"Xiaoyou, everything will be fine. Sister Haixiu gently stroked my back and said in a low voice.

I know that Sister Haixiu doesn't know much about Ah Feng's past, Ah Feng's past is like a secret locked in a certain place, and now he wants to announce this secret to the public?

Sister Haixiu just said this, and then she didn't say anything again, maybe no one knows how much I want to suppress my sadness now, but I can't do it at all.

I didn't know how I got out of the car and how I got back to Sister Haixiu's residence, I was like a walking dead until I sat in the living room of Sister Haixiu's house.

My tears still flowed all the time.

"Hey, Ah Feng, come to my house for a while, and put down everything you have at hand. "When I came back to my senses, I heard Sister Haixiu calling Ah Feng.

I don't know what Ah Feng said, when Sister Haixiu's second sentence sounded, her tone was instantly bad, and she was obviously a little angry, "No matter how important it is, you will come to my house right now." ”

Sister Haixiu hung up the phone directly after speaking, I only knew how to cry, and I had to let Sister Haixiu solve these emotional matters for me, I really, felt a little embarrassed.

I didn't expect that Ah Feng would also make me face such a situation, I didn't expect him to choose to give up on me, but I didn't expect that this way would be so cruel.

"Whatever happens, make it clear. "Sister Haixiu sat next to me and handed me a hot towel, my face must be ugly now, and my eyes must be puffy, so embarrassed I went to face Ah Feng, how do you want me to face it.

"I don't want to see Ah Feng now, he has already done it so obviously, I don't want to insult Sister Haixiu. ”

I lowered my head, although the tears were still flowing, but my voice had calmed down a lot, and sadness always felt as uncomfortable as a broken heart at a certain moment, and after that time, sadness and sadness would be restrained.

"He will make it clear, he didn't say anything, why did you give up first, don't worry, I won't let Ah Feng bully you." ”

Sister Haixiu said something that reassured me, it's not that I can't listen to such words, it's just that when such words are said in the current situation, it always makes people feel that something is not in line with something.

"I don't want to hear it, the facts are already in front of me, what else can I say?" said that I was running away from it, or I didn't want to face it, so let's do it.

Feelings are such a thing as something that can't be explained in the first place, and since it's something that can't be explained, then don't continue to discuss it.

"Ah Feng will be here soon, just wait. "Sister Haixiu seems to be much more patient today, and after she said this, she sat beside me and waited for Ah Feng with me.

I didn't say anything more, because I was also looking forward to Ah Feng coming in my heart, and I have always been a person who pursues clarity in everything, so I still want to know the answer in my heart.

I know that what I've seen and what I've heard are likely to be two answers, and it's probably going to be one answer, and I don't know how I'm going to deal with it.

The wait seemed to be a long thing, and I was sitting on the sofa like a log in the contradiction between expecting Ah Feng to appear and expecting Ah Feng not to appear.

It's like a century has passed, and even though Sister Haixiu asked Ah Feng to come as soon as possible, the wait was still three hours, and every minute was simply torment.

"What's the matter?" After Ah Feng came in, his face was full of displeasure, and even his tone was super impatient.

In the past three hours, I have thought about a lot of things to say to Ah Feng, and in the indifferent expression and tone after he came in, all the words I wanted to say were put in my heart, and I may never say them again in this life.

I'm not a person who can talk about love, and I'm not a person who can express myself, but I actually thought a lot of things to say to Ah Feng ridiculously.

"Is there something you don't know? don't you think you should explain something?" Sister Haixiu said angrily to Ah Feng, I didn't cry when I was waiting for Ah Feng to come.

After seeing Ah Feng, especially when I heard Ah Feng say this, my tears flowed down again.

After Sister Haixiu said this, Ah Feng noticed me, and after seeing that the expression on my face was wrong, Ah Feng subconsciously moved his steps, as if he was getting closer to me.

"I have nothing to say, Xiaoyou, you just have to remember everything I said to you. ”

Hehe, ridiculous, this is an explanation, it's really ridiculous to the extreme, even if I've always been a stand-in for another person, I shouldn't treat me like this, I've seen everything, and I have to be perfunctory like this, it's really disrespectful.

"What did you ask her to remember, what promises did you give her?" Sister Haixiu's questioning probably didn't make Ah Feng feel a little guilty at all.

Men and women are different, no matter how ruthless a woman is, she will not be as hard as a stone, men are different, once a man is ruthless, it is much harder than a stone.

Ah Feng didn't answer Sister Haixiu's words, maybe he forgot what he said, he forgot it himself, it's not important at all, I never believe in promises or anything, everything that can't be done and not done is fake, it's all no guarantee.

Ah Feng's eyes moved to me, I don't understand what the meaning of his eyes is, the heart is dead is dead, don't expect anything to be left.

"Xiaoyou, you have to believe me, trust me to take care of everything. While looking at me, Ah Feng walked into me, looking at my passing eyes, Ah Feng's eyes had some sadness and helplessness.

After all, they are people who have been together for so long, and I can still see Ah Feng's thoughts from Ah Feng's eyes for the first time, and his eyes have already told me that that woman is the person he loves.

Looking at me and Ah Feng like this, Sister Haixiu sighed and turned to leave, emotional matters, in the end, are just between two people, no matter what kind of decision is made, what kind of result there is, except for the parties concerned, no one else can understand it.

"Xiaoyou, look at me, you have to believe me. In Ah Feng's voice, I looked at Ah Feng with teary eyes, and tears flowed out unscrupulously, flowing in Ah Feng's palm, such a touch made me very uncomfortable.

These hands, not long ago, were holding another woman.

"Why? Why did you do this to me?" I asked Ah Feng, my voice was not loud, there was no emotion, I just wanted to know one cause and one effect, and the others really didn't matter to me at all.

Ah Feng took his eyes off my face, I knew that Ah Feng was unwilling to answer my questions, and I made myself miserable again, again and again, I put myself in such an embarrassing situation, and blamed others, complaining about unfairness, it was really ridiculous.

"Tell me, why?" I asked Ah Feng repeatedly, if I didn't get the answer I wanted today, I wouldn't be at ease.

I forced Ah Feng to ask Ah Feng to say something like not loving me, and forced him to end our relationship, I am afraid that the longer Ah Feng drags on, the more reluctant that person is me.

For love, I really want it to be so pure, I want Ah Feng to be the only one in my heart.

"There are some things between us that haven't been dealt with yet, give me time, okay Xiaoyou. ”

"Give you time? Wait until you've taken care of everything and then come back and tell me that you never loved me? Ah Feng, how can you be so selfish, I'm a woman, a woman who loves you so much, is that what you gave me?"

In the end, I still said my love, it turns out that in front of love, everything is humble.

For a woman, before she has children, love is everything, very few women have big love, it is such a small love, which occupies a woman's life, I am an ordinary woman.

"Xiaoyou, I don't know how to tell you now, I don't know what the answer is in my heart, but I promise that I will definitely give you the answer, you have to believe me. ”

I had heard enough of such words, I shook my head, like crazy to break free of Ah Feng's arm, "I don't want to, I don't want to trust you anymore, you let go of me, let go of me begging you." ”

I cried out loud, I just felt so pitiful and pathetic, I didn't want to endure it any longer.

I don't want to think about the consequences, and I don't want to give myself any chance to love, "Why? Why do I have to wait for you to fall in love with me, why do you think that I will definitely be inseparable from you, I have to be you in this life." ”

Ah Feng is even more selfish than me, he doesn't know who he loves now, he wants me to wait, what am I?

"What am I to you?ah, what am I?" I asked Ah Feng and stood up, I want to escape, I shouldn't listen to Sister Haixiu, wait here for Ah Feng to come out, I already knew that Ah Feng would not give me the answer I wanted.

"Xiaoyou, calm down, you have to believe me. ”

In addition to this sentence, what else will Ah Feng say, I have heard enough, I have heard too much, I don't want to listen to it anymore, I keep saying that I believe, what do you want me to believe?

"Is it all the things, I won't say if I don't ask you, is it all the things, if I can't find out, you will always hide it from me? Tell me, what do you do to make me believe you?"

I looked at Ah Feng, and there was finally hatred in my eyes, I wouldn't have thought that he was such a Ah Feng and would treat me like this.

"No, I'll tell you, I'll tell you when I think it's appropriate. ”

I believe it, I believe it, but I can't accept it now.

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