After I came out, I stopped the taxi and went to JK, I didn't care about anything, I looked righteous and awe-inspiring, I looked at death as home, and I didn't know what I was going to say to Ah Feng later, but I still went to JK without hesitation, and I was blindfolded the whole time.

When I arrived at JK, when I saw Sister Haixiu, I still didn't know how to speak.

"Sister Haixiu. "I called Sister Haixiu, I looked dazed, I didn't know what to say, so many things happened, I didn't know what to say to Sister Haixiu first

"Is Ah Feng here?" Sister Haixiu pulled me into JK, and I asked Sister Haixiu, the purpose of today is to come to find Ah Feng, so I asked Sister Haixiu directly.

"Ah Feng is not here, something is wrong, what's wrong, what's going on?" Sister Haixiu asked me, she looked at me and asked worriedly.

I was cute for a while, but I didn't know which thing to say to Sister Haixiu first.

"Just say anything about it, Ah Feng is not here, I can help you solve it. Sister Haixiu comforted me and said, this sentence made me very warm, I looked at Sister Haixiu, a burst of tears was about to flow out, I quickly blinked my eyes, so that the tears did not flow.

Sister Haixiu's words made all my grievances written on my face, and when I looked at Sister Haixiu, I couldn't help crying.

"Sister Haixiu, I don't know what to do now. "As soon as I entered Sister Haixiu's office, I hugged Sister Haixiu and cried, I couldn't help it anymore, I couldn't bear it anymore, in front of Sister Haixiu, I didn't need to be so forbearing, didn't I.

"What's wrong? Tell me what's going on, so I can help you with it." Sister Haixiu hugged me, stroked my back, and whispered to me.

"I want to help someone now, but I don't have the ability, if I don't help him, I don't want to go in my heart, what do you say I should do Sister Haixiu?"

What I said was confused, and it is estimated that Sister Haixiu didn't hear me clearly, so Sister Haixiu didn't answer me or comfort me, just stroked my back vigorously and comforted me with her strength.

I saw that Sister Haixiu didn't speak, so I knew that I didn't make it clear, and I cried in Sister Haixiu's arms for a while, and I continued, "I had a relationship with Peng Le before, just one night. "I emphasized the word one night, I just don't want Sister Haixiu to think too much, and I can analyze the next thing more objectively.

"After that, there was no intersection anymore, he liked me, and now that his company has a problem, I want to help him now. I said to Sister Haixiu in a choked voice, I was very aggrieved in my heart, I knew that this grievance was found for myself by myself.

"Then how do you feel about Ah Feng now?" It's strange that Sister Haixiu didn't ask me about Peng Le, but directly put the question on Ah Feng's body, I was stunned for a moment, but the crying voice didn't stop.

"I love Ah Feng, I love it very much. "This is the voice in my heart, I said it to Sister Haixiu, I don't want to hide my feelings for Ah Feng, I now want everyone in the world to know that I love Ah Feng.

This is probably a woman's possessiveness, I think only by letting everyone in the world know that Ah Feng is my boyfriend, then I will feel at ease.

"That's right, you love Ah Feng, why do you want to pay attention to other men, even if he loves you, that's his business, you have the person you love, Ah Feng also loves you, you only have Ah Feng in your heart, Xiaoyou, there are some things, it's not that Ah Feng doesn't care, do you know?"

Sister Haixiu said to me, but I still didn't understand, since Ah Feng cared, why didn't Ah Feng make it clear.

Sister Haixiu said this because she also knew something? I guessed in my heart, looking at Sister Haixiu, tears kept flowing, as if she could no longer stop.

"Sister Haixiu, so in order to make yourself feel at ease, isn't it okay to do some things?" I don't want to tell Sister Haixiu about the detailed process of my affair with Peng Le, I don't think it's necessary, maybe Sister Haixiu already knows.

I may just not be able to figure it out in my heart, and then my head can't turn around, so I think about how to help Peng Le in my heart, otherwise, I will no longer find a reason to convince myself.

"Xiaoyou, Ah Feng asked you to go to Xinyue before, and he let you go knowing that you couldn't solve Xinyue's problem, does he really just want you to lure out Old Ghost Liu?" Sister Haixiu asked me, and I didn't understand even more.

When I listened to Ah Feng at that time, I felt that it made sense, but now that I am asked by Sister Haixiu, I feel that everything Ah Feng said has been overturned.

"So coincidentally, Brother Chen is there? It just so happened that the man went to the trivial? Coincidentally, why did it have to be when you went, Xiaoyou, haven't you really thought about these seriously?" Sister Haixiu continued to ask me.

I seem to understand something, it turns out that Ah Feng cares about everything, and if Ah Feng doesn't say it, it doesn't mean that he doesn't care.

It turns out that Ah Feng is still worried about Peng Le's existence, I think about a series of things that have happened recently, and my heart is nervous, since Ah Feng cares so much, then Ah Feng also cares about the kind of life I had before?

My heart is very uneasy, I really want to talk to Ah Feng clearly, but Ah Feng is not there. Obviously, Ah Feng doesn't want to see me now.

"Sister Haixiu, do you think Ah Feng won't hate me because of this?" I asked Sister Haixiu, I knew that the uneasiness in my heart had shifted to my tone, thinking that Ah Feng might hate me, I was very uncomfortable, and I couldn't hold back crying anymore.

"Sister Haixiu, if Ah Feng doesn't want me anymore, what should I do?" I cried, hugged Sister Haixiu, and said all the thoughts in my heart, I don't think about how to help Peng Le anymore, I just want to appear by Ah Feng's side now, hug Ah Feng and say, "I love him." "I'm going to say it a thousand times and ten thousand times until Ah Feng realizes my heart.

I am such a person, in the face of love, dare to love and hate, I want to express everything clearly, but when solving emotional problems, I always don't know how to deal with it.

"No, if Ah Feng really cared about you before, he wouldn't be with you, it's just that he can't tolerate other people in your heart, Xiaoyou, men's love is selfish and domineering, after going through so many things, do you understand?"

Sister Haixiu said to me bitterly, helped me sit on the sofa, poured me a glass of water, and handed it over, but I am not in the mood to drink water now, yes, I am not even in the mood to drink water.

Although Sister Haixiu said a fact, but in my opinion, I still have no way to feel at ease, Sister Haixiu said these words, unless I heard Ah Feng say it to me personally, I will not be at ease,

For a while, Peng Le's affairs were left out of the clouds by me, and I thought that the word Peng Le would never appear again in my life.

People have to give up something for the people or things they care about, there is no doubt that between Ah Feng and Peng Le, the person I choose to give up is Peng Le.

Fortunately, I didn't say anything I wanted to help Peng Le, and fortunately, the first person I met when I came to the nightclub was Sister Haixiu, if it weren't for Sister Haixiu's call, I might have said something to Ah Feng that shouldn't have been said.

In love, women and men think differently, and I, in the relationship, am a man among women, with both the tenderness of a woman and the domineering and heroic spirit of a man.

I can only choose to be sorry Peng Le, in this life, I am destined to be sorry for someone, since this is the case, let him go like this.

"Xiaoyou, the authorities are obsessed with bystanders, I hope my words can make you understand what decisions you have to make now, and I also hope that you can be with Ah Feng well in the future. ”

Sister Haixiu continued, I don't cry like I did when I first met Sister Haixiu, although there are still tears on my face.

I wiped my tears, and the gloom and uncertainties in my heart seemed to disappear with the tears on my face.

"Sister Haixiu, thank you for telling me this. "I hugged Sister Haixiu and thanked Sister Haixiu with my deep hug, if it wasn't for Sister Haixiu, there would be no Yu Xiaoyou today.

Sister Haixiu has been guiding me all the way, leading me in all aspects of my relationship and work, and I can't express my gratitude in my heart.

The relationship between me and Sister Haixiu no longer needs to be so superficial and polite, but I still have to say it, only in this way can I express it better.

"Silly girl, thank me for something, it's you who work very hard. Sister Haixiu said words of affirmation of me, and I hugged Sister Haixiu tighter and tighter, and the family relationship between us was strengthened again and again.

Sister Haixiu also hugged me back, and we hugged each other, and I seemed to have a good understanding of how I was going to spend the next few decades.

My tears kept falling and fell on Sister Haixiu's hair.

"Goodbye, Yu Xiaoyou from the past, goodbye, everything from the past. "I said goodbye to the past in my heart, and this time, I will completely leave everything before so that I can better face my present and future.

I recalled in my mind all the things about me and Peng Le, which were about to disappear in my memory, I don't know if I can completely forget it, but I know that I will definitely not mention it again, if I think about it occasionally, it is just a tribute to the past.

After thinking about it clearly, it suddenly became clear, and I knew how to face Ah Feng.