"I'm not hiding. I said to Ah Feng impatiently, no one will deliberately suppress their temper for a long time, even a person like me, who seems to be extremely cowardly, is not accustomed to keeping his temper to bear it all the time.

This is my answer to Ah Feng after being silent for a long time, yes, I'm not hiding, I just don't want to face it yet, if this is hiding, then so be it.

"Why don't you want to stay with me if you don't hide?" Ah Feng's aggressiveness has not changed at all, I am afraid that if I continue to stay with Ah Feng, I will say something that should not be said in the first place, and it will ruin the feelings.

Women are like this, when they can't control their emotions, they will always say something contrary to their hearts, I'm afraid that what I say is not what I thought in my heart, but it ruined my relationship with Ah Feng.

My relationship with Ah Feng was originally very fragile, and I couldn't withstand any turmoil.

However, another voice sounded in my heart, Ah Feng has another woman in his heart, why should I wronged myself like this, and then stay by Ah Feng's side and be a substitute for another woman.

Two voices in my heart made me even quieter.

"I'm going to find Xiaoya now, didn't I say let me convince Xiaoya to follow Old Ghost Liu?" I made an excuse to get out of here quickly.

I guess Ah Feng can also see it, people like Ah Feng will definitely not be the only woman, how can Ah Feng, who is circling in the women's pile all day long, not understand these little tempers of women.

Ah Feng let go of me and didn't say anything more, I should have looked back at Ah Feng, but I didn't, I said goodbye like leaving someone who I didn't feel at all and didn't love at all.

I didn't go back to the ground, I just came out in Sister Haixiu's office like that, and I left Ah Feng alone in Sister Haixiu's office. I came out like this without caring about anything, I knew that Ah Feng was a person who couldn't express anything in words, and I didn't explain anything.

I leaned against the door, and when I thought like this, I wanted to push open the door and go in again, hugging Ah Feng and saying everything I was thinking in my heart, I don't know what's wrong, I still held back, probably because I didn't want to be too humble.

The previous Yu Xiaoyou was as humble as an ant, and anyone could trample me to death with one foot. Now I'm tired of that kind of past, even if I know that I should be grateful to Ah Feng for all this, but in the face of self-esteem that is not worth a penny, my feelings are not even worth a penny.

Many people don't understand what women are thinking in their hearts, in fact, many times, even women themselves don't know what they are thinking in their hearts, just like I don't know what I'm thinking in my heart now.

On the way to find Xiaoya, I always wanted to use this short time to figure out what kind of person I am, however, no, I don't think I will figure it out in my life.

People like me lack a mirror in their hearts, and they also lack a mirror outside their hearts, and people like me deserve to lose everything.

I seem to understand why my life was so hard before I met Ah Feng and Sister Haixiu, life originally needs to be changed, people need to decide for themselves, and in the past, I didn't have such a consciousness at all.

Now I have such a consciousness, but I don't really want to change anything about myself, people always say that they should be prepared for danger in times of peace, in fact, after being comfortable, a few people will do this.

Anyone can understand the big truth, and when it comes to doing it, I'm afraid that only a very small number of people can do it.

When I pushed open the door of the dressing room and walked in, I didn't think about how I would face Xiaoya, if the friendship between me and Xiaoya no longer existed, then how would I face her.

"Sister Xiaoyou, are you okay? I haven't seen you for a few days. "The babies flocked to ask me how I was doing, and I kept looking for Xiaoya in the crowd, but I didn't see her.

I think that at the beginning, Xiaoya was the same as them, she would be like this when she saw me, and now Xiaoya will be like this after seeing me? I know in my heart that she won't, but I still have some expectations, people are like this, always hovering on the edge of being cheap, looking for death.

"I'm fine, what's wrong? I haven't seen you for a few days, so you miss me like that?" I was playing with the babies, and my mood seemed to be much better, but in fact, there was no such thing.

"Sister Xiaoyou, you know that we miss you, you still ask. ”

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After that, it was time to exchange pleasantries, and if I kept talking, I would forget what I was here for.

"Didn't you see Xiaoya?" I asked the babies, my eyes still looking around, for fear that I would accidentally miss Xiaoya in the room.

"Sister Xiaoyou is always for Xiaoya every time she comes, and she is not afraid that we will be jealous?"

I'm sweating wildly, and if I'm jealous, I'll be able to pay it back, and if I'm jealous, then I'm not going to die.

"Oh, I'm feeling miserable in my heart, I'm talking so badly, I'm a sinner for thousands of years, what am I still alive for? I smiled and said to the babies, such a bitter word, it was a joke when I heard it.

Xiaoya was called out by Sister Haixiu. A baby answered my question.

What's the situation? Didn't you say okay and let me go and talk to Xiaoya? Why is it now that Sister Haixiu is looking for Xiaoya directly.

Sister Haixiu's temper, if she went to talk to Xiaoya, it would be fine, but Sister Haixiu found Xiaoya, shouldn't she just go to her office and say, why didn't I see it all the way over, or because I was thinking about something, I didn't notice it.

I hurriedly came out of the dressing room and ran towards Sister Haixiu's office, without even knocking on the door, I rushed in directly.

Sure enough, Sister Haixiu was inside, and Xiaoya was also inside, but I didn't see Ah Feng, it seems that Ah Feng has left, which is exactly what I want.

"Sister Haixiu, why didn't I see you all the way over?" I asked Sister Haixiu breathlessly, because I didn't know how to face Xiaoya, so I chose to ignore Xiaoya directly.

"You bury your head and go straight forward, you didn't respond when I called you, and asked me. There were some complaints in Sister Haixiu's tone, and I could tell that she cared about me because she cared about me. Maybe she thinks that the contradiction between me and Ah Feng has not been completely resolved, so she is not very happy to take her with her.

"Aren't I in a hurry, by the way, why did you bring Xiaoya here. When I said this, I glanced at Xiao Ya, Xiao Ya was sitting on the edge of the sofa, looking a lot petite, in fact, Xiao Ya, who is 168 tall, does not match petite at all.

"Then I'll wait for you?" Sister Haixiu said something, I will definitely do what I have promised, I will not say where to put it, wait for the time to pass and then solve it, Sister Haixiu is obviously thinking too much, or it may be that things are in a hurry, and I have to hurry, who knows.

Since I have sat with Xiaoya, then everything should be made clear, I looked at Sister Haixiu and knew what her words meant, but in front of Xiaoya, there are some things that we can't say too bluntly.

"Didn't I come right after, Sister Haixiu, don't you have something to do, why are you still sitting here. "I'm afraid that when I talk to Xiaoya later, Sister Haixiu won't be able to listen, so I'm going to drive Sister Haixiu away.

Sister Haixiu knows what kind of person I am, and I am absolutely loyal when it comes to dealing with feelings. I don't dare to say what a good girlfriend I am, and I can't guarantee how good a friend I am, but I will never put myself and the people I care about too much in an awkward position when it comes to relationships.

"I forgot, but thanks to a reminder, I'll get busy. Sister Haixiu said as she stood up and gave me a hard look, this is completely unnecessary, I know what I am here to do, so I will not hide anything, and I will not promise anything like last time, because I will probably not be able to do it at all.

"Well, go ahead, go quickly. I urged Sister Hai Xiu, and in Xiao Ya's gaze at me, I watched Sister Hai Xiu go out of the office, and I locked the office door, so that only me and Xiao Ya were left in this room.

No matter what you say, only Xiaoya and I know, because the soundproofing of this office is very good.

"If you have anything, just say it, Sister Xiaoyou. As soon as Xiaoya spoke, she instantly felt that the distance between us was not a little bit or two, this voice was cold, and when I heard it, I was suspicious of what I had done before, no wonder, if the same thing happened to me, I would also complain and hold a grudge in my heart for a long time.

"Nothing bad happened at Xinyue. I poured a glass of wine for Xiaoya, since Xiaoya's tone of voice to me was cold, then there was no need for me to use more enthusiastic language to get closer.

The relationship between people is not something that can be brought closer by a few words, and once they are estranged, don't expect to recover in a short period of time.

"No, everything is normal. Xiao Ya answered my questions like a talking robot, I looked at Xiao Ya, and suddenly I didn't know what I had to ask again.

"What do you think of Old Ghost Liu?Well, what kind of person is it?" Since the end of the question is related to Old Ghost Liu, it is better to start the topic, which is related to Old Ghost Liu, I am used to solving problems simply.

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