"Xiaoyu. "This time, Ah Feng didn't say that I had him, but only called my name, such a change is too obvious, must it be like this?

I can only smile bitterly in my heart, what else can I do besides this, I know, sooner or later, this place will not really belong to me, those things I have had, in fact, are also guarding on behalf of another person, now, that person should have returned, then I should really return these things to her.

"I'm fine, you go get busy. I smiled and said to Ah Feng, so that Ah Feng will not be worried, no matter what the final result is, I will love Ah Feng, I will only love such a person in my life, it will always be the same, I can no matter who Ah Feng loves, I should not care about these things when I am in love.

"I'm not busy, I just want to accompany you. ”

Ah Feng, I must not know how obvious he showed in front of me that he had something in his heart, this kind of deliberateness always made me feel that I would lose Ah Feng in the next second, because I was afraid to face it, so I didn't know what I was thinking in my heart, and now Ah Feng is like this.

"You can't even ignore work, I'll let Lan Lan accompany me, don't you arrange things for Lan Lan. "I said to Ah Feng, now I have learned r = how to control my emotions, and my heart, when I say these words of thanks to Ah Feng, even I have to be deceived by what I said, let alone Ah Feng.

"Okay, then you have to take good care of yourself, take care of yourself, and then let's go play together. I'll arrange it. ”

I nodded in response to Ah Feng, still looking at Ah Feng with a smile, I hid myself like this.

"I'm sorry Ah Feng, I may be about to miss the appointment. "I know that Ah Feng wants to leave some memories for himself, I have been with Ah Feng for so long, and I haven't seen Ah Feng say where to take me to play, now Ah Feng says this, definitely not because I am injured, this is my least favorite way to separate, if it must be separated, I will leave quietly, I don't want to leave each other so many memories, torturing each other in the days to come.

I know that Ah Feng is a person who values love and righteousness, no matter what reason he was with me in the first place, if we really come to the point of breaking up, Ah Feng will never do nothing.

But no matter what Ah Feng does, it's not what I want, so I just don't want anything, that's fine, it's because I think this in my heart, so from now on, I start to run away, this is the only thing I dare not face.

"Xiaoyou, I'll accompany you, I'll leave when Lan Lan comes. ”

Now, I feel that every word Ah Feng says seems to be saying goodbye, and the effect in my heart is really terrible.

"It's okay, I won't run around, it's still early, Lan Lan will come soon, the phone is so anxious, maybe there is something important, you go quickly." ”

I rushed Ah Feng, it's not that I don't want to get along with Ah Feng, why don't I want Ah Feng to be by my side all the time, but such a short time is not my ultimate goal, since I can't accompany a person to the end, then don't accompany me.

"Xiaoyou, don't you need me so much?" Ah Feng's tone was a little sad, how could I not need Ah Feng, it was because I needed it so much, how could I still be here.

"I need you, I need you so much, I need you all the time. I thought of this sentence in my heart, and when I was about to say it, Ah Feng was the first to speak.

"Then you have a good rest, you will be hungry and let Lan Lan hurry up. ”

Don't you even have the patience to wait for me to speak, I watched Ah Feng finish speaking, without even the slightest hesitation, and turned around and left decisively, without even changing my clothes, I seemed to be petrified, motionless on the bed, as if I didn't know what had just happened.

I didn't even react to the discomfort in my heart, and I was left alone in the huge room, empty, and I felt extremely desolate, just like me now.

I want to be alone now, but I can't move my hands, not even to call Lan Landa.

I waited like this, without shedding a single tear, without thinking about anything in my heart, just sitting on the bed, as if I was dead, waiting for Lan Lan to come.

My eyes kept looking ahead, there was nothing, and if it wasn't for breathing, I would feel like I was dead.

Love is the most torturous weapon, this sentence is not wrong, I only realize it now, but I have fallen into it deeply, such a thing, without experience, you will never understand.

I said that I would let Lan Lan accompany me, and after waiting for a long time, the person who pushed the door open and came in was Sister Haixiu.

"Sister Haixiu, why are you here, aren't the nightclubs busy?" I clearly knew that Ah Feng would not go to JK, JK always had to be alone, so when I saw Sister Haixiu, I thought it was Ah Feng who went to JK, and there was some joy in the accident, but Sister Haixiu's next answer immediately broke my illusion.

"Listening to Ah Feng's voice, I know that there is something wrong with the two of you, I can take a look at it without worrying, what is Ah Feng busy with, why don't you even care about JK?"

I don't know, I don't know what Ah Feng is busy with, and I don't want to know what Ah Feng is busy with.

I shook my head, and I was in no mood for a while, and I didn't want to say anything, like a deflated balloon, I was worried that I wouldn't be able to last for the rest of my life.

"Sister Haixiu, I don't want to live here anymore. "I'm very glad that I still have Sister Haixiu, and having Sister Haixiu will take care of me and make me feel that I still have a home here.

"What's the matter, isn't Ah Feng doing something sorry for you. "This time, Sister Haixiu didn't preach to me, but asked me with concern, if it wasn't for something that a woman couldn't bear, how would I leave here.

"No, I just don't want to stay here, Sister Haixiu, you can help me find a house. "All this, I said very plainly, even the tone did not fluctuate, nor did there be any sadness, it was as plain as the surface of a lake without the slightest waves.

"If you think about it, I'll help you find it, Xiaoyou, anytime, you still have me. Sister Haixiu said beside me.

"Sister Haixiu, it's good to know you, it's good to have you, I'm glad I still have you. "I endured tears for a long time, when I raised my head and saw the worried and concerned eyes on Sister Haixiu's face, the tears still fell, in such a strange city, after experiencing things that I couldn't accept in my life, knowing Sister Haixiu was the greatest luck in my life, if there was no Sister Haixiu, I was really nothing.

If there is no Sister Haixiu, no matter what kind of hurt I have suffered, what kind of heartache and pain I have, I have no place to tell, I can only put it in my heart, because of Sister Haixiu, I can not be like this, not so strong, not torture myself like this.

"You're just a stupid girl. "Sister Haixiu said this to me, and I would like to hear Sister Haixiu say this.

"I'll tell you good news, Liu Lao Ghost and Xiaoya are married, so you feel better. "I didn't expect that Sister Haixiu would bring me such good news, which is really good news.

Finally, I did one thing right, and finally, the guilt in my heart can be less, and Xiaoya is happy.

"The acquisition work is also going smoothly because of the marriage between Liu Laogui and Xiaoya, and soon no one will be afraid of JK. When Sister Haixiu said these words, her eyes were full of light, this is Sister Haixiu's goal, watching Sister Haixiu approach her goal step by step, I am also happy for Sister Haixiu, but on Sister Haixiu's face, I also see a little loss.

"Sister Haixiu, do you have any regrets? "The current Sister Haixiu, must have thought of her past, no matter what kind of point JK has done, it is never Sister Haixiu's own, I can still experience this feeling, everything that my family is working hard for others, this feeling, when I see success, I am happy and desolate, this feeling is like there is ice and fire in my body at the same time tormenting myself.

"That's all in the past, people have to live in the present, let him stay in the memories of the past. Sister Haixiu said to me with great understanding, Sister Haixiu has obviously seen through a lot of things, and now she is helping Ah Feng run JK, although she is tired, but it is also very simple, Sister Haixiu must have worked hard when she ran her own nightclub before, and now important things are handled by Ah Feng, in fact, this is also very good.

Women, you don't have to be too tired.

"What Sister Haixiu said can always make people know something in an instant. "I listened to Sister Haixiu's words, and my heart was not as uncomfortable as before, it seemed like the impurities on the surface of the water had sunk, but I also knew that these were temporary, and to reach the realm of Sister Haixiu, I had to experience it and couldn't understand it.

"It's good that you can understand, I'm afraid you sometimes can't figure it out. Sister Haixiu's worries are not unreasonable.

What kind of person I am, I still need to go through a lot of things before I can be sure, this kind of life is not something that can be understood in three or two sentences, the big truth may be understood by everyone, but not everyone can really understand.

"It's getting better slowly, people always grow through experience. "I said such a half-joking sentence, how bleak it is that only me and Sister Haixiu can understand, and now, my heart is empty and there is nothing.

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