83 Poems in the Knife Bush

"Director Wang's movie, there will be less consideration of the popularity of the actors, but it is not because he doesn't value popularity, but because he doesn't have to consider unpopular candidates, there are too many big names who want to play Director Wang's movies, this is a worldwide competition. Natalie Portman of the United States, flew to Hong Kong for three rounds of interviews for "Six Central Flowers" last year, and finally won the second heroine, Xiao Shao's role is the third actor, let's compare it most simply and crudely, what you have to face is the competition for this role from first-line male stars with schedules across the Taiwan Strait and even all of Asia. Of course, they won't all appear, but your advantage is not too big, in fact, in the current audition, your popularity is your strength, Director Wang doesn't consider popularity, all you can fight is the understanding of the role, so that Director Wang can see your potential - to be honest, if you want to talk about the proficiency of acting, you don't have much advantage compared with the rest of the competitors. ”

At the end of the day's shooting, the crew members are probably so tired that they are all on their backs, the staff of the night scene in the white field are busy changing shifts, but the actors can't be changed, and some unlucky roles have rehearsed his scenes in the white field, and there are still nights, so they can only stay up all night and shoot and close their eyes at every sitch. - This is also a point that the crew must not offend the director, in the Chinese crew, the labor protection law is in vain, sometimes a sentence inadvertently collides with the director, the narrow-minded director, don't say it, and then all of you will rehearse a scene, people may be tired to death on the set, and there is no place to reason.

Big names like Qin Wei and Tan Yu will have a little special treatment, the agent is good and has connections, and they will try to arrange a certain rest time in the two shootings, but even so, because "White Hole" encountered an accident in the previous location shooting, and now the schedule is also in a hurry, several leading actors have to work more than 12 hours a day, and when they come back from the crew, they all yawn for days, and they don't even have the strength to eat.

——Under such a premise, Qin Wei has been staying in Tan Yuying's room for a long time in the past few days, which can't help but make people reverie. The crew is full of mixed mouths, and they are also spreading the news of the two of them in private: this Teacher Qin, it is really impossible to say in all aspects, as soon as he debuted, he rose like a comet, his career luck was terrifying, and his popularity was not inferior, before he was a jade female official Xiaoxue frequently visited the class, and now she is a movie queen who has cooperated twice in a row, it is said that Tan Yu will take over "White Hole", just to spend more time with her little lover, and interspersed with a few amateur 'good friends' outside the circle during the period, how can people say it? The showbiz is chaotic, but being a newcomer with such a high standard as him can only make people tsk.

The rumors have spread very quickly, and in the so-called 'insider release sticker' on Tianya, the relationship between Qin Wei and Tan Yu has grown from scratch, and now it is almost confirmed, Li Zhu should not know if he sees it, let alone talk to Qin Wei. Qin Wei now has to concentrate on preparing for Director Wang's audition, and he needs Tan Yu's guidance, can he say that he can move her to come forward, or take a big favor, how can he waste it casually in order to avoid suspicion? As for what others will think when they hear it, how can she manage it?

"Actually, you should be regarded as a relatively potential actor, let's just say that in the two dramas we cooperated, your progress is obvious, and the first movie is cooperating with a big director, which is indeed an endless benefit. "Why is Tan Yu so enthusiastic to guide him, only he knows his psychological activities, maybe he wants to snatch people from Zhou Xiaoya, maybe he is optimistic about his future development and the background behind him, her little temper is directed at Li Zhu, and she does her best to evaluate Qin Wei, and she also shows the vision of the actress, "Director Zhang picked a role for you that is very suitable for your age and mood, you are almost in your true colors, and there is not much difficulty in entering the role." And how to face the camera, take care of the human-computer relationship, and master the proportions of film performance, he brings you very well - Director Zhang is this style, and he takes the trouble to talk to the actors, which has laid a solid foundation for you. To be honest, many students from professional classes, if they are a little watery during school, they may not be able to sway freely in front of the camera, and the performance traces will be heavier. ”

"The second and third plays, that is, Li Zhu took it for you, "The Romance of Zhou Lang", the personalities of the two brothers Sun Ce and Sun Quan have continuity, but the degree of differentiation is also high, you can act as two stages of a person, and the common point - the heroic sense of the young man and the feeling of your youth and vigor are very compatible, you can easily enter the role, and with the help of makeup, it is very easy to shine. The plot of "Xuanye Dongtian" is not complicated, there is no torture of human nature, it is just a commercial TV series, and it is not difficult for you, just let you experience the feeling of being right, "White Hole", your character is a high-IQ young man, a little shy and stuttering, with distinctive characteristics, and there is a place for you to match, so you enter the role at once, and you are almost never called cut, which gives you greater confidence. Tan Yu gave him an analysis in the slightest, "But in "Liuyang Flower", the role of Xiao Shao is an ordinary person, it is easy to draw ghosts and difficult to draw people, and ordinary people are precisely the most difficult to play. And Director Wang is not an actor who loves to talk about drama, he prefers to shoot repeatedly, grinding off all traces of performance, grinding off the actor's mental defense, and capturing the spirituality of the moment when the true expression is revealed. Therefore, the point of the whole audition is to grasp your own spirituality, if you can grasp it, and be able to enter this state during the audition, then you will be able to pass Director Wang's audition, if you can't grasp it, then Xuan. ”

Tan Yu's play with the actress is to cooperate with Director Wang, she does not shy away from saying that this is her most painful filming process, although the rewards are rich enough, but I don't really want to repeat, "Director Wang is more suitable for cooperating with talented actors, the kind that the grandfather appreciates and eats, they can enter the state of spiritual expression casually, and there is almost no need to grind, so the few actors and actresses that Director Wang often cooperates with are all achievements in his hands, and he also likes to cooperate with them, so as to avoid the pain of early training." ”

Tan Yu didn't say, but the answer is obvious, Qin Wei locked up in the room after the play to ponder the role of Xiao Shao, pondering the 'true spirituality', it is said that it is an extremely pure state, if you have talent and can easily enter, there will be an obvious feeling, if not, then you can only be like Tan Yu, pull more than 100 shots, shoot for three consecutive days until you want to vomit, and finally show one second in the movie.

This kind of performance is simply torture, in addition to psychological pressure, there is also a sense of boredom caused by doing such an action repeatedly for a long time, Qin Wei shuddered when he thought about it, he had a little daunting mood for the first time, but he didn't want to admit defeat: he wanted to make a literary film, it was his own will, he liked the process of 'becoming another person', he liked to cooperate with the director, shoot a complete story, and enter a complete life, not like "Xuanye Dongtian" In the same way, patting the crappy myths of antiquity, forcing yourself to invest in a childish story that will be scorned by aesthetics. "The Romance of Zhou Lang" barely meets the standards, but it is still a commercial film, "White Hole" will be better, urban spy war, a bit of fresh elements, and the story is complete, but the characters are thin after all, the hero's character biography is only a few hundred words, and the script also has a lot of contradictions, standard assembly line products...... Maybe actors with a bit of aesthetics won't like to shoot this kind of story, but, are they qualified to shoot a really good story?

Qin Wei is only thinking about this question now, everyone knows and appreciates good things, but can everyone make them? Is he really qualified? He likes to perform, but this like, is it a ticket friend's hobby, or a gifted like? Can he play a really good story and a good character?

He can understand the script, he can put this story into it, "Six Central Flowers" is a stream of consciousness story full of light sorrow, Six Central Flowers, only bloom once in sixty years, and eating can enter a dream that lasts for sixty years, in the intertwining of dreams and reality, the world is quietly changing. All the actors in this story are a part of the life of the dreamer, no matter how deep the love of the heart is, it will disappear in the face of time, and the human heart will eventually only leave a little shallow trace, and it will dissipate if you don't want to forget, and when you want to forget, this trace can not fade.

But, if you can put it in, you can't act, Xiao Shao is also a part of a dream, he is a killer, he always appears in the corner of the dream, chasing the dreamer incarnated by Liuyanghua, he never has an expression, and the script uses poetic words to describe his temperament: poetry in the knife bush. This kind of artistic description makes him completely clueless, how can the poem in the knife bush be considered the poem in the knife bush?

Just reading the lines, it is best for this level of performance to retreat quickly, so as not to insult Director Wang's audition room, Qin Wei watched Director Wang's previous films and tried to imitate the acting skills of the actor, but it doesn't seem to be the same thing when it comes out, trying to find the feeling from his own experience, it seems to be a layer worse, Tan Yu has not criticized him, but he has not expressed appreciation and affirmation - even she can't be impressed, his performance is definitely not the kind of 'good but not self-aware'.

He didn't know if the classmates who couldn't get up no matter how hard they worked in the past had the same frustration, Qin Wei didn't show it to anyone, but recently his mood was getting worse and worse, the source of irritability was complicated, he wanted to quit a little, and he was surprised that he actually wanted to quit. He wasn't afraid of getting tired, but this kind of dazed despair really made people feel bad.

Another audition preparation with no progress, feeling that there was no progress, Qin Wei was already so annoyed when he went back to rest that he didn't feel it, and he passed by the staff, he still kept smiling, but in fact, he was so annoyed by their ambiguous smile: he wasn't stupid, he wouldn't be able to guess what they were thinking, he was just spreading the relationship between Tan Yu and him, how could he be so gossip when he was idle?

Maybe it was the most annoying, but he laughed instead, and thought of irrelevant things: he now finally understood why Qiao Yun's temper was so bad when he was in a hurry to design, and sometimes it was really - I can't wait -

Now, he finally understands how impersonal his reaction was at that time, maybe logically she was doing it, but emotionally, this kind of turbulent and surging torrent that needs to be exited - she must have loved him very much, and was willing to come back and reconcile after the two of them quarreled so many times, but how much love could not resist such repeated see-sawing? She must also understand him very well, and her reaction to him became more and more desperate, so she resolutely said that she broke up at that time.

An eternal riddle, never thought that there could be a solution, the riddle that had become one of the regrets of life was suddenly solved, Qin Wei's breath was paused, he turned off the faucet, and stared blankly at himself in the mirror: Yes, how can there be a decision without reason in this world, all the incomprehension actually comes from arrogance and ignorance - why did Qiao Yun break up with him? The reason was too simple, she knew him too well, and her intuition had already seen through him. They are in love, but how does he know what despair is and what frustration is the one in the past? He can't understand her at all, her frustration is willful, collapse is not hard enough, he can't resonate with her on this side, only with the so-called cultivation and tolerance, but what she wants is not at all this is full of condescending patience, just like him now, full of dust, but he doesn't want to confide in an easy person, relatives and friends, they won't understand his loneliness-

He wiped his face, picked up his phone from the edge of the pool, and tried to make a call but paused: suddenly his past life became black history, his naivety was so complacent, and in retrospect, he felt terrible good about himself. What qualifications does he have to judge Qiao Yun's naïve willfulness? Obviously, her gaze is longer than his, and under her little temper, her intuition is clear and clear- In fact, she has always been right, at the time of graduation, she said that they were not suitable to be together, at the bedside of Shangri-La, she said that he didn't need a girlfriend like her, they each had too many things to do, and they couldn't be by their side at such a moment, or even talk to each other at any time, she was designing, the sudden sound might scare away the inspiration for hard thinking and meditation, and make him angry, he was filming, his free time every day was fluctuating, and he could never reply to messages in time.

Is she also anxious about design now? He fully understood her sense of insecurity, and dedicated a piece of himself to the world for others to comment, this is a kind of anxiety about self-esteem, he can imagine, but he doesn't know how to solve it, time and space are far separated from them, what Qiao Yun needs now is not actually a boyfriend like him.

From beginning to end, she was not wrong at all when she said the truth, it was all heartfelt golden and good words, no matter how naïve, arrogant, and self-righteous he was, she was always so sincere to him.

He typed a text message, but he couldn't keep it, not that he didn't want to apologize, but his emotions were too scattered to form words.

[I'm sorry]

【I miss you so much】

[Actually, you're right]

[But I still want to see you]

There are too many words, and the final message is endless, which is a bit weird, [The biggest shortcoming of people, is it that you can't control yourself?]

[No, can't, inappropriate, recognized the reality, but still wanted, can't stop]

Unexpectedly, the reply from that side came quickly, Qiao Yun hadn't started work yet? According to the schedule she sent last time, she should be working day and night to make sample clothes. [It's not.] The biggest disadvantage of people is that they want to, but they are not sure if they can go on. 】

[Why does it suddenly seem to have a big enlightenment?]

[Isn't the new character figuring out?]

Just a few words, all by guessing, actually guessed all right. Qin Wei covered his face and smiled, smiling and revealing his true feelings, [Yes, yes, yes. 】

"I really want to see you. 】

[I want to see you too]

[But I don't have time]

But they don't have time, B City is the home he wants to go back to, all his efforts are pushing himself to fly away, even if he goes back, she may not be there, they are like two trains that are staggered and go in opposite directions, the closer they are to their dreams, the farther away they are from each other. The thought is hanging in his heart, the understanding between life and death, but it has gradually blurred, at that moment he is willing to pay all the price, only to see her side, but this side is shelved more and more distant, her design is wrong, she has no time.

I want to be with a person, but I can't be together, there is no other person, there is no other reason, but fate does not allow, this is a slightly sweet and sour, especially bitter, thinking of her, no matter how bitter it is, it is a little sweet, no matter how sweet it is, it is also bitter, just like the light moon outside the window, from time to time, with thick dark clouds, his person sinks in the sofa, the soul lingers under the moon, stop and wait, look around blankly in the mist, looking for each other's backs.

At this moment, Qin Wei suddenly had a little Shao feeling, and he understood what it meant to be a romance and poetry soaked in blood on the knife bush.

At this moment, under the same round of the moon, Qiao Yun put down her mobile phone, turned page after page, and abandoned the entire Tai Chi series without hesitation, she seemed to have entered the realm of forgetting things and me, new designs swarmed at the tip of the pen, scrambling to leap out, the passage of time lost its meaning, the moon traveled to the middle of the sky, westward, sinking - when she stopped writing, she was in the deepest and deepest darkness before dawn.

Covering the sketchbook and taking a deep breath, she walked to the storeroom, unlocked and carried the boxes, found a black cloth bag from the deepest part of the furniture pile, and carried it to the studio.

"Hey-yo!" she gasped, struggling to move the fake to the side.

After hesitating for a moment, his fingers brushed the dusty zipper, as if he had a moment of awakening-

See, the biggest shortcoming of people is not that they recognize the reality, but still want to continue.

It's not that I want to continue, but I don't have the self-confidence.

But although he has no self-confidence, he can't help it, and he always holds a little bit of undying hope, anytime, anywhere, due to the change of circumstances, and rekindles.

The dawn appeared on the horizon, a ray of morning light shot into the window, and in the flying dust, Qiao Yun bit her lip, snorted, and opened the zipper. 166 Reading Network