In the end, I cried all my tears in Ah Feng's arms, and I still didn't open my mouth to ask Ah Feng to help Peng Le, when I looked at Ah Feng, suddenly, I couldn't say anything, if I asked Ah Feng for help, I knew that Ah Feng would definitely not refuse me, but this is irresponsible to Ah Feng, and it is also irresponsible for my feelings.

After crying, Ah Feng sent me home directly, because I was emotionally unstable, Ah Feng directly told me not to go to work at JK.

I thought, anyway, I have no way to face Ah Feng, so I just stay at home, but the mood has always been bad, maybe Ah Feng has been too busy these days, so he hasn't gone home.

Only Sister Haixiu will call me every day to remind me to eat, and when I am not busy, I will buy some things and bring them over.

I haven't been to a nightclub for a few days, and I don't know what happened to Xinyue, thinking about it, my heart is even more uneasy.

At this time, I was eating lunch alone with chewing wax, and suddenly, the mobile phone on the table rang, and I thought it was Sister Haixiu calling.

When I picked up my phone and looked at it, I realized that Peng Le was calling, and I actually hesitated, probably because I didn't know how to face Peng Le.

After all, the conflict between Peng Le and Liu Lao Ghost was largely caused by me, and I was the last person to leave Peng Le alone, and Peng Le and I didn't have a deep hatred, speaking of which, I'm sorry that Peng Le's person is me.

The phone rang once, and I didn't answer, and then it rang again a second time, and I answered it just as I was about to hang up.

"Hey. My voice was full of powerlessness, I didn't know how to tell Peng Le, and I didn't know if Peng Le would blame me.

"Xiaoyou, let's meet. "I always have a feeling that Peng Le's words are good, as if he wants to solve something.

The tone made me unable to refuse, and I felt a little guilty in my heart, so I didn't say no.

"Okay, where to meet?" Since you don't want to refuse in your heart, let's face it, if you have any regrets in your heart, then say it, I'm like this.

Peng Le told me the place, I put down my chopsticks and took my bag and went out directly, I thought about whether to call Ah Feng, until I sat in the taxi, I was still thinking about whether to call Ah Feng, after all, it was to see Peng Le, and it was always bad to hide Ah Feng.

However, I didn't do anything to be sorry for Ah Feng, so in the end, I persuaded myself not to call Ah Feng.

On the way to meet Peng Le, I kept thinking about how to tell Peng Le about Xinyue, and I thought about it for so long, until I saw Peng Le, and I still didn't think about how to tell Peng Le.

"Xiaoyou, you're here. Peng Le's first reaction when he saw me, he still smiled and said to me, as if nothing had happened, I wondered, if Peng Le didn't mention it, could I completely treat it as if nothing had happened.

I looked at Peng Le, and suddenly felt that it was not to speak, not to laugh, not to behave, so I stood in a daze, neither close nor far away.

Peng Le stepped forward and walked in front of me, still maintaining the smile that called me, and the guilt in my heart became deeper and deeper.

"Peng Le, I ......"

"Xiaoyou, what do you want to eat?" Peng Le interrupted me, as if he knew what I was going to say next, and I looked at the scars on his face, which were left last time when I was happy.

"Whatever. Seeing that Peng Le didn't want me to speak, I replied with great interest, and when we walked into the restaurant with him, we didn't say anything.

Until I sat opposite, he was still smiling like that, I suddenly felt that Peng Le was a lot of gentlemen, this kind of Peng Le, made me feel so strange, is he really different from before? Or is he not real now.

I've known Peng Le for so long, and to be honest, I've never seen Peng Le like this. Now that he is facing the point of having nothing, he can still behave so calmly, it really makes people want to give him a thousand and one likes.

"Peng Le, you... "Actually, I wanted to ask if his company was okay, but I thought that this might be a scar in Peng Le's heart, so I simply asked him like this.

"Not good, but it's fine. Peng Le looked down at the table where the food was served, and I could see the helplessness on his face, with the kind of sadness that I couldn't tell, or rather, I didn't know how to express the expression I saw Peng Le.

"Really?" asked, I felt that I was so stupid, I knew that Peng Le was reluctant to say it, and I still asked, isn't this my own death.

Peng Le was silent and didn't answer my question, I knew, I asked too much, I asked a question that he didn't have to answer.

"How's your company doing?" Now that I've asked, I'm going to just ask what I can't put in my heart.

"It's not very good. Peng Le replied to me, however, he never raised his head, I felt so embarrassed, I would be depressed to death if we continued to talk like this.

I really want to ask Peng Le if he needs help, but I'm afraid that I will ask, and he said that he needs me and has no ability, I think this is the most embarrassing thing and I don't think life is interesting.

I don't even have the ability to do what I want to do the most, and I say every day that I'm doing well, I don't know where I got the courage to think so.

People seem to be like this, only after experiencing some things, will they know that they have nothing, and they will seem to understand that in fact, what they want to have is far more than what they see in front of their eyes.

"Will get through it. "The comfort I can say to Peng Le is probably only this, even if I want to go bankrupt to help him, I don't have any property.

"In fact, these are not important, the company's industry or something, you can earn it again if you don't have it, you can make it again if you don't have money, but if you don't have the person you love, you really have nothing. When Peng Le said the last sentence, he suddenly raised his head and looked at me with a look of hope in his eyes.

My gaze met Peng Le's gaze, and there was a moment of swaying, and I was distracted by his affection.

I jerked my head down, drank the liquid from the cup I don't know what it was, and then said "I'll help you" with a red face. ”

I almost want to smoke myself to death, this is the so-called self-inflicted, no one Peng Le didn't ask for it, I took the initiative to say here, what is this for.

As soon as this sentence came out, I began to think about how to help Peng Le in my heart, after all, if there is a problem in the industry, it is not a problem that can be solved by thousands or tens of thousands of yuan, do you really want to go to Ah Feng? I can't open that mouth.

Peng Le didn't promise me to help, but he didn't refuse, which is reasonable and understandable, after all, seeing that there is a problem in his business, everyone wants to do something to make the situation better, and now I offer to help, Peng Le can understand that he doesn't refuse.

"Xiaoyou, what do you say, what is love?" Peng Le suddenly changed the topic and asked a question that I can answer him now, what is love, and this answer Ah Feng had already told me with actions.

However, I will not answer Peng Le with the answer that Ah Feng gave me, this is my seriousness and concern for my relationship with Ah Feng.

"I don't know, and I don't want to know, in this place, it seems too luxurious to talk about love. "This is what I used to think, I always thought that love is a luxury that only rich people can enjoy, and people like me don't dare to touch it, so I didn't think about it, but after meeting Ah Feng, I no longer have this kind of thought.

Now when I answer Peng Le like this, I always feel that I am lying, and I also know that the reason why Peng Le said this is to tell me how much he cares about me, but I don't want to talk to Peng Le about love at all.

"Xiaoyou, didn't you ever want to be with me?" Peng Le asked me directly, I didn't expect him to ask me directly.

I looked at Peng Le, and if there was a mirror in front of me, I would definitely be able to see a hint of goodbye in my clear eyes.

"No, never. "Feelings are such a thing, that is, to make it clear and clear, and not to let Peng Le have a trace of hope, so that there will be no future disconnection.

I thought, I'd better help Peng Le, just as I owe him a favor, even if I know that the debt of feelings can't be repaid with such help, I still want to make my heart more stable, so I decided.

I wanted to tell Ah Feng about this idea and decision, and my relationship with Ah Feng has reached the point where I don't need to hide anything.

Suddenly I thought that Peng Le and I were sitting together now, and I was sitting opposite Peng Le, and I felt so sorry for Ah Feng.

"Alright, I still have something to do, so I'm going to go first. I stood up and said to Peng Le, the food on the table didn't move, and I didn't have any appetite to eat.

"Xiaoyou, don't you finish eating before leaving? Peng Le took my hand and said.

I was a little uncomfortable, after being with Ah Feng, I hated anyone touching me, and I looked at Peng Le unpleasantly until he let go of my hand.

I wanted to say, "I'll try to help you." "However, I just thought about it in my heart, and I wouldn't say it to him when I was sure I didn't have the ability to help Peng Le.

"No, I'll go first, and then I'll get in touch. I said this, and without waiting for Peng Le to say anything, I turned around and left directly.

When I left, my mind was full of Ah Feng and what I was going to say after facing Ah Feng.

，！