So what...... First of all, today is the Lantern Festival, I wish everyone a happy Lantern Festival, family reunion and Lantern Festival...... In addition, Xiaomo didn't save the manuscript, so ...... Xiaomo is going to be pitted today...... I don't have time to write an article.,Xiaomo had to send a chapter up first.,The content will be revised before 9 o'clock tomorrow morning.,I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't be angry, Ha O(∩_∩)O~

I believe everyone should have noticed that Leng Qing has been in this other world for more than two months, but Leng Qing thinks about what she has to do to survive in this other world of feudal dynasty system, but she has never seen Leng Qing think about what she has to do in order to go back to modern society.

Some people will ask, according to common sense, when Leng Qing finds that she is in a different world, the people and things she faces, all the qiē are extremely unfamiliar, and she has no power, no power, no background, and she may encounter a danger of her life at any time without even understanding the most basic survival knowledge in this other world, Leng Qing's primary purpose should be to try her best to go back to modern society? ! Why did Leng Qing never think about what she had to do to go back to modern society?!

Naturally, if Leng Qing does not miss her life in modern society, it is a lie, and even Leng Qing herself may not believe it when she says it! After all, modern society is so advanced in science and technology, whether it is transportation, communication technology, or even entertainment venues, etc., it is incomparable to the existing Cheng Dù in this other world.

But why did Leng Qing never think about what she had to do to go back to modern society? Because Leng Qing subconsciously didn't want to go back to modern society! Why? Because Leng Qing didn't want to go back to modern society to face the empty and lifeless Mengjia villa, and didn't want to go back to modern society to see things, think about people, and touch the scene and hurt feelings.

Leng Qing subconsciously knew clearly that after returning to modern times, she was destined to face the Meng family villa alone, Meng's mother who lived in the hospital and went crazy because of severe depression, the news of Meng's father's disappearance and unknown life and death, and the sighing Uncle Pei Wenhui......

Rather than going back to modern society and facing this kind of scene, Leng Qing subconsciously preferred to stay in this other world like this.

Although there are no cars, no Internet, no high-tech, no modern living environment that Leng Qing is familiar with, and even a qiē in this other world is so strange to Leng Qing, at least!!There are not so many people and memories in this other world that make Leng Qing feel disheartened and miserable......

Because of this. After coming to this other world for so long, Leng Qingcai never thought about what she had to do to go back to modern society and the world that should have belonged to her......

In the end, it's not that Leng Qing doesn't want to go back. It's that Leng Qing doesn't want to go back at all-

Instead of going back to modern society, facing the empty and lifeless Meng's villa, facing Meng's mother suffering from severe depression, facing the news of Meng's father's disappearance and unknown life and death, and facing Uncle Pei Wenhui who sighed. In the face of her own spiritual torture and guilt, Leng Qing would rather stay in this strange world and be a shrinking turtle for the rest of her life!

But even if she can't go back to modern society, Leng Qing is still tormented by the guilt in her heart, after all, memory is something that cannot be deliberately forgotten, especially Leng Qing's memory is beyond ordinary people.

Many times, as long as Leng Qing thinks of things related to the Mongolian language, those painful memories will rush towards Leng Qing like a tide, making Leng Qing feel the pain of suffocation like a drowning person in an instant, just like now-

Leng Qing actually knew it all along. Whether it is the death of Meng Yu, or the severe depression of Meng's mother, or the disappearance of Meng's father, Meng's father is still unknown......

This qiē, all the tragedies, if Chen Haoxian, who is not as good as a beast, is not responsible, it is naturally unreasonable-

If it weren't for Chen Haoxian's inferior negative man, Mongolian would not have been pregnant, let alone guilty and uneasy in his heart, and would not have wanted to jump off the building because of the double torture of mental and psychological!!

If the Mongolian language did not commit suicide by jumping off the building, if the Mongolian language was still alive and well. Then Meng's mother would not have suffered from major depression because she couldn't bear the heavy blow of losing her daughter suddenly, and Meng's father would not have disappeared and his life and death are still unknown. The Meng family, which should have been happy and prosperous...... It won't be the tragic scene of the family being ruined and the grass growing......

Until now, Leng Qing couldn't figure it out, since Chen Haoxian had no plans to be with Mengyu. Why did Chen Haoxian abandon the Mongolian language after getting the Mongolian language and making the Mongolian language pregnant? Is it interesting for Chen Haoxian to play with a person's feelings?

Leng Qing can touch her own conscience and say that she really doesn't care about Meng Yu, who she loves like her own sister, and her betrothed fiancé has a relationship with her behind her back, and even has a secret knot.

The reason why Leng Qing doesn't care is not how generous Leng Qing is, how much "self-sacrificing for others, and a gentleman does not take the favor of others". It's just that Leng Qing has no love for Chen Haoxian.

Leng Qing has always believed that only people who really have "love" in their hearts will be crazy about "love", and in the name of "love", they will do those crazy and crazy things that normal people can't understand.

But Leng Qing, she only has love, love, and pity for the people close to her in her heart, but there is no "love".

For Leng Qing, Leng Qing has always thought that she doesn't need such a thing as "love". Love is just a kind of nihilistic existence, marriage is just a form, no matter how luxurious the wedding is, it is just a form, for the sake of face, for the sake of reproduction and the form of existence.

Since there is no "love" in her heart, how can Leng Qing care if Chen Haoxian betrayed her? Why did Chen Haoxian betray her? No, Leng Qing really doesn't care.

Even if it is assumed that Leng Qing once loved Chen Haoxian, Leng Qing would definitely not do anything crazy for Chen Haoxian that normal people can't understand. Because Leng Qing is really as good as her name, Leng Qing lives too calmly and coldly, no matter what happens, Leng Qing thinks too clearly about the stakes and the results, which makes Leng Qing unable to live crazy.

What's more, Leng Qing only has the slightest ordinary good impression of Chen Haoxian, let alone love, and she can't even talk about liking.

The reason why the marriage contract between Leng Qing and Chen Haoxian was formed was only because Leng Qing was tired of being pursued and constantly being asked "Why can't you accept me since you have no object", and wanted to find a suitable man to marry.

And, because of work, Leng Qing does need a life partner, and Chen Haoxian. It just appeared at the right time, which happened to meet Leng Qing's mate selection requirements.

Since there is no element of love between Leng Qing and Chen Haoxian, Leng Qing naturally will not blame and blame her for growing up with her since she was a child, and she is like a sister.

So. After discovering the matter between Chen Haoxian and Mengyu, at that time, Leng Qing thought that as long as Chen Haoxian and Mengyu were truly in love, as long as they were honest with Leng Qing. Leng Qing will fulfill them, keep them together, and bless them from the bottom of my heart. Otherwise, Leng Qing would not have turned a blind eye at the beginning, and kept pretending not to know about the matter between Chen Haoxian and Meng Yu.

However, neither Chen Haoxian nor Mengyu was honest with Leng Qing, and the negative man who was inferior to the beast not only did not think about being honest with Leng Qing after getting Leng Qing's love like his own sister and making Mengyu pregnant, but also tried his best to hide it. Even...... In the end, he forced Meng Yu to death in an inducing way!!

Leng Qing didn't want to express any opinion on the fact that Chen Haoxian abandoned the Mongolian language after playing with the Mongolian language, after all, this kind of thing is not uncommon in modern society and in the 21st century. However, Chen Haoxian actually wanted Meng Yu to kill her and Chen Haoxian's child in her stomach with her own hands! and Meng Yu to die with the child!! Leng Qing couldn't understand this matter in any way.

Not to mention what Chen Haoxian thought when Chen Haoxian forced Mengyu to die in the first place, just talking about the child in Mengyu's belly, it is also an innocent little life, and it is his Chen Haoxian's child!!I have to say that Chen Haoxian, this man, is really ruthless enough! vicious enough!!Crazy enough!!

After knowing the reason why Meng Yu really committed suicide by jumping off a building. Leng Qing was almost half killed by the stupidity and naivety of Mengyu. At the same time, Leng Qing believes that since it was Chen Haoxian who said those words that induced Meng Yu to jump off the building to commit suicide, Chen Haoxian is naturally responsible for Meng Yu's death, for Meng's mother's severe depression, for Meng's father's disappearance, and for the unknown life and death!

But. Is Chen Haoxian really the only one responsible for Mengyu's death, Meng's mother's severe depression, Meng's father's disappearance, and unknown life and death? ?

No! It is not only Chen Haoxian, who is not as good as a beast, but also a person who is also responsible for the death of Meng Yu, for Meng's mother's severe depression, for Meng's father's disappearance, and for the unknown life and death! That person is her-Leng Qing!

If Chen Haoxian is really responsible, then Chen Haoxian is at most 70% responsible. The remaining 30% of the responsibility should be Leng Qing's responsibility.

Leng Qing has been very smart since she was a child. is a veritable "prodigy", no matter what she says or does, Leng Qing knows how to think twice, even if she accidentally makes a mistake, Leng Qing can correct it in time, and she will not let anyone worry about her.

But Mongolian Yu and Leng Qing are exactly the opposite, Mongolian Yu has been a very simple and silly child since he was a child, and Mongolian Yu is a straight intestine, almost do whatever comes to mind, often say the wrong thing, do the wrong thing Mongolian Yu doesn't know it.

Because of Mengyu's stupid temperament, Meng's father and mother are always worried that Mengyu will grow up and leave their side, and Mengyu will suffer a lot and suffer a lot of sins.

Later, after Leng Qing lived in Meng's house, because of Meng's father and Meng's mother, Leng Qing has loved Mengyu very much since she was a child, this "Mengmeng sister" who is a little stupid in both speaking and doing things, Leng Qing is very accommodating to Mengyu in almost everything, and Leng Qing can give it to Mengyu happily as long as Mengyu wants anything.

Although according to the "suicide note" left by Mongolian Yu, it was Meng Yu who confessed to Chen Haoxian first, but in Leng Qing's opinion, Mongolian Yu is certainly wrong, but the person who is really wrong is Chen Haoxian, the bastard who is not as good as a beast!

Mongolian is simple and stupid, is he Chen Haoxian also simple and stupid? You know, Chen Haoxian was already her Leng Qing's fiancé at that time! Chen Haoxian obviously knew that Meng Yu was her Leng Qing's sister, but Chen Haoxian still accepted the confession of Mongolian Yu! What is a knowingly committed, Chen Haoxian is the most typical knowingly committed!!

But at that time, because Leng Qing felt that the stupid Mongolian language finally fell in love with someone, Leng Qing felt that she should fulfill the love of Mongolian language, so Leng Qing turned a blind eye to the things between Chen Haoxian and Mongolian Yu and pretended not to know.

However, Leng Qing actually knew it all along, if it weren't for her self-righteous kindness, if it weren't for the fact that she didn't care about Chen Haoxian's betrayal, if it weren't for the fact that she pretended to be deaf and dumb about the matter between Chen Haoxian and Meng Yu...... Meng Yu and Chen Haoxian, they will not have the opportunity to develop the relationship that they later did.

At least, Meng Yu won't give Chen Haoxian, that bastard, a chance to continue to develop a relationship!

If she had stopped it in time when she found out that the relationship between Meng Yu and Chen Haoxian was wrong at the beginning, Meng Yu would not have had the opportunity to be with Chen Haoxian, would not have conceived a child for Chen Haoxian, and would not have felt guilty for her Leng Qing, a good sister who grew up together since childhood and "Chen Haoxian's fiancée", and Meng Yu would not have jumped off the building to commit suicide because she couldn't bear the mental and psychological torture and was induced by Chen Haoxian's bastard and beastly thing......

In fact, in the final analysis, it was her Leng Qing who indirectly killed Mengyu!!

Compared with Chen Haoxian, who is not as good as a beast, she Leng Qing is a harmful spirit! It was her Leng Qing who caused the middle-aged loss of her father and mother, and the destruction of the originally happy, harmonious, healthy, and thriving Meng family...... This qiē is actually her cold and sunny harm!!

In fact, Leng Qing has always known it, but Leng Qing is unwilling to admit that this qiē qiē tragedy is actually caused by her! Because of her self-righteous kindness, because of her indifference and carelessness, because of her indifferent attitude...... This qiē and qiē tragedy is actually because of her!!

Mongolian language was killed by Chen Haoxian, and at the same time she was killed by Leng Qing, and her hands were also stained with Mongolian blood!!

"Xin'er, haven't you walked out of the Weide Hall yet?" Just as Leng Qing was endlessly tormented by the memories in her heart, a magnetic but slightly hoarse voice sounded softly in Leng Qing's ears very abruptly.

There was a weak tone, soft, but it was enough to awaken Leng Qing's mind that was immersed in painful memories. (To be continued.) )