Xiao Ya looked at me with extremely surprised eyes, obviously I didn't expect that I would ask like this directly, too, for a slightly more normal person, all I care about should be whether Xiao Ya is being bullied in Xinyue or something, but I directly asked Liu Lao Ghost how it is, isn't this something that ordinary people can't do.

However, when I asked this question, I didn't think about it so much, could it be that I am not an ordinary person anymore? Phew, the focus at this time is on Xiaoya, not on what kind of person I am.

"What's wrong, what's wrong?" I looked at Xiaoya looking at me and didn't speak, so I directly asked a new question.

Since people's hearts have been estranged, there is no need to pretend that the two of them are very close, I originally thought that I had a lot to beg Xiaoya for forgiveness, but when I came in and faced Xiaoya's cold attitude, I had already made such a decision in my heart.

I'm not used to being humbled in front of anyone, it seems that an illness, a run away from home, has changed my whole being, maybe such a change has already begun quietly, just waiting for an opportunity to let it burst out completely.

"No problem, I still don't understand what Old Ghost Liu means, he just comes to see me regularly every day, when I was happy, I basically didn't show up, Sister Lan Lan was always going out, so she was tired."

Xiao Ya said one by one, Xiao Ya with two words written on her face, every word she said, people couldn't even find a reason to doubt.

But I always feel that Xiao Ya missed something, although it was just this simple sentence, but my intuition was that I felt that something was missing, maybe one or two words were missing, but that feeling was completely wrong.

"In other words, you still don't know what Old Ghost Liu means to you?" I continued to ask Xiaoya.

Since Liu Laogui didn't let Xiaoya perform on the stage, does that mean that in Liu Laogui's heart, Xiaoya is not exactly his dead wife. Also, does Xiaoya know that she and Old Ghost Liu's wife look very similar?

If Old Ghost Liu didn't tell Xiaoya, then how did Sister Haixiu know? How do I think everything is messed up in an instant, or is there something wrong with my reasoning?

"He said I was like his wife, and I guess that's why." Xiao Ya removed the doubts in my heart with one sentence, and it seems that Xiao Ya also knows very well what I am going to say next, so that I don't waste my tongue later.

"Xiaoya, do you blame me?" Why did I blurt out this question, I set myself up to be a person as cold as a thousand years of frost, and a word that was accidentally asked exposed the fact that I was still the same Yu Xiaoyou before.

The change of people is not something that can be completed overnight, even if the change has been laid for so long, I still retain some of my previous appearance, so should I be happy or sad?

Xiaoya lowered her head and didn't meet my eyes looking at her, probably because she didn't know how to answer me, it didn't feel good to say weird, and it felt so false to say that it wasn't weird, so not saying anything was the most correct answer.

But in this way, it is not the solution to the problem after all, Xiaoya didn't speak, so I kept waiting, just waiting for Xiaoya to speak.

After waiting for a few minutes, Xiaoya suddenly raised her head and looked at me, and this sudden look up scared me.

I drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, and since I didn't know how to speak next, I used a glass of alcohol to tell myself the answer.

"Sister Xiaoyou, I don't blame you, I know that everyone has a hard time, if it weren't for the last resort, you wouldn't have left me, not to mention that later, didn't Sister Haixiu and Sister Lan Lan accompany me? So in Xinyue, nothing happened. ”

Xiaoya's words sounded a lot more reassuring to me, and finally, she didn't blame me, sometimes, I really need to think about the big picture, too much for JK, not someone.

"It's my fault that I didn't think about it when I thought about it before, I gave you hope and disappointed you, it's my fault, it's good that you don't blame me." Now, I even say that I apologize, which is a bit reasonable, and this change is too obvious for me to accept.

If Sister Haixiu and Ah Feng saw me like this, I don't know how they would feel in their hearts, I don't know if my head was cramping, I actually wanted Ah Feng to see this scene of me talking to Xiaoya, could it be that my heart has actually been developing in the direction of the kind of person Ah Feng wants me to become?

No matter how much I don't want to admit it, it's already the case.

"Xiaoya, if you are asked to follow Old Ghost Liu, are you willing? Maybe it's like I followed Ah Feng. I asked Xiaoya, after the last lesson, I don't dare to say anything more reassuring.

What if everyone knows that I am Ah Feng's girlfriend, my identity is public, I am just a nightclub owner secretary, an unsightly identity, and the relationship with Ah Feng, it seems that when I think about it like this, it is also an unsightly thing, and I feel inexplicably irritable, and I don't even want to continue the conversation with Xiaoya.

I don't know what will calm me down.

"I don't know, Sister Xiaoyou, you ask me like this, I really don't know, are you happy with Brother Feng?" Xiaoya didn't ask me if I was happy, but asked me if I was happy, and it was really difficult to answer such a question at such a time.

I'm afraid that if someone mentions Ah Feng, I won't be able to calm down, just now, Xiaoya coincidentally mentioned Ah Feng.

I looked at Xiaoya, I don't know what my eyes were, I just knew that Xiaoya glanced at me, and quickly lowered her head.

"I'm not happy, I don't have a direct connection with your affairs, and now I'm asking if you want to." I said it again to Xiaoya, yes, the question now is whether she wants it or not.

Liu Lao Ghost is not Ah Feng, he won't do the same thing as Ah Feng, Xiaoya is not me, and he won't make the same decision as me, so my affairs and Xiaoya's affairs are not necessarily related, so it can be said that there is no relationship at all.

It is estimated that Xiaoya was frightened by my tone, she didn't answer me immediately, obviously thinking about it, after all, once such a decision is made, there is no room to turn back, this can be said to be a lifelong decision.

I didn't rush Xiaoya either, since I knew what this decision meant for a woman, I would naturally give Xiaoya enough time to think about it.

I sat on the couch and suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette, remembering that when I was a child, I used to smoke a lot, and I hadn't touched it in years.

"I do." The two of us were silent for more than ten minutes, and after ten minutes, Xiaoya opened her mouth and said these three words, I almost didn't hear them, I knew that it was not that Xiaoya's voice was too quiet, but that I was too surprised.

I thought, what's the matter, Xiaoya should also tell me a little bit about her feelings, but Xiaoya didn't, she directly agreed after a short silence, I can't be surprised.

Even if I decided to be with Ah Feng, it took me a long time, at that time, I still met Ah Feng every day, together,

Now Xiaoya and Liu Lao Ghost ...... I don't really know what to say.

In the face of Xiaoya's sudden "I do" three words, the person who was at a loss was me, this time, it was me who was surprised, I looked at Xiaoya, and for a while, I didn't know what to say.

"Sister Xiaoyou, don't look at me like this, I know that this is a difficult thing for you to accept and believe, but this is indeed a decision I made after consideration. I've thought about it, if Boss Liu is as good to me as Brother Feng is to you, wouldn't it be a very good thing for a woman like me. ”

Xiaoya said, this is also true, according to what Sister Haixiu said, if Liu Laogui and his wife have a very deep relationship, then Liu Laogui should not be so bad to Xiaoya.

"Sister Xiaoyou, I guess you will definitely ask me, if Liu Lao Ghost is different from what I imagined, he is a bad person, then what am I going to do, isn't there still you and JK? You are my strong backing, I have nothing to fear. ”

Xiaoya's dependence on me and JK has reached the point where she can hand over her whole life, and when she says this, I think Sister Haixiu and Ah Feng will be moved when they hear it.

"Xiaoya, thank you, I thank you for JK." I took Xiaoya's hand and said to Xiaoya, a person who has developed into a cold personality, suddenly his eyes are hot when he hears Xiaoya's words.

I was afraid that I would shed tears, so I hugged Xiaoya directly, this hug, I used a lot of strength, I rubbed all the words I wanted to say but couldn't say into this hug.

"Sister Xiaoyou, as you said, only if JK is good, we will all be fine, I remember." Xiaoya hugged me back and said to me.

She remembered everything I said.

I don't know how I can thank Xiaoya for JK and Ah Feng, there is not much I can do, and now I can't do anything.

"Xiaoya, we have always been there, no matter where you are, remember that you have us." I said to Xiaoya.

Everyone's value is different, so everyone's way of realizing their own value will be different, after Xiaoya and Liu Laogui are together, they will definitely not stay in JK, and the rest of the things will all depend on Xiaoya herself.

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