Chapter 33: The Middle

Sunny didn't know what kind of state of mind she was in to go upstairs, she just knew that her heart was beating fast. Standing in the doorway trying to calm down, it took a while to pretend that nothing had happened, and pressed the code to open the door.

"No one?"

Sunny looked into the living room, and didn't see Ah Jiu's figure, but saw that the things he bought were on the dining table, and listened intently, and there was the sound of water in the bathroom.

Sunny couldn't help but blush a little, "I thought you were some kind of gentleman...... It turned out to be so colorful、"But I didn't hate it in my heart.,Strangely, I didn't look forward to it.。

Sunny changed his slippers, stood in place and thought about it, decided to do the same, casually threw the bag on the sofa as usual, went back to the bedroom first, removed his makeup, took a shower, and changed into a set of loungewear, Ah Jiu sat on the sofa, his hair was still wet, wearing a vest and big pants, and was pouring out the things he bought from the plastic bag.

"Why are you here?" Sunny deliberately asked, "Are you here to urge me to move quickly?" I'll move, and I'll move tomorrow. ”

Ah Jiu glanced at her and said, "Do you look at me like this, as if I want to drive you away?" I'm here to ask you for a drink." ”

Sunny grabbed a pillow under his buttocks, sat directly on the floor, picked up a string of spicy rice cake sticks and took a small bite, seeing that Ah Jiu was watching, he stuck out his tongue and licked the sauce on the spicy rice cake sticks.

Ah Jiu was stunned for a moment, and when Sunny saw that he was reacting, he licked it even more exaggeratedly.

Ah Jiu put down the gimbap that he had already picked up, got up and said, "I'd better go......"

"Oh, don't go," Sunny hurriedly grabbed Ah Jiu's hand, "It's just teasing you, why are you doing this?

Ah Jiu pulled Sunny's hand away and said, "I'm not here to do that kind of thing with you, I really want to drink." ”

"Who's going to do anything with you?" said Sunny, looking speechless, "I'll seduce you." I just want to do it with you? This is called ambiguous, do you understand? Why are you so uninteresting?"

"Fun?" Ah Jiu shook his head and said he didn't understand: "What's that?"

"It's ambiguous, it's a kind of relationship between good feelings and love, can you understand that?"

Ah Jiu still shook his head, and Sunny pressed him down on the couch, and she sat down too, saying, "I know you're tired right now. Depressed and even unhappy, but do you know why you're like this?"

Ah Jiu thought for a while and replied honestly, "I don't know." ”

"Because you attach too much importance to relationships, you treat every relationship as if you must get married in the end, can there be no pressure?"

"But am I wrong to do this? should I be like Chan Rong, just play with my feelings?"

Sunny said helplessly: "Do you have only extremes in your head? Either be a love saint or a scumbag, there is no middle?"

"What do you mean, half love saint and half scum?"

"I'm ......" Sunny leaned back on the couch. I was so angry that I was speechless, and after a while, I regained my strengths and said, "You listen to me carefully, let's take our time...... First of all, I want to affirm that your attitude towards feelings is correct, but、"

"Have you ever thought about a question. For example, your relationship with Xiujing, are you confident that you will be able to grow old?"

"I ......" if it was left a month ago. Ah Jiu would not hesitate to say 'have confidence', but now the reason why he came to Sunny was because he was afraid that one day he would be alone after breaking up with Krystal, how could he say it.

"There's no absolute confidence, is there?" Sunny was a little excited when the breakthrough was finally opened, and he took the opportunity to continue, "In the meantime, you can't let go of the others. For example, Taeyeon, don't you think the reason why you can't face her is because you can't give her a future?"

"Yes, you're right, but what's the solution. I really can't give it!"

"That's where you die. Sunny said seriously, "Do you think you must be Taeyeon's Prince Charming? Think about what you just said, you don't have confidence in your relationship with so-kyung and you will definitely get to the end of the day, so why do you think Taeyeon will have to marry you in the end? You cruelly reject Taeyeon's heart because of such a future, yet yet happening assumption, affecting the current decision, you think you are great, but is that really the case?"

"If you love her, you should give her every day without regrets, right?"

"I ......"

"Another example is me," Sunny said, gesturing at himself, "I never wanted to marry you, and I don't want you to love me, I just need you to like me." You like to be with me, some chat, you can drink like you are now, you can do something interesting, you like me...... Don't force the other person, isn't that good?"

"If you think you're taking advantage of me, then you must be responsible or something," Sunny smiled and said, "Then you really think too much, if you don't want to, I can't let you touch me, I didn't refuse, it's because I also want you to do that, it's also my need, can you understand?"

"Emotional things are not as absolute as you think, really. Sunny picked up the beer and handed it to Ah Jiu, and he also opened it and touched him: "There are very few love saints like you, and there are not many scumbags like Park Canrong you said, most of them are like what I said, who is with whom, not necessarily for a lifetime, maybe I only like the way you look in your twenties, or I only like the way you look in your thirties, or I only like the way you look when you drink, in fact, just one simple reason is enough, Titanic has seen it, right?" People who love each other may not be able to be together, but when they are old, it is enough to have memories. ”

Sunny took a sip of his beer and said, "I'm jealous, but I'm going to say it anyway." You shouldn't be so cruel to Taeyeon, even if you can't give her a future, you can't be together for a lifetime, you are destined to be separated, but you should at least give her a good memory, right?

What Sunny said was completely new to Ah Jiu, and he didn't speak for a long time, just drank with his head down. Sunny ignored him and ate and drank to himself. Everything I want to say has been said, and looking at Ah Jiu's appearance, the expected effect has also been achieved. She wasn't in a hurry, because she knew that Ah Jiu would definitely 'figure it out'.

After drinking three beers silently, Ah Jiu got up and put on a down jacket.

"I'll go first, let me think again, and give you an answer before New Year's Day. ”

"Hmm. Sunny drank more than Ah Jiu, his cheeks were already red, he burped and rubbed his stomach: "It's okay, I'm not in a hurry." (To be continued.) )