"It's reasonable that she won't settle down, after all, I was sorry for her first, and at this point, I can only take one step at a time. I said this to Lan Lan, and now everything seems to be calm, as if this state will continue forever.

None of us wants everything to be like now, but there is something faintly uneasy in everyone's heart, because we know that such a calm is not suitable for this time.

"You're right, yes, your arm...... Would you like to make a phone call and ask Ah Hua? Lan Lan pulled the topic to my arm again, but seriously, I really can't stand it anymore if I've been sitting here like this for the past few days.

So I listened to Lan Lan's words, and directly asked Lan Lan to call Ah Hua, and after Ah Hua connected, I asked Lan Lan to ask for me.

"Ah Hua, Xiao You asked if I could remove the gauze now?" Lan Lan's voice is a lot more delicate, but it sounds like a nightclub girl, which always makes people feel a little uncomfortable.

It's not that I discriminate against Lan Lan or look down on Lan Lan, living in that environment every day, wanting to please all kinds of men, saying that I won't get contaminated with something, that's absolutely false.

"Didn't you say it three days later?"

Lan Lan was on the phone with amplification, so I could hear it clearly, and Ah Hua's tone was clearly impatient.

I looked at Lan Lan, I was quite happy just now, as soon as I heard Ah Hua's voice, my mood was instantly not good, my whole face was sad, not to mention how ugly it was, and I didn't know what Ah Hua said.

"Lan Lan, I'll tell him." My voice was deliberately a little loud, because I was afraid that Ah Hua would hang up the phone if he was impatient, so that when Lan Lan called the second time, Ah Hua would definitely not answer.

Lan Lan put the phone close to my ear and turned off the speakerphone by the way.

"Ah Hua, I want the doctor to take a look, can you arrange it for me?" I politely said to Ah Hua, in fact, I don't have the strength, I know that if I speak in a slightly tougher tone, I will quarrel with Ah Hua, and this is completely unnecessary.

I'm such a person, all my temper will only be backlogged, and I just need a fuse to ignite it, and I don't want Ah Hua to be this fuse.

"Didn't the doctor say that it would be three days later, and it was only the third day, and if it was opened, it might have an impact on the wound." Ah Hua said to me, and his tone was not the same as he had just said to Lan Lan.

Ah Hua, who talks like this, to be honest, I am really a little surprised.

"Maybe I'm getting better soon, I really can't stand it, I've been sitting here for so long, it's like I'm going to die." I'm just telling you how well I'm feeling right now.

Ah Hua didn't answer immediately, but waited for a while before he said the word "good" coldly.

The next time, I was waiting for Ah Hua to bring the doctor here, thinking that I might be able to remove these annoying gauze soon, and my mood improved a lot.

While waiting for Ah Hua to come, Lan Lan and I also talked about some things, I haven't found out before, Lan Lan seems to be different from Ah Hua to others, I don't know what is going on between the two of them.

"What are you looking at me for?" I kept staring at Lan Lan, and finally I couldn't help but ask me.

"I think there's something going on between you and Ah Hua." I told my doubts, but it was just a joke.

"What can Ah Hua and I do, you think too much." When Lan Lan said this, she didn't look at me.

"I'm just asking, I think you seem to like Ah Hua." I don't have some thunder when I speak, but it's a woman's intuition, and I also said it, I feel it.

"Xiaoyou, don't be kidding, how can a woman like me like someone else." Lan Lan is talking about her current situation, Chinese men, in fact, still retain traditional ideas, although a girl is only working as a waitress or dancing in a nightclub, when a man chooses a marriage partner, he will not choose such a girl.

In the eyes of men, such a woman is used for recreation, not for living, and women are still pathetic after all, and there is no way.

It takes a lot of courage for any man to accept a woman who works in a nightclub.

So when I listened to Lan Lan's somewhat sad words, I also felt a little uncomfortable in my heart.

"I'm the same person as you, Lan Lan, you have to believe that everything will be fine." And everything about me seems a little more ridiculous and pathetic than that of a woman who works in a nightclub.

I said this to Lan Lan, this is also my attitude towards life, if I hadn't been thinking that life would be better after all, maybe I would have completely disappeared from this world.

"You are different from me, you have Brother Feng, I have nothing." Lan Lan said to me, as if I was thousands of times better than her.

In fact, it's not like this, compared to Lan Lan, I am the saddest person, in fact, a woman, once she loves, is already a failure, don't ask me why.

The situation that seems good in Lan Lan is actually the most desolate thing for me, because I know very well all the time that Ah Feng will not completely belong to me.

A man wants to give a promise to a woman, he never needs reason and consideration, a man, if he wants to give up the promise and love to a woman, he will not consider it, this is a man, always want what he wants, he can not care about the feelings of others, and I am a woman.

"I have a lot of things, maybe much more pathetic than you, you see I've survived, isn't it good now?" I told my own affairs, comforted Lan Lan, and told her that this is not the saddest state of life, as long as you don't worry about anything, you can still pursue what you want, that is the happiest thing in the world, and I am a pathetic person.

"Xiaoyou, I can see it, it's just that our pathetic is different, and the degree of destruction we accept will be different, and what I dare not pursue is what you dare not pursue."

Did she say freedom? Yes, what I dare not pursue is freedom, no one can be completely free, everyone will be bound by some things in this world, so everyone will not be an absolutely free person.

When I was a child, I often heard my father say that if I could be a little bird, it would be great to be able to fly freely in the sky without thinking about anything.

And when I was a child, when I responded to my father's words, I knew that nothing in this world was free.

As I have said, the bird is not at ease, it has to take care of its own family, it has to work hard every year to build a house, and when the child is born, it has to feed the child, and there is no freedom.

Nothing that can do nothing and not worry about anything really doesn't exist in this world.

"Life will be fine after all, and I will only say this sentence, it is this sentence that makes me still believe in the beauty of everything, and let me last for a long, long time, Lan Lan, how long." After I said something seemingly casually, I asked how long it had been since Lan Lan had called Ah Hua.

"It's been half an hour, Ah Hua should be almost there." As soon as Lan Lan finished speaking, there was a sound of footsteps on the stairs, because of the particularity of the relationship between Ah Hua and Ah Feng, Ah Hua had the door key.

"It's already here." I spoke, and when I looked up at the door, Ah Hua and the doctor just walked in.

"See if you can tear it down." Ah Hua didn't say hello to me and Lan Lan, he was now at the door, leaning against the door frame and talking to the doctor.

The doctor nodded, and walked towards the bedside, the medicine box he was carrying was the same as last time, and I was scared when I looked at it, because the last potion was so painful.

"It looks like I'm recovering well, this potion is related to my own immunity, and it can be dismantled." Hearing the doctor's words, I finally have a happy thing in the past few days.

"Is it completely fine when you take it apart?" I watched with some excitement as the doctor carefully removed the gauze and asked the doctor, and the smile on his face could not be hidden.

"This, I have to take it apart before I know." The doctor said uncertainly.

I didn't feel depressed again because of the doctor's uncertain words, and it seemed to me that it would be nice to be able to move freely.

Slowly, the gauze had been completely removed from my arm, and I looked at my extraordinarily white arm, and I was in a good mood.

"I haven't seen the air or the sun for a few days, and my arms are a lot whiter." I looked at my arm and moved it all over the place, and the scratched scars didn't stay on my arm, this potion is so amazing, I really want to save some of it, if it weren't for this potion, I guess my arm would be ugly and I can't look at it.

"The recovery is very good, look at the activity, if it doesn't hurt, there will be no problem." As the doctor spoke, he pulled my arm up and slowly increased the range of movement.

"It doesn't hurt." As I spoke, I sped up a little more, but I still didn't feel any pain, and it seemed like it was a completely good rhythm.

"Fortunately, the wound is not very deep, and it was treated in time, okay Miss Yu, your arm can be regarded as completely healed, otherwise I really don't know how to explain to Ah Hua."

The doctor said this with relief, I also sounded a little strange, what he said was actually to explain to Ah Hua instead of Ah Feng, it seems that Ah Feng really didn't care about me at all, so he left me here, and let a Ah Hua who never wanted to see me take care of me.

My heart can't help but feel sad again, but this sadness has been completely put in my heart, and it will never be shown on my face again, people are changed by time and experience.

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