"I don't know what I'm up to, I can do anything else, but once I get involved in my feelings, I can't live. The swallow's mother looked at me in pain, thought for a moment, and then said to me, "What do you think of your sister?"

"It's good. "Although you are no longer with the Yanzi family, your sister always talks about you in front of me, complaining that her sister should not divorce the marriage. She always said to me, 'Mom, you see what a good person my brother is, my sister has to get out of the marriage.' If it were me, I wouldn't give up!

"But she's only 16 years old, so she's still young." "It's all right," said the aunt, "I was 17 years old when I married your father." You listen to your mother, you can find a place to go out and work. If you talk about your girlfriend, you can talk about it, and if you can't talk about it, you can come back to me, and I'll let my little girl go with you. ”

"But do I agree?" "Your dad also has a good impression of you. But this let him know that he would definitely not agree, and we can only do it in secret.

If you come back from finding a good factory outside, I can ask your sister to secretly pack up and go with you. I'll take care of your dad's side. You go out for a year and a half and bring a child back, and your dad has to agree if he doesn't agree. ”

"But Lao Yan doesn't know if she wants to?" I asked the aunt. "I'll ask her now. "She's here?" "Yes, your dad and Long Wa (Yanzi's new boyfriend's name) are working on another field, and Lao Yan and I are on this field. ”

However, I didn't see Lao Yan. It was autumn harvest season, and she was probably breaking corn in the cornfield. The aunt told me to wait for her at the ground. I waited for a while, and she came out, and then said to me with a smile, "I asked her, and she said she would." ”

"How do you ask her?" "I asked her, Lao Yan, how is your brother?" and she said, 'Okay. Then I asked her, 'What would you do if you were to go with him?' and she said, 'Yes.' She replied so crisply, obviously she liked you. Would you like her to come out and say hello to you?"

"Forget it. I said. However, the aunt still called Lao Yan out. When Lao Yan saw me, he immediately blushed, lowered his head and said, "Brother, what are you doing?" Playing around. ”

Then, we talked a few more gossips, and seeing that it was almost morning, the aunt and Lao Yan were in a hurry to go home, and I went home too.

This is a good thing, although I am nine years older than Lao Yan, but listening to the situation of the aunt, she likes me so much, as long as I want, according to the aunt's wishes, a year or two later, I will come back to pick her up after I find the factory, and we may be a family now.

However, when I got home and told my sister about it, my sister said that Swallow's mother was lying. The reason is that if she is willing to let the little girl and my family, why not let me go with her at that time, and wait two years later, and ask me to find a good factory.

"However, they are still young, only 16 years old. "Fifteen years old is not young. My sister said. Her words made my heart, which had been comforted, begin to ache again. As soon as I was in pain, I began to blame myself.

If it goes on like this, it will lead to sleepless nights. After another three or four days, I could only sleep for half an hour a day, and sometimes I couldn't even blink an eye. "It's going to kill people. "I think.

However, I couldn't control myself, so I thought of the doctor. I remember that one afternoon, I came to the street where we were, found a doctor, and asked him to help me hypnotize.

Then he asked me why I had insomnia. I say broken love. "Then you mean to make people change their minds. "The doctor asked me. I nodded.

The doctor gave me an idea, he said he could give me a hypnotic injection, and then call my family to pick me up and let the news go. If the woman knows about this, maybe she can change her mind.

I asked him to give me a sedative, and then I asked the doctor to call my father. He finished talking about his suicide attempt on the phone and was saved by him. Then my father came out into the street and pulled me back with a cart.

Then all the people of the village came to see me. When my sister found out about this, she scolded me for being bloody. She scolded me for being unproductive, and there was no need to look for a short term for a woman. If so, it's not worth dying.

I know all of what she said, but I just can't control myself. What could I do? But the doctor's sedation worked, and I fell asleep that night after not blinking for five or six days.

About my suicide, the people in our village know about it. However, those who have a bad relationship with my family wish I died soon, but those who have a good relationship with my family have some sympathy for me.

Among them was a boy who was a year younger than me, his name was Zhang Guanghua, and we usually called him Xiaohua. He's actually on our own door, but it's a little more distant.

Although we grew up together, my relationship with him was not as good as that of Yoo-so. Because the two of us don't have the right temper, we rarely play together.

Her mother and mine had an excellent relationship. At that time, he had just come back from Shenzhen, and after listening to his mother tell him about my situation, he told his mother that he had seen a lot of girls in electronics factories in Shenzhen, and if I was willing to go with him, maybe I could talk about a girlfriend and bring it back.

His mother relayed the incident to my mother. My mother asked me if I would like to go to Shenzhen. I said, yes. Although it is not necessary to talk about a girlfriend in Shenzhen, it is better than staying at home. I think.

My mother then went to Xiaohua's mother and told her that I was willing to go with Xiaohua. That Xiaohua asked me to find him. 、

I hesitated for a few days, but finally made up my mind to go to him. After I found Xiaohua, I first asked him if the factory there was good to find. He said that he could help me introduce the factory, but he had to charge a fee of 100 yuan per person.

I asked him again if he wanted girls in the factory there, and he said, yes. Then he asked me again, "Why do you still have girls?" I said. Readers and friends know who I have in mind? Xiaoqing, who is in the same village as Yanzi.

If you have read the previous chapters, you must know that when Yanzi and I first got engaged, it was Xiaoqing who helped me find Yanzi's house. I remember that she seemed to have said that she would go to Guangdong with me.

If she was at home and I went to ask her out, she might have come with me. If she is willing to go, then I can also earn an extra hundred yuan for Xiaohua. So, after I told Xiaohua that day, I went to find Xiaoqing.

Xiaoqing's home is in the northernmost part of the village where Yanzi is located, and it belongs to another village. Their house also has three tiled houses, one side room, and no courtyard gate. There is a hand-pressed well in the courtyard.

She happened to be at home that day, so I asked her if she would like to go to Shenzhen with me, and told her that Xiaohua wanted to take us. I also told her that most of the factories in Shenzhen are electronics factories, and the wages are very high.

"You only need to give my nephew the 100 yuan referral fee, and he will guarantee that you will enter the factory. "As soon as Xiaoqing heard what I said, she came to our house with me.

When Xiaoqing went to our house, he went as an ordinary friend, but the people in our village thought that I had another girlfriend. So, a lot of people came around to watch.

Among them, someone who has a good relationship with my family said: "No wonder Jianming wants to return the swallows, it turns out that he has already negotiated." "Actually, they don't know that the relationship between Xiaoqing and me is similar to the relationship between me and Wang Fenglian, and in my mind, they only regard them as ordinary friends.

Besides, I had just been hurt at that time, and I didn't dare to touch the "emotion" thing again, because as soon as I touched him, I would be covered in bruises and bruises.

After Xiaoqing arrived at my house, I took her to Xiaohua, and Xiaohua nodded. We agreed on the time of departure. It was already noon, and my parents left Na Xiaoqing to eat at my house.

After eating, she sat in the yard of our house and chatted with me. We talked a little bit about the situation when we were in Chenghai and I told her about Wang Haiyan and my divorce.

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