"No, I can't. Qiao Yun pulled out the pins one by one, frowned and muttered to herself, knowing that there was no one else in the room, and deliberately spoke loudly, as if someone would appear and save her from fire and water. "Not good enough, it's a mess. ”

On the eve of the dead line, of course, the studio was in a mess, the unformed costumes were piles of fabrics, one roll here and one roll there, and the waste products that were torn off by Qiao Yun from the fake model, piled up on the ground in a mess, some of them could be reused after being ironed, and some of them became garbage with little use value. In such a big room, the place where people stand is getting narrower and narrower, and they have to step back and forth in and out, over mountains and mountains, Qiao Yun has no heart to clean up, and prohibits others from moving. It's just messing around with what she can remember and where, if she finds it clear and can't find it, I'm afraid it will really erupt.

- Of course, no one dared to come in, and everyone knew that she was prone to emotional breakdowns when rushing to write, and everyone was careful with her, trying not to annoy her, leaving enough space to say nothing to her. Or did Qiao Yun go to the news to know the dynamics - the suspicious identity was on the TV news, she and Qin Wei's fans (strange, how could she have fans as a designer?) and the other party's water army fought endlessly, and the big names in the circle spoke one after another to choose sides, Qin Wei announced the news that he was about to participate in "Liaoyuan", and the demon was driven again, and there was another wave of news......

Everything is entangled, even if it is a retreat, how can you let it go? Who is behind the water army? Should the coco demon deny it head-on? It depends on how much evidence they have lost, Meng Ze has already said hello, and the only flaw is Lin Yaoqing, where did she go? She signed out with a job, in fact, it is not impossible to check, the key is whether the relationship can be found in the embassy.

There is also the peripheral woman, the police have passed the paper, but the embassy has been approved at all levels, and the feedback is not fast. Ms. Lin wrote her an email, mentioning that she would try to pull a relationship, but Americans also attach great importance to visa application materials, which is related to * rights, even if you find a relationship, I am afraid it can only be done one thing at a time, and Lin Yaoqing's information will not fall on this relationship...... It's only been a little over a month since the show, and the clothes are okay, but shouldn't the lighting and choreography also be finalized? When it comes to surprises, there should be new ideas, where does it come from? My brain is blank, and I have never been so uninspired as I am now.

It's not that I haven't faced a time when there was more pressure than now, and there were times when I was more annoying and boring than this, just before and after I went to New York two years ago, looking back, that time was like being pressed in water, and the world I saw was distorted, and I would choke on water and suffocate anytime and anywhere. But no matter how much pain there is, the past is forgotten, and it is always the most real trouble, and it is always the most unusual troubles in front of me—when I was in New York, my heart was painful, and the pain was not what I wanted to go at every step, as if I was entangled in an invisible thread and at the mercy of it. But that time at least there is a passion for creation in my heart, but I want to do the design and brand requirements are different, and now I have already crossed that knot, and I can do what I want, but she is completely barren, and there has never been a time when I am more inspired, and I have no desire to create.

The design of the brand in the previous seasons is eager to emerge from the tip of the pen, every design is a natural expression of emotions, all the modifications and considerations, are the interrogation of the self, such a creation is really a kind of enjoyment, no matter how busy the heart is beautiful, time is always a flash, see the model wearing a gorgeous dress, is exactly what it looks like, that kind of moving is enough to make up for all the hardship. This kind of inspiration comes once in a while, and the leading ones are her selfish favorite shows, the zoo and the thorn garden, which are her favorites. But of course, Qiao Yun also accepts that many shows are just expressions of small emotions, and they are a side of life, just like a puppet show given to Fu Zhan, the encounters in life are the source of inspiration, plus the reproduction of imagination, such a show is more about her talent, she won't love it so much, but it's also great, and it's worth appreciating looking back. But now even this little emotion can't come out, it's completely empty, and I barely found a few inspirations, but the picture drawn is like, and I don't want to look at the forcibly made sample clothes at all, as if every fold of the fabric leaks her embarrassment and perfunctory.

Is it that the talent has finally run out? At this inopportune juncture, Jiang Lang suddenly ran out of talent? I also know in my heart that this is not the case, and the work reflects the inner world. I haven't decided whether to go to Paris or not, I can't withdraw from real life at all, I did Qin Yun a few months ago, and it only took a week to finalize it, clothes poured out from the tip of the pen, and a casual painting is a design, and I appreciate the subtle differences of each look for a long time, and it can even be said to be complacent. It's not the talent that's drying up now, it's the mood of the design.

Emotional designers are like this, there is nothing to complain about, and being driven by emotions is already a good thing that many people can't ask for. Qiao Yun also knew that her and Qin Wei's lives were relatively ordinary, and they were already incredibly smooth—but their shortcomings and confusion would not be accepted because of this. Whether or not to go to Paris, whether to act in "The Big Wave" or not, is not the core of the trouble, but more like a kind of boredom: it's not that I haven't achieved nirvana, every time I design is a self-examination, it seems to be better than before, but I have never really broken through the same barrier. It was like stepping over, turning her head and coming to the front again, she was not tired of designing, but she was tired of this kind of life.

I've been adding to life in the past, and I want to be good at it, and I also want to put down and pick up the identity of a demon, to put it bluntly, it's still because of greed - I want to be a company, I want to expand my influence, I want to promote an idea, this is all blind confidence in ability, and greed is not just for money. The better and better I get in the professional field, the more and more I am cutting the branches that arise, and in the end I just want to live purely, design and Qin Wei, I only want these two, and I don't care so much about anything else. But this net, it is difficult to come out again after falling into it, and it is not someone else who is against her, but herself. The vanity of Paris Fashion Week, the economic abundance, social status, fame and fortune, let go of all this and return to Qin Wei's arms? Without these, where did she get a sense of security?

It's funny to say, the more sober people are, the more aware of their limitations and weaknesses, and they think that her ego is strong, but now I know that this self-confidence still comes from the current way of life, and she still shuddes when she lets go of all this, and she still relies on herself in the eyes of others to live. Is it okay not to go to Fashion Week, design is only a pioneer, regardless of commerciality? Is it okay to start a show if you are inspired, and to rest if you are not inspired? From a genius designer and a pioneer, is it okay to become a reluctant, some failed designers? At that time, she and Fu Zhan confronted each other, to be willful, it was a big deal to be bought out of the company, with confidence in hype and marketing, even if she was kicked out of the company, it didn't matter, she would create a brand every minute, and really let go of her desire for applause, not vain, okay? Is it okay to let go of the desire for victory and not tear up and not retaliate?

The worldly is that the relationship between her and Qin Wei is difficult to continue, they can't get out of it, and they are still spinning in the secular barriers, can they transcend this secular law?

Life would be much simpler if all the troubles had a specific villain, but the truth is that sometimes the enemy is invisible and just a low ebb that comes from this paving. If you don't want to go to Paris, can you not have a show? If you don't want to open a show, you don't want to have these troubles, and if you follow yourself a little more, you will think that Fu Zhan did it, kick him out of the company, and everyone will make a big fuss, and the whole brand will be ruined......

Thinking of this, she was really a little sickly excited, Qiao Yun seized this emotion, and hurriedly lowered her head and drew a few more design drawings, but the refreshment of this moment was quickly replaced by reluctance and panic, and the lines of the pen were also distorted: nothing could not be overcome, but this still could not stop the fear in her heart that instinctively shrank at the moment when the identity of the coco demon was in crisis.

Or is he greedy, he can't be calm when he is concerned, just like Qin Wei, he will take "Big Wave" because he is insecure, what can she blame him?

If you can figure it out, you won't be entangled in this problem for so long. Qiao Yun kneaded off the paper ball and threw it on the ground, opened the writing board, simply broke the jar and broke it, ignoring the integration of design and design, and first made a schematic diagram of the effect of the stage special effects. If you really can't go on the field naked, wear a big blade on the key part, with the team's current marketing ability, as long as there is a personal shape, what can't be blown up? If you only want to call a seat, you can make a bunch of exquisite high-end dresses and skirts, and the effect will definitely be the best. Find someone to cut a lot of detailed drawings and put them on to ensure that more than 10,000 people are shouting immortals and shouting beauty.

Ironically, this is perhaps the safest strategy - even if it is artistically disappointing, "Voyage" Paris has long been determined to fire her, as long as she doesn't smash the pot, she can blow it with her eyes closed, and operate with her eyes closed, saying yes, but not just looking at the money. Maybe she's struggling with a half-dead design, and no one cares at all.

If so, what's the point of going to Paris? What is the point of [rhyme]? This thought is the same as destroying [rhyme], full of dangerous temptation, Qiao Yun feels that she is going crazy if she thinks about it any longer, will the artist end up very neurotic because of this? She turned on her phone, found Chen Di's phone and called, "What are you doing?"

"I'm drinking with Xiao Meng. Chen Indigo's side is quite lively, and his happiness is also a bit deliberate - the suspicion of the demon's identity is like a sword of Damocles, hanging above his head that can't be dropped, who can really put his mind at ease if he doesn't make up for the flaws. "Are you coming?"

He has been getting close to Meng Ze recently-too, Meng Ze's identity is very critical now, and he must be watching more by his side, so that Chen Indigo can rest assured. Qiao Yun looked for him, it was originally a whim, Chen Indigo was originally her boss, and she was a little bit of a life mentor to her at that time, and now she is doing [rhyme] with her...... She didn't know either, she just wanted to talk to him and hear what he thought.

Although she has a good relationship with Meng Ze, with him there, she dispelled the idea of participating and joked casually. "Don't disturb the world of the two of you, forget it. ”

"Don't, don't. Chen Di actively clarified, "It's just to catch the wind - seriously, can't you come?" Xiao Meng went to S City this time, he was really frightened, and he needed to be comforted, so you also did your best." ”

He probably guessed that her design was not going well and was annoying, so he found a topic to tease her, and Qiao Yun was indeed distracted, "What's wrong, what's wrong?

"Isn't it in distress? I went to the hotel room to shoot, but people closed the door and didn't let him go, and after taking work photos, I asked Xiao Meng to take a private room-let me tell you, if Xiao Meng is a little less determined, maybe he will take two paths from now on--hey, don't rob my phone, hey Meng Ze, this is very expensive! Just out of the 4, you will compensate me for breaking it!"

"What private photos?" Qiao Yun also laughed - this is not uncommon in the Internet celebrity world, many Internet celebrity photographers are simply boyfriends, after all, love can be good-looking, and photographers, beauties, and hotel rooms are full of ambiguity. She found a gay photographer, but it's clean, and straight male photographers are not without serious people, but never overestimate human nature, Internet celebrity work photos, private photos...... During the filming, there will always be temptations, the two sides will look at each other, and many lines will develop into peach news. "Who? is it someone I know?"

"It's Doudou!" This is indeed a new thing, Chen Di snatched back his mobile phone and was surprised, "I guess I also feel that the live broadcast has no prospects, and my face can't hold it, so I want to go back to make a plane, so I asked Xiao Meng to take pictures." For several months, I've been giving him the money for a ticket to shoot in S City, and I came to him to shoot it myself - she must have had a crush on Xiao Meng for a long time, she is usually very clean, and she seems to have never heard of falling in love with a photographer. are all serious about having boyfriends outside, and they are also divided into several. I guess I feel that if I don't hook up again, I'll be old, and it's ineffective to look at the eyebrows, so I took the initiative. ”

Meng Ze didn't seem to have said that he was gay before, and Doudou didn't know it and didn't think it was surprising. Qiao Yun thought about it and felt funny, smiled, smiled and became serious again, "When did it start?"

"It seems to be not long after our Qin Yunxiu, right?" Chen Di hadn't reacted yet, "Are you asking when you started flirting, or when did you start taking pictures again?—— why are you asking this?"

It's actually quite vulgar, but when you are immersed in it, there is a lot of fun, Qiao Yun's hand gradually clenched into a fist, it is really a bit of a detective game to find the real murderer when the refreshing feeling of enlightenment, she said softly, "What do you say?—— it seems that this matter may really have nothing to do with Fu Zhan." ”

Chen Indigo may have drunk the wine, and his reaction was slower than usual, and it took a while for a while to suddenly realize the connection between Meng Ze and the coco demon and [rhyme]. "Hey, hey, you mean, it's Doudou - but- where did she come from?"

Of course, finding a water army is not just a matter of money, and it is difficult for people in the industry to find reliable companies. Not to mention stabbing things on TV, it is the entertainment news of big websites, and it has nothing to do with Internet celebrities. Otherwise, the normal reporting order would have been out of order. Besides, although Doudou is rich, he is not to the extent of throwing money into the water, and, "What is she trying to do?"

There are many suspicions, although he also feels that something is wrong, Chen Di still feels that Qiao Yun is suspicious. "Xiao Meng, when did you look for you over there?—— was it a demon before, right?—— you thought too much, Qiao Qiao, Xiao Meng said that he had been looking for it a long time ago, and he didn't ask much, but he asked curiously a few times after sending the news. ”

Qiao Yun uh-huh, but she didn't seem to listen to him, and she didn't dump him at all - this is different from the peripheral girl and Lin Yaoqing, she didn't need to find Ms. Lin, she directly bought an information service on Taobao first, and reported the ID number to check, all the information is clear at a glance, although it is not complete, but it is enough.

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