"Then come back to me when you think it's time. I held back my tears, and after saying such a sentence to Ah Feng, I went directly into Sister Haixiu's bedroom, and when Sister Haixiu left, she probably thought that this would be the result.

In fact, when I got to know Sister Haixiu in this circle, sometimes, when I think about it, I really feel that I have never known such a group of people, is that another kind of happiness.

The sadness of life is never predictable.

I slammed the door shut, letting Ah Feng call my name outside the door, and I wasn't moved, women sometimes have to be ruthless.

It may be that I don't have any hope for such a relationship in my heart, so I don't even care about the consequences.

After waiting for a while, there was no sound outside the door, and I thought that Ah Feng had been waiting until I opened the door, obviously I was thinking too much.

When I opened the door again, there was nothing, Ah Feng had already left, and I laughed at myself in my heart, "Hehe, Yu Xiaoyou, look at you are nothing." I smiled wryly, I didn't know what to say to myself, love made me feel better.

From knowing Ah Feng to today, I have recalled everything in my mind, and it feels both clear and vague, clear because those experiences have really happened, and vague because I feel that everything is false now.

I sat on the floor in the living room, my phone tossed aside, and I looked like a chicken, maybe there was something scary.

The mobile phone rang, and at this time I don't know how long it has been, "Hey," after connecting the phone, I said in a very low voice, the call was from Ah Hua, I knew that Ah Feng was not at ease to order Ah Hua.

Actually, there is no need to do this, I said that I will not hurt myself again, so no matter how unacceptable things happen, I will not do anything to hurt myself.

"Let's take you to a place, I'll pick you up at Sister Haixiu's house. I could hear the patience in Ah Hua's tone, but I don't know when Ah Hua was so patient with me.

"I don't want to go, don't come. I said to Ah Hua indifferently, I don't want to see anyone now, I just want to stay alone, there are many things, I will figure it out when I stay alone.

"Oh well. After Ah Hua heard me say a word, he replied to me decisively with these three words, and hung up the phone directly.

When I heard the beep, I still had some disappointment in my heart, whether it was Ah Feng or not Ah Feng asked Ah Hua to ask me, a woman still longs for comfort when she is hurt, and this kind of comfort, women usually only want to get it from men.

It's all like this, I'm still in the mood to think about such a thing, and I'm convinced.

When my phone rang again, I distinctly heard a sound ringing outside the door.

"Are you in a better mood?" It was Ah Hua's voice, which rang outside the door and in the mobile phone at the same time, and when I heard it, I was still a little surprised, maybe Ah Hua thought, I may be like last time, I am self-harming at Sister Haixiu's house.

I hung up the phone, opened the door, and when I looked up at Ah Hua, Ah Hua was stunned for a moment, I knew that he was frightened by my face, and I don't know how long I cried, my whole face must look more terrifying than the devil.

"Is there anything going on, if it's something to see if there's anything going on, you can go. "I reject Ah Hua, just because Ah Hua is Ah Feng's person, I reject all people and things that have something to do with Ah Feng, and I don't want to pay attention to anything now.

"There are a few things I think you'd love to hear. Ah Hua said to me, indeed.

If he told me such a sentence when I asked him, I would indeed be very willing to listen to it, but now I am not in the mood, I already know everything I should know, and Ah Feng has already shown it so clearly.

"You think too much, not everything will interest me. "I'm a person with very few hobbies, I'm interested in things I love, and now I don't want to know anything about the people I love, and what else can tempt me.

"Aren't you even interested in Ah Feng's affairs?" Ah Hua asked me, and I suddenly felt that Ah Hua was so speechless, he was a person who should not have any interest in such a thing, why did he take the initiative to come to me to say such a thing now.

Is there anything that Ah Feng deliberately didn't tell me about this matter? Ah Feng's past is like a dark night for me, I don't know anything, and it feels really bad.

I didn't immediately refuse Ah Hua, nor did I immediately agree to Ah Hua, I still have to think about such a question, I don't want to hear anything that disappoints me anymore, and I don't want to scratch one wound after another on my heart.

"Especially Ah Feng's, I'm the least interested in it right now. I sat down on the floor, clutching my phone weakly.

Ah Hua didn't leave, but just looked at me, as if waiting for me to change my mind.

"You can leave me alone for a while. "I said to Ah Hua, JK must have a lot of things to deal with now, Ah Feng is in no mood to care about JK's affairs now, Sister Haixiu is too busy alone, if Ah Hua also wastes time here, then the hard worker is still Sister Haixiu.

"The more you are afraid to face it, the more the problem cannot be solved, in fact, you are inferior, because a woman like you does not deserve true love. ”

Every word makes my heart ache, that's why Ah Feng won't choose me, I suddenly found that for Ah Hua's words, I can't even find a rebuttal, I am inferior, and I am not qualified to get love, so I don't fight or grab, and this is not wrong.

"Whatever you say, what you say is the truth anyway. "My heart fell to the ground like ashes, and tears fell from the carpet, if I could choose my life, I would not be the way I am now.

I closed my eyes and tried to keep all the bad things in my heart in the deepest place, so that I couldn't think about them.

If it was in normal times, Ah Hua said this, I would have been angry a long time ago, but now I won't, I won't be angry now, and I won't use anger to deny the facts.

"You don't know anything, just make a decision, and that way it's going to be fair to whom. Ah Hua said angrily, I don't know why he is angry, I am the one who should be angry.

"I don't need to be judged by others, if you don't have anything to do, please leave, I don't want to waste words with people like you. "I've always hated people who comment on other people's things without any evidence, and I can't suppress my temper, and now it's like there's a fire burning in my heart.

Ah Hua directly took me off the floor, he pulled me into the bedroom, in front of a large mirror, forcing me to look up at myself in the mirror, it was ugly and ugly, I couldn't stand it myself.

"Are you sick, let me go. "I don't want to see myself like this, and I can't break free of Ah Hua's hand, Ah Hua forced me to look directly at myself in the mirror, the woman who is obviously inferior and arrogant, and now she is ugly and doesn't even want to see herself, how can such a woman have love.

"Look at yourself, what is the difference between you and her now. ”

"The woman you are talking about is the woman that Ah Feng brought into JK today, why do you want me to know about her, I am who I am, don't compare me with anyone. I said to Ah Hua weakly and angrily, my teeth fell deep on the back of Ah Hua's hand, I want to leave, for me not to let anyone find me, I don't want to listen to anything about that woman.

It felt like my teeth were stuck in the flesh, Ah Hua didn't cry out in pain, and he didn't let go of his hand, I looked at myself in the mirror like a madman, and finally, collapsed on the ground.

"She is Ah Feng's ex-girlfriend, before the enemy couldn't find Ah Feng, so he directly took her under the knife, a young girl in the flower season, she was defiled like that, she committed suicide many times, and finally chose to leave Ah Feng. ”

There was a stone in my heart that hit me hard, I can't hate it anymore, it turned out to be a pathetic woman, so I'm much happier than her.

"You want Ah Feng to give you an answer now, how do you want him to choose?"

Yes, what do you want Ah Feng to do with such a choice, why can't you tell me, I'm not an unreasonable person, such a difficult choice, how could I let Ah Feng do it.

"Is it because I'm so sad that Ah Feng treated me like that in the first place?" I asked Ah Hua, even if the facts were in front of me, I still had to know whether Ah Feng loved me or not, this was a respect for feelings, and it was also responsible for the past days.

Ah Hua didn't answer me, in Ah Hua's opinion, such a question doesn't need to be answered, because there is no point in the slightest, yes, that's the person Ah Feng loves, because Ah Feng has suffered so much torture and pain, no matter how you say it, Ah Feng is responsible, this is understandable, what can I say.

"I know, I know what to do, you can go, thank you for telling me this. ”

In the future, I will never embarrass Ah Feng again, and in the future, I will not be like this again, I know too well how hard it is for a woman to have something like that, and she can still have the courage to appear in front of Ah Feng, what a deep love it is.

I couldn't do anything but be ashamed of myself, Ah Hua left, he came to tell me about it, and sure enough, as Ah Hua said, I would like to know.

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