"Thank you, doctor. I suppressed the desolation and sadness that suddenly rose in my heart, said words of thanks to the doctor with a smile on my face, and gently covered my arm with my hand, not daring to use too much force.

In the future, I will never choose to use this way to pay tribute to my sad past, such a price is a bit too heavy, since I can't let go, I can't end, then I have to cherish the present, live the present.

"Miss Yu is polite, I am also doing my duty." The doctor replied politely, always feeling like he was talking to his boss, which always made me feel awkward.

"Alright, if it's okay, we'll go first." I still wanted to talk about God, but as soon as Ah Hua opened his mouth, the atmosphere instantly cooled down.

"Lan Lan, you go and send the doctor, I have something to tell Ah Hua." I must leave Ah Hua behind, I have to ask Ah Hua about Ah Feng's matter, even if I can treat it as nothing, I can't not understand anything in my heart, I ask for one to understand, because I have always been such a person.

"Okay." Lan Lan replied lukewarmly, and went out with the doctor, and only when Lan Lan and the doctor arrived on the first floor did Ah Hua speak.

"I don't know anything, don't ask me." It turned out that Ah Hua already knew what I was going to ask, and he said such things to me before I asked him, and I really didn't know how to ask again.

"You don't know anything, so how do you know what I'm going to ask?" I asked Ah Hua rhetorically, and I looked at Ah Hua's expression in a bit of a hurry, as if there was something to do.

According to Ah Hua's temperament, if there is really something urgent, he will definitely ignore anything from me and just throw his hands and leave, the reason why today is so special may be because Ah Feng has something to explain, or it may be because of Ah Feng's explanation, so he doesn't say anything.

"If there is anything to ask, you should ask Ah Feng, there are some things, I really can't say anything."

Is this called something that can't be said? If you can't say anything, why do you have to tell me such things, isn't this telling me, Ah Feng is hiding something from me, Ah Hua, Ah Hua, what kind of person are you, how can I not see it, I am not a very stupid woman.

"You have already said it, I originally didn't doubt Ah Feng, but your words make me can't help but doubt Ah Feng, tell me, what is Ah Feng busy with?" I asked Ah Hua, this is not a temptation, in fact, even if Ah Hua doesn't say it, I already know, but I just want to confirm it, I don't know what's wrong, I just think that Ah Feng must know everything about Ah Feng.

A woman's intuition is sometimes very accurate, and with Ah Hua's performance at this moment, I am even more sure.

"When it's time to know, you'll know everything, Ah Feng told you everything, now all you have to do is not think about anything, just do your own thing." Ah Hua said to me as preachy.

I'm tired of hearing this for a long time, I'm not a child, I also have things I want to understand clearly, I don't want me to be the one who realizes it forever, this state really makes me a little unacceptable, I don't want to go on like this anymore.

"When is the right time, why should I be the one who has been waiting and not one who can make my own decisions? I have to wait for everything, when am I going to go? I asked Ah Hua a little angrily, in fact, this was originally a vent when there was nothing to do, so Ah Hua just looked at me and didn't respond to me at anything.

This kind of Ah Hua makes me helpless, I look at Ah Hua leaning against the door frame, I am very angry, I don't know what is wrong with me, I know that I should not be angry with Ah Hua, let alone talk to Ah Hua like this.

Ah Hua could have ignored me and left directly, but he didn't, probably because he was afraid that I would do something to hurt himself, and then he wouldn't be able to explain to Ah Feng.

"Is it that you will do whatever Ah Feng tells you to do? If Ah Feng asks you to kill me one day, will you kill me too? "This kind of question is simply unreasonable, I ask you to ask Ah Hua such a question.

Ah Hua looked at me and didn't say anything, just looked at me simply, there was no answer in his eyes, I knew I was asking the wrong question, no one could answer such a question, killing people is to pay for their lives, everyone knows this, so no one will kill people easily.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm a little out of control, you can go." I feel like an ancient person, saying such apologies to Ah Hua, but Ah Hua didn't reply to me a word, and he didn't leave, just looking at me like this, I don't know if he was looking at something behind me or looking at me.

"Let's go." I thought Ah Hua didn't hear it, so I repeated it again, now that I'm fine, then I'm going to get ready to leave here, if Ah Hua is still here, I can't leave.

Because without Ah Feng's approval, Ah Hua will not let me leave here, and the last time Xiao Ya happened, it is estimated that Ah Feng is absolutely not at ease to let me stay alone, so I will let Ah Hua leave now.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Ah Hua asked me a little worriedly, I knew that he was afraid that he would not be able to explain to Ah Feng.

"I'm fine, isn't Lan Lan still there, you don't have to worry, I won't do anything to hurt myself, my life is very important." I said to Ah Hua, this is my attitude towards life.

I cherish my own life very much, and the reason why I will vent it in a way that hurts myself when I am uncomfortable is because those things that make me uncomfortable are really something I can't accept, and once that sadness is over, I cherish my life very much.

"It's useless to hurt yourself, and a woman is not a reason to be cowardly."

Ah Hua left with such a sentence, but he was really relieved, and he left without saying a word.

Also, in this world, isn't everyone who can care about themselves very much, what am I expecting, expecting someone who has nothing to do with me to care about me? It's ridiculous, I'm going to laugh and sarcastically in my heart again.

I watched Ah Hua leave indifferently, pouted to myself, as if it was a gust of wind that I had just left, and then got up to go to the toilet first.

Although the doctor said that it was already well and could move freely, I still didn't believe the fact that the scar I scratched healed so quickly, so I still had some caution when I moved, for fear that if I didn't pay attention to the wound and it would be torn open again, it would be troublesome.

Actually, I've figured it out, I'm like this, think about one thing clearly, maybe it won't take long, maybe I won't think through something in my life, people who are brainless are like this.

When I came out when I was almost done, Lan Lan sat on the sofa and waited for me.

After I came out, her eyes kept falling on me, as if she wanted something in me, moving from my body to my face, and then looking into my eyes.

The way I concentrated made me, who had nothing in my heart, suddenly feel empty.

"What's wrong? Did something happen? I asked Lan Lan, thinking something was wrong.

Lan Lan looked at me and didn't speak for a while, and then when I was about to walk over to her and sit down, she said, "Xiaoyou, do you love Brother Feng?" ”

This is really an ironic statement, why do all the people come to ask me if I love Ah Feng, instead of asking Ah Feng if he loves me?

I smiled bitterly, I was asked too many questions, and suddenly I didn't want to answer, because the answer was meaningless, I was afraid that I would stand in front of Ah Feng now and say to Ah Feng that I love you These three words, Ah Feng will be indifferent.

"Does it matter? I thought something was going on, why didn't Ah Feng come to ask me, but you were very concerned about this issue. I said to Lan Lan with a half-smile, after confirming that there was nothing wrong with my arm, I thought about what I was going to take away, and I don't know how Sister Haixiu found a house for me, if it really doesn't work, I'll go to Sister Haixiu to live for a few days first, it's not impossible.

"Of course it's important, to love this kind of thing is to be clear and clear, how can you be so confused." Even Lan Lan came to question me, why am I the one who doesn't cherish feelings in the eyes of everyone, is it because Ah Feng is good to me, I can always stay by Ah Feng's side instead of another person, and I don't even want my own bottom line for love?

Sure enough, there is no one in this world who can really fully understand themselves, I looked at Lan Lan, a little bit I didn't believe that this was what Lan Lan said, in my cognition, no matter what happened, as a friend, Lan Lan should always be on my side.

"Love, love, love." I gave Lan Lan an answer that everyone is willing to hear, this is not against my will, nor is it deceiving anyone, I love Ah Feng is one thing I want to admit to the world.

It's just that now it seems that there is no such need, some people say that love is two people's own business, I used to think that if two people love, it must be to tell the world, so that everyone knows who I love.

Now, when my feelings are concerned by many people, I think that love should be two people's own affairs, in each stage, people's thoughts are different, not who is fickle, but experience and life change people's minds, and we, all along, are just adapting to such changes.