67. Lose your life

"You did it on purpose from the beginning, huh? How could you do that to her? She's still a child!"

An old friend for more than ten years, Jin Sishun thinks that he still knows Du An, although he can use various means to make a good movie, but in essence, Du An is indeed a good person, he never thought that Du An would put such a heavy "mind" on Chi Chi's body, Chi Chi, the little girl, herself had a bit of "infatuation" plus Du An's deliberate guidance......

"Are you filming?

Chef Kim's eyes were red, and he was looking at Duane, yes and no.

Many memories rolled in his mind, and the heartache at this time overlapped with the pain rushing from the other side of time.

"What a movie is, it is Pandora's box, and when it is opened, it is all people's 'desire' for beauty. Under its guidance, people construct heaven and hell in the world of thinking, and give it the name of cinema...... Those who have truly seen heaven and hell are reluctant to return to earth. ”

The person who said this is called Lian Chuchu, she has two movies that can be called masterpieces, and she has also left a strong mark in the history of film, and now people can only shake their heads and say "died young" or "lost their lives" when they mention her.

At that time, even Chu Chu was only in her twenties, and she became famous overnight after making a movie directed by a big director, and people were obsessed with her bright and beautiful performance in the movie, but they didn't know that she didn't come out of the movie at all, and that glorious movie paradise had been calling her, and the ordinary life in the world couldn't ignite her desire for life at all.

So she died, and at the most glorious time of her life, she wore the cheongsam she wore during filming, swallowed sleeping pills, turned on the gas valve, and left the corpse in the world with a smile.

People praise the films she left behind, lamenting her short life, and it does not interfere with each other, after all, there is something called art, which has become her shroud.

Art and magic are often synonymous.

A person who dies for art is no different from a suicidal madman in the eyes of ordinary people. Only those who have really experienced that kind of vivid disappearance will deeply understand the tragedy. Many people should have lived better, and it was better to be a tree with flowers and fruits than just a night of fireworks.

Jin Sishun knows that in every era, there is no shortage of people who dedicate themselves to "art", but this kind of "dedication" should not come to this Chichi girl, she is full of enthusiasm for life, a pork rib can make her happy and sad, a pot of barbecue bibimbap can make her feel happy, as long as she can act, she can endure all the hardships that others can't endure.

"A little girl like Chi Chi should act conscientiously, win awards beautifully, find someone who loves her when it is suitable, and take out the photo album to watch herself perform so many roles when she can't act in the future......" Instead of being like Lian Chuchu, after a movie is finished, she becomes a wisp of wandering spirit, you can't see heaven or hell, your body becomes a cage, and the world hates mediocrity.

left too much guilt and helplessness for the living, and Jin Sishun also became a cook from a promising martial artist because of her.

Now this cook has tears in his eyes, if Chi Chi also becomes like Lian Chuchu, then the person who does evil is not only Duan, but also the person who taught her to practice martial arts and encouraged her to act!

"Why ....... Duane was hung around his neck like this at his age, and it was difficult to breathe until his old face turned into red chrysanthemums, "You think she doesn't know anything?"

Jin Sishun understood what Du An meant, and Ji Chi knew that Du An was infiltrating her life and making her become Shen Jiu, and she let this infiltration go.

He knows the little girl's hard work when acting, and Xiao Chi does this kind of thing late.

However, is it true that when an underage girl shows her love to an adult man, the man can do whatever he wants? What about the sense of morality beyond the pursuit of art? As an adult, as an elder, should he have the sense of proportion and mind?

"Be reasonable, the reason is that she is only seventeen, you are almost seventy, you are ruining her!"

The hand was suddenly forced, and then released, and Jin Sishun kicked the kitchen door.

Old Man Du held on to the desk on the side for a long time before he freed himself from that sense of suffocation.

He could understand Mr. Kim's anger, but he didn't feel he was wrong.

"Chi Chi's talent is there, and her heart is also there, if she knows that she can't bear it, she will say, did she say it?"

"If she doesn't say it, don't you know? You're much older than her, you've eaten more salt than she's ever eaten rice!"

Jin Sishun clenched his hands into fists and let go, if it weren't for Duane's age, he really had to beat him up before speaking.

Old man Du shook his head: "In front of the movie, no matter how old people are, they are all equal, I do this because Chi Chi and I are looking for each other's bottom line, she is so good, I can't find her, but she can find my ...... easily"

In the scene on the first day, Chi Chi walked a hundred times, and Du An, the limit of her strength, was not found, but the "limit" that Du Chi wanted was discovered by Chi Chi.

In every scene since then, Chi Chi can almost achieve the effect that Du ane wants in the first few times.

At first, this was a big surprise for Duane, if he wasn't a person who had loved movies for so many years, he would have been ecstatic for Chi Chi's performance, and then come up with a work that he was happy with himself.

It's a pity that he is Duane, who has lived in the world of movies for so many years, and he thinks that he only has the pursuit of "skills" and the self-satisfaction of his soul for movies, but he never imagined that someone can use his pursuit of film excellence to ignite his ideological world.

This person is Chi Chi, occasionally, the girl's all-out expression will make him hate himself for being too old, his mind is thick enough, but his soul is not surging enough, in this confrontation between the director and the actor, he only has the advantage of experience and lacks the strength of life itself, this feeling makes him afraid.

Could his film be better, how much power could this girl give him, and he couldn't hold back his search.

Therefore, he interfered in Chi Chi's life, which was cooperation and deliberate, so that she could devote herself wholeheartedly to the script and let her become Shen Jiu as she expected.

In this way, he found more possibilities in the girl that his movies can express, and at the same time, this way of squeezing the actor to explore his own limits made him excited like a hairy boy.

"An actor like Chi Chi is a β–‘β–‘...... for a director Have you seen her play "Dancing Little Elephant"? Lin Qiu and Shen Jiu are two completely different people, they are different from the beginning of their souls, but they have the same sense of concentration and burning, such an actor, any director will be fascinated when he encounters it. ”

Jin Sishun snorted coldly: "What do you mean, is it Chi Chi's own fault?"

"Wrong? I took out a good movie, Chi Chi tempered his acting skills again, what's wrong? I have already dealt with her injury, the contract with Guo Nu was terminated because of his breach of contract, and he also claimed compensation in the name of the crew, medical expenses, mental damages, and the losses of the crew, adding up to hundreds of thousands, are enough for him, and all this money is shocking to the little girl. You talk about getting in and out of the play...... She'll be fine after making the movie, I believe her, do you believe it or not?"

As he spoke, the old man didn't dislike the grease on the kitchen floor, and he sat down.

Chef Jin stared at Duane with wide eyes, is this a question of believe it or not? This is a moral issue, this is a question of human norms, and now this old guy's scoundrel Cheng DΓΉ is almost the same as the gangsters in the film and television city.

"Anyway, the movie is almost halfway through, and Chi Chi is already like this, so she can only wait for the movie to finish filming and recover by herself, if she can't recover, I, Duane, will post the news myself, saying that I torture actresses and control the psychology of actors, and I am a psychopathic old rascal. Lose her my reputation, net worth and reputation...... If that's not enough, I'll ...... I have lived enough, the inheritance is left to her, and it is enough for her to live a life in peace and comfort. ”

His voice was steady, deep, and heavy on the hearts of others.

Du An, 21 years old into the studio, 34 years old to direct the first film of his life, in the golden age of martial arts movies, he is the most famous director in the middle and late period, people take stock of the works of that period, half of the classics are from his hands, into the world of cinema has been forty-four years, he has created so many good movies, good movies have also created "Du An", his name can be engraved in the annals of history, can be written in Danqing.

Now, he doesn't care about letting the name "Duane", or even his own life, annihilate with Ji Chi's natural talent.

The gray-haired old man looked up at his old friend for many years, his eyes were blazing, as if every word was sincere.

"After filming Shen Jiu, it's easy to say anything. ”

This attitude scared Jin Sishun instead, this chef has never understood why these people can do this for the movie, he didn't even understand it at the beginning of the year, and he doesn't understand it now, is it the Chi Chi who watched him move forward step by step, but he didn't understand it either?

"You're crazy! You're crazy!"

Kim Sishun picked up Duane and threw him out of the door.

What can you say to such an old madman? What is morality? He doesn't even want forty years of fame, he doesn't even want his life, he cares about morality?

You reason with him, he plays with you!

The kitchen door slammed shut in front of Duane.

The old man leaned against the wall, shook his head and smiled bitterly, the most unreasonable thing in the world is that they only look at the appearance, and don't think about how far that girl can make him out?

Outside the hotel, a black car drove through the gate, and the woman got out of the car without waiting for anyone else to open the door.

The person waiting for her outside is Dou Baojia herself.

"We really can't help it, it just so happens that you called, really please. ”

"I brought my own tiramisu to Koikechi and gave it to my old friend Duane...... Brought a box of Kuding tea. It's really hard to get out of the way when you're overly involved in acting."

Anlan's steps are as elegant as ever.

But it was so fast that Dou Baojia could trot all the way to keep up.

Thousands of miles away in Shanghai, Feng Shuo had just boarded the plane with an incubator, which contained top-notch sashimi and sushi.

Chi Chi obediently held Dou Baojia's phone and listened to Liu Tingxin's roar from inside.

Chen Fang looked at his employer with a good look, Chi Chi looked really normal, but if you looked closely, you would find that she just seemed to be listening very seriously, but in fact she was completely out of her mind.

Because she doesn't feel like the person on the phone is talking to her?

Or does she think that people are talking about Chi Chi, not her

- Shen Jiu?