"I mean, it's still a little hard for you to get all of my psychology into mind. Pen%Fun%Pavilion www.biquge.info though I know you're very good. It's not too much for Feng Nai to tell me, and I don't really understand it. Hiro Ping scratched his head and said, "If it was you before, maybe you could." But after you abandon human emotions, you also lose the ability to understand human emotions. Although you have eyes that see through the hearts of others, you have no way to understand what others will think after they are in their hearts. Other people's thoughts are like mere data to you, and you can't infer future emotions from your current emotions......"

"I see. Sulfona nodded calmly, "It's like the weather forecast." ”

"Weather forecast?"

"We can observe the current weather, but we can't extrapolate the future weather. Although we know the current state of every molecule in the atmosphere, it is impossible to predict the future state of these molecules. "When possibilities and possibilities are superimposed, there is unpredictable chaos. No matter how carefully we look at the present, the future is chaotic for me. However, this chaos can be analyzed, suppressed to the extent that it does not affect my judgment. I've taken this into account for a long time, and it's actually feasible. But I still can't understand why my deduction failed. ”

"I think maybe you didn't think about yourself at all...... "I guess you're not thinking about yourself at all," he said.

"What does that mean?" said Sulfona, frowning.

"That's just speculation. Hirohei shrugged, "Do you know why Kazeno told me about you?"

"Why?"

She said it was simply because she was unhappy. Tsukehei couldn't help but laugh as he recalled the way Kazeno Tokizaki would cover her face with a parasol, "But I think she's worried about you too." I didn't notice it before, but Feng Nai seems to be a good boy too. ”

"I don't understand. Sulfona shook her head, "Is she upset with me, or is she sympathizing with me?"

"It's a bit of both. Specifically, it's too complicated. "Another example is Mitsuki." According to your expectations, what is the goal of Operation Mitsuki?"

"It should be for the happiness of living with my brother forever. ”

"But I asked her later. "She said she thought you were a lot like your grandma who had been bullying her, so her brain was completely out of control." I think he explained that you're a good person, but she doesn't believe it until now. ”

"Is that so......" Sulfura suddenly looked at Hiropei, the young man's eyes were piling up a lot of exhaustion, "You even found Mitsuki, it should be difficult to visit her." Why are you working so hard?"

"Because of you, of course. "He didn't feel shy at all.

However, Sulfona did not understand Hunpye's thoughts.

"I don't understand. Your behavior deviates from your original path and makes you less efficient at achieving happiness. Aren't you thinking about how you can live happily with your sister?"

"It may have been like that at first, but after meeting you, I want you to be happy even more. ”

"It's ridiculous. Sulfona shook her head, "I remember telling you a long time ago that I was already in a state of happiness. Furthermore, if you are all happy, I will also feel satisfied. ”

"But will we really be happy to see you suffer like this?"

"That's why I'm going to keep you away from me, so you can't see it?" said Sulfona, frowning, feeling that their conversation was like a parallel line that did not intersect, "if it is among the Happy Princes." The Happy Prince brushes his body with false gold paint so that the Swallow doesn't notice that the Happy Prince has nothing left. In this way, the swallows will migrate contentedly to the warmer south. The poor man was rescued, the swallow did not die, and the happy prince must have gone in peace. Isn't that everyone's happiness?"

"No, Sulfona, you're wrong. "When I was a child, the first time I read the fairy tale of the Happy Prince, I felt that the Happy Prince had done something wrong. He shouldn't have sacrificed himself to save her. None of the happiness that comes from sacrifice is true happiness. If you think about it, if the poor people saw the glorious image of the happy prince standing in the city, their hearts might also be infected and filled with positive emotions. I think they must have loved the Happy Prince, who is the symbol of the city. When the statue of the Happy Prince collapses, they will be sad. Is this happiness really happiness?"

“……”

"So, Sulfona, you're taking yourself too lightly. "You refuse to understand your own feelings, so you can't understand other people's feelings for you." I think that's the answer you're looking for. ”

"I see?" said Sulfona, biting her lip bitterly, "that's self-contradiction. Giving up emotions for the sake of everyone's happiness is why it can't achieve everyone's happiness. I myself created the trap to kill myself, and I myself set the countdown to self-destruction. Mr. Zohei, did you come to see my jokes? How stupid am I...... But it may not last long, and I'm about to collapse like the Happy Prince......"

He sat down and placed his hand on Sulfona's shoulder.

"I said, wouldn't it be nice to collapse like this?"

"What did you say?"

"I say, Ringo—no, Ringo. If the Happy Prince collapses because he donated his own gems, then the people who see him collapse can crowdfund for a new Happy Prince...... Why don't you trust us more?"

"But...... What's the point of such a thing?" Ringo shook his head, "I will give you happiness, and then you will give me happiness, and I will continue to destroy and then be reborn—this is still a loop of misunderstanding. When I am happy, you are less happy, and when you are happy, I am less happy. There is no way to achieve happiness for all. ”

"Ringo, I'm going to tell you, happiness is not a gem, and it can't be counted like you. "In poor families, the mother gives the apple to the son, the son gives the apple to the younger sister, and the younger sister gives the apple to the mother. These three people have only one apple, but they have three parts of happiness. I've always felt that Wilde was wrong and that happiness is never a gemstone. The Happy Prince sacrificed himself to save others, and never got true happiness. ”

"Really......" Lin Yi smiled emptily, "I think what you said makes sense. So how do you plan to recast me?"

"For this, I brought a man. ”

Lin Yi's eyes widened. At the end of the trail, a middle-aged man was cautiously walking towards it. He had silent, sad pupils, and half-white hair. Although he hesitated, his steps were firm.

“…… Ringo ......"

"Yes...... Father?" Ringo's body trembled and stood up, "Obviously never came to this cemetery?"

Mr. Kurata stood silently in front of Ringo, he had not dared to look at his daughter for a long time.

"What do you think is the happiness that your father is seeking?"

"It must be my mother, who has died. Whether it's when he's eating or painting, all he has in his eyes is his mother. Lin Ye sighed, "My existence has replaced my mother, so I have always wanted to help my father achieve happiness...... But ......"

But it failed. Ringo's father rejected Ringo at that time and developed a desire to commit suicide.

"So you're taking yourself too lightly. Huanping shook his head, "Your mother and your father met in junior high school and got married, and it was only about eight or nine years. But you spend nearly twice as much time with your father as you do. I think your father should care about you now, not your deceased mother. ”

“…… Is that so?"

Lin Yi looked at his father. Mr. Kurata choked in his throat.

"Do you know how your father feels right now?"

"What is it?"

"For a while, you actually thought about your daughter, and your father has always been very remorseful. Zhuoping sighed, "What makes him feel even more sad is that Lin Yi still treats him like before after that." He's feeling more and more guilty about you......"

Mr. Kurata walked up to Ringo and knelt down. He buried his head deep in the ground, muddy tears welling up.

"I'm sorry, Ringo. It's all my fault. When I was a child, I didn't pay much attention to you, I always thought about your mother. I'm sorry, Ringo. You don't feel like a substitute for your mother. You are unique. And I would do such a stupid thing, damn it...... I'm guilty, I'm damned, I'm guilty......"

The middle-aged man bowed his head and apologized with such self-esteem, and anyone who saw it might only feel pathetic.

Lin Yi glanced at his father. She grabbed Mr. Kurata by the collar and pulled his face up.

“…… Ringo?"

"I didn't expect there to be such a disgusting guy as you in the world!" Ringo glanced at Mr. Kurata's face with worm-like eyes that had grown next to the garbage heap, "disgusting." ”

Lin Yi slapped him hard. Mr. Kurata was dazed by the beating, his snot and tears were smeared, but he had already knelt down with his head bowed.

"Well played, Ringo. You played well. People like me deserve to die. You should die a few more times. I never had the face to see you before, but now I figured it out. I want to be who I am. Keep fighting, come and hit me......"

Mr. Kurata suddenly felt a warmth on his cheeks.

Lin Yi gave him a gentle kiss where he had been slapped before.

"But it can't be helped, you're still my father. Ringo pulled his father up and hugged him.

Lin ...... Ringo!"

"I'll forgive you this time, but there's no next time. ”

"Ringo!"

Lin Ye's own vision became blurred, but she smiled.

As it was, the last thing my father hoped for was that he could forgive him.