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A tall woman wearing a long red puffer jacket stood on a large bridge with her head bowed. Her face was covered with rain and tears, her eyes were foggy, and she climbed the railing of the bridge with her hands and feet.

"Why, why did God do this to me, why did you leave me in the end, why did you hurt me like this, why did everyone want me.........!

"Why...... Why ......?" murmured intermittently, she looked at the deep dark water at the bottom of the bridge and stretched out a foot

"If there is an afterlife, we will never see each other again!" bang...... In the icy river, the surface of the water rippled in circles.........

It hurts, it hurts......

Lin Ziqing opened her eyes slowly, her head hurt, and she endured the dizziness after waking up, and looked at the surrounding scene. White roof, green wall, white sheets......

There is a smell of disinfectant water, like the smell of being in a hospital, could it be that I was rescued? But I feel something different, not like the facilities that hospitals have now.

"Qingqing, are you awake?How do you feel?Where is it uncomfortable?" A slightly familiar voice sounded, Lin Ziqing slowly rolled her eyes, and looked at the woman in front of her in a trance.

Lin Ziqing froze, looking at the woman in front of her who was about twenty-five or sixteen years old in a daze, her eyes were wide open, her body trembled slightly, her eyes were full of incredulity, and the palms in the quilt couldn't help clenching her fists, how could this woman look so much like her mother when she was young!

"Qingqing, what's wrong with you, child?" Seeing Lin Ziqing's froze, the woman's eyes were full of anxiety, "Qingqing, don't scare your mother!"

"Qingqing. Tan Liyun called her daughter anxiously, why was she stunned, did she break her brain?

"Mom. Lin Ziqing's eyes flashed with tears, a little incredulous, and she called softly.

"What's wrong? Don't cry. Tan Liyun reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her daughter's eyes, and asked distressedly, "Where is it uncomfortable?"

"Mom. Lin Ziqing called softly again

Tan Liyun hugged her daughter, distressed, gently touched her daughter's hand, and asked gently, "Qingqing, does your head hurt? Mom went to call the doctor" The daughter was crying, and her body must be very uncomfortable.

"Mom, what's wrong with me?", why is it in the hospital, I feel a pain in my left brain, I have a heavy gauze wrapped around my head, and how can my mother be there?

"Qingqing, you don't remember, you went to see your uncle's house building a house alone, and you were accidentally hit on the head by a brick falling from your uncle. ”

Hit it? hit it in the head...... Uncle, isn't this what happened when I was 6 years old? Lin Ziqing was like falling into a dream, raised his hand and wanted to pinch himself, hey, this hand ...... How did this hand become so small?

Tan Liyun saw that her daughter was stunned, and hurriedly touched her face, "What's wrong?" was shocked, it couldn't be a concussion, it was stupid, right?

"Ah, I'll call the doctor to take a look, Qingqing, you wait a while, I'll be back right away." Tan Liyun helped her pull the quilt up, and hurriedly ran out.

Lin Ziqing stretched out her hand and looked at it carefully, and looked at it for a long time, oh my God, could it be that she was actually reborn and returned to her childhood.

When she was a child, she went to her grandfather's house and was hit on the left side of her head by a brick dropped by her uncle, which frightened her mother and her mother.

She was six years old, and her mother took her and her two-year-old brother back to her grandfather's house one day.

One day in July, my mother took my younger brother to the orange orchard, and Lin Ziqing was bored by herself, so she ran out of her grandfather's house and went to see her uncle and their family building a house. I was hit unexpectedly.

After discovering it, several of her uncles dragged her to the county hospital with a board car, and the doctors shook their heads and refused to admit her, so they asked them to send it to the city as soon as possible, the county seat is not too far from the city, and the second uncle finally found a car to go to the city and sent it to the provincial military district general hospital, which saved Lin Ziqing's life.

Soon Tan Liyun came in with a female doctor wearing a white coat and a military uniform.

"Doctor, help me see what's wrong with my daughter!"

The female doctor handed Tan Liyun a comforting look, and then put her hand on Lin Ziqing's arm, she was silent for a moment, then changed her other hand, looked at her pupils, and was silent on the side, thinking carefully.

After a while, the doctor asked, "Kid, look at me, what is this?"

"Three"

"Does it hurt other than my head?" the doctor asked

"Nope"

"Doctor, how is my daughter?" Tan Liyun couldn't help but ask.

"Don't worry. ”

A voice came from the door: "Doctor Xu, the skull CT of the patient in bed No. 5 has been brought." ”

As she spoke, a nurse walked over and handed the film to Dr. Xu.

"How's it going?" Tan Liyun asked hurriedly

"The result is okay, you wait and carefully observe her physical reaction, and notify her in time if she has dizziness, vomiting or headache. “

"Okay, thank you, doctor!"

After the doctor left, Tan Liyun rubbed her daughter's little hand and said with concern, "Qingqing, you can sleep first, your father is still on the train, and he won't arrive at the hospital until tomorrow, don't be afraid, your mother will accompany you." ”

Father......

In his previous life, when Lin Ziqing was a sophomore, his father left him because of the deterioration of his condition, and it was also at that time that his temperament was a little depressed. The whole person was confused, and began to complain, so that although he went to college, he did not get a graduation certificate, and later he would run into walls everywhere in society.

Now when I heard that my father was coming, my eyes quickly reddened, and tears couldn't help but flow out.

"Why are you crying again, your dad will be here soon, Qingqing misses her dad, right?"

At this time, it takes three days and two nights to take the train from Fujian Province to Sichuan Province, and there are no ordinary people in the village who have installed telephones, so they can only go to the post office to send telegrams, and it seems that they have been in a coma for a long time. After Lin Ziqing knew that her father was already on the way, she couldn't wait to see him immediately.

Tan Liyun wiped away her tears with her hands and continued

"Tian Tian is at your second aunt's house, they help to take it, the doctor said that you can't eat anything now, first hit the hanging bottle, and then you can eat some after the doctor checks again, and your mother is here with you." ”

"Okay, Mom, I'm so tired and want to sleep. She needed space to sort out her thoughts, maybe it was a dream, maybe she woke up and went back to the way she was.

"Okay, well, go to sleep. ”

She lay motionless. But the brain was spinning. Thinking about how he was reborn, what happened to him in his previous life?

I also thought that although my parents at this time were often noisy, they had not yet reached the point of breaking up, my mother had not yet reached the point of despair of everything, and it was not yet a few years later that she and her younger brother were abandoned, and my mother left alone.

Can she change all this? Let her parents not go to the road of emotional breakdown, and not let herself lose the care of her parents? Don't let everything that happens later affect her future temperament with the breakdown of the family, and she has stumbled in life, and then embarked on the road of no return, since God has asked her to start over, can she change everything?