As soon as he got off the plane, Chi Jinwen received a call from the doctor at the hospital, saying that Chi Jinyin had fainted due to low blood sugar and was still receiving injections in the hospital.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, the road from the airport to the city was empty, and only Ji Jinwen's car drove lonely on it, alarming the street lamps and stars that guarded the family reunion of others.

"I remember that your home is close to the port, I will go to your house first, you go home for the New Year, and I will drive to the hospital by myself. ”

The driver was the assistant general manager of the Tianchi Group branch in Zhucheng, and every time Chi Jinwen came back, he was responsible for driving the pick-up.

"Dong, chairman, let's take care of Miss Chi first, she is ...... in the hospital"

The handsome man sighed, and said slowly and unrefusably: "Low blood sugar is just a small problem, if you accompany me to the hospital first, it will be troublesome to go home, listen to me, you go home first." ”

There is a sentence that Chi Jinwen wanted to say but didn't say, because no one listened to him when he said it - he took care of Chi Jinyin, who would take care of him?

The person who used to take care of their brother and sister at all times was a saint, and they could throw every negative emotion to her, and she would not have the slightest negative feedback, not the slightest.

Until now, Chi Jinwen can't help but think, can a person without negative feelings still be called a person?

A person who has been disabled for more than 30 years and has never shown a trace of negative feelings to the culprit who caused her to lose a leg.

A man who has dedicated his life to future generations and whose wishes have never been spoken.

What is not a saint?

When he was a child, Ji Jinwen always regarded his grandmother as his idol in life, and his grandmother was smart, wise, and tolerant...... Later, when his father died, he learned to take over the company, and realized how powerful his grandmother was, and this strength even made him feel terrified.

Everyone should have sadness, loneliness, and anger...... The only time he saw his grandmother cry in half his life was when his father died.

People who don't express negative feelings naturally don't need comfort, help and consideration from others, in other words, she doesn't need others to give emotion, and those who are loved by her can only passively accept the energy she conveys, and Ji Jinwen only understood when he grew up that this is not normal emotional communication at all.

He and Chi Jinyin grew up in this abnormal emotional exchange, one tried to imitate his grandmother but could feel his powerlessness and weakness, and the other was accustomed to full spiritual dependence and did not get out of lactation at all.

Ji Jinyin's panic and anger also had an outlet to vent, but he, Ji Jinwen, could only swallow all the pain alone.

Did the grandmother after the flood also survive such a painful setback, taking care of her grandmother and raising their father? How much the old man has suffered in his life, he doesn't know at all, maybe this kind of torture is just the tip of the iceberg, maybe the pain he is experiencing now is just a piece of cake for his grandmother, even so, the negative feelings he wants to vent in his heart have made him unable to bear it.

And what about Grandma? Where did her pain go? Where did the catharsis go?

These even made this man who was used to seeing the wind and rain in the mall think carefully.

Driving to the hospital alone, he felt in a trance when he saw his sister.

Two rather similar faces looked at him together, and one of them became more and more like his grandmother.

"Miss Chi Chi?"

Why are you here?

Chi Chi, who took off her sweatshirt and hat, let her long hair fall under her shoulders, and when she heard Chi Jinwen call her name, she was stunned for a moment, as if she felt that this person was a little familiar, and paused for a while before she suddenly realized.

"Chi Jinyin, Chi Jinwen, it turns out that Miss Chi's brother is Mr. Chi, what a coincidence. ”

The girl's face smiled brightly, she did good deeds and met acquaintances, and this year was really meaningful.

Chi Jinyin looked at Chi Chi with a blank eye, and he didn't even blink his eyes, Chi Jinwen only deserved to get a glance from her when he came into the ward.

"Okay, Miss Chi's brother is here, and I should leave too. ”

The woman lying on the hospital bed on a dripping raised her hand and tried to grab the girl's thin arm, but finally put it down.

"Today's New Year, I can't get a taxi outside, where does Miss Chi live, I'll send you back. ”

Seeing Chi Chi walking out, Chi Jinwen instantly followed.

He has never seen his own brother so attentive in front of others, all because of the face that looks too much like grandma...... Chi Jinyin lay on the hospital bed and smiled, and quickly retracted again, that girl would not refuse people, so she got the contact information very easily.

The hospital on Chinese New Year's Eve was more deserted than usual, and the only few nurses and doctors on duty had just lined up to get Chi Chi's autograph and even a group photo, and when they saw Chi Chi leaving, they all smiled and said goodbye to her.

Chi Jinwen followed behind Chi Chi half a step behind and watched her wave to others, and couldn't help but wonder in his mind if his grandmother could walk, would he follow her like this.

Every time he saw Chi Chi, he couldn't help but have too many thoughts that he felt inexplicable.

"Don't bother Mr. Chi, I live not far from here, walk a few steps back, Miss Chi is said to have not eaten for several days, you still have to take care of her." ”

"I heard that Miss Chi and Miss Gu Xi are good friends. ”

Chi Jinwen ignored the girl's advice to him, and diverted the topic to a hundred meters away.

"Yes...... We're friends. Chi Chi nodded, and the lights in the hospital corridor were one after another, stretching and shortening and shortening the figures of the two of them.

"Friend, just to laugh together, cry together, and face difficulties together, does Miss Chi think she will share her difficulties with others to face together?"

"Difficult?"

The girl brushed her hair, and her sunglasses hung from the collar of her sweatshirt, dangling with her movements.

"I'm probably lucky to have never encountered something I can't solve...... Will it be, haven't experienced it, who knows?"

In the great south of the motherland, Chi Chi can definitely be called tall and thin, and Chi Jinwen, who can be regarded as tall, can see the immature face that belongs to a seventeen-year-old girl with a slight tilt of his head, smiling, youthful and energetic, and only a pair of eyes full of a sense of story.

No wonder she can become a movie queen at a young age, this kind of clear mystery in temperament is indeed suitable for acting in movies.

"Feelings this kind of thing must be maintained by communication, blessings and hardships are friends and family members, otherwise a god looks at mortals, mortals want to repay God when they find themselves powerless, over time, God has become a spiritual dependence, the story is not often said, God is different, people and gods can not be emotional. ”

There was a deep meaning in Ji Jinwen's words, and he carefully looked at the girl's expression as he spoke.

"Well, that makes sense. ”

Chi Chi nodded.

"I didn't expect Mr. Chi to have such interesting insights into feelings. ”

The girl's smile was a little ignorant, she was still full of longing for the future at her age, where could she understand the deep meaning of emotion.

Every qiē is natural, without the slightest flaw.

"Last time you told me that your family members oppose you filming, maybe they don't understand what you think at all, and when you encounter difficulties during filming in the future, find them to solve them, let them understand your heart, maybe many things can be solved, whether it is at work or between family members, there can be some small frictions and disputes, maybe it is normal happiness. ”

When saying goodbye, Chi Jinwen stared at Chi Chi's eyebrows and said.

He still didn't know who this girl was, but there were some things he wanted to say, and he couldn't say anything to anyone but her.

Don't think of yourself as a god, you should be a beautiful person, God is ignorant and painless, God doesn't know how to gather and disperse, God ...... If you live too tired and hard, you can't become a god, because the pain before you become a god is enough to make you crazy.

Chi Chi slowly raised his eyes, and his eyes did not dodge after making contact with Chi Jinwen's gaze.

"Maybe I'm too young. She smiled, "I don't know a lot of emotional things yet, so let's think about it slowly in the future." ”

She waved her hand and walked briskly towards the front door of the hospital.

The time is already half past ten in the evening, the Spring Festival Gala has reached the most lively time, many people's Chinese New Year's Eve dinner has been set on the table, the city without the ban on fireworks must have become lively now, in Zhucheng, only after watching the fireworks show people gathered together one after another to go back.

These have nothing to do with the three members of the Chi family at this moment.

As she walked, Chi Chi blinked, and a tear fell out of her eyes and landed on the sunglasses on her chest.

Does this tear belong to her?

Of course...... No.

The man slowly walked back to the ward, and Ji Jinyin looked at him with his eyes open.

"She's gone?"

"Gone......"

Unprecedentedly, Chi Jinyin smiled at his brother: "She really looks like grandma...... Real people are more like than they are on screen. ”

The man didn't speak, he directly took his sister's mobile phone, opened the communication record to take a look, opened the □□ to take a look, and then opened WeChat to take a look, and finally found the ID "Little Angel like Grandma", and decisively pressed delete.

Looking at his movements, Chi Jinyin was a little puzzled, and when she couldn't find Chi Chi's contact information at all, she understood what Chi Jinwen had done.

"What are you doing here? It's my business that I have a relationship with her, can you stop running over me like a tyrant forever?"

In the past three days, Chi Jinyin has been stunned, too many emotions have been accumulated in her heart and she has not vented to have such a loss of control, but after fainting, she can wake up and see Chi Chi, she really thinks that this is God's comfort to herself, who is the other party, what is the purpose of approaching her, she can not care, as long as she can make her look at Xiao Ru's grandmother's eyes, she is already satisfied.

Unexpectedly, Chi Jinwen didn't even give her this thought.

"Chi Jinwen, do you have a mental problem?"

Ji Jinyin really thinks that Ji Jinwen is a neurotic.

"It's not me who has a mental problem, it's both of us, and we're both going to have to learn to wean. ”

Ji Jinwen said.

The hand clenched tightly into a fist.

No one will be able to fully accept their negative feelings and give absolutely positive feedback, and no one will be able to apply all their care to them.

God should have his own happiness, and man should find his own way, and he seems to understand this too late, too late......

When the New Year's bell rang, the Chi brothers and sisters were still sitting speechless in the hospital.

Chi Chi slowly wrapped his own New Year's dumplings, which was a belated Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.

The minced meat is filled with hand-cut leeks and whole shrimp, and the soy sauce and oil blend to bring out the enticing flavor of the meat.

The water in the pot has long been boiled.

She only made ten dumplings.

"The first dumpling is for grandma, the second dumpling is for dad, and the third dumpling is for my sister......"

That kid grew up......