"I want you. ”

After speaking, he slowly lowered his head and slowly kissed my lips through the thin veil like cicada wings.

I watched as he closed his eyes almost in fascination, and the hot breath and hot lips ironed together, as if to pull me into the flames that burned his soul and reason.

He kissed me lingeringly, unpassionately.

But the next moment, I saw those eyes that were close at hand open and look at me.

Those eyes reflected my appearance - through a transparent veil, a pale face that could not be concealed at all, empty eyes, some cold breath lingering around me, as if a layer of frost had condensed, so I made him a little flustered all of a sudden, even a little panicked, and as if unwilling, he clasped my hand that no longer struggled to resist, and pressed my body, as if to oppress me so that I could not breathe and think.

His lips were kissed down again.

My lips and breath immediately fell, and I was crushed and bitten by him hard, and I didn't even let go of the tip of my tongue, and it hurt to be sucked, but even so, my breathing was not messy, and even the lip flap that was already swollen and numb from being tortured did not heat up at all, just looked at him so calmly and coldly.

Finally, a trace of anger rose in his eyes, and he couldn't control his strength at once, and I heard a small sound of "z" on my lips.

Tingling, all over the body at once.

He bit her lip.

The tip of my tongue immediately tasted a hint of saltiness, and the bloody breath spread in my mouth at once, and the original charm was dispelled away by this bloody breath, and I was as awake as ever, and his breathing suddenly became cold.

His gaze also froze.

The cold gaze looked at me, and he didn't have time to discern the anger and cruelty inside, but he felt his hand slowly let go of me, and the strong and hot body that was clinging to my body slowly retreated.

Finally, I found my breath.

I was still the same as when I had just received his kiss, calm and indifferent, slowly lowering my head, I couldn't see what my injured lips looked like, but I could see the soft veil covering my face gently blowing by his breath, and a ball of blood red was slowly dyeing away.

Is it my blood? or his blood?

I subconsciously wanted to touch my lips with the hand that had been freed from his shackles, and as soon as my fingertips touched it, there was a hot sensation that made me shudder.

And his voice also sounded coldly at this moment-

"What do you mean?"

“……”

"Say!"

He didn't get angry, he didn't even roar, but the voice that was so low that it seemed to come out of his chest made me feel his breakdown, and just now, when he kissed me like that, I didn't resist and struggle, I didn't retreat and refuse, not even the slightest movement.

There was no reaction at all.

No matter how much he kissed me, how much he lingered, my lips and breath were cold.

This is what makes him most uneasy.

His eyes were fixed on me, as if they were going to turn into nails to keep me in his eyes forever, imprisoned in his confines, although at the moment, he did not touch me at all.

I took a deep breath and finally said softly, "Your Majesty forgives me." ”

“……”

"Neither my background nor my identity have made me change my mind, in fact, no one can make me change my mind unless I am myself. Over the years, I haven't changed, no matter what happens, as long as it's good, I'll do my best, if it's bad, I'll try my best to stop it, this is my belief that I haven't changed since I was born. ”

“……”

However, although my mind has not changed, my heart has already changed. ”

His pupils contracted suddenly, and he couldn't see the reflection of me in his eyes for a moment, only feeling his breathing and heartbeat stop at this moment.

His voice trembled slightly: "What do you mean when you say that your heart has already changed?" ”

I looked him in the eye and said slowly, "That's it...... I changed my mind. ”

“……”

His breathing suddenly became chaotic, and his eyes, along with it, seemed to be swept into a chaotic whirlpool, and I saw his panicked expression for the first time, looking at me, and looking around in confusion, and when he looked at me again, his eyes were already bloodshot and red.

He gritted his teeth: "What did you say?

I had the illusion that I was facing a trapped beast that was cornered, and maybe the next moment he would pounce on me and bite my throat, but at this moment, I was calmer and more indifferent than ever, looking at my eyes that were already red, and slowly said, "Yes, I have changed my mind." ”

At this moment, I seemed to hear Pei Yuanhao's heart sinking fiercely.

However, I heard my heartbeat finally calm down.

I, at last, spoke up.

The person I once loved, now, I don't love anymore.

I thought that I would not dare to say or say anything in my life, but I could finally tell him clearly and clearly.

It turns out that it is not difficult.

I changed my mind, and when I saw him again, I was afraid, afraid, confused, all my feelings were entangled, I thought I hated, and I did hate him, but in the end, even I didn't understand what it was like, until this moment, when I found that I didn't even hate, I stopped torturing myself.

It's just -- I don't love it anymore.

"Love is born and love dies, and fate arises and dies. ”

I looked at him and said calmly: "Your Majesty, I have experienced it all in you. ”

“……”

He seemed to have received some heavy blow, and his whole body trembled, and he staggered back two steps, and the veil that hung over me suddenly drifted away with his departure, and I looked at his pale face, almost unsteady on his feet, but did nothing, did not say anything, just leaned against the cold door, and looked at him quietly.

In this way, the two of them fell into a deathly silence.

I don't know how long it took, he raised his eyes, even his eye sockets were already red, that beast-like aura made people tremble, he gritted his teeth, and said word by word: "You're not afraid that I will kill you?!"

I shook my head: "I'm not afraid. ”

"Why?"

"Your Majesty won't. ”

I looked at him and said slowly, "Your Majesty just asked me to say that you won't hurt me." And I believe that His Majesty will not be presumptuous. ”

“……”

"Although I have changed my mind, my mind has not changed. ”

He looked at him, and slowly reached out to stroke my cheek, at this moment I was a little unsure, whether he wanted to touch me, or choke my neck, but at this time there was no way out, after saying that sentence, I handed over all the decision-making power to his hands, how his hand to me, only he can decide.

That hand, which had just clasped my wrist and kissed my hand, was so hot that it was almost sweaty, but at this moment, there was only cold sweat left, and as soon as it touched my face, it made me shiver.

He gritted his teeth: "So, after knowing your background, you decided to confess this to me?"

Perhaps, even he understands how hypocritical I am.

None of my ten words to him may be true, I will not say anything unfavorable to a person who controls my life and death until I can fully protect myself, but now, after knowing that he did not kill me even though he knew my background, I understand that he will not kill me, he needs me.

So, I'll be honest.

I looked at his red eyes silently, looked at it for a long time, and then slowly lowered my eyes and said, "Back then, Yang Yunhui didn't guess wrong. ”

“……”

"I'm the one who came out of Hongyan Building. ”

“……”

"The best time of my life was spent in that place. I didn't learn anything there, only one thing—"

“……”

"I want to survive. ”

I want to survive, no matter what I go through, no matter how many difficulties and dangers, I want to survive, this is almost a belief engraved in my soul.

His eyes flickered slightly.

He also remembered that when I was in Yangzhou Mansion, Yang Yunhui said those words, at that time I lost my memory and became a person who had no past and only knew that he depended on him alone, but even then, there was still no long-term peace and joy between me and him.

He sneered: "So you have to sue Sù I, in fact, when you entered Beijing and entered the palace, you had a purpose. What you have done is to get close to us princes, and when one day any of us ascend the throne, we will be like me now, I can't bear to move you, I can't bear to kill you, and I want to do it for you—"

"Your Majesty you're wrong," I looked at him and said with some difficulty, "My goal is not you. ”

“…… Who is it?"

"It's the Emperor. ”

“……”

His eyes widened suddenly.

It was like a thunderbolt exploding above his head on a sunny day, and he was stunned at this moment, and he didn't know how long it took to hear his chaotic gasps.

He can't believe it, Pei Ji, he is my target.

If it weren't for Queen Yin's poisoning of him, if there was no sleep for more than ten years, if I didn't stubbornly want to get rid of the fate that others arranged for me, then after entering the palace, I should rely on my young and not inferior appearance, with the methods I learned in Hongyan Mansion to seduce men, and maybe, with the shadow of the princess of Zhenguo on my body, I will be favored by Pei Ji and become his concubine.

As for Pei Yuanxiu, Pei Yuanhao, and even Pei Yuanfeng...... We certainly don't get to where we are today.

They will become my juniors, if we meet in the palace or anywhere, we will salute in a proper manner, in order to avoid suspicion, we will not have too much intersection, I will not understand the ambition of him and Pei Yuanfeng, I will not know the mystery of Pei Yuanxiu's life experience, and I will not be entangled with any of them. If Pei Ji dies early, my ending will be like the Queen Mother, escaping from the world, or ......

Thinking of this, I laughed faintly, and I felt a hot wetness overflow my eyes, and suddenly covered my cheeks.

Pei Yuanhao looked at me, and his whole body froze.

After some time, he suddenly laughed.

That smile, obviously just an ordinary smile, but for some reason, made me feel that just one glance, it hurt so much, he seemed to really hurt a lot, the whole person was trembling, the hand that caressed my cheek, stained with my tears, sometimes hot, sometimes cold, as if ice and fire were intertwined, making people almost crazy.

He smiled and said slowly, "You're finally willing to say it all." You're finally willing to speak up, aren't you?"

I looked at him: "Your Majesty xià ......"

At this moment, maybe it's okay for him to be angry, but he just didn't do anything, just looked at me and smiled, which made me more uneasy, more panicked, I didn't know what I was going to face in the next moment, but, in the face of him, I was never sure of winning.

Am I too confident in myself just now?

Thinking of this, I almost subconsciously wanted to avoid his palm and leave his sight, but he stepped forward, and his strong body once again clung to my body, also taking away my breath. I held my breath and looked up at him, and I saw him looking down into my eyes and saying, "Sue sù, how did you change your mind?" ”

“……”

"Why, you changed your mind?"

How do you change your mind, and why do you change your mind?

How do I answer? When did I start to see him no longer have a heartbeat, no longer have a heartache when I am hurt by him, and even gradually, even that simple hatred has dissipated.

But even if you do, so what?

I looked at the pair of close, dark eyes, I didn't know what he was thinking, I didn't know what I was going to face in the next moment, he didn't even urge me, just said in an unexpectedly calm voice in my ear: "Say." ”

“……”

I don't know how long it took, but I finally spoke, and said softly: "I remember someone told me that love is alive, like a seed, if you give it soil, it can sprout, and then water, bask in the sun, and love will grow." Only if you are willing to love someone will you do these things and feed that seed. ”

He looked at me: "Have the seeds between us ever grown?"

I looked at him in silence for a long time, then nodded.

"When?"

"When I was in Yangzhou. ”

"Yangzhou ......"

He seemed to be a little stunned, and his eyes became a little dazed, as if he suddenly saw through me that time in Yangzhou many years ago.

Famine, refugees, pestilence, death, and even the sword of a traitor......

Some things, however, grew up slowly at that time.

I myself couldn't believe it, and smiled faintly: "Although the environment is so difficult, it seems that for it, there is sunshine and water, and it grows so fast, even I can't control it, and I don't know it, it grows so big." ”

"And then?"

"Later ......"

I was in a trance, and his vision began to blur, but no matter how blurry, he always occupied my sight and invaded my breath.

He had almost imprisoned me in his arms, every breath and heartbeat was occupied by him, he looked deeply into my eyes, refused to let go of even the slightest, and asked word by word: "How is the seed I and yours now?"