"If you think about the durability of your career, you won't let yourself fall to the point where you are now, you can't get in and out of the drama after filming once, how can you control more roles in the future, so that everyone looks like an ancient female killer?

I used to think you were smart, but I really misjudged you. Have your brains been soaked in the saliva of Duane's old immortal, and you can do whatever he does with you...... Have you ever thought about these people who care about you, who is not in a hurry to see you like this...... Also, how can you get yourself injured? Do you think you're one of those rough guys who fight stars? You think your injury is a military merit medal?!"

Liu Ting's heart bombarded indiscriminately, and while listening to it, Chi Chi supported himself to get out of bed and stand up, smiling at An Lan who walked in outside.

An Lan didn't speak, just stood silently in the room, watching Chi Chi call.

Dou Baojia looked at An Lan carefully, thought about it, and beckoned Chen Fang to leave the room together.

"For you, there are good movies! You leave the crew now and come out to watch, just I know that there are two big directors who are interested in asking you to act, do you want to fight a stupid assassin?!"

The girl possessed by the "Silly X Assassin" blinked and replied, "Oh. ”

"Oh p!Wait for me to go back and see how I clean you up, Dr. Zhu's contact information I gave that bean, you can't get out by yourself and you must receive treatment, just think about how many scenes you still have to film?!

There was a blind voice on the phone, apparently Liu Tingxin hung up the phone and got angry.

"In your situation, it's actually quite difficult not to be angry, alas, no matter how angry you are, you have to keep smiling, I seem to be a little more difficult than Tingxin. ”

An Lan's tone was very soft, but the oppressive force was far greater than Liu Tingxin's voice just now.

"Worries you. ”

Chi Chi took out a pack of wet wipes and wanted to wipe the cushions on the bay window of the hotel, An Lan took them, wiped the cushions clean and sat on them.

"It's a nice idea to turn the bay window into a café, where you can drink tea in the sun and watch the scenery and chat. What's more, there is no need to buy additional chairs to take up space. The room was clean. ”

Chi Chi's room window can see a road leading to the ancient town where the crew of "Shen Jiu" filmed, and the whole crew lives in the "new district" on the outskirts of the ancient town, and it takes more than 20 minutes to drive to their filming location.

"Anyway, you're injured now, when will you resume filming...... I don't know yet, do you want to try my own tiramisu?" An Lan sent an invitation to Chi Chi for a meal.

It's six o'clock in the evening, and Chi Chi usually eats some fruits and high-protein foods at this time, but now she has a wound of six or seven centimeters on her shoulder, and no one will ask a casualty to control her diet to maintain her weight.

The six-inch tiramisu is sprinkled with chocolate powder and forms a small fence with finger biscuits.

"I didn't mean to get hurt, the thing that hurt me was an accident......"

"No, doing it knowingly is no different from intentionally hurting you. An Lan cut off Chi Chi's explanation, and restrained his smile in an instant, looking a little stern.

"I know that it is difficult to control a lot of things when you feel it, but you ignore the continuity of your career, and as a professional actor, it is a dereliction of duty. ”

Chi Chi sat on the cushion on the other side of the bay window, slowly pulled out a finger biscuit, dipped it in the soft paste under the chocolate powder, the finger biscuit had a faint wine flavor, and the tiramisu made of cream, cheese, and egg yolk tasted extremely smooth.

"I sprayed a little rum on the biscuits, and the base was a sponge cake. ”

An Lan explained the difference of this tiramisu with a smile, the sternness just now disappeared in an instant, she looked at Chi Chi calmly, and found that the girl's reaction was much slower than usual, and the usual smile was still there, but it was obviously different from the enthusiastic and cute girl at the beginning.

"It tasted good. Slowly eating a finger biscuit, Chi Chi scooped up a piece of tiramisu with a spoon and pressed it from the top to the sponge cake at the bottom, moving neatly like a swordsman's sword.

An Lan stood up to find hot water, she brought a set of tea sets with her, a small teapot, and two delicate teacups, both of which were warm and lovely purple sand textures.

"The frozen top oolong from Deer Valley, without this, I always feel that there is no taste for a winter, of course, you have been filming in the south from late autumn to now, and you have no feeling for winter. ”

Washing tea, making tea, and pouring the teapot, An Lan's movements are very charming, in the swirling and wafting water vapor, she lowered her eyes and smiled and fiddled with the tea set, just like a young woman in her twenties, Chi Chi actually looked a little stunned.

"What are you thinking?" An Lan asked the silent girl.

Chi Chi replied honestly: "The way you make tea is extremely beautiful." ”

"It seems that you have really been too deep into the drama and have become a clumsy assassin, if it was before, you would have said, 'I always feel that you are beautiful all the time, and the way you pour tea is actually beautiful to a new level, which makes me intoxicated'. ”

An Lan smiled and learned Chi Chi Chi to speak, she was fifty years old and learned to look like a girl, both her voice and demeanor were vivid.

Chi Chi couldn't help but laugh.

"Oolong tea with tiramisu...... Barely enough. After setting up the tea set, An Lan looked at the white plate and steel spoon containing the cake, and his expression was slightly disgusted.

When he saw that little disgust, Chi Chi felt a little dazzled.

"Okay, we can get down to business, how do you feel when you think about it now?"

Chi Chi stopped his attack on Tiramisu and thought about it seriously.

"I don't know what to think about, and it's easy to get distracted by another thing, and then feel that there is no value in thinking about that thing, and get distracted again. ”

"Hmm...... It's just that I can't concentrate, and it's much better than I was back then. ”

An Lan took a sip of tea and said slowly.

"Ms. Dou called me here because I have a very famous experience in the theater, and she thinks that I can help you, but she is actually a little naïve. The difference between people is very big, I can play a very small role, the main selfishness is to see how my friends are, after all, you are just a person into the play, the role you enter is not fierce or gray, there is no worry about life, we can slowly figure out the solution, the more anxious, the more painful you will be.

I was ...... I fell in love directly with the actor who played opposite me, and the two of us fell in love vigorously, dancing together, pressing the road together or something, and making headlines of entertainment news every day, oh, by the way, there was no entertainment news at that time, it was the headlines of social news. ”

The woman who looked out the window talked about her past very calmly, not caring how much impact it would have on the people listening.

Listening to such exciting content, it was really difficult for Chi Chi to get distracted.

"Why is there a social headline...... An Lan smiled faintly, with a little ridicule and helplessness, "Because the actor who fell in love with me has a family, according to what young people say now, I have become a 'little three'." ”

In a play, three or four months together, in that script full of old days, in that closed and quiet mountain village, in that era when everyone was eager to "liberate nature", they faced each other day and night, loved each other in the play, and could not be freed outside the play.

"Sometimes I feel that I am wrong to do this, I shouldn't destroy other people's families, and sometimes I feel that he is the 'Fu Minzhi' that I should love deeply, and I want to cut him off with tears at night, and I open my eyes and look at his face during the day, and I am drunk again......"

Nearly thirty years have passed, and An Lan has not talked about those years for too long, for a quiet and calm her, an uncontrollable emotion is a stain on her glorious resume, and a gap in her heart that cannot be bridged.

But that's also a part of her, to be able to become today's Anlan, her life can't be stripped of the wind and snow with true love and frost, and she can't hypocritically say that that love didn't make her better, she doesn't care about taking it out alone, as a junior who is optimistic about her experience.

"Later, I found an anchor in reality, and with that anchor, I repositioned myself and broke free from the urge to see him all the time and to be with him. ”

"It's my self-esteem ......"

In just five words, An Lan said extremely heavily, and when he listened, there was a sharp pain of peeling off the skin and bones.

"He told me that his wife had cancer and was dying, and that he couldn't leave her behind, so he told me to wait. ”

Chi Chi saw the corners of An Lan's lips twitch slightly, like an unformed sneer.

"Before that, I thought that I could forgive him for any reason why he couldn't get a divorce, and I didn't even care about being his lover, for his career, for his children, I didn't need the promise of marriage, as long as I could love him, I would be very satisfied.

…… But I can't, base my love on the expectation of another woman's death. ”

"The role I play is also proud and splendid, and I am ...... At the very least, there is also your own self-esteem as the bottom line. At that moment, I knew that I was not that character, and he was not the young man who could give up a qiē for the sake of emotion. I'm Anlan, and I can't wait for someone else to die. ”

Her chin lifted slightly, and for a moment there was an indescribable arrogance.

It was already completely dark outside, and the street lamp shone a little brightly in the shadows of the trees, and the girl listened to An Lan's words and was silent for a long time.

"Entering the play, that is, you grasp the point of convergence between you and that character, get in, and come out is the same, find your point of convergence, and then find your differences, you will have the opportunity to come out ......"

There was a sudden knock on the door, and Chi Chi wanted to open it, but was stopped by An Lan.

After seeing that the person who opened the door was the famous Anlan An Daying, Jin Sishun's hand shook, but he still stabilized the full tray.

"I made braised pork ribs, oily fish fillets and two green vegetables, all of which are Chi Chi's favorite food. ”

An Lan smiled slightly: "It seems that people who like Chi Chi care about her, feeding her food, and feeding her delicious things, Gu Xi is really right to ask her to eat." Chi Chi, you can dine first, and I'll go talk to my old friend. ”

With that, she walked briskly to the door, where her assistant, who was waiting outside, came in and picked up her handbag for her.

"You, are you really playing?"

The girl's voice came from behind her.

Not like a child, more like a peer who cared about her.

An Lan's thoughts were already a little chaotic, and when she heard this question, she didn't notice the subtleties in it, only smiled back, and didn't give an answer.

Out of the play, life is like a play, play is like life, her love is as important as her life, and she will not take it back if she gives it.

It's just that some things are more precious than love.

I love you, I will never, never be with you.

Chef Jin didn't say anything to Chi Chi, he watched in silence as the little girl finished eating, put away the tableware and left, except for telling her to feel uncomfortable and call someone, there was nothing more to say.

That old madman Duane had exhausted all his desire to talk to-day.

Finally left alone in the room, the silence of the night outside the window, the peace of loneliness in the room.

Chi Chi got out of bed and walked slowly to the front of the mirror.

The girl in the mirror had her black hair scattered and was a little haggard.

"I'm not ......," she said softly, her voice steady and calm.

I'm not Chi Chi Chi who entered the play.

It's not Shen Jiu who is in the play.