can I say hello! The RMB on the body must increase day by day, and the concepts in the mind must keep pace with the times, so that you can eat openly. Otherwise, you'll suffer, and that's a lifetime thing. You see, you are now driven away by the proprietress, what should you do, you are so difficult, then where is he Li Shan now! Zhenzhen said. Her classmates saw that she didn't think so, and said that they couldn't move her, so they had to give up. Seeing that it was not possible to continue living with her old classmates, Zhenzhen went to her hospital colleague to borrow it.

When the proprietress knew that Zhenzhen didn't listen to the persuasion of her old classmates, she still wanted to follow Li Shan, she used both soft and hard, continued to exert her obscenity, and forced Zhenzhen away no matter what. In Zhenzhen's hospital, the director was her father's subordinate when he was alive, so he also used such a relationship. Zhenzhen, who has always had a good interpersonal relationship, also inexplicably felt that the hospital was so critical of her, and even blamed her for no reason. Zhenzhen knew that it was clearly caused by the proprietress . Her colleague kindly told her that there were also people in the hospital who talked about her because she had a problem with her style, messing around with married men outside, acting as a mistress or something, and destroying the happiness of other people's families.

Zhenzhen knew that she had reached a point where this place could not accommodate her. An unexpected predicament ensued, all of which meant to put her to death. She knew that behind all this was concocted by the rich and powerful proprietress herself. In just a few days and nights, Zhenzhen has experienced the joys and sorrows of life, life and death, which made her miserable, sad and sad, and washed her face with tears all day long.

In fact, Li Shan was fake to Zhenzhen, and at first he was just thinking about deceiving Zhenzhen to have fun. He kept Zhenzhen in the room under the name of the proprietress, and he knew that he couldn't hide it, and he couldn't hold the fire with paper. Once the proprietress knows, something will happen. But at that time, he and Zhenzhen developed so fast, beyond his imagination, and Zhenzhen just met on a single date for the first time, and got Zhenzhen's personal promise, he enjoyed Zhenzhen's deep affection, exquisite and exquisite jade body, he made this decision with a hot head, and called Zhenzhen to move in to the house. And this can only be a temporary coaxing to deal with Zhenzhen, but there is no long-term plan, let alone expect the boss lady to have such a strong reaction, he thought that the boss lady would see that he made such a big contribution to the boss lady's company, no matter what, he would give some face, and he would not do anything too out of line. But he underestimated how sharp the jealousy between the women of the boss lady was.

After he and Zhenzhen lived together for a few days, his instinctive senses faintly felt the strangeness of the proprietress, and the feeling before the storm became more and more overwhelming for him.

Finally, the proprietress sent him to a community project in the field to inspect and inspect the project. If there are ten days and eight days, more than a month.

According to common sense, it is also a normal work arrangement, and he has no reason to refuse. I had to go back and explain to Zhenzhen that I had to go out to inspect the project. This is naturally inseparable for Zhenzhen, who has just been immersed in the newlywed Yan'er, and she hugged Li Shan all night, as if she would never see each other again. And Li Shan concealed all kinds of truths and didn't dare to tell Zhenzhen, but said, be careful, keep talking to him if you have something, tell him, and wait for him to come back no matter what.

Li Shan looked at Zhenzhen's innocent and ignorant appearance, looking at her with pure love and sweetness, but he was a ghost, and even abandoned it from the beginning, he felt deeply uneasy in his heart. But in front of him, he was powerless, standing under the eaves without bowing his head, he resigned from public office, took refuge in the boss's wife, left the boss's wife, he had nothing, and he didn't even have a foothold. He can only turn to God for help, bless the proprietress with grace, or open the net, so that he and Zhenzhen can live happily together. If the proprietress once he cares about it, he can only watch it happen, if so, when he thinks that his beloved will be devastated by the inexplicable wind and rain, unprovoked tossing, and flying tribulation, and all of this is brought to Zhenzhen by himself, he knows that he doesn't tell Zhenzhen at all, so that Zhenzhen is psychologically prepared. Li Shan was deeply disturbed, he did not bring happiness to Zhenzhen, but caused her so much suffering, Li Shan felt sad, self-blame and regret were intertwined and rolling. Thinking of this, Li Shan could only hold Zhenzhen and sigh for a long time, silently making a wish, wishing that everything was safe and sound, waiting for him to come back. And Zhenzhen, who knew nothing, thought that he was sad for parting, so she was even more entangled in love with him.

Early the next morning, before Zhenzhen went to work, Zhenzhen said to Li Shan affectionately: "You are on the shuttle bus at eight o'clock tonight, we will all come back early, I will prepare dinner and wait for you, and you will also prepare to go home from work early." When it is time to leave, I will accompany you, I will go to the station with you, send you off, and stay with you for a while, so I can't bear you. But when she got off work, the hospital arranged for her to have an operation, she wanted to adjust, but the hospital did not agree, whether it was intentional or not, it was unclear, really, she could not get out.

By the time the operation was over, it was already past seven o'clock. Zhenzhen missed Li Shan, although it was dark in the evening, hungry and tired, but she rushed to the station desperately to bid farewell to Li Shan.

Zhenzhen got off the train on the tree ** near the square, and saw Li Shan, who was in the station square, a long-distance bus waiting to depart, wandering anxiously looking at his watch. Zhenzhen waved at him and galloped over. Li Shan also saw Zhenzhen, put down the suitcase, and opened his hands to meet Zhenzhen, Zhenzhen ignored the crowd and threw herself into Li Shan's arms. Li Shan hugged Zhenzhen, seeing Zhenzhen loving herself so deeply, such a small farewell, it was like parting from life and death, and he felt that his heart was like a knife, and he was sad, and he couldn't help but burst into tears, thinking in his heart that only by making up his mind to be with Zhenzhen can he be worthy of Zhenzhen's deep affection.

The driver honked the horn, the conductor urged, the two said goodbye, and Li Shan got on the bus. Zhenzhen was outside the car, waving her hand while wiping her tears with her hand, the car was far away, and Zhenzhen's figure disappeared into the bushes.

Li Shan was in great pain, so he had to hold on hard, he was worried about Zhenzhen, and he left with anxiety and worry.

Zhenzhen couldn't get in touch with Li Shan for a few days, and I don't know when he will come back, and even the old classmates who work in the company don't know where he went. Zhenzhen has never heard from Li Shan. He was like disappearing from the world, Zhenzhen felt that when she needed him the most, she didn't even have a figure, what was going on, she didn't believe that Li Shan ignored her so much, the reason was that someone made a hindrance to separate him from herself, and then this series of events specifically against her happened one after another. She thought that all this happened after she and Li Shan got together. Li Shantai shouldn't be like this, deceiving himself, maybe he has his unspeakable secrets, maybe he didn't expect things to be like this. Things have come to this point, Zhenzhen knows that she is powerless to deal with this situation, and she can only hide if she can't afford to provoke her. Stay away from this man, whether this man is her lucky star or her disaster star, I can't expect him in front of me, does he really care about his own safety, can he really ignore himself like this! Can he feel at ease like that? Li Shan, you are really my enemy! The more Zhenzhen thought about it, the more disappointed she became, and she couldn't hope that she wouldn't be able to see him, so she had to leave him and stay away from this scourge. Zhenzhen was alone in the room and cried bitterly for a few days, she was afraid that she would go on like this, and she didn't know how bad her mood would be, what kind of depression she would become, and something would happen to her extreme depression.

Jen didn't want to stay here anymore and left a note for her colleague. Alone, in tears, he pulled his suitcase and left.

Zhenzhen walked to Jiangbin Road nostalgically, looked at the familiar boulevard, remembered that night she took the initiative to hold Li Shan's hand, looked at the green scaffolding where she and Li Shan hid from the rain together, and remembered the scene when Li Shan kissed her for the first time, and her heart was infinitely sad. She stood on the bridge, looked at the river, silently took out the chip from her mobile phone, and then let the chip slowly slide off the palm of her hand, drift down with the wind, float on the surface of the river, and then disappear. Zhenzhen went to the post office, changed her mobile phone number, and then went to the station, she was going to leave the county and find another way out in Guangdong.

In the evening, Zhenzhen, who was hungry, exhausted and physically and mentally exhausted, boarded the night shift sleeper car bound for Dongguan, Guangdong. She left the county and let the car carry her forward. After she settled in the city of Dongguan, she had no certainty about what she was going to do, so she looked for it. Zhenzhen thought that she should be able to find a job there.

The car started, Zhenzhen sat in the car, through the window, and watched nostalgically as the familiar county town quickly retreated little by little. Zhenzhen closed her eyes painfully, thinking to herself, maybe she was separated from Li Shan like this, maybe fate arranged it like this, so that she and Li Shan broke up just after touching this fleeting spark of love; Maybe she and Li Shan only had such a short relationship, so they went their separate ways.

To know that Zhenzhen and Li Shan parted this time, and whether the two can continue their fate, please read the next chapter.

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