Chapter 34: Fate

Sunny said a lot of things, Ah Jiu was thinking, but in fact, the sentence that moved him the most, he probably didn't even realize it.

Sunny said that there are very few love saints in this world, and there are not many scumbags, and most ordinary people have an attitude towards feelings in the middle. In Ah Jiu's subconscious, he wanted to be an ordinary person. It can even be said that the three words 'ordinary people' are his dreams.

An ordinary person, living in an ordinary family, with a strict father and mother, going to school, graduating, working, and falling in love. Such a life is his dream. The life he wants is definitely not to grow up in a monastery as an orphan, fight and practice every day, and practice until he feels no pain...... And then you are told that you owe a lot of money to the state, you have to pay off the debt, you have to go on a mission, you have to kill people, this is your fate, because your father is like that.

Ah Jiu asked, where is my father?

The answer is, he's no longer there.

This kind of answer is like forcing a person to die, and what is even more ridiculous is that everyone thinks that it is right, but as a person, he has no right to choose.

Is this the life of ordinary people?

Ah Jiu took five years to complete his obligations, fortunately he did not die, and he had the ability to escape from this shackle. He found out that his mother was in South Korea, so he came. He didn't want to find his mother, and he didn't want to know how she was doing, because he didn't know whether his existence was good or bad for a woman who abandoned him. So he didn't look for it, he just wanted to stay here and be a little closer to her.

He went to work, went to school, and would rather only eat white rice than use other means to make himself live a little better, he did these things that ordinary people do, but he has never done. I just want to make myself an ordinary person. He would have done well, but when a woman appeared in his life, the sense of responsibility brought him back to his original course. As an ordinary person, he does not have the ability to give his woman a happy life, but as the ability of his person, it is more than enough to do this. He had no choice but to do so.

Maybe he has been an ordinary person since he was a child, and he may also have the ability to give this happiness. But he didn't have a chance, he didn't have the opportunity to accumulate as an ordinary person. This world, this society, is so cruel, following the rules of ordinary people, with no relatives and no friends. Don't say who is happy, in a city like Seoul, a house is enough for an ordinary person to struggle for a lifetime.

But back on track, things are getting easier? No, no, no.

His heart was resisting what he was doing, but he still had to do it, and that was a pressure. He hated the money, but he had to use it. It's still a pressure. The bikers have subverted the underground structure of Seoul for more than 20 years in half a year, could it be pie in the sky? Of course it can't be. There is a lot of exchange of interests in this. On the surface, it was a deal between him and Han Changxu, but behind it, there was a tacit attitude of the two countries and the tacit understanding and even support reached. Ah Jiu has never been presumptuous, he knows his own catties. It's true that he is an excellent agent, but for a country as big as China, no matter how good a person is. No matter how capable it is, it is by no means irreplaceable. And in the position of the state, it is impossible to give anything for a person. It was all an exchange, and what he wanted to escape from was now closer.

Go around and around. Or fate. It wasn't until now that Ah Jiu understood the true meaning of fate, the so-called fate, that is, no matter how much you want to escape, you will always return to the original point in the end, and the power of people is too small in the face of fate.

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The garage elevator slowly went up, and Ah Jiu closed his eyes. He felt so tired that he didn't even plan to get out of the car, so he just slept in the car.

Ah Jiu has never believed in fate, he has been resisting, feeling that he is a warrior and a warrior who is constantly winning. But the reality told him that you had to believe in fate, which made him almost unable to hold on and was about to collapse.

A warrior's belief is to fight, Ah Jiu is a natural warrior, as long as he feels that there is still a chance to resist, even if this opportunity is far away for the rest of his life, it is very slim, he will not hesitate to resist to the end. But what if there is no chance at all? Is it pointless to resist? So stupid?

"Brother, are you back?"

Ah Jiu opened his eyes and saw IU lying on the car window, trying to look inside, Ah Jiu shook his head, made himself sober a little, and pushed open the car door.

"Why are you here?"

"My sister-in-law is not at home, of course I am here. IU couldn't help but hug Ah Jiu tightly, and his small body seemed to be fused with him: "Brother, I've been waiting for you for a long time, why did you go." ”

Ah Jiu shook IU's hand, a little cold, and said, "Don't stay in the garage, it's cold." ”

"Brother hug. ”

"Okay," Ah Jiu picked up IU and sent her directly to the bedroom on the first floor. Putting IU on the bed, Ah Jiu wanted to turn around and leave, but he couldn't walk away, and was pulled by IU and pushed to the bed.

IU sat on Ah Jiu's stomach and didn't let him move. Ah Jiu smiled bitterly and watched IU undress, and said, "Sister, I'm really not in the mood today." ”

"Hmm?" IU froze in his hand, looked at Ah Jiu's expression, and continued: "I'm not in the mood to sleep with me, my sister-in-law will come back in a few days, I finally have such a good opportunity, I don't want to waste it." ”

Ah Jiu didn't know what to say, watching IU take off her clothes cleanly, worried that she would catch a cold, and hurriedly pulled the quilt to wrap her. But IU refused, tore the quilt away, and held his chest open: "Brother, take a good look at me, you haven't touched me for a long time, remember?"

"Remember to remember......" Ah Jiu took IU off his stomach: "Hurry up and cover the quilt, don't catch a cold." ”

"I'm not honest, if you don't hold me, I won't cover the quilt."

"Hug, hug," Ah Jiu hugged IU in his arms and covered the quilt. IU's hand was dishonestly rubbing Ah Jiu's hand, trying to take off his clothes too, Ah Jiu was itchy by her, so he had to say, "I'll come by myself, you be honest." ”

"Well," iu waited for this sentence, no longer mischievous, but still urged: "Hurry up,"

Ah Jiu took off his clothes, and IU immediately pounced again, Ah Jiu raised his hand to block it, and said, "At least wear one too, it's a bit too much to be naked." ”

"It's really ......" IU looked at Ah Jiu with a disappointed face, reached out and pulled out a thin thing from under the pillow and put it on his body, Ah Jiu was speechless for a while, a suspender tulle nightdress, nothing could be covered, and it had no effect of covering it at all except for adding a little temptation.

"That's okay, right?" IU pulled Ah Jiu's arm around his waist, "Okay, let's sleep." (To be continued.) )

PS: The deceased rest in peace, and the living cherish. Rise up, come on!