Chapter 121: Change Slowly

"Ah Feng, don't be like this. I couldn't get used to hearing Ah Feng talk like this, so after a few minutes of silence, I opened my mouth to say to Ah Feng. My tone was all reluctant, yes, this is such a language exchange, and I don't want to talk to Ah Feng.

Sister Haixiu sat on the side and watched, and also listened to me and Ah Feng talking, from Ah Feng came in to now, a few minutes have passed, Ah Feng and I have each said a word, the atmosphere in the office is instantly colder than before Ah Feng came in, and I am a little uncomfortable with the cold.

I'm already uncomfortable, Ah Feng and Sister Haixiu are even more uncomfortable, between us, there has never been such a thing, maybe there have been too many things that have happened in the recent past, that's why it's like this.

"Okay, isn't it just a little thing? The three of us are at odds here, so what will we do in the future?" Sister Haixiu finally couldn't hold back and spoke, she could always refute her with one sentence without saying anything I said.

What she said makes a lot of sense, JK is actually just the three of us holding it up. To be more precise, JK is actually Sister Haixiu and Ah Feng supporting each other.

If because of me, Sister Haixiu and Ah Feng have a disagreement, then the culprit is me, without Sister Haixiu, or without Ah Feng's JK, it will not survive well at all.

I know very well the importance of this matter in my heart, so in the ten seconds after Sister Haixiu's words came out, my attitude softened, I don't want to let Sister Haixiu and Ah Feng have any disagreement because of me, I don't want JK to have any problems one day, the person who should be most responsible is me.

My relationship with JK all comes from Ah Feng, without Ah Feng, there would be no Yu Xiaoyou in JK, no one knows my position and position better than me, what kind of person should do what kind of thing.

Since Sister Haixiu and Ah Feng have decided to let Xiaoya accompany Liu Laogui, and have decided that the person who will persuade Xiaoya is me, then I should go without asking anything.

I'm not the head of JK and I haven't contributed anything to JK, what else would I do?

After Sister Haixiu finished speaking, Ah Feng didn't respond to her, maybe Ah Feng saw my change, I was a little weak-hearted, I didn't go to see Ah Feng, I didn't do anything wrong, why in front of Ah Feng, every time I thought about facing it, my heart became empty, and I asked myself in my heart if I did something wrong.

I thought a lot from beginning to end, but I didn't come up with anything, that is, I didn't do anything wrong, so what the hell am I thinking about?

"Sister Haixiu, I just can't figure it out between the first, and after I figure it out, I'll be fine. "I said to Sister Haixiu to avoid embarrassment between me and Ah Feng, I was afraid that Sister Haixiu would suddenly stand up and say that she was leaving, leaving me and Ah Feng here.

So, when I was saying this, I moved to Sister Haixiu's side and grabbed Sister Haixiu's arm, and Ah Feng saw all the movements in his eyes, and he saw that I was pulling Sister Haixiu very hard, so Ah Feng didn't sit down.

"I knew you, so I didn't say anything, and I wasn't angry. Sister Haixiu took my arm and said to me, I don't know how to respond to Sister Haixiu's words, in my impression, it seems that Sister Haixiu has never been angry with me, as soon as Sister Haixiu said this, my heart was even more uncomfortable.

"Xiaoyou, it's not okay for you to be like this, if you don't change, what will you do in the future?" Sister Haixiu said to me earnestly, I really don't want to answer such a question, I was already in a much better mood, and when Sister Haixiu said this, I was going to be angry again.

Why do I have to be the perfect person in the eyes of others, why do I have to be the kind of person I can be, instead of being the person I want to be, I don't want to have anything, I don't want to lose anything, if what I have today will have to be lost in the future because I haven't been long enough, then it just means that it didn't belong to me in the first place.

If a person wants to live according to someone else's plan, it is better not to live.

"Sister Haixiu, I will never be the same person as you, to be honest, I also resist becoming a person like you in my heart, so I am what I am now, and I may be like this for the rest of my life. "This is the first time I've faced this question from Sister Haixiu.

I feel more and more that it is best to say everything clearly, there is no burden in each other's hearts, you can live a good life, and when there is nothing in your heart, it is the happiest time for a person.

I clearly heard Sister Haixiu's sigh, even if she was just breathing heavily, I still knew that it was her sigh, this feeling of hating iron but not steel, I still understand something.

"Xiaoyou, don't say that, everything will be fine slowly. Ah Feng spoke at this time.

The last thing I want is to hear Ah Feng speak, if Ah Feng doesn't speak, I'm just uncomfortable or angry in my heart, and I don't have any temper to vent. But as soon as Ah Feng spoke, my temper was like being ignited by a fire, and it came as soon as I said it.

"Then what am I going to say?What I won't do, why should I promise that I will do it?What do you mean by what you're going to be fine?," I asked Ah Feng.

Suddenly I felt that this was not me, this was no longer me, I would never dare to talk to Ah Feng like this before, and Ah Feng before seemed to not give me the opportunity to talk to him like this.

Thinking about it a few days ago, I was still scolding Ah Feng on the phone, and I said that I don't want to become what kind of person, in fact, all my signs are showing that I have changed towards the way Sister Haixiu hoped.

My temper is getting bigger and bigger, but it's good to talk to Ah Feng like this, isn't this the kind of person Sister Haixiu wants me to be? It's just that I need to vent this temper on outsiders in the future.

Ah Feng didn't know how to answer my question like this, and my change seemed to come suddenly. Without warning, the last time I found grapes in Ah Feng's office, my temper couldn't help but start to explode.

Even I don't know what happened to me, could it be that when I followed Sister Haixiu and Ah Feng, with their backs, I was already changing in the direction that they were satisfied with?

After I found out about this problem, I couldn't calm down anymore, how could this be? It's not me, it's not me anymore.

"Xiaoyou, don't be angry, Ah Feng just said this, look at you, you are angry like this, nothing happened, right. Sister Haixiu played a round game.

I know that this is a very weak performance, I don't mean to embarrass Ah Feng in front of Sister Haixiu, but I really can't help my temper.

When Sister Haixiu said this, my anger was like being instantly extinguished by water, and my whole person was like an eggplant hope that had been beaten by frost, wilting, sitting there, and even the hand holding Sister Haixiu's arm had no strength.

While I wasn't paying attention, Sister Haixiu directly withdrew her arm from my hand, probably thinking that under the current scene and atmosphere, she should escape from this scene.

I also stretched out my hand to continue to grab Sister Haixiu, she stood up and walked behind Ah Feng directly before I made a move, and my movements stopped abruptly.

"Okay, I still have a bunch of things to do, so I'll go first, and you can rest here for a while. Sister Haixiu said, and left me and Ah Feng here, and she went out alone.

I know that there is nothing to be busy with at all, it is that Sister Haixiu is unwilling to continue to stay in such a depressing atmosphere, and it is also Sister Haixiu who is unwilling to participate in the emotional conflict between me and Ah Feng.

Feelings are such a thing, only the parties themselves can solve it, others can't solve it, Sister Haixiu understands this truth better than me, so she runs faster than a rabbit.

Before Sister Haixiu left, Ah Feng's eyes seemed to be fixed on me, and now that Sister Haixiu is gone, Ah Feng is even more unshy about staring at me.

I can't describe that kind of gaze, it feels as cold as a thousand years of ice, and he doesn't dare to approach, and it is like the scorching sun, as if it wants to burn everything he sees, so hot that people dare not look at him.

My eyes fled, and under Ah Feng's gaze, I began to fidget.

"I'll go out first. Finally, after squirming for a long time, I stood up and said to Ah Feng, the tone of my words was like a marshmallow, although the words I said were still not very good, but the tone was definitely not negotiable.

Talking like this, Ah Feng shouldn't have arisen, I thought in my heart, I'm still waiting for Ah Feng to answer me.

But Ah Feng didn't make a sound, he just kept looking at me with that kind of gaze I thought to myself, okay, then since Ah Feng doesn't speak, then I'll just leave, anyway, Ah Feng is like this now, and it's not a good thing to stay with him. Besides, I don't really want to be alone with Ah Feng.

"What are you hiding?" When Ah Feng passed by, Ah Feng grabbed me, still looked at me with the same eyes just now, and asked me such a five-word question.

I didn't hide, so I didn't know how to answer Ah Feng. I wanted to let Ah Feng go, but I didn't know how to say it, and when I did, it was as if everything I said was wrong. I looked at Ah Feng's eyes, and looked at Ah Feng with eyes that I don't know what kind of eyes, and I didn't say a word for a long time.

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