But when they saw the last page, they realized that I was suspicious of them in my heart. So, at that point, maybe even her mother wanted to give me back.

At this time, I suddenly remembered the scene when Grandma Yanzi came to my house before the swallow got out of the marriage. I remember saying that Swallow's mother was a ghost, and it was very likely that she was telling the truth, and I didn't even think of that at the time.

After reading the diary, I wondered how I didn't know how to write something else, but I had to write that. Then I told my mother about the diary.

My mother said, "You are telling the truth, most of the mother-in-law is hypocritical to her son-in-law, and what people really like is their daughter." However, these words can only be put in the stomach, not spoken. ”

"Then I'll write a letter to Swallow to explain. I said to my mother. The mother said, "All right." It just so happened that your sister and I were going to go to their house tomorrow and ask them if you had any hope?"

Of course, I wasn't as miserable as I used to be. Because after learning that Yanzi had read my diary, I felt that Yanzi still cared a little about me, and I blamed the breakup on the paragraph in the diary. If I explain this matter to Swallow again, then maybe Swallow will be able to change her mind.

Because of this hope, my heart was comforted, and I fell asleep that night. The next day, my mother asked my sister to go with her to Swallow's house.

Came back in the afternoon. When I came back, my mother said to me: "When we went to them, your father and your mother were very affectionate to us, and your father said that you are not the kind of person who is particularly stupid, and there is still a little Jiujiu in his heart, and he said that he will talk to Yanzi in a few days, maybe she can change her mind." ”

When I heard this, I couldn't help but be happy. So, why did the swallow's father say that I still have some little ninety-nine in my heart? I remember that I wrote the letter to him when I was on a construction site in Yarkand County.

Readers may remember that I wandered in Kashgar before going to the construction site, and when I was wandering, I ran more places and saw more things. One day, I saw two Han Chinese helping Uighurs fry rice with a popcorn machine in a Uighur village.

Those Uighurs waited there in line. I saw a business opportunity in this incident and told it in the letter I wrote to Swallow's father. I told him that if it was possible, we could also buy a popcorn machine for the new x fried rice.

Also, when I first got engaged last year, when I came to their house to help them water it, I offered him to buy a water pump. It is precisely because of these that the swallow's father said that I have a little Jiujiu in my heart.

It's a pity that the swallow got married at that time, and it's a pity that we didn't take that matter seriously. Otherwise, if Swallow's father and I had really bought a popcorn machine to go to the new X, maybe we would have made a fortune by now. But where did I, a born hapless, have such good luck?

Because I have a little hope in my heart, I can sleep peacefully. A few days later, my mother and sister went to Swallow's house again. When I came back, I didn't get to the yard, so my sister said loudly: "Jianming, how did you do it? Her dad asked her if she could not get married, and you know what she said? She said, 'I spit on the ground, do you want to lick it again?'"

She sentenced me to death with that. Then my mother and my sister came to comfort me. In short, I only know anger, I only know regret, I only know sadness, and I don't care about anything else.

I didn't sleep at all that night. The next day I went to the matchmaker Li Lao Wu's house, and I wanted him to call Yanzi again to talk to me. However, before I could say it, Li Lao Wu scolded me with blood.

He said, "What are you doing here?" What did you say you wrote? The swallow's father didn't read the letter on the day your sister and your mother went, and if they did, they wouldn't have come back. ”

I touched Li Lao Wu's nose and returned to my house from his house to recall the letter I had written. I remember mentioning in my letter that the swallow was touching her hair and braids, and she wouldn't let me touch it, and then she was half-lying in her mother's arms, saying that her flesh was so soft.

In the letter, I told Yanzi not to punish her husband in this way if she got married, and then I told Yanzi's father not to try to make people respect him by threatening him (I wrote this because I was sometimes afraid of him when I was at their house).

I think Swallow's father was angry because I mentioned in my letter about her daughter's flesh. What is this? He wants to make a fuss about it. In fact, it's okay if you don't want to do it. But I just couldn't think about it.

Then Li Lao Wu ignored me, and I thought of the swallow's mother again. I knew that she was a kind person, and she should not refuse to see me, so I went to her every day.

Because I have been in their house for a long time, I know every piece of land in their house very well. So, I can find her.

She was also willing to see me, sometimes buying me a bottle of beer to drink, sometimes buying me some biscuits and so on. Once she asked me, "Swallow said that when you came back from Xinx, she talked to you and you ignored her, is there such a thing?" I said.

When the aunt heard what I said, she said to me, "Jianming, I didn't say you, you see that you are so beautiful and can write, but your temperament is too straight." I'll talk about girlfriends in the future, but don't do that. Girls are born to be coaxed, not hurt.

You broke her heart, and your father and I couldn't do anything, and once your father pushed her into a hurry, and she said that if she was asked to marry you, she would rather die! Isn't it your fault that you say this? Your father and I have done our best for you. ”

Did Yanzi's mother say that, I just recalled the many times I had been in love over the years. So why am I so handsome and the girls start liking themselves and then give up on themselves? I think the most important reason is that I'm a proud person.

I have the common characteristics of literati since ancient times: arrogance and nobility. Although I don't have much ability, I often think that I am great, and I usually don't take others seriously. Use this characteristic to chase girls, and any girl will be discouraged.

My sister also told me that if you want to chase any girl, you have to be good to others, and if you are good to others, people will like you, but I just can't learn it.

Although I went to Yanzi's mother every day, I still couldn't solve my heartache. However, one day I saw Swallow's boyfriend.

That day, I went to find Mother Swallow again. Before I reached the edge of the field, I saw a boy about the height of a swallow picking the buds on the cotton with the swallow.

When I saw that boy, I wanted to slap myself twice. When it comes to talent, I don't agree to him calling me grandpa. Because he may only be 1.6 meters tall, and I am 1.73 meters, if you compare it to the row, I can tell that he is far worse than me, don't look so far away.

However, the swallow chose him over me. The mother of the swallow also saw me, and came out of the cotton field to talk to me.

However, when I came home that day, I had no sleep at all. If my rival is better than me in every way, I may be willing to bow down. However, just such a person, it is really incomprehensible that the swallow chose him instead of me!

The previous arrogance and self-righteousness have been completely shattered, leaving only inferiority, regret and sadness.

It's okay if a person can't sleep for a day, but if he can't sleep for three or four days, it's troublesome. But for three or four days I barely blinked. I really couldn't help it, so I went to find Yanzi and her mother again.

I told her I probably wouldn't survive. It's okay to not be able to sleep for two days a day, but if it takes a long time, I might have a breakdown. The aunt thought for a moment and said, "We never thought this incident would be so stimulating to you. ”

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