Fang Xiaowan couldn't help but complain in her heart why Zhang Rongfeng was so breathless, what did Qin Yingying think of him?

She went to open the door with a look of rage—

Unexpectedly, the moment she pushed open the door, the first thing was the fragrance.

Her big eyes were stunned for a moment, and she saw Zhang Rongfeng holding a large tray with a steaming soup bowl and a plate of egg cakes, as well as a soup spoon and chopsticks

"Xiaowan, Yingying must not have eaten yet. I just went to the kitchen and found some frozen seafood in the refrigerator, so I made some fresh soup for her and asked her to replenish her body, right?"

Fang Xiaowan breathed a sigh of relief, and deliberately asked again, "Didn't you eavesdrop outside the door just now?"

Zhang Rongfeng hurriedly clarified: "I'm not a person who likes to listen to the root of the wall, I've been busy in the kitchen just now, how can I have time to come and eavesdrop?"

Fang Xiaowan snorted in her nostrils: "I don't dare." ”

She then reached out and said, "You give it to me, right?"

Because Zhang Rongfeng was standing outside the door, he couldn't see Qin Yingying inside, so he showed a pleading attitude: "Can you let me see Yingying?"

Fang Xiaowan glanced sideways at the expressionless Qin Yingying, and then decisively refused: "Not now, you want to go in, and let her eat?"

Zhang Rongfeng thought that it made sense, so he had to hand over the tray and retreat with his head down. He didn't want to be suspicious of eavesdropping.

Fang Xiaowan stared at him, and suddenly felt that he was very pitiful, and all his previous grievances were suddenly thrown away. She felt that she had made Qin Yingying's background board once, which highlighted his concern for her, which was not a bad thing. However, he must be full of confusion about what happened to her at the moment, once he learned about her past experience, would he, as a man, be considerate of all this?

Fang Xiaowan thought of this, and even more planned to talk to him. Regarding Qin Yingying's past experience, perhaps the only way to pass it on to him is the most suitable person.

Qin Yingying has been tossed by Wei Haifeng all night, not only physically and mentally exhausted, but also hungry, when she smells the fragrance of the three fresh soups, she no longer has the courage to refuse. Under Fang Xiaowan's care, she drank the bowl of Sanxian soup in one go, and also ate an egg cake.

When she had something at the bottom of her stomach, the sleepiness hit her head again.

Fang Xiaowan took the opportunity to persuade: "Yingying, go to sleep." When this sleep passed, all the nightmares were gone. ”

Qin Yingying lay down with tears in her eyes, because she had spent the night under humiliation and physical and mental torture, and really hoped to use sleep to get rid of all this.

After a while, she really fell asleep.

After Fang Xiaowan confirmed that she was asleep, she immediately tiptoed out of the bedroom and waved to Zhang Rongfeng, who was sitting in the living room in a daze, at the door.

Zhang Rongfeng's eyes lit up, and he immediately walked over quickly.

Fang Xiaowan was worried that his footsteps were too heavy, so she immediately put her fingers between her lips and made a quiet gesture.

Zhang Rongfeng deliberately lightened his pace.

When he came to the door, Fang Xiaowan reminded softly: "Yingying is asleep now." You can take a look at her. ”

Under her restrictions, Zhang Rongfeng could only poke his head in at the door to observe Qin Yingying's sleeping posture.

Fang Xiaowan immediately pulled his arm: "Hey, I have something to say to you." Let's take a step to talk. ”

Zhang Rongfeng let out an "oh" and followed behind Fang Xiaowan.

Fang Xiaowan didn't dare to stay in the living room because she had a lot to say, worried that Qin Yingying would wake up at any time, and she didn't dare to open the door to say it, for fear that that guy would come back, so she turned into the kitchen. Although there was still a guest room in this house, Fang Xiaowan didn't dare to share a bedroom with a man. Because she was frightened by men, she was wary of any man except that she was not defensive against Qin Songmu.

Fang Xiaowan was in the kitchen, and told Zhang Rongfeng all of Qin Yingying's experiences from before marriage to the present, like pouring beans on a bamboo tube.

Zhang Rongfeng didn't expect his goddess to have so many twists and turns, and his eyes suddenly moistened.

Fang Xiaowan then said: "That's all about Yingying's experience, can you tell me the truth, what do you think of her?"

Zhang Rongfeng looked very excited and said: "I want to say that I am full of pity for her experience, but unfortunately I am not qualified to promise her anything." ”

Fang Xiaowan's apricot eyes glared: "What do you mean by this?

Zhang Rongfeng shook his head again and again: "Don't misunderstand. Yingying was in the middle of the most difficult time of my life and extended a helping hand to me. No matter what others think of her past, she has always been like my goddess. But once the goddess encounters misfortune, can she tolerate me to help her out of the haze? I really feel that I am not qualified enough. ”

"Alas, since she has such a high status in your heart, can't you confess to her?"

"Xiaowan, if she is not my creditor at the moment, if my situation is not the way it is now, I will be brave enough to confess my love to her. However, I am more emotionally like a beggar at the moment, and I even feel like I'm hungry. If you show the so-called high profile at this time, it is simply an insult to Yingying. So, she and I shouldn't have a sense of falling behind each other. Even if I love her in my heart, I can only bury this feeling in my heart, and still admire her with an admiring gaze. ”

Fang Xiaowan was shocked by Zhang Rongfeng's confession, and she could also understand the psychology of the other party, that is, even if Qin Yingying was not good, then he was not worthy of others, and he must not take advantage of the danger of others when their spirits suffered great damage.

Fang Xiaowan pondered for a moment before she spoke again: "I fully understand your current mood. However, I ask you to also think from Yingying's point of view. She currently felt that she was an unclean woman, and that she was going to be spurned by men. So, your admiration can only make her feel that you are alienating her. In her current mood, will she accept all this?"

Zhang Rongfeng's expression was entangled for a moment, and then he said: "Yingying's kindness to me, I can't repay it for the rest of my life." Therefore, I can only use practical actions to be good to her in the future, instead of taking the opportunity to express my loyalty to her at this time. ”

Fang Xiaowan nodded: "That's fine." In reality, a practical action may be worth a thousand words. ”

Zhang Rongfeng was reserved for a moment, and then asked tentatively: "Xiaowan, can I stay with her for a while now?"

Fang Xiaowan's eyes lit up: "Of course you can." She may have nightmares because she has been hurt a lot, so it is better for her to have people around her. I still had a lot of things to do in the hospital, so I left early. Now Yingying is all up to you to take care of. ”

Zhang Rongfeng was a little embarrassed: "But what should my mother do?"

"Just stay here. There are so many people in our ward, can't we take care of your mother?"

"But... I'm planning to transfer to Beijing tomorrow..."

"Don't worry, we won't let you delay. Since you owe Yingying so much, spare a day to take good care of her at home. ”

Zhang Rongfeng had no objection: "Okay, my mother will ask you." ”

Fang Xiaowan walked out of Qin Yingying's house and took a taxi back to the recovery ward.

Her intention to leave Zhang Rongfeng alone at Yingying's home is obvious. In her opinion, there are also many more two-person worlds for the couple who have experienced ups and downs, so that their inferiority complexes will be purified in the feeling of suffering, and each other's sincere feelings will be sublimated in the foam of each other.

She immediately thought of herself, she was almost thirty-eight, how long would she need to wander to reach the harbor of happiness?

When Fang Xiaowan thought of her situation, her pretty face was suddenly full of melancholy. In her opinion, no matter how many thorns and twists and turns others go through, happiness seems to come at the moment. And his own happiness is like a mirage. Although the man he likes can be seen and touched every day, the other party seems to be separated from him by too many things - there is her, there is her, and her...

Besides, after Zhang Rongfeng sent Fang Xiaowan away, he moved a chair and sat in front of Qin Yingying's bed, liking to watch her quiet sleeping posture. This evoked an infinite reverie for him.

However, his reverie was interrupted when Qin Yingying opened her eyes.

Qin Yingying couldn't help but be stunned when she saw that it was him: "What about Xiaowan?"

Zhang Rongfeng was a little scared of her, and quickly replied cautiously: "Xiaowan is in a hurry to go back to the ward, and let me take care of you." ”

Qin Yingying blinked, and immediately understood Fang Xiaowan's intentions, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "She really has good intentions." ”

Zhang Rongfeng was even more nervous, and stammered a little: "She... She does have something... It was rushed away by a phone call. ”

"Oh, I see. And what else did she tell you?"

Zhang Rongfeng hesitated for a moment before he spoke bravely: "She told me all about your past experience and asked me to show an attitude. ”

Qin Yingying's eyes widened suddenly: "Then do you have anything to say to me?"

Zhang Rongfeng shook his head: "I don't want to say anything to you, I just want to take good care of you and let you come out of the haze." ”

Qin Yingying looked at him suspiciously: "But don't you really want to confess anything to me?"

Zhang Rongfeng shook his head: "With my current situation, no matter what I say, I'm afraid it will hurt you." I don't think you need those coaxing sweet words to heal right now, do you?"

Qin Yingying was stunned for a moment, and then said gloomily: "I have indeed heard too much about men's sweet words. All the previous boyfriends I met on the Internet told me a lot. But

All expectations are in vain, what else can I believe, listening to the songs of the past, thinking about the people of the past, watching strangers come and go one after another, my heart is very uncomfortable. Bitter, sour, sad, rolling in my heart, I can only smile bitterly. Nothing can stand the test of time, everything can only be believed for a while, is the oath too fake, or is the reality too cruel? I don't understand, I don't want to understand, I'm tired. ”