Chapter 21: Looping

Sulfona staggered down the early morning trail. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Dew drenched the hem of her dress, but Sulfona didn't notice it.

The fool who walks on the tower of reincarnation.

This is Sulfona's assessment of her current state. Among the "impossible paintings" that I saw in my father's studio when I was a child, there were often a few people walking on the Möbius Ring with heavy steps. They gasped and stared with stubborn but determined gaze on the road with no end in sight. Once upon a time, Sulfona used to laugh at these fools. They enclose their front to their rear, to bind their possibilities to their own possibilities. But now Sulfona has become one of the fools. Walking on the path of self-contradiction, but unable to get out of it.

What kind of torture is it to walk on the wrong foot? I know the consequences of this, but I can't avoid it at all. Look for all possible futures, only to see a worse ending. The inevitable fall and inevitable failure were like tenacious chains tightly wrapped around Sulfona's emaciated shoulders. It seems that there are some unattainable dreams in this world, like a mirror and a moon, a forbidden flower that tempts people to fall into bottomless deep water.

What went wrong?

Ever since she came into this world, Sulfona has understood her mission. Souls that were about to be frozen by the extreme cold of the universe were rejuvenated after rejoining this living society. At the same time, Sulfona also understands the rules of reincarnation. The end of the universe is the "root" of the beginning and end of life, and it is also the starting point of the mutual transformation of chaos and order. The end of the universe is also the base for the reproduction of living beings. In the vast ocean of planets, there is only a tiny possibility of giving birth to life. You can travel to several planets in an instant, but you may never be able to access the "realm" where humans exist. Once lost at the end of the universe, it was her blessing that she was able to encounter the "treasure" that achieved the equivalent exchange, and she was reborn by the power of miracles, and also committed the sin of the root. Every existence in this world has a certain number, and in order to resurrect, she forcibly took away the right of another woman to live. From this moment on, she was deeply in debt. Paying off these debts is her mission.

Sulfona has to make the people around her happy.

Everything was going pretty well. As a child, it is easy to walk into the blind spot of adult vision, even if it is a little girl, such a meager discourse can change a lot of things imperceptibly. Design a path to happiness for everyone, and don't let these routes interfere with each other. But the most difficult step was how to get people to act according to Sulfona's ideas. The good thing is that it's all quite natural. People have a desire for happiness in their nature, so Sulfona's prayers are not against people's hearts, and all people act as if they are being manipulated by Sulfona.

Skillfully inviting classmates to play and telling them about special activities around you can easily create a situation where two people are alone in the classroom. Boys and girls who have a hazy affection for each other can't help but collide with sparks in the empty classroom. If you complain to the teacher about the fan in the classroom at this time, you can let the teacher come to the classroom and break the environment. This will prevent the newborn couple from doing anything overboard. However, boys are playful and often take up too much of the girl's time, causing the girl's grades to decline. In this way, teachers and parents may be dissatisfied and forcibly dismantled. In order to stop this from happening, it is necessary to transfer the boy's parents to jobs so that the boy can change schools. At first, the girl and the boy kept in touch, but by chance in an accident, the girl's mobile phone was broken. Since then, the two have gone further and further. If they look back on it years later, it will be a good memory.

And Sulfona was standing in the distance, silently watching. She manipulated the couple's acquaintance, love, and caused the end of the relationship. And that's just a part of her day-to-day work. In a place where no one knows, Sulfona is working hard for the happiness of more people.

At the same time, Sulfona is constantly learning and optimizing herself. As I get older, I can influence more and more people. So there are more things that Sulfona needs to manipulate and calculate. She decided to get rid of the unnecessary things in her brain, the unnecessary things in her life. I don't need feelings, I don't have any selfish desires, I just work simply. Turning himself into a machine, like a weaver hovering in a vast web of relationships. If one sulfona is not enough, let many sulfona all work. Before she knew it, she had found the technique to divide her mind, which barely kept the net afloat.

However, something seems to have gone wrong.

All the details that can be pretended to be stupid and confused in the past were suddenly asked by the people around them. Individuals interested in the Sulfona itself began to emerge. However, the biggest problem stems from Sulfona's original plan. The girl who has usurped her biological mother, "Sulfona", decides to continue living as "Sulfona". The saddest thing about the loss of "Sulfona" is undoubtedly her husband, so Sulfur plans a small ceremony to become "Sulfona" again.

But it failed.

This was Sulfona's first defeat.

Obviously, if you continue to do it, you can get happiness, but the man gave up halfway. Sulfona couldn't understand why he suddenly looked at herself with irrepressible sadness. That look was even sadder than the way he suddenly looked into the distance when he was painting.

Incomprehensible. But Sulfona knew where her mistakes were. It must be that I have discarded some key things while constantly optimizing. It's like scientists are refining DNA. I thought it was a useless waste sequence, but after it was deleted, it would cause strange errors. Sulfona knew that she shouldn't underestimate the network built by human desires, but she couldn't help herself. She couldn't regain what she had lost, and she couldn't understand what she was wrong with. I can only keep going.

And then more and more errors were created.

The girl, Mitsuki, was supposed to continue to disguise herself in front of her favorite brother, and Sulfona actually advised her to do so, but she refused. And the man named Zoping also chased after him like a moth to a flame. Sulfona could have easily manipulated their desires and made them follow the script naturally. But in the strange place, something went wrong.

More and more details are being revealed, and the web that Sulfona has built is crumbling. What would be the impact if the city of hypocrisy, built on hundreds of lies, collapsed, and what kind of despair would those people experience if they understood what foundation their happiness was built on? Unable to go on, Sulfona alternated between 27 bundles of thought. They are generally terrified, looking forward to seeing how they will be defeated by broken lies.

In the distance, I don't know who is telling the fairy tale of "The Happy Prince" in a sad tone. The Happy Prince is adorned with gems, and he may be the one who has the most "happiness" before and after his death. If the Prince of Happiness wants to give his "happiness" to all people, what should he do? If he gives too much happiness to one person, it is another kind of misfortune for others. Therefore, the happy prince should give away his "happiness" absolutely fairly. But like Sulfona, the Happy Prince's calculations went wrong. If less happiness is given to a person, it must be made up. If one more happiness is given, then more happiness must be based on all others. The Happy Prince began to distribute his happiness and make up for his mistakes. However, when it is made up, it will cause new faults, and when it is made up for new faults, it will also cause faults. Everything is wrong, everything is wrong.

So, it collapsed.

The shattered web tightly bound Sulfona and kept her in the Klein bottle, unable to leave. She searched for her place in a daze, but she couldn't find even a place to rest for a while. If he returned home, it would make my father restless. If you go to a café you frequent, you may meet Mr. Shohei who is pestering you. I thought I might be able to take refuge with a girl named Tokitsuki Kazeno, but she may have become quite disgusted with herself. Even if it is a person who is bent on death, it is Sulfona's responsibility to give them happiness.

Before she knew it, Sulfura had come to a familiar place. That was the end of Namona's existence. Sulfona sat quietly on the grass and looked out from afar. It may also be the place where it will end. The breeze blows, and patches of dry leaves fall from the books. The mournful rustle of falling leaves on the ground seems to be the finale of Sulfona's stupid life that has been beaten by difficulties.

Then, in the gap between the fallen leaves, she saw an emaciated young man in a black coat. Her eyes widened.

"How could it be ......?"

"I couldn't find you for days, so I asked an acquaintance at the police station to investigate. He looked at Sina and smiled, "Today is your birthday, and it's also your mother's death day." So I thought if I were in this cemetery, I might find you. ”

"No ......"

Sulfona shook her head, she wasn't just confused by the matter. Originally, he shouldn't have had a relationship with Sulfona again. Because their fate has been cut off by Sulfona herself. The human connection is fragile. It's clear that they're good friends, but as long as they're separated because of physical estrangement, they can't help but feel alienated. Even if you have a mobile phone, a letter or something else to make up for it, it is difficult to find the lost fate.

According to Sulfona's deduction, he should have stayed at home depressed. And Sulfona didn't think that Zopyeong would find so much information about herself in just a few days. Someone must have helped him. There aren't many acquaintances with the same two people, and although Mr. Police helped him, it may be difficult for him to think of going to him. If we do a simple elimination method, the only candidate has already been determined.

“…… Is it Tokitsuki?"

"Sure enough, you're smart. I guessed it was her at once. ”

"I didn't expect her to get involved in this matter...... Doesn't that make it seem like I'm even more abnormal than her existence?"

Sulfona pursed her lips bitterly. As a troubadour wandering in the dark fairy tale of the night, the wind dressed as a dead man should avoid contact with humans. The living dead will not be involved in the lives of others, but will silently watch and say the words of the end in advance, bringing eternal relief to the unfortunate girl who is struggling on the verge of death. But what Kazeno is doing now is a complete departure from her creed.

She's trying to save Sulfona.

"I don't know what went wrong. The wind ruffled Sulfona's black hair, which floated like a cobweb, "Why are you all out of control?" You shouldn't come to me again, and Kazeno shouldn't talk so much, it seems like you're all of a sudden no longer yourself......"

Not only that, but Shohei's sister Mitsuki and Sulfona's father - neither of them acted as Sulfur had expected. Failure after failure is enough to make a successful person completely lose confidence. But fortunately, Sulfur has already erased her humble emotions and will not lose confidence.

It can still work.

But on the contrary, she has also lost the most basic mechanism for human beings to protect themselves. Failure after failure makes her like a machine with more and more serious mistakes, and she will surely go on the wrong path until the end of despair. This is the fool who walks on the tower of reincarnation. When the jewel on the Happy Prince is completely gone, it is the end of his disappearance.