195 Just go and have fun

It is a clichΓ© to say that you are most afraid of offending your family when doing business, but it is indeed very reasonable. Sister Zhang has been in N City for so many years, and there are several companies registered, and even Chen Di can ask casually if she wants to know her ID number, not to mention that she left N City at that time because she brought official wrongdoing. Qiao Yun left her ID number just out of prudence, but she didn't expect this intuition to really work - Li Zhu is an insider, just ask around, you can find out if you ask, there is really such a costume designer in the crew of "Xuanye Dongtian 2" - it is also an old qualification, I heard that when the first part started filming, I often came to the crew to help.

Several key figures are connected, and there are a series of causes and consequences, and there are really not many places that can't be figured out. At that time, I went to Hengdian to visit the class, and the sudden shout, Qiao Yun has always kept it in mind, and now it also falls on Sister Zhang: Sister Zhang has long suspected that she is a coco demon, but she has never got the evidence, Doudou came to see a clothing show, and suddenly this suspicion flourished again, she turned her head and told Sister Zhang, and Sister Zhang told Tan Yu. It's logical for the water army or something, from this point of view, they are just convinced, but they may not really have any evidence, otherwise I am afraid that they would have been slapped in the face after the statement of the [Yun] company.

"There are two possibilities, one is that Doudou saw a real person and recognized me. Qiao Yun didn't believe it too much, this could be recognized, and her identity had already been exposed. It's definitely not the first time Doudou has seen 'Qiao Yun' in the video - in reality, she is only less like a 'coco demon' than in the video. There's also the possibility of who she got at the fashion show. ”

"Who?" Qin Wei asked, "David?"

Having come to this point, even Qiao Yun didn't dare to intuitively doubt Fu Zhan anymore, she shook her head, "I don't know, Lin Yaoqing? You have to ask them directly, and you can't guess the whole truth. ”

"Do you think they will tell the truth?" Qin Wei opened the refrigerator as he spoke, counting the number of lunch boxes, "Did you not eat lunch again?"

"Hey, hey, hey......" Qiao Yun blurred the past with a smile, how can she still care about eating now?"

Since she asked Li Zhu, the progress must not be hidden, and her attitude must be taken into account how to deal with it. Tan Yu and Qin Wei are still artists of the same company on the surface, although they are divided into factions, it is not in the interests of the company to fight to the death. Qin Wei said, "This matter can be seen in the light or private." Sister Zhu depends on what you mean, she thinks it's good to be able to do it cleanly if she is private. ”

To do it cleanly, it is natural not to be caught by the top. Qiao Yun helped Qin Wei think about it, and also felt that it was more cost-effective to be private. Warwick is good enough for Qin Wei now, and no matter how much compensation is made, it is not much better. After all, Tan Yu also has an identity and status, and the company can't be too aggrieved, and make trouble to the general generation, at most, it will be harmonious and muddy, which makes Qin Wei's party more hostile to Tan Yu, and there is no substantial benefit. "If you want to be clean, that is, you have to put them together? You, the agent, are quite good at borrowing knives to kill people. ”

It is common for her to count Li Zhu, that is, to talk about it, she doesn't take it seriously, Qin Wei doesn't distinguish this from her, she used to love to tear it in private, but now that her experience has improved, she is getting closer and closer to the original pretended image, and she is becoming more and more personable. "Tan Yu fell, she actually didn't get any benefits, she just put herself in her shoes and felt that you would be more able to get angry in this way. ”

Qiao Yun was stunned, but there was no refutation, she was a little bit of a chicken intestine. "It's not about me, it's about you. Others hack me, I don't really care, it's true that I influence you. ”

Qin Wei smiled, pulled his hand out of the refrigerator, raised his gesture and tapped her head with the lunch box, "Then I will forget it, this matter is really settled?"

Qiao Yun made a few strange faces, and obediently sat in front of the microwave and waited for the meal - she was busy day and night, and sometimes she didn't even bother to call for takeout. Qin Wei was not there before, and at this time he could probably only wait to starve to death, although he went home to accompany his parents, before leaving, he asked his aunt to make a week's worth of food, all packed in Lock boxes, and filled a refrigerator, apples, pears and other fruits that are not easy to spoil are also packed in a drawer. Qiao Yun was hungry and took it out and microwaved it to eat, it didn't taste good, but it could also be satisfying.

Qin Wei had eaten, peeled a pear for himself, sat opposite and watched her eat, and gnawed on his own water. The two of them didn't talk about it first, Qiao Yun saw him eat so unimaged, and felt very funny, "If you film tomorrow, see if you dare to eat fruit at night, and the next day you will die of edema." ”

"It's not an idol, my brother is powerful now, and he still cares about this. Qin Wei raised his hand to lick the pear juice, just covering half of his face, his tongue went down his fingers, his eyes were hidden behind his hands to look at Qiao Yun, Qiao Yun kicked him with his foot, "Eat well!

I haven't seen her for a few days, Qin Wei's sticky hand grabbed her feet at once, "Don't move, who is messing around!"

Qiao Yun was anxious, "What do you want me to eat or what are you doing?"

The two of them made a mess, and they came out of the bathroom for more than an hour, this bath was almost deprived of oxygen, both of them were as red as shrimps, their skin was wrinkled, and they fell to bed indiscriminately wrapped in bath towels, Qin Wei almost didn't slip, and jumped on the bed directly, both of them laughed, the sheets were wet, Qiao Yun laughed so much that her stomach hurt, and it took a long time to calm down, and she looked at Qin Wei for a while- He was sleepy, rubbed himself dry on the bath towel, dodged the wet one, curled up in a U-shape and snoozed, feeling her gaze and not speaking, just reaching out and squeezing her palm.

"What is love, you say?"

"How can you ask such a philosophical question. ”

Whispering on the pillow, without any pressure, Qiao Yun didn't expect Paris, didn't expect the future and career, and didn't have any troublesome problems, just chatting like this. - It's funny, it's clear that I'm an artist, and my job is to express myself, but I feel that what I say in my heart, it seems that only the person next to me in the world really cares.

"I was just wondering who we loved. Qiao Yun propped up her chin and looked at Qin Wei condescendingly, "You see, how quickly people change in the long river of time...... A person can be turned upside down in a few years, like me and you, haven't we all become more?"

"Has it changed?" Qin Wei's eyelashes still hung down on his cheeks, creating a thick shadow.

"It's become too much. Qiao Yun nodded at him, "I used to tear so much, but now-"

"I didn't tear it much before, and I didn't like people talking about you. Qin Wei grabbed her fingers, opened his eyes and looked at her for a while, "It's different now, you are doing so well, what can people affect if they say a few words about you?"

In the past, although he didn't dislike her for anything, the two knew that in this relationship, she was a little weak, and because she knew, she couldn't bear to be told about her.

They had never talked about these words, Qiao Yun asked him, I am afraid that Qin Wei in the past would not admit it. But now, when he looked at each other, he finally admitted his former vanity and shallowness. Qiao Yun's heart was full of tenderness, and she was not a little angry, she lowered her head and kissed him. "It's progressive. ”

"You're in a much better temper - it's strange that there used to be so many fights, and now we can't find a reason to fight together. Qin had just eaten and drunk enough, and he was not stingy with sweet words, and he also praised her.

"Because I'm getting stronger. Qiao Yun said softly, no longer afraid to admit the former youthfulness, "The previous pride was actually because of a little inferiority. ”

In fact, the broad-mindedness of the mind requires strength as confidence, and most people who have it are very little. Qin Wei's fingers touched her cheeks and laughed, their eyes were like being glued together by super glue, and they couldn't be broken. "It's also because we've all learned to revere and cherish. ”

The more I experience, the more I understand how difficult it is to find a person to love in this world, to meet at the right time, to love each other at the same time, and to get together, how dare I waste it easily?

"So I think it's strange, what is the love of someone, what is love? We've all changed so much, it's not the same way we met at that time. Why is love still there?" Qiao Yun said, she knelt down again, whispered softly, and asked Qin Wei to herself, "Under what circumstances will it fade?"

"Who knows?" Qin Wei said, holding up a little, "Sister Zhu thought that when David bought the water army, she suggested that I fake break up with you for a while. ”

"Oh?" said Qiao Yun, picking up the tone a little, "for a while?"

"I'm afraid that the other party has evidence in hand, she said, in fact, you can pretend to break up until you come back from Paris, and the gap in this time should be enough for you to recover the evidence and solve the problem of David. Qin Wei smiled, "Don't think too much, she doesn't have other ideasβ€”even if she had, she knew it was impossible." ”

In fact, he is sometimes cruel to people he doesn't like, and this characteristic has always remained the same, and in the end, his tone is sober and rational, and it seems that the modifier 'even if he was' is just out of demeanor. Because of this, Qiao Yun believed that Li Zhu had no other intentions, and had to admit that it was an expedient measureβ€”if she and Qin Wei were the kind of people who were good at calculation.

"No," she didn't think about it, and directly vetoed it. "Let's not break up, we don't pretend either. ”

"Good. Qin Wei immediately agreed, without a little hesitation. "What about "Big Wave", do you want to act it?"

"Don't act for the sake of money. Qiao Yun thought for a moment, "If you feel that making money is less stressful than your girlfriend, I will give you 50 million tomorrow, and you will help me take care of it and be my private equity manager." ”

"Hey, little rich woman, show off your wealth?" Qin Wei couldn't help laughing, "Where did you get so much cash? ”

"When CY was transformed and formalized before, the shares were reorganized and the dividends were re-paid once. "In fact, the deposit for making clothing is very serious, that is, it is a pure network like cy, there is no entity, and it will be better to go to the pre-sale brand. In addition, he is not worried about sales, is good at marketing, and to some extent is also sucking the blood of [rhyme], he has indeed made a lot of money in recent years, Chen Di chose to sort out the shares before Fu Zhan came in, and paid a large number of dividends, which is not without the meaning of taking advantage of a small advantage, this little bit of caution, Qiao Yun is too lazy to care, and will wait for Fu Zhan to fight with her when the time comes.

Counting the fixed assets on the side of [Yun], it is only a matter of time before her worth exceeds ten figures, the more Qiao Yun thinks about it, the more feasible she feels, "I don't need you to stare at it every day, I don't understand the matter of making money with money, you anyway, all kinds of financial management in the medium and long term help me choose the allocation, and half of the money you earn will be shared with you, and you will have no problem investing in literary films." ”

"It's okay to help you manage the money, but don't take a cut. - If you want to take care of the money, I might as well go home and help my mother. Qin Wei refused very sharply, which was always a matter of his dignity. Qiao Yun exhaled lightly, "Okay, good...... Whether "Big Wave" is played or not, it's up to me to decide, it's up to you. ”

"This is my fight against vanity. Qin Wei could only admit with a smile when he thought about it, he flattened out on the bed, stared at the ceiling and let out a sigh. "Every step in this circle is actually a struggle against fame and fortune, and it is not someone else who is holding back, others can't do it, only yourself. ”

This is talking about him, and why not about her. When Qiao Yun thought of Paris, she could only be silent, she lay down beside Qin Wei and looked at the ceiling with him. It was as if the air in the room was stagnating, these were just two small decisions, bringing nothing more than months of separation, but in them they were extremely cautious, as if representing another fork in the road in life, this choice will determine two completely different ways of life in the future. "Vanity Fair. Qin Wei said.

"Vanity Fair. Qiao Yun also responded softly. "Flashy, ugly and funny. ”

I also clearly knew that I could only go in and play, and the really important things were never there, but I couldn't resist its temptation, bright, luxurious and dark, Qin Wei said, "I think, maybe it's because we're still young-"

"That's right, who can really be indifferent to fame and fortune at such a young age?"

Finding a common language again, talking and talking, looking at each other, they all laughed, Qin Wei seemed to have figured out something, he decided, "Paris, you go." ”

"Really?" Qiao Yun also sat up, "Then you-"

"After I finished "Liaoyuan", I went to play "Big Wave" after acting. ”

…… This means that it is almost a year of separation.

Qiao Yun didn't speak, because Qin Wei didn't mean what she thought, he didn't have too much reluctance, just like the relationship between the two was not in uncertainty because of this. "Aren't you afraid that I've seen so much and don't want to come back to you?"

"When I was younger, I had a normal impulse to go and have fun. Qin Wei smiled, he didn't seem uneasy at all, "As long as you understand it in your heart." ”

"Understand what?"

"Understand it's just play. Qin Wei said, he was also organizing the language, "You see-this time, of course, it's not me who is the main black, but in fact, we didn't care so much about the nude photos that time, right? Speaking of the consequences, the demon falling off the horse may be more serious than the nude photos, but we don't take it very seriously, right?"

"When I used to act, I couldn't get into the role, I was very crazy, sometimes I was discouraged, I felt that the whole person was denied, I had no talent, and I was useless except for my looks. - That's how I thought about myself then, but not anymore. When I went to audition for the play, I knew that I didn't perform as well as they wanted, and I was a little disappointed, but it was okay, the sky wouldn't fall. Because...... I think the only difference is that in the past we were all afraid that something would go away with the failure of our career, and we had to keep succeeding if we had to grasp it. ”

"But now it's certain that even if the whole world isn't around me, I'm a terrible actor, I'm a failure, I'm nothing...... You'll still love me. ”

His eyes were smiling, like the brightest star shining above her, Qiao Yun was watched by him, and somehow suddenly cried, she couldn't force her eyes but didn't want to dodge, the tears were misty, Qin Wei's face was far and near, big and small, almost like an illusion. The confession hidden in his words was not spoken, but it was as loud as thunder: even if she had nothing and her reputation was ruined, Qin Wei would never stop loving her.

This love may change to a different form, but it can never be put down, and this memory will always be in my heart. In the most embarrassing moments, they are still hiding behind hatred, and they have not come to this point until now - she hopes that they can understand earlier, it is precisely because of the uncertainty that in the rubbing of reality, the struggle is so panicked, the tighter it is and the more out of control, the more she wants to do a good job, the more uncertain she is in her heart. This sense of security, after ups and downs and parting, finally came today, at this moment she felt not only joy, but also a strong regret, if you can understand it as soon as possible - can come to this step as soon as possible, without suffering the piercing pain, the bitter loss, how good would it be?

She cried like a child, endless tears, Qin Wei cried and refused to stop, just like the old grievance, it felt better when she cried, the thorn was finally pulled out, it was too long, it was already one, and it was still connected to the flesh when it was pulled out.

"Are you crying crazy?Crying into a state?Can't stop?" Qin Wei was furious with her crying, "Don't cry, don't cry...... Stupid or not, you ......"

While counting her, he hugged her and wiped her tears, his hands were so gentle, this man was always like this, he rarely said it, and occasionally said a word in reverse. Qiao Yun pushed him with her elbow while crying, and laughed again after crying: in the end, they are still together, and they can still be with him.

"In the past, I felt that it was too hard to be in a different place, because I was tired from work, and I was about to collapse just by working...... Now the mentality is different, just play it, it doesn't matter if you lose, I don't need the affirmation of others. ”

Tired of crying, Qin Wei patted her and gossiped, "Those fans look at my face, the company looks at my commercial value, and the awards look at the operation, who is really watching my acting skills? As long as I am dedicated, I will have fun and be satisfied." ”

"If you don't have talent, you can't help it, you are born, you can only choose to accept it. ”

"Yes. "Listen, listen, nasal voice, should also be reconciled, "If you want to play, go play, go to Vanity Fair to play, play enough, you can go home." ”

Her design, his acting skills, is talent, and it was also their burden, pinning too many things on it, and they were stumped everywhere. In fact, change your mentality, when you are no longer afraid of failure, everything is completely different, open the skylight, open the skylight, and act badly. If work is no longer a black hole that drains all energy, even if it is temporarily separated, what is the big deal, the earth is so small, and you can withdraw at any time if you want to meet. Fortunately, their work is also very mobile, and even if they go to Paris, they can't fly back for a week from time to time. This affection is no longer a treasure to be feared to be lost, to be chased, to be sacrificed, it has become a solid pillar, a home that they can take out of the playground and go back to at any time.

What exactly is love?

People really become very fast, and he has completely changed as a person - no longer so demanding, no longer for the sake of self-esteem, unilaterally deciding to pretend to break up without discussion - maybe even just breaking up. Qin Wei may have done this in the past, Qin Wei in the past must read all A, he must be so good, the only time he found a girlfriend who is not excellent, he is very loving, but it has also become his eternal weakness and heart knot in front of his mother. Qiao Yun almost didn't remember what that Qin Wei looked like, she still remembered the pain he brought, that love was just a hurt to them at that time, and now, they can finally be worthy of the fate of choosing one in ten million miles, and they can grasp the luck in the palm of their hands.

When it comes to the rise, pointing fingers, I can't help but look at each other and laugh, there is no opportunity for drama, it is so natural, as if all the changes are happening in the way of coming.

"That's right. ”

After making trouble all day, I was tired, chatting late at night, I didn't care if the mattress was still wet, and the two of them would fall asleep, Qiao Yun had already begun to think about how to draw tomorrow, and Qin Wei asked casually in his ear, as if he had just remembered. "Tan Yu's side, what are you going to do?"

"Piece of cake. "I haven't slept for a long time, and now as soon as I relax, my eyelids are fighting, Qiao Yun yawned a little, but she didn't take it to heart at all, she said vaguely, "A war scumbag, and actually looking for death, you just see how I tear her ......" 166 Reading Network