I believe everyone should have noticed that Leng Qing has been in this other world for more than two months, but Leng Qing thinks about what she has to do to survive in this other world of feudal dynasty system, but she has never seen Leng Qing think about what she has to do in order to go back to modern society.

Some people will ask, according to common sense, when Leng Qing finds that she is in a different world, the people and things she faces, all the qiē are extremely unfamiliar, and she has no power, no power, no background, and she may encounter a danger of her life at any time without even understanding the most basic survival common sense in this other world, Leng Qing's primary purpose should be to try her best to go back to modern society, right?! Why did Leng Qing never think about what she had to do to go back to modern society?!

Naturally, if Leng Qing doesn't miss her life in modern society, it is a lie, and even Leng Qing herself may not believe it when she says it! After all, modern society is so advanced in science and technology, whether it is transportation, communication technology, or even entertainment venues, etc., it is incomparable to the existing Cheng dù in this different world.

But why did Leng Qing never think about what she had to do to go back to modern society? Because Leng Qing subconsciously doesn't want to go back to modern society! Why? Because Leng Qing is unwilling to go back to modern society to face the empty and lifeless Mengjia villa, she is unwilling to go back to modern society to see things and people, and touch the scene and sadness.

Leng Qing subconsciously knew clearly that after returning to modern times, she was destined to face the Meng family villa alone, Meng's mother who lived in the hospital and went crazy because of severe depression, the news of Meng's father's disappearance and unknown life and death, and the sighing Uncle Pei Wenhui......

Rather than going back to modern society and facing this kind of scene, Leng Qing subconsciously preferred to stay in this other world like this.

Although there are no cars, no Internet, no high-tech, no modern living environment that Leng Qing is familiar with, and even a qiē in this other world is so strange to Leng Qing, but at least!! There are not so many people and memories in this other world that make Leng Qing feel disheartened and miserable......

Because of this, after coming to this other world for so long, Leng Qing never thought about what she had to do to go back to modern society and the world that should have belonged to her......

In the final analysis, it's not that Leng Qing doesn't want to go back, it's that Leng Qing doesn't want to go back at all-

Rather than going back to modern society and facing the empty, lifeless Monte family villa. Facing Meng's mother who suffered from severe depression, facing the news that Meng's father was missing and his life and death were unknown, and facing Uncle Pei Wenhui who sighed. In the face of her own spiritual torture and guilt, Leng Qing would rather stay in this strange world and be a shrinking turtle for the rest of her life!

But even if she can't go back to modern society, Leng Qing is still tormented by the guilt in her heart, after all, memory is something that can't be deliberately forgotten. Especially Leng Qing's memory is beyond ordinary people.

Many times, as long as Leng Qing thinks of things related to the Mongolian language, those painful memories will rush towards Leng Qing like a tide, making Leng Qing feel the pain of suffocation like a drowning person in an instant, just like now-

Leng Qing actually always knew that whether it was Mengyu's death, or Meng's mother's severe depression, or Meng's father's disappearance, Meng's father's life and death are still unknown......

This qiē, all the tragedies, if Chen Haoxian, who is not as good as a beast, is not responsible. That's unreasonable, of course.

If it weren't for Chen Haoxian's inferior negative man, Mongolian would not have been pregnant, let alone guilty and uneasy in his heart, and would not have wanted to jump off the building because of the double torture of mental and psychological!!

If Meng Yu had not committed suicide by jumping off the building, if Meng Yu had been alive and well, then Meng's mother would not have suffered from severe depression because she could not bear the heavy blow of the sudden loss of her daughter, and Meng's father would not have disappeared and his life and death are still unknown. The Meng family, which should have been happy and prosperous...... It won't be the tragic scene of the family being ruined and the grass growing......

Until now, Leng Qing couldn't figure it out, since Chen Haoxian had no intention of being with Mengyu, then Chen Haoxian shouldn't get close to Mengyu in the first place! Why did Chen Haoxian abandon the Mongolian language after getting it and getting it pregnant? Could it be in Chen Haoxian's opinion. Is it fun to play with someone's feelings?

Leng Qing can touch her own conscience and say that she really doesn't care about Meng Yu, who she loves like her own sister, and her betrothed fiancé has a relationship with her behind her back, and even has a secret knot.

The reason why Leng Qing doesn't care is not how generous Leng Qing is. How much "self-sacrificing for others, a gentleman does not take the favor of others", just because Leng Qing has no love for Chen Haoxian.

Leng Qing has always believed that only people who really have "love" in their hearts will be crazy about "love", and in the name of "love", they will do those crazy and crazy things that normal people can't understand.

But it's cold. She only cherishes, loves, and pities for the people close to her in her heart, but there is no "love".

For Leng Qing, Leng Qing has always thought that she doesn't need such a thing as "love". Love is just a kind of nihilistic existence, marriage is just a form, no matter how luxurious the wedding is, it is just a form, for the sake of face, for the sake of reproduction and the form of existence.

Since there is no "love" in her heart, how can Leng Qing care if Chen Haoxian betrayed her? What did Chan Haoxian betray her for? No, Leng Qing really doesn't care.

Even if it is assumed that Leng Qing once loved Chen Haoxian, Leng Qing would definitely not do anything crazy for Chen Haoxian that normal people can't understand. Because Leng Qing is really as good as her name, Leng Qing lives too calmly and coldly, no matter what happens, Leng Qing thinks too clearly about the stakes and the results, which makes Leng Qing unable to live crazy.

What's more, Leng Qing only has the slightest ordinary good impression of Chen Haoxian, let alone love, and she can't even talk about liking.

The reason why the marriage contract between Leng Qing and Chen Haoxian was formed was only because Leng Qing was tired of being pursued and constantly being asked "Why can't you accept me since you have no object", and wanted to find a suitable man to marry.

And, because of work reasons, Leng Qing really needs a life partner, and Chen Haoxian just appeared at the right time, which happened to meet Leng Qing's mate selection requirements.

Since there is no element of love between Leng Qing and Chen Haoxian, Leng Qing naturally will not blame and blame her for growing up with her since she was a child, and she is like a sister.

So, after finding out what happened between Chen Haoxian and Mongolian language, at that time. Leng Qing thought that as long as Chen Haoxian and Meng Yu really love each other, as long as they are honest with Leng Qing, Leng Qing will fulfill them. Keep them together and bless them from the bottom of my heart. Otherwise, Leng Qing would not have turned a blind eye at the beginning, and kept pretending not to know about the matter between Chen Haoxian and Meng Yu.

However, neither Chen Haoxian nor Meng Yu was honest with Leng Qing. And after getting Meng Yu, who was loved by Leng Qing like his own sister, and made Meng Yu pregnant, not only did he still not think about being honest with Leng Qing, but he also tried his best to hide it, and even ...... In the end, he forced Meng Yu to death in an inducing way!!

Leng Qing didn't want to express any opinion on the fact that Chen Haoxian abandoned the Mongolian language after playing with the Mongolian language, after all, this kind of thing is not uncommon in modern society and in the 21st century. However, Chen Haoxian actually asked Meng Yu to kill her and Chen Haoxian's child in her stomach with her own hands! I also want to die with my child!! For this matter, Leng Qing can't understand it anyway.

Not to mention what Chen Haoxian thought when he forced Mongolian Yu to die in the first place by inducing him, just talk about the child in Mengyu's belly. That's also an innocent little life, and it's his Chen Haoxian's child!! I have to say that Chen Haoxian, a man, is really ruthless! Vicious enough!! Enough to be mad!!

After knowing the reason why Meng Yu really committed suicide by jumping off the building, Leng Qing was almost half angry with Meng Yu's stupidity and naivety. At the same time, Leng Qing believes that since it was Chen Haoxian who said those words that induced Meng Yu to jump off the building to commit suicide, Chen Haoxian is naturally responsible for Meng Yu's death, for Meng's mother's severe depression, for Meng's father's disappearance, and for the unknown life and death!

However, is Chen Haoxian really the only one responsible for Mengyu's death, Meng's mother's severe depression, Meng's father's disappearance, and the unknown life and death? ?

No! It is not only Chen Haoxian, who is not as good as a beast, who is responsible, but also a person. There is also a person who is also responsible for the death of Meng Yu, for the severe depression of Meng's mother, for the disappearance of Meng's father, and for the unknown life and death! That person is her-Leng Qing!

If Chen Haoxian is really responsible, then Chen Haoxian is at most 70% responsible. The remaining 30% of the responsibility should be Leng Qing's responsibility.

Leng Qing has been very smart since she was a child. is a veritable "prodigy", no matter what she says or does, Leng Qing knows how to think twice, even if she accidentally makes a mistake, Leng Qing can correct it in time, and she will not let anyone worry about her.

But Mongolian Yu and Leng Qing are completely opposite, Mongolian Yu has been a very simple and silly child since he was a child. Moreover, Mongolian Yu is a rectum, almost doing whatever comes to mind, often saying the wrong thing and doing the wrong thing, Mongolian Yu does not know it.

Because of Mengyu's stupid temperament, Meng's father and mother are always worried that Mengyu will grow up and leave their side, and Mengyu will suffer a lot and suffer a lot of sins.

Later, after Leng Qing lived in Meng's house, because of Meng's father and Meng's mother, Leng Qing has loved Mengyu very much since she was a child, this "Mengmeng sister" who is a little stupid in both speaking and doing things, Leng Qing is very accommodating to Mengyu in almost everything, and Leng Qing can give it to Mengyu happily as long as Mengyu wants anything.

Although according to the "suicide note" left by Mongolian Yu, it was Meng Yu who confessed to Chen Haoxian first, but in Leng Qing's opinion, Mongolian Yu is certainly wrong, but the person who is really wrong is Chen Haoxian, the bastard who is not as good as a beast!

Mongolian language is simple and stupid, is he Chen Haoxian also simple and stupid? You know, Chen Haoxian was already her Leng Qing's fiancé at that time! Chen Haoxian obviously knew that Mengyu was her Leng Qing's sister, but Chen Haoxian still accepted Mengyu's confession! What is a knowingly committed, Chen Haoxian is the most typical knowingly committed!!

But at that time, because Leng Qing felt that the stupid Mongolian language finally fell in love with someone, Leng Qing felt that she should fulfill the love of Mongolian language, so Leng Qing turned a blind eye to the things between Chen Haoxian and Mongolian Yu and pretended not to know.

However, Leng Qing actually knew it all along, if it weren't for her self-righteous kindness, if it weren't for the fact that she didn't care about Chen Haoxian's betrayal, if it weren't for the fact that she pretended to be deaf and dumb about the matter between Chen Haoxian and Meng Yu...... Meng Yu and Chen Haoxian, they will not have the opportunity to develop the relationship that they later did.

At least, Meng Yu won't give Chen Haoxian, that bastard, a chance to continue to develop a relationship!

If she had stopped it in time when she found out that the relationship between Meng Yu and Chen Haoxian was wrong at the beginning, Meng Yu would not have had the opportunity to be with Chen Haoxian, would not have conceived a child for Chen Haoxian, and would not have felt guilty for her Leng Qing, a good sister who grew up together since childhood and "Chen Haoxian's fiancée", and Meng Yu would not have jumped off the building to commit suicide because she couldn't bear the mental and psychological torture and was induced by Chen Haoxian's bastard and beastly thing......

In fact, in the final analysis, it was her Leng Qing who indirectly killed Mengyu!!

Compared with Chen Haoxian, who is not as good as a beast, she is a harmful person! It was her Leng Qing who caused the middle-aged loss of her father and mother, and the ruined Meng family, which was originally happy, harmonious, healthy, and thriving...... This qiē is actually her cold and sunny harm!!

Leng Qing actually knew all along, but Leng Qing didn't want to admit that this qiē qiē tragedy was actually caused by her! Because of her self-righteous kindness, because of her indifference and carelessness, because of her indifferent attitude...... This qiē and qiē tragedy is actually because of her!!

Mongolian language was killed by Chen Haoxian, and at the same time she was killed by Leng Qing, and her hands were also stained with Mongolian blood!!

"Xin'er, haven't you walked out of the Weide Hall yet?" Just when Leng Qing was endlessly tormented by the memories in her heart, a magnetic but slightly hoarse voice sounded softly in Leng Qing's ears very abruptly.

There was a weak tone, soft, but it was enough to awaken Leng Qing's mind that was immersed in painful memories.

Coming back to her senses in this fluttering voice, Leng Qing raised her eyes and looked ahead, only then did Leng Qing realize that she didn't know when, she had already walked out of the Weide Palace!!

Looking at the verdant pine and cypress with splendid branches, as well as the picturesque exquisite rockery, as well as the sporadic sunlight projected on the white marble paved path through the branches and leaves of the pine and cypress, Leng Qing was a little stunned for a while-

She just ...... How did you open the door of the temple and get out??? (To be continued.) )