"Am I not good at anything?"

A few days ago, the prince had truly witnessed Shen Nan's death for the first time, and now he finally spoke after two days of not eating or drinking, but her expression was the same as her heart, a cold desolation.

"Don't be too upset. ”

There were only two people in the dormitory, Xue Bao and her, who had been looking at the book, saw that she finally spoke, put down the textbook and stood up, walked to the prince's bed with a bottle of mineral water, and put the water bottle directly in front of her.

"Drink some water. ”

The prince, who was lying on his side, slowly took the bottle of mineral water in his hand and clenched it tightly in his hand, but he did not mean to drink it.

"He promised me that I wouldn't drive to school. ”

The prince laughed miserably, she only had one day to convince Shen Nan not to touch the car whose brakes failed, in the past cycles, she had not been trusted at all, and naturally she could not change Shen Nan's death.

This time, she thought she had a good method, but it was useless, even if she tried her best to become friends with Shen Nan within a day, and asked the other party not to drive the next day under the pretense that she would be able to look at it...... This is the method she finally came up with after thinking about it for several "weeks", this time it finally had a different result from the previous reincarnations, this time - she witnessed Shen Nan's death.

She should have known that a solution that a waste came up with, how could it be a good solution?

At the beginning, she "helped" Lu Yin, Bai Li'an, Han Zi, Tu Haohao, and Xue Bao...... Everyone she tried many times to "succeed", she also collapsed, gave up, and "cleared" as a game to push the map, but Shen Nan's thing was different, he died.

Originally died in a place she couldn't see, but now she died in front of her eyes.

What does it feel like to watch a living person die?

Coming again and again, the prince's heart became a little stronger, she fainted directly when she saw Bai Lian being disfigured, and now she witnessed Shen Nan's death, and she was able to hold her body back to the dormitory.

And then it completely collapsed.

The prince's big dark eyes looked at Xue Bao without blinking, and it took a long, long time before he finally said, "I really envy you, you can do whatever you want." ”

"Me?"

Xue Bao pointed at himself and smiled.

"If it weren't for your reminder, my paper would have become someone else's yesterday, and I don't know what I could do then. ”

You will scold the principal for letting the school corrupt and drop out.

Knowing the fork of Xue Bao's fate in these seven days, the prince let out a long sigh.

She felt that she was old, that she had done nothing, that she had gained nothing, that only these seven days of repetition had prevented her from leaving any meaningful trace in the lives of others.

I let myself be tied to a corner of time, self-righteously mastered all the rules and details, thought that I had rearranged my life, in fact, everything was empty, as long as I was a little different, as long as I let my tentacles reach out into the outside world, I would find myself a cowardly and incompetent waste - this is the life that made me watch myself grow old.

Thinking of this, the prince's expression darkened little by little more than ever.

"Xue Bao, do you think I'm particularly useless?"

Xue Bao, who was not used to lying, looked at her and didn't speak, but expressed everything with her eyes.

Today, the prince wanted to say something, and in those past times, she thought Xue Bao was still trustworthy.

"I used to think that I wasn't useless, but I was too lazy to care, and I was still thinking about ...... If I am diligent, I will be able to do as much as I can. ”

"Well...... Textbooks say that practice is the only criterion for testing truth. Theories that have not been verified in practice are just fantasies."

The prince's expression was stunned, and her chest was thrust heavily by Xue Bao.

"Later, I felt like I was a real waste, I couldn't do almost anything well at once, and every time I did something, I thought a lot about what I would do if I failed, what if I thought about what others looked down on me, what should I do if others ignored me......"

She didn't know how to go on, and dissecting her pathetic to others made the prince feel even more pathetic.

"If you think too much and do too little, you will be wasted. ”

Xue Bao simply pulled out the stool under the desk and sat down.

She looked at the prince, and the prince looked at her, and the two men who were not good at talking to each other looked at each other.

Finally, it was the prince who spoke first.

"What would you do if you had only one week of repetition in your life?"

"I, I'll go to the library and read all the books I want to read, go to every place I want to go, and meet everyone I want to meet......"

After a short period of thought, Xue Bao spoke very seriously about his plan.

"But, no matter what you do, the week will pass, and when you close your eyes on Sunday night, everything will be back to the same on Monday morning. ”

"It was a new day, too. Xue Bao looked at the prince and said in her usual unwavering tone, "Even if others don't have memories, I have." I still have experiences, I still have growth...... I have a confident self that will be better than the day before. ”

A better, better version of yourself?

"Of course, I can't be an ordinary sample, because my need for affection is lower than others, which probably has something to do with the fact that I grew up reading books alone when I was a child. ”

The prince sat up slowly, looking at Xue Bao with a flat expression, and his eyes gradually turned red.

"But I can't find a better version of myself, I fail every day, I fail every time, I succeed once in a while and I will be beaten back to the original point, and in the end I am empty-handed...... When I put in a lot of effort to do something well, I find myself ridiculous and stupid......"

A tear flowed from the prince's eyes, and she wiped it casually with her hair, and her voice was full of tears.

"It's better to do it than not to do it. Xue Bao interrupted the prince's crying.

Her next sentence made the prince so frightened that he couldn't cry.

"So, you've been stuck for seven days? Close your eyes on a Sunday night one week, and open them again on Monday of that week?"

Ga?

The prince looked at Xue Bao dumbfounded, wanting to justify something, shaking his mouth, unable to say anything.

"Test it out and find out. Xue Bao stood up and leaned on the bed railing and looked at the prince, "What did you eat last Sunday night?"

The prince immediately began to think about that long-ago "past".

"If I didn't guess right, you should have refuted me right away, instead of really trying to answer and trying to prove that you weren't. ”

Xue Bao picked his glasses with his fingers, and fell into the prince's frightened eyes like a fierce monster.

"Cut! Okay!" Guan Jing clapped her hands and signaled that the filming of this scene was over.

The whole crew immediately began to applaud and cheered.

This is not because of how successful this scene was, but after filming this scene, the filming of "The Prince's Seven Diaries" will come to an end last year. Everyone has to take annual leave, from the twenty-eighth day of the lunar month to the fifth day of the first month, and resume normal work on the sixth day of the first month, and then the filming of the entire online drama will be over around the twentieth day of the first month.

"I wish you all the best in the new year in advance, and our crew will go smoothly. Guan Jing blessed everyone in the crew with juice instead of wine, and also blessed the entire crew.

She is rigorous by nature, she doesn't like to say anything exaggerated, and she wants to say how the ratings are, so she remembered that she was filming an online drama, and simply said the most real, needless to say, those good wishes needless to say, it is enough to recite silently in her heart, at least from her perspective in the industry, the online drama "The Prince's Seven Diaries" is not much worse.

After lunch, Chi Chi said goodbye to everyone and took Jiang Xing'er and Meng Ping back to the capital together.

Chi Chi naturally declined all the party activities as usual, but just recorded a video of three or four New Year's greetings, and asked Dou Baojia to give those xx TV, xx satellite TV, and xx international channel, which was her only face-brushing activity during the New Year.

That's it, she is still idle during the Spring Festival this year, the evening of the 28th of the lunar month is the premiere of "Feng Kitchen", and on the 29th of the lunar month, she wants to participate in a movie talk show, at this time last year, she was still a newcomer in the film industry with good luck, this year, she has become a "leader of the new generation of Chinese films" There are awards and box office, no matter how much she wants to hide from the leisure, the media will not let her go anyway.

Jiang Xinger was stuffed by Dou Baojia into the New Year event for college students jointly organized by colleges and universities in Beijing, and Meng Ping was going to be a guest at a party.

"They don't have such a high starting point as you, so they naturally have to come to a little bit of everything, brush their faces more before the release of the online drama, and if the results of the online drama are good in the future, they will have something to fry if they want to. ”

Dou Baojia was afraid that Chi Chi, who was protecting the calf, would be angry, and specially explained to Chi Chi that he didn't want to make the two newcomers tired during the New Year.

said that he was a newcomer, Jiang Xinger was 22 and Meng Ping was 20, both of whom were older than Chi Chi, Jiang Xinger had been in the industry for four or five years, and compared with her, Chi Chi was a real newcomer.

"I know. ”

Chi Chi can fully understand Dou Baojia's approach, everyone has their own ambitions, she can't deny other people's ideas and routines just because her path is going well.

Spring goes to spring and spring returns for another year.

When Chi Chi was alone, she thought about her year, and felt that this year passed too quickly, she seemed to have just started her addiction to filming, and this year passed again, and in the next year, she would meet more people, more scenery, more scripts, and more roles......

Just like Xue Bao said to the prince.

"Having a confident self will be better than before. ”

At the premiere of Feng Kitchen, Hua Jin made Chi Chi wear the men's clothes with oriental elements in the season.

The short hair was groomed again, the sides were as neat as a manicured lawn, and the slightly longer hair from the top of the head to the front was all fixed back with hairspray.

Looking at Chi Chi, whose facial contours were exceptionally clear and clear after changing his hairstyle, Hua Jin covered his mouth and snickered.

"Oh, if you look at me like that, I'm going to bend!"

Yu Yuan, who was waiting on the side, glanced at Hua Jin, and she felt as if she had blurred the gender of this makeup artist.

If she is a woman, it can be said that she was bent by Chi Chishuai, but he is a man, how can he be bent by a woman...... What about bending?

In the gap between the tangled fate, Hua Jin has already begun to put on makeup for Chi Chi, highlighting the edges and corners of Chi Chi's face with contouring powder, and then thickening Chi Chi's eyebrows with eyebrow powder...... Chi Chi, who changed into a royal blue men's suit, wore men's leather shoes and stood in front of the mirror, and he was a handsome guy.

"The contours of the eyes have been moderately deepened, and the tails of the eyes have been highlighted...... Oh my God, I really feel like I'm going to faint!"

Hua Jin took out his mobile phone and brought his face pinched out of white flour in front of Chi Chi to take a few photos, and then held the mobile phone and began to laugh.

Chi Chi shook his head and turned to look at Yu Yuan helplessly: "What time is it?"

"......" Yu Yuan's face, who was seen by Chi Chi like this, suddenly turned red, and it took a few seconds to look at his mobile phone, "Also, there is still half an hour to go." ”

"Oh......" Chi Chi looked in the mirror for a while, and asked Yu Yuan to take a photo of himself bowing his hands to the New Year.

"Well, so I don't have to make another mess during the New Year. Looking at his handsome image, Chi Chi was very satisfied.

Hua Jin shook his head, other artists wish they were beautiful every day, this is good, let her put on makeup, take pictures, do publicity, it's the same as being punished.

At half past five in the evening, Chi Chi bathed in the light of the magnesium lamps and waited for the group of chefs who came to see the premiere, the chef industry was the busiest time, they were all the big bosses and even the bosses of various hotels, if they left at this time, their men would have to ensure that their trouser legs were lost.

Therefore, there are only a few representatives of the culinary advisory group of dozens of chefs, and even the Shen family is not here, Chef Shen and Boss Su as an investor, as well as Boss Su's two children.

"When I'm here, my brother has to do two jobs, and I think it's worth it. Looking at Chi Chi, who was dressed as a man, Chef Shen's eyes lit up, he took the girl's arm, and walked very ladylikely, and the two of them walked on the red carpet, quite a bit of love for each other.

"I have my junior brothers and nephews in charge of the Jinlou, my apprentices in the gluttonous building, and my brother in the old restaurant...... I guess they're not going to die today. ”

Chef Shen smiled, she didn't care about what she took pictures or flashes, she always said whatever she wanted, and did whatever she wanted, and now walking on the red carpet, she also tried to raise her hand to pinch Chi Chi's face.

They were followed by energetic chefs, these people didn't even know any of the old fritters reporters who were used to the entertainment industry, but if they could let Chi Chi accompany them like this, they just had to follow and take pictures.

Men's Chi Chi will definitely occupy the last entertainment headlines of this lunar year.

In the hall of Dongyue Tower, there were 66 tables of feasts, and there would be eight small plates and eight hot dishes on each table...... Make sure everyone eats hearty.

Of course, there are no yet, out of the bad taste of the organizers, in front of everyone in front of them is only the "dishes" carved with ingredients.

No one said any nonsense, the host chattered casually, and the movie began.

Empty alley, cold moon, a wail......

The girl didn't want to be 'married' to her demented cousin by her parents, and wanted to be a 'self-combing girl', but she was finally dragged back by her parents.

The girl's desperate cries and accusations did not attract anyone's pity, and in the end, she had no choice but to bang her head against the wall.

The moviegoers were all standing in the girl's point of view, hearing a creak, watching a wooden door open and a man dressed in white paced out.

The man was handsome and upright, and there was a hint of pity in his eyes when he looked at the girl.

The soft-hearted audience breathed a sigh of relief, the picture just now was too thick and tragic, and now this girl with a hard life has been rescued.

This scholar's name is Guan Jincheng, he is a well-known person, his mother died last year, and now he is worried at home.

This kind scholar took out the money to the girl's parents and took in the girl, who didn't even have a name.

The neatly packed girl wore a light cyan jacket, revealing a rather delicate appearance, her expression was a little hesitant and a little admiration, when she raised her eyebrows and looked at Guan Jincheng, the audience realized that this girl was actually Chi Chi.

Oh yes, the starring role of this movie is Chi Chi.

The weak and poor girl just now really didn't look like Chi Chi, some people just thought that Chi Chi should be a heroine who suddenly came down from the sky to save people from fire and water, but now that I think about it, it is because I was limited by Shen Jiu's image.

Guan Jincheng is a good person, and he was quite touched by this girl's stubbornness at the beginning, and he cared a little more about this girl.

The girl is indeed clumsy, and she can't even sew clothes, but she is quite talented in cooking, and the soup and water stewed for Guan Jincheng make people smell a delicious breath with heat across the big screen.

That day, Guan Jincheng suddenly had a whim, taught this girl to read and write, and gave her a name, Wenxin.

Wenxin, who has a name, becomes more and more cheerful day by day, she is becoming more and more vivid, and she has more and more youthful and beautiful temperament. Maybe it was the eye contact when teaching Wen and Xi characters, or maybe it was the inadvertent touch when serving soup and water, Guan Jincheng fell in love with Wenxin, and Wenxin also fell in love with Guan Jincheng.

This small courtyard is cut off from all the ups and downs outside, and their lives begin to become sticky and sweet.

At this time, Guan Jincheng was reported by the local county order, saying that he was related to the reformers, and casually took out a few pieces of paper with foreign characters from the Guan family's study, and Guan Jincheng was convicted, deprived of his fame, and exiled to the northwest.

The little happiness that Wen Xin had just now completely collapsed.

Hiding alone in the empty Guan family's house, Wen Xin found a letter that could prove Guan Jincheng's "innocence" in the mess.

Thinking of the complaints she heard in the storytelling paragraphs when Guan Jincheng took her out, Wen Xin set foot on the road to the capital.

She didn't know what kind of suffering she would experience and what kind of world she would see, but she plunged into the rolling torrent of this era without hesitation for Guan Jincheng.

The heavy rain in the Jiangbei area lasted for several days, and Wen Xin, who was not deeply involved in the world, did not know what this heavy rain meant, and when she noticed that something was wrong, she had become a piece of "rice meat" in the eyes of the homeless.

This episode shocked everyone's hearts, Wen Xin, who didn't want to die, crawled back from the brink of death again and again, and almost fell into the abyss again and again, when she chose to be a man in order to survive, people could see the pain and determination in her eyes at that moment.

To live, just want to live.

One reporter slowly rubbed his chest and sighed.

Director Kang Yan's picture can shoot the sunshine and beaches of the West with the thickness of an oil painting, but when filming this painful history, his picture becomes thinner, and it is this lightness that shows more and more the color of the character of Wen Xin.

There was a trembling agility in every subtle expression and look in her eyes.

She longs for life, she is afraid of death, she rightfully desires to live, she rightly fears death, her body is so weak, but her will is little by little stronger in the struggle between life and death.

When Chef Shen appeared, a young girl at the scene exclaimed, the handsome and handsome uncle has a sense of security that makes people feel uneasy, maybe he is usually only praised for being handsome, but now because Wenxin has reached the verge of collapse, his appearance makes everyone have a feeling of being saved.

Wen Xin, who changed her name to Chen Liu, became Chef Shen's apprentice, and she followed this group of famous chefs who went to Beijing to serve dishes to the capital after several twists and turns, only to find that the beautiful capital of the heavenly court in her dream had also changed, and the queen mother and the emperor ran away.

A group of people began to work hard in the capital to survive, and these chefs all had a wonderful kung fu of harmonizing the five flavors, and Wenxin continued to grow and learn among them.

But all the spectators outside the play felt uncomfortable, Wen Xin's experience made them accumulate a fire in their hearts, and if this fire didn't come out, they would all feel pain.

exchanged the love token sent by Guan Jincheng for food, but the food was taken away again, and the person who had given up his gender finally broke out, she and the person rolled and fought on the ground, and finally snatched back her food.

When she replied to the shopkeeper with a hippie smile, she raised her head and said that her name was Chen Fengchu.

Some people couldn't help but applaud.

This fire really burned out, and everyone who burned it began to have expectations for the future of "Chen Fengchu" that she would get better.

If in the stage of "Wenxin", this person was still an ignorant larva, and when he shaved his hair and became "Chen Liu", this person was just beginning to decide to change, then now, the appearance of "Chen Fengchu" is as beautiful as breaking out of the cocoon and becoming a butterfly.

After that, the plot of the movie turned to a relatively smooth and soft rhythm, and Kang Yan used his film to show everyone a picture of a society that was about to die in the old era, with foreigners swaggering through the city, servants squatting in the corners of the walls and smoking soil, civilians in pain to survive, and powerful people who still sang and danced......

This is an era that makes people not know how to face tomorrow, in the Jinlou, Chen Fengchu opened her eyes and saw this era, she felt a great pain, this pain is no longer from her dying love, nor from her thoughts about Guan Jincheng, but from a human individual's questions about the world.

Who am I, where do I come from, and where am I going? In this age when people are inferior to animals, in this era when the emperor and the queen mother have no dignity, how can I live like a "human being"?

Fortunately, the chefs of the Jinlou soothed Chen Fengchu's restless soul with their steaming, frying, cooking and stir-frying, and in the color and aroma of those meals, she clenched her kitchen knife, and her cooking skills could make her live and live.

The film also completely turned to another style of painting at this time...... 166 Reading Network