So I can understand very well that the problems brought about by those who want to have a second child, in this world, I will not be the only one who has such extreme ideas, but it depends on how their parents solve it and whether they can solve it well.

When I was reborn in my previous life, my relationship with my sister was also very good, because we are the closest people in the world, relatives with blood relations, so I love her, protect her, care for her, and I even, sometimes feel that it saved my life.

But as I grew older, I slowly began to understand my mother, in fact, my mother has a lot of difficulties, at that time, the backyard bullying, my father has not been at home, and the things at home are all bet on my mother's own body, my mother feels very tired, very hard, I can't see my head, I can't see hope, because my father wants to have a son, I hope that I am not a desperate family, I hope that I can let my surname be inherited.

So mom, you have to work hard to give birth to a son, if you can't give birth, you have to face it, dad's sadness, and dad's snubbing, mom doesn't know, is it going to live like this for the rest of her life, mom before, also has a lot of dreams, read a lot of books, but, especially after having a sister, she doesn't know what to do in the future, can only put her hope, pinned on me, let me study hard, let me have a long face for my dad, let me win glory for the family, win glory for her, so that my dad will feel that he has face outside, and he will be kind to his mother, and he will not snub her because he has no son。

In my previous life, in fact, my mother was also very pitiful. When I was younger, my mother always treated me strictly, after school. I had to finish my homework, and during the holidays, I had to preview the next textbook, and when I was in school, I was the youngest child in the class, and I was very playful. But every time, as long as I didn't obey, my mother would beat me with a broom. Because at that time, my father was not at home, and my mother gave birth to a daughter in the backyard. I don't like it either. So Mom, at that time, she wanted me to fight for her, so that the backyard would be impressed by our family.

Because my father was not at home at that time, and when my mother beat me, I didn't care about the backyard. I don't know, where to run. I was still crying at first, but then I found that it was useless, I cried and my mother beat me, and later, when my mother beat me, I stopped crying, and stood there stunned.

Because of my mother's strictness, I didn't tell my mother anything, my father was busy at that time, business matters, because when I was a child, my father was never at home, and my father and I were not together for many years.

When I was a child, when I needed my dad the most, my dad was always away from me, and my mother beat me at that time, and Han Peng in the backyard often bullied me, in the class, because I have always been the class leader, in the class, those children who don't study, often bully me.

I don't know, who to talk to about these things, I don't know what to do, if I don't go to school, my mother will keep beating me, if I don't get good grades, my mother will also beat me, at that time, I just had a memory, and I was also the most afraid of my mother, I called my father, he also told me, to be obedient at home, don't make my mother angry.

So I don't know when, I complained about my father, I feel that I don't have any childhood, and I don't remember, I have any friends who have a good time, I also met Ah Wei at that time, she is a, a very optimistic little girl, unlike me, everything, like to put it in my heart.

At that time, my mother beat me, I went to her to cry, I went to her for comfort, I don't remember, I have known her for so many years, how many tears I left in front of her, I grew up slowly, my parents began to grow old slowly, when I was admitted to university, I finally came true, when I was a child, far away from them.

However, when I started, I got older and older, and experienced more and more things, although my mother left a memorable and heavy stroke in my heart and in my life, but they are undoubtedly the people who care about me the most in the world, maybe they have made mistakes, maybe something, what they did wrong

But they want to change, I still remember, the second year after I graduated, it has been two years, I haven't gone home, my mother bought me a ticket during the New Year, I don't go back, I will call home at that time, I will call my sister, but I just don't want to go back.

After two years like this, my mother, my father and my sister came to me by car, and they wanted to persuade me to go home and work, but I never cooperated, and my mother later, there was no way, so she had a long talk with me, and at that time, my mother was already forty years old, crying like a child, apologized to me, and asked me to go back.

At that time, I was very ruthless, I felt that I had suffered for so many years, my heart had suffered, my body had been beaten, and the tears I had left, how could it be so easy, just pass, I couldn't let go, the obsession in my heart, and even seeing my mother's tears, I felt in my heart that finally, I finally got revenge back.

Now I think about it, I was really a daughter at that time, and I was actually right like that, my own mother, and I didn't go back for many years because of this, until I was outside, working for 8 years, at that time, I felt that I had really grown up, and I knew what responsibility was and what I should do.

When I began to know that my parents' health had always been bad, when I knew that they wanted me to go back to work, even if I didn't want to work in my father's company, they began to help me find all kinds of jobs I liked.

I know that they may know that I have always been resentful in my heart, but they want to make up for me, they want me to live less hard in the future, maybe their method is not right, but their hearts are good, what is over, it will pass, but I began to regret that I had lost so many years and had a happy time with my parents.

So I cherish it now, the time I spent chatting with my mother, looking at my mother's smile, I think maybe in my previous life, our family, the most unhappy, is my mother, in fact, her life is much more unfortunate than mine, without my father's care, without my mother's love, desperate study, and even no chance to realize my dreams.

After getting married, I don't know how my life will be in the future, but I met an unreasonable sister-in-law, a big brother who likes to take advantage of the family, and met a father-in-law who is biased, and I have to listen to everything, my mother-in-law's order, I am now with my mother, I have re-experienced it together, and I don't even know how my mother carried it back then, because there is also an unconscious and ignorant daughter.

Therefore, in my impression, my mother rarely laughs, sometimes, because of my grades, sometimes, because the life at home has become better, and the rest, my mother rarely cares, and even is worn out by life, all the wishes, and imagination. (To be continued.) )