"Miss, you use it slowly. The waiter didn't answer me, but said this to me.

I thought it was funny on the spot, so I laughed straight out, I thought this was a small bar that was more local, but seeing the waiter's reaction, I was sure that this place was not simple.

As for why it's not simple, I can't think of it yet, I think that Sister Haixiu is still busy with things over there, and when Sister Haixiu is done, I will go and talk to Sister Haixiu about the situation, and I don't know how Sister Haixiu and the others are doing now.

I came out, so there is no way to know the news, I drank the wine in my hand, although this wine will react when I drink it, but it is not drunk, today's discovery, I could have gone back directly to tell Ah Feng, but I don't want to go back now.

I didn't think it was much fun to be in the bar, so I came out directly, and walked the whole street by myself, only to see that there was a hotel, thinking that it was so late, it was always a little unsafe to be alone outside, so I went directly into a hotel and opened a room, and I was bored alone, so I turned on my mobile phone.

I was thinking that Ah Feng would not call me, but when I opened my phone and saw that there was nothing, I couldn't help but say in my heart that I was being amorous.

Suddenly, I didn't even believe in love, what is love, I asked myself this question again, but in my heart there was no answer like a long time ago.

It's not that I want too much, it's just because I love it too much, so I want everything about Ah Feng to belong to me, but now, I keep telling myself in my heart that I don't love Ah Feng, and I have never loved Ah Feng.

This kind of persuasion is not convincing at all, and the more I think about it in bed, the more annoying it becomes, so I just dropped my phone and went into the bathroom.

I didn't even take off my clothes, I turned on the shower and drenched my body with cold water, I am such a woman, when I feel uncomfortable, I do everything possible to torture myself.

I could clearly hear the ringing of my cell phone outside at the sound of water running down the shower, but I continued to throw myself in the cold water as if I hadn't heard it.

Even in the summer, I couldn't stand this shower for an hour, and in the end, I couldn't sit on the ground, and I had never done this before.

No matter how hard it was before, my heart was strong. Hard, and now, my heart is like a stone that has been smashed hard, and it is so uncomfortable.

I don't even know how long I stayed in the bathroom before I came out, and when I came out, I wrapped myself in the quilt, curled up in a ball, shivering, it's better to be sick, if I'm sick, I have a reason to do nothing, when I'm sick, I don't have to think about anything, and I don't have the strength to think about it.

My tears kept flowing, soaking the glass, and I scolded myself for not being productive, but what could I do, I kept crying, just because I was afraid of losing.

I am so afraid of losing Ah Feng, I don't even know myself, I don't dare to imagine what my life will be like without Ah Feng, and I don't dare to imagine if I will go crazy after I continue to live with Ah Feng like this.

All night, it seemed like I had been in tears, and when I woke up, it was already past two o'clock the next day, and it was a knock outside the door that woke me up, and I shivered with cold, and I wanted to wear a winter dress on my body.

I got out of bed and opened the door under the quilt, only to know that it was the waiter who reminded me that I should check out, and I didn't know where I was going, so I simply booked for another two days.

"Miss, you are sick, do you want to go to the hospital?" I guess the waiter was afraid that I would die here, so he asked like this.

"It's okay, I brought medicine." I replied with such a sentence and closed the door directly.

Where is the medicine, I tossed myself for a cold, how could I prepare the medicine for myself in advance, besides, even if there is medicine in front of me now, I won't take it, don't say I'm willful, I'm like this.

The human body is my own, and no matter how much I toss, it is my own business.

I sat back on the bed, picked up my phone and looked at it, it was all missed calls, there were calls from Ah Feng, there were calls from Sister Haixiu, and there were calls from Lan Lan, I took a look, threw the phone aside, fell down and lay on the bed again.

I feel that my body is so heavy and weak, my hair is burning to death, my body is so cold that I can't do it, I want to vomit, and I feel like my stomach is coming out.

The eyelids were very heavy, and I was used to lying down to sleep as soon as I was sick, because I wouldn't know that I was uncomfortable when I fell asleep, so I curled up on the bed again, closed my eyes, and fell asleep in a trance.

"Xiao You, Xiao You...... "I heard a call for me, I opened my eyes and saw Sister Haixiu, I must be dreaming, how could Sister Haixiu appear."

"Sister Haixiu, I'm so sleepy, you let me sleep for a while." Whether I was dreaming or not, after I finished talking to Sister Haixiu, I turned my head back to sleep again.

"Xiaoyou, Xiaoyou, you get up." I was dragged up by Sister Haixiu, and when I opened my eyes to see clearly, a dazzling light came, and I was awakened at once.

When my eyes adjusted to the light and I opened them again, I realized that I wasn't dreaming.

"Sister Haixiu, Lan Lan, why are you here?" I asked, tears flowed out as soon as I brushed it, I couldn't hold back it anymore, and the grievances in my heart couldn't hold back anymore when I saw Sister Haixiu and Lan Lan.

"You've been here for three days when you're sick like this, and if someone hadn't come to you, you'd have died here." Sister Haixiu scolded me, I was so aggrieved that I was about to cry to death, and Sister Haixiu was still scolding me.

In the voice of Sister Haixiu's scolding, I, who was just crying, cried directly, I hugged the quilt on the bed, crying so pitifully, I felt like I was abandoned by the world.

"Xiaoyou, what the hell happened, why didn't you come back when you were sick." Lan Lan sat on the edge of the bed and asked me, her hand on my forehead, her face changed, "Why is it so hot, hurry up and go to the hospital." ”

I didn't have the time or opportunity to say a word, for three days, I didn't eat or drink, I just lay here, and when I woke up, I saw Sister Haixiu and Lan Lan, there was no Ah Feng, but anyone who has been in love can understand the feelings in my heart.

"It's okay, I can't die." I didn't say angry words, but I knew that Lan Lan and Sister Haixiu would definitely think that I was talking angry when they heard it.

Lan Lan helped me and was about to go to the hospital, so I took Lan Lan's hand away.

"I'll go by myself." I said to Lan Lan, the tears no longer flowed, I thought, it's time, I have to learn how to live well when no one has anyone, since nothing is mine, then I don't want anything, from now on, I have to do what I should do.

Lan Lan still had to help me, I was pulled away again, I staggered down the stairs by myself, because of the cold, I would vomit when I took the elevator, so I went straight to the stairs.

I didn't think that Ah Feng would come to pick me up, these days, although I was so sick that I had been sleeping, but there was not a moment, I stopped and didn't think about things.

Out of the hotel, when I saw Ah Feng standing next to the car waiting, I had no emotion, I was afraid to face Ah Feng before, and now I don't want to face it, in my opinion, any feelings that need to hesitate will not last long, since this is the case, then break it off early.

And I don't want to know what kind of person I am for Ah Feng.

"Xiaoyou..." he called out to me, opened the car door, I looked at him, did not answer, walked around the car by myself, and dragged my weak body that was about to fall down in the middle of the day, moving slowly on the road.

I want to go to the doctor, I have to walk on my own, along the way, my self-esteem and pride have long disappeared, now all I can do is not to humble myself, no matter what happens in the future, I will no longer pin my hope on others, at this moment, I said this to myself in my heart, telling myself.

The scorching sun was shining overhead, and the road was rolling under my feet. It's hot, and my feet will feel hot when I put it on, so I walked like this, Lan Lan followed by my side, crying while calling me.

Listening to Lan Lan crying, I cried too, and the tears I shed were rolling. Scalding, like boiling hot water.

"Xiaoyou, what's wrong, you have to torture yourself like this." Lan Lan always followed behind me, saying this sentence over and over again, and my heart hurt.

"I'm fine, Lan Lan, don't cry, you're crying, I want to cry too." I turned my head and pulled Lan Lan with one hand, and wiped the tears on Lan Lan's face with the other hand, I said to Lan Lan in tears.

"Yu Xiaoyou, what do you want, have you made enough trouble?" Sister Haixiu's voice sounded behind dozens of meters away, and in Sister Haixiu's eyes, everything about me was making trouble.

yes, now that JK is going to buy the major bars, I don't go to the hospital to see myself when I'm sick here, and I lock myself in a hotel room by myself.

Now that they've come to pick me up, I'm trying to walk on my own, I don't know where this is, how far away from JK is, I'm just walking on the street in the sun, isn't that just messing around.

I don't have the strength to answer Sister Haixiu, because even if I speak, Sister Haixiu won't hear it.

I just glanced back at Sister Haixiu, and saw Sister Haixiu standing beside Ah Feng, calling Yu Xiaoyou, I smiled bitterly, let go of Lan Lan's hand, and left by myself.

After all, I am just by myself, and after all, I am still the same Yu Xiaoyou before.