Chapter 138: Unprepared
I looked at Ah Feng like this, watched Ah Feng finish taking a bath, and after not hearing the sound of rushing water, I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.
Soon, Ah Feng came out of the bathroom, he walked to the bed, lowered his head and looked at me, I don't know what he was looking at, fortunately Ah Feng didn't look at it again for less than a minute, otherwise I really couldn't help but open my eyes.
It may be that Ah Hua told Ah Feng that my arm couldn't move, I thought Ah Feng was going to lie on the bed, but Ah Feng didn't, he moved a sofa, put the sofa on the side of the bed, sat on the sofa by himself, put his head gently on the side of the bed, and gently put his hand on my ankle, looked at me again, closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Within a few minutes, I heard Ah Feng's even breathing, it seems that Ah Feng is really tired today, I have never seen Ah Feng sleep so early, Ah Feng fell asleep, but I couldn't sleep at all, this is the case when there is something in my heart, I can't sleep no matter what, even if my tired eyes are a little heavy.
I really want to touch Ah Feng's face, I really want to lie down next to Ah Feng and take a good look at Ah Feng, I'm afraid that I won't have such a chance in the future.
I was like this, leaning on the head of the bed, looking at Ah Feng, I sat in a daze, and didn't move all night, Ah Feng was so aggrieved and leaned on the side of the bed and slept all night, the next day, Ah Feng opened his eyes early, I know that Ah Feng also has things in his heart, the reason why he is like this, I just don't want to tell me and don't want to deceive me, Ah Feng and I are the same people, both of whom can't hide something in their hearts, of course, this kind of temperament will only happen in love for Ah Feng, because I understand Ah Feng's helplessness, so I treat it as nothing at all.
No matter what happens, Ah Feng will deal with it, this is something I don't need to worry about, I just need to know the result, in fact, it's also good, I won't think so much, don't worry, isn't this love.
I said this to myself in my heart, I knew that only in this way could I comfort myself, when I was thinking about this, I didn't open my eyes, the whole person looked like I was still sleeping, before, when I pretended to sleep, Ah Feng would always know, now I don't know if I pretended to be too similar, or Ah Feng was not in the mood to shut up these things.
"Xiaoyou?" Ah Feng called tentatively, because I hadn't figured out what to say to Ah Feng after I opened my eyes, so when Ah Feng called me for the first time, I didn't answer Ah Feng.
I'm still waiting for Ah Feng to call me a second time, it is estimated that Ah Feng has not had a chance to speak, Ah Feng's mobile phone rang, Ah Feng pressed the phone as soon as possible, I thought Ah Feng hung up the phone.
"Xiaoyou?" When Ah Feng called my name this time, his voice was much faster, I didn't answer Ah Feng, I didn't know what I wanted to know, but I didn't answer Ah Feng subconsciously.
Sometimes, people are controlled by their own consciousness, and I wish I had responded to Ah Feng when Ah Feng called me, so that so many things would not have happened in the future, or it would not have happened to the results that none of us wanted to see.
Ah Feng called me twice, and when he saw that I didn't answer, he directly connected the phone, maybe the handset was about to hang up automatically.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Ah Feng's voice was nervous and depressed, and Ah Feng rarely said anything like this.
I knew it wasn't easy, but I deceived myself and told myself it was a call to handle work.
"I want to see you, Ah Feng. A woman's voice rang in Ah Feng's mobile phone in front of me, Ah Feng glanced at me, hurriedly went out, and closed the bedroom door by the way, the moment Ah Feng closed the door, a tear fell from the corner of my eye, and I was going to scold myself for being spineless.
"Isn't it just a woman's voice, Yu Xiaoyou, you are too careful, it may be work. "In this case, I said it myself, and I didn't believe it, because I knew very well in my heart that Ah Feng would not leave his work the next day, even if there was an emergency, it was Sister Haixiu who informed Ah Feng, and it would not be other women.
When I comforted myself like this in my heart, in fact, my heart was sad, like thousands of bees stinging people, it was uncomfortable, painful and unbearable, and finally my tears were no longer controlled, and they flowed out like that.
I simply opened my eyes directly, and cried generously, this phone call Ah Feng answered for a long time, and my tears were going to dry up for a long time, and I don't know how long it took to say it, Ah Feng pushed open the door and walked in.
When he saw me sitting on the bed crying, Ah Feng stood still at the door, he must have wondered when I woke up and why I was crying.
"Xiaoyou, what's wrong with you? Is it painful, I'll take you to the hospital." Ah Feng paused at the door for a few seconds, then took two steps forward, squatted directly beside my bed, and asked me nervously.
I looked at Ah Feng affectionately with tears in my eyes, but there was an ugly smile at the corner of my mouth, in fact, I was laughing at my own pathetic, but in Ah Feng's opinion, this would be a move that I didn't want him to worry about, people are like this, when there is something in their hearts, they will not be able to distinguish anything.
"It hurts, I hurt so much. "I cried out loud, I don't know when, Ah Feng's gentleness will leave me, when I can still have it, I just want to have it well, I should have known a long time ago, Ah Feng is someone I can't have for a lifetime, I've been greedy for so long, isn't this the greed that punishes me, I cried unscrupulously in front of Ah Feng.
I'm distressed, Ah Feng must not know, I heard the voice of the woman on his phone, what kind of woman is it, she will get up early in the morning and call Ah Feng and say that she wants to see Ah Feng, is it that I am not injured, Ah Feng will not come back, thinking like this, I don't want to stay here anymore, I am like this, while escaping, I want to confirm whether what I think in my heart is true, this is death.
Even if I die, this time I will do what I want in my heart. I cried, and Ah Feng watched, because Ah Feng didn't dare to hug me, in fact, this feeling is good, because in this case, I just want to cry in front of Ah Feng so sadly, instead of letting Ah Feng hug me and comfort me.
That's fine, when my arm is good, I'll go to find a place to live, and Ah Feng and I should also be separated for a while, so that Ah Feng can make the decision he really wants in his heart, and in this way, no matter who it is, it will be good.
Some people say that when you meet the person you love, you have to catch him well, in fact, I don't think so, love is originally giving, if you really love someone, you should make that person happy, not simply possess, because I understand this truth, so in love I will never fight to grab, some people say that such an attitude is casual, is not serious about feelings, in fact, it is not like this, it is because of care, so it is like this, everyone's definition of love is different, my thoughts are no one can understand, of course, I am not in order to let anyone understand and understand my thoughts to do this。
"What's wrong with you? Where does it hurt? Is it that the doctor's medicine from yesterday didn't work, isn't it very painful?" Ah Feng asked me anxiously, I thought about so many things, this is what I heard, I don't know how many times Ah Feng has asked.
"No, it may be because of the potion, I moved my arm just now, it hurts so much, the doctor said I can't move. "I don't want Ah Feng to go to Ah Hua's trouble, and I don't want Ah Feng to go to the hospital because of my matter, it's not because of my arm pain that I cry.
I can't put my emotions above the pain of others, I replied to Ah Feng like this, hoping that Ah Feng would not pursue this matter again.
"Do you have something to do?" I asked Ah Feng as usual, I didn't know what was wrong, and suddenly I thought that it would be better for Ah Feng to simply say everything, so that each of us would be better.
I know that this is the most rational method, because in this way, there will be no concealment, and everyone will not be so tired, but when I looked at Ah Feng, I still resisted the urge to say such things.
Since everything is related to Ah Feng, then in the end, if the tree knows about this matter, let Ah Feng do it, when Ah Feng doesn't say it, I just think I don't know anything, life is rare and confused.
"Don't lie to me Xiaoyou, if it really hurts, we'll go to the hospital, don't be afraid. "Ah Feng knows that what I am most afraid of is going to the hospital, because I am afraid of pain, so I am afraid of going to the hospital.
"I'm not going to joke with myself, the doctor said it's normal, it'll be fine in three days, you don't have to worry. "There must be something strange about my voice, although I am telling the truth, but with me now, it doesn't sound very credible.
Afraid that Ah Feng would be worried, or afraid that Ah Feng would not believe what I said, I held back the tears that were about to overflow in my eyes, women should not be representatives of vulnerability, especially women like me, they should learn to be strong.
"Ah Feng, you don't have to worry, I will take care of myself, don't worry, I'm going to learn to grow up. "Yes, my heart should have grown up a long time ago, and I can't think of nothing because of Ah Feng and I have always been willful like a child.
There are so many helplessness in life, a lot of things, it's not like you don't want to or don't want to do it, I promise, willful, this is the last time.
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