Chapter 1355: All these years, I and his inner demons
I was silent for a while, and then said softly: "I think these things can't escape the eyes of His Majesty, and His Majesty should have known about it a long time ago." Since I already knew that I hadn't done anything, what was there to fear now? β
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For some reason, this sentence seemed to please him, and his gaze softened a lot, but he still stared at me.
After a moment, he said, "You finally remember what I said." β
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I looked up at him.
The air in the dormitory was still a little cold, but his gaze was so hot that it almost ignited the air around him, and I bowed my head in silence.
But he seemed to refuse to let go, bent down slightly to look at me, and when he couldn't see my eyes, he looked at my eyelashes and asked, "What I said, you say it again." β
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"I want you to say it!"
I sighed lightly, "It won't hurt me." β
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"Your Majesty said, it won't hurt me."
This time, a smile finally appeared on his face.
My whole person is still a little trance, after all, after knowing my life experience, I have too much to think about and worry about, but now I am entangled in this matter, which makes me a little overwhelmed. I raised my head to look at him and said seriously: "Your Majesty will not hurt me, so what will your Majesty do to me?" β
His smile slowly retracted.
After all, at this moment, whether to hurt or not to hurt is just a trivial matter, and how to face my identity is the most important thing at the moment.
He looked at me: "Now that you know everything, what are you going to do?" β
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It seems that I am the same as him, so cautious that no one will take this step first.
But, someone has to take a step.
I turned my head and glanced at the wonderful words beside me, she slept peacefully, probably for her, no matter what, she would never imagine what her father and mother were going through, and what she had experienced, no matter what happened to me and Pei Yuanhao, I hope that she will be smooth sailing in the future, and there will be no more twists and turns.
I whispered, "Let's go out and talk." β
He looked at me, "Okay." β
So, I got up and walked out slowly, from the inner room to the outer hall, the road was not far, but the layers of draperies, and the beaded curtains that I had reached out to open, swayed, making a small sound that made every step of my walk so heavy and so slow.
And he, who didn't seem to be in a hurry, just followed me, but two or three paces away, I could hear his footsteps, I could hear his breathing, and even knew that he could grab me as soon as he stretched out his hand.
While walking through the layers of veils, I said softly: "I, I have been doing Yan Qingqing for more than 30 years, good and bad, noble and low, I have experienced it, and now, My Majesty has let me know my life experience, but this life experience is already in the past, it will not let me change my mind, it will only make me firm and do better." β
His gaze looked at me intently: "What is better?" β
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I didn't answer immediately, nor did I look back, but I thought about it in silence for a long time before I said slowly: "My grandfather did not use the power in his hands to make the people live a better life, but instead expropriated and extorted for his own selfish desires, causing the people to suffer a lot. Such suffering cannot be continued, nor should it be continued. β
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"If there is a person who can change the appearance of the world, at the very least, respect the desire of the people to liveβ"
I slowly looked back at him and said solemnly, "I'll help him." β
Pei Yuanhao's gaze suddenly became solemn.
I even heard his breathing stop at this moment, and he looked at me so deeply, his eyes were sharp and keen, as if he wanted to see through my body and soul at once, and after a long time, I heard his voice slightly astringent: "What you said, is it all true?" β
I nodded calmly.
At this moment, he breathed a long sigh of relief.
Probably, he didn't expect me to take this step first, and really said these words to him, he didn't speak immediately, but I clearly heard his disordered breathing and stopping, and after a long time, I saw his eyes flickering slightly, with a kind of long-lasting joy, and suddenly came to me.
As soon as he stretched out his hand, he grabbed my hand.
"Light."
I frowned slightly, but I didn't immediately withdraw my hand, just let him hold it. I was unexpectedly calm, and so was he, but the hand holding my hand was straining slightly.
He said, "You know, no one, whoever they say to me, I won't believe it. Anyone who is in your current identity and position, I will definitely not let it go lightly. β
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"But, I believe in you!"
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I looked up at him, looked at those deep, bottomless eyes, was silent for a long time, and smiled faintly.
He smiled too.
I think this is probably the demon that I have been with him for so many years.
I can't fully believe him, and he can't trust one person 100%, not to mention that this person is me, the eldest lady of the Xichuan Yan family, and now, she is the daughter of the princess of Zhenguo, an orphan of the previous dynasty.
But he said he believed me.
It wasn't too surprising, but I didn't expect him to say these things to me.
I said softly, "Thank you, Your Majesty." β
At this time, I felt the touch on my hand become heavier, he held my hand tighter, slightly hard but trying to control it, even every breath was suppressed, I raised my head and met those dark black eyes, he looked at me deeply: "I don't want you to thank you. β
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I felt that I had the courage to face a qiΔ at this moment, but looking at his focused eyes, as if he wanted to capture the soul of the person in front of me, I couldn't help but withdraw my hand, and subconsciously took a step back, but he stepped forward and buckled me to the door between the inner room and the outer hall.
The soft veil immediately wrapped around my body, and I hurriedly waved away the clouds that separated me, but he grabbed my wrist again and clasped it top of my head.
My breath suddenly tightened: "Your Majesty! β
"I don't want you to thank you." He looked down at me through the veil, his eyes were obviously as sharp as a knife, but at this moment he seemed a little confused, even confused, and when he spoke, his voice was also a little dreamy.
"I'm going to ask for you."
After speaking, he slowly lowered his head and slowly kissed my lips through the thin veil like cicada wings.