When Lin Ziqing came to her senses, she was already lying on the hospital bed, she thought that her husband finally turned around to find her and sent her, she looked at the ward, but there was no sign of him. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

It turned out that after she passed out on the ground, passers-by saw it and called the police and took her to the hospital. However, when she dialed through the contact "husband" in her mobile phone address book, it was turned off. I didn't find my parents or anything like that, and I checked her ID card, so I had to call the phone number of someone in the company.

After Lin Ziqing learned the news, she couldn't take care of her body, so she left the hospital in a hurry and took a taxi back to her cabin. The room was still as neat as that, she looked around and found that Ling Feng had only taken a backpack. Didn't bring anything else.

She sat alone at the head of the bed, calling over and over again, always saying "I'm sorry!

In despair, she collapsed on the bed in pain, tears streaming down her cheeks, and her eyes stared helplessly at the ceiling......

It's been a day and a night, Lin Ziqing didn't get a drop of water, her lips were chapped and peeling, she struggled to get up in a groggy state, and suddenly she thought of something, she squatted on the ground and pulled out a small lockbox of herself from under the bed, and turned out a cookie box from it.

After opening it, she searched and found a fixed deposit certificate for postal savings. The amount of 400,000 is shown above, which is automatically rolled over for a fixed period of five years, and it has been eleven years now.

This is, when she was packing up her father's belongings, she found the iron box, which contained a letter and this deposit slip, as well as some photos and keys.

This deposit slip is actually what Lin Ziqing's mother left for him after she was hospitalized for a heart attack. Lin Wenshan hated his wife all his life, and when Tan Liyun was dying, he didn't forgive her, maybe he just couldn't forgive himself.

Tan Liyun's matter and this deposit certificate, Lin Wenshan never told Lin Ziqing's sisters and brothers before his death. Even in the most difficult times, he didn't come up with the money. And after Lin Ziqing received this money, she didn't plan to use it, and hid it in an iron box all the time.

Lin Ziqing looked at the deposit slip in his hand, tears flowed down drop by drop, if he had taken out the money earlier and told him earlier, Ling Feng would not let go easily, he would not leave himself because of this, and he would not have lost his child......

She dialed Ling Feng's number on her mobile phone again, but she still couldn't get through, she sent a text message to his mobile phone, and waited for a day without receiving a message.

Life hadn't reached the point of despair, maybe he would come back after a few days of anger, maybe he would be happy knowing that she had the money in her hands.

They can buy a small house first, and if the current house price is now, they can pay most of the money to buy a house in this area, and take out a loan for the rest. Or, if you buy a smaller second-hand house, you may be able to add interest to the certificate of deposit.

Thinking of this, she felt a little energetic and cleaned herself up. She thought Ling Feng would be back in a few days. I still have a job and can support myself. Well. Come on!

Three days passed......

A week passed......

After a week off, she started to work at the company.

Seeing that half a month had passed, Lin Ziqing still couldn't contact Ling Feng.

Lin Ziqing's long-term depression made her have depression, which had disappeared for a long time in the past few years, and suddenly began to have seizures. Her mental condition began to deteriorate, she suffered from insomnia every day and night, lost weight, and woke up in the morning to find that the pillow was full of fallen hair and dried tears.

The company saw that her situation was not good, because she had to contact a large amount of cash every day and make statements, for fear that she would affect her work. It is recommended that she leave her job for a period of time, and if her physical and mental state improves in the future, she can apply to come back.

Lin Ziqing returned to her place and looked at the deserted room, after so many days, she didn't have the heart to cook and eat by herself at all, she dealt with it indiscriminately, she called again, and it was still the same cold and mechanical voice......

She finally sent a message to her phone: "I'm leaving, since you're all going to leave me, you don't want me anymore, then I'll disappear, are you satisfied? No one is pestering you anymore, you're relieved......"

She closed the tin box and cleaned up the house. The next morning, she sent the iron box back to her third uncle's house in her hometown by courier, leaving a letter to leave for her younger brother later.

After coming back, she changed into the long red down jacket that Ling Feng bought for her, and she lay on the bed and listened to a song......

At that time, you said that we were a match made in heaven, and then what happened to be tricked by time, now I am alone, when I sing this song I think of you again, I remember that year we were very happy, when I sang this song tears disobedient, only to find that you are the most irreplaceable, dear you are the most irreplaceable......

In the evening, she went out alone to take a walk around the community, and used to walk here. She began aimlessly walking around here and around the place.

It started to rain at midnight, and the cold rain hit her, and she didn't care at all, she walked out into the street alone, onto a bridge......

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It was cold, it was so cold, Lin Ziqing felt like she was lying in a deep water soaking, and a sad voice kept echoing in her ears

"If there is an afterlife, I don't want to live like this again, I will never see you again for the rest of my life!" If I don't see you...... "Then forget about it! Forget all the memories with him, forget everything, never have to think about it again......

She felt like she was wandering in a world of ambiguity, unable to move forward or backward, her body was cold, hot, and dizzy, and she wanted to open her eyes, but she couldn't...... She wanted to just leave it at that, and not wake up.

The small red cloth bag in his arms glowed red for a while, and then suddenly disappeared, turning into a red mark the size of a mung bean on his chest.

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"Ziqing, Qing, don't ...... No...... You're scaring me, aren't you? That's not you, it's not you......."

In a room in the compound of the Beijing Military Region, the boy lying on the bed muttered something intermittently, and the boy's eldest brother put his ear to his younger brother's mouth, too quiet to hear clearly.

"Wake up...... Xiao Feng, hurry up, it's past eleven o'clock, you went crazy with those bastards yesterday? What do you see you have become? Didn't you tell you not to mess with them, be careful that Dad knows, there is no good fruit for you to eat!" He woke up Ling Feng, who was still in a daze

"Wake up quickly! Okay, if you don't get up, I'll call Dad......"

Ling Feng shuddered suddenly, his head hurt as if it was about to crack, his drowsiness disappeared in a flash, and when he opened his eyes, he looked blankly at the 'young' eldest brother in front of him.

"Xiaofeng, get up quickly, it's noon soon!"

Hearing this somewhat green voice, I was in a trance again, I didn't know what it was like in my heart, as if something was wrong, yes, I dreamed, I have been dreaming all the time, all the same dreams, but I always can't see the appearance of the person in the dream......

He always had a vague eye on what he was like in his dreams, but he felt like a mature person...... Eldest brother...... What's wrong with the eldest brother, why can't I remember anything.

He patted his head, and in his dreams he was always calling a person's name, "Qing?" "What is Qing?" Alas, my head hurts so much, I don't want to think about it......