Chapter 115: I Like You Being Silent

I like that you're silent, as if you're gone,

You listen to me from afar, but my voice cannot reach you.

It's as if your eyes have flown away, like a kiss that seals your mouth.

……

You are like my soul, a butterfly of dreams. You are like the word melancholy.

……

At that time, a word, a smile, was enough.

And I'm going to be happy, happy because it's not real.

The intellectual poet Neruda's "I Like Your Silence" is Jiang Yan's favorite poem when he was in college, especially the sentence "At that time, a word, a smile, was enough". He always felt that the girl he liked should be like this, with a gentle voice like a warm spring breeze, and when he laughed, it was as warm as the winter sun. But he didn't meet such a girl until he graduated from college, until that day at the door of the office, he met Xia Qixi for the first time.

People who have experienced life and death have already left behind the longing for beautiful love in their youth, but at this moment, they don't know why they remembered it once, handed the quilt in their hands to Huang Min's hand, looked through the crowd, and saw Chen Ziyu and Xia Qixi walking towards where they were.

Under the cover of the night, he didn't see the two of them clasping hands together, but he felt that the distance between the two of them was so close, so close that even if they were separated from each other for a long time, they couldn't find a single gap.

Huang Min drank water while talking to Jiang Yan about an interesting thing that happened just now, when dancing, she was next to a couple who came from Germany for a vacation, this is the second year of their marriage, the woman is not tall, but she wears a skirt with a long hem, but when she dances, although the man is very careful, he still steps on his skirt, and the two of them fall on the grass together gorgeously, looking particularly funny. Huang Min finished laughing, but the people around him didn't react at all, Huang Min felt strange and turned to look at Jiang Yan, and followed his gaze, and also saw the two people who came back from a stroll on the beach.

Huang Min suddenly understood that maybe there is a kind of love that turns to the second best when you can't ask for it, and even if you can't get it, you have to make her happy. But fortunately, Huang Min is not an ordinary stingy woman, and she will not be prejudiced against Jiang Yan and Xia Qixi because of this, but she thinks that such Jiang Yan is worthy of love.

"The two of them are a good match, aren't they?"

Huang Min's slightly gasping voice sounded in his ears, Jiang Yan found his gaffe, retracted his gaze and replied in a low voice: "Did Xia Qixi tell you about the matter between her and Chen Ziyu?"

"No, I've never heard this name from her mouth since I knew her, he is Xia Qixi's untouchable minefield, but I know that Xia Qixi's heart has never been put down. ”

From looking at each other and smiling, to intersecting a lot. But as the best friends, the two of them have always maintained a principle, that is, to give each other enough space, and will never take the initiative to try to explore the secrets that the other party is unwilling to say.

Huang Min also keenly guessed from Chen Ziyu's appearance at the banquet, his eyes when he looked at Xia Qixi and all the actions after that, that he should be the secret in Xia Qixi's heart that he didn't want to say.

"Both of them are very nice people, and both are very stubborn people. ”

This is Huang Min's evaluation of Chen Ziyu and Xia Qixi.

The sound of the music became clearer and clearer, and the lights became brighter, Xia Qixi wanted to pull his hand out of Chen Ziyu's hand, so he held his foot and used a little force.

Chen Ziyu felt that his hand in the palm of his hand was becoming more and more restless, and he was trying to break free from his restraints, but he was not angry, he just smiled and let go of Xia Qixi's hand. Pretend to be casual and move on.

Xia Qixi suddenly found that Chen Ziyu was really convenient, if it was before, it must be that the more she resisted Chen Ziyu, the more unwilling she was to let go, but now, his body seems to be lacking that kind of fierce momentum, and his personality has become gentle. Perhaps it is precisely because of this that Xia Qixi also feels relaxed in the process of getting along with him recently.

"Where did you two go, how nice it would be to dance with us. Huang Min pulled Xia Qixi down to his side and complained.

"Just take a walk around and see how happy you are playing, so I'm not embarrassed to disturb. Xia Qixi didn't look at Chen Ziyu's face, but just answered Huang Min's question lightly.

A bright moon hung in the sky, several bonfires on the beach burned silently, and the people who were playing finally felt tired, and left the lawn in twos and threes to prepare to go back to the hotel to rest. Xia Qixi slept in the afternoon, so the current state is not bad, but Huang Min, who danced too crazy just now, only knew that her legs hurt, so she put her hand on Xia Qixi's shoulder, and asked her to help her go back to the hotel.

Xia Qixi was used to seeing Huang Min's rogue nature and didn't care, he just pretended to help, but in fact he didn't use much strength. Chen Ziyu and Jiang Yan followed the two of them with a smile all the way, and the two women were messing around, a straight road, but the two of them walked crookedly, and the noisy laughter continued.

Xia Qixi sat on the bed around the quilt, Huang Min was holding a hair dryer in front of the mirror to blow her hair, suddenly she turned off the hair dryer and walked to Xia Qixi's bedside and sat down to look at her face and asked seriously: "Jiang Yan, he used to like you very much, right?"

She didn't expect Huang Min's observation to be so keen, but she didn't intend to hide it, so she spread out everything between her and Jiang Yan and put it in front of Huang Min, waiting for her interrogation. However, in the end, Huang Min's reaction was beyond her expectations.

Huang Min was neither angry nor questioning their past, but smiled slightly: "I knew it was like this." "I look like I know it by heart.

Before Xia Qixi could speak, Huang Min got up and walked in front of her and patted her on the shoulder: "Don't worry, I won't be angry with you because of this, but because of this, I feel that Jiang Yan is a broad-minded person, and at the same time a person worthy of my love." ”

After speaking, he continued to prepare to blow his hair, and did not forget to add before turning on the hair dryer: "Although I don't care how much of your past has, I still want to remind you that I will never give you a chance to regret it after giving up now!"

Huang Min, a woman, always maintains a strong sanity in sensuality, unlike Xia Qixi who is always controlled by sensuality. grabbed the white towel she had just dropped on the side of the bed and threw it at her: "Don't worry, I will never regret it." ”

"You are guarding such a peerless infatuation as Chen Ziyu, even if you want to regret it, I'm afraid he won't give you this opportunity. Huang Min said as he bent down to pick up the towel that had fallen on the ground and put it on his shoulder casually.

Xia Qixi, who was in a good mood, suddenly lost her nature when she heard Chen Ziyu's words, and fell on the bed under the quilt, looking at the ceiling in a daze.

Seeing her like this, Huang Min couldn't help but nag a lot, Xia Qixi didn't intend to pay attention to her, but when she listened carefully, the words that came out of her mouth were all helping Chen Ziyu, so she started again: "When did you start to be bought by him?" ”

Huang Min's hair had been dried, he put down the hair dryer in his hand and came to the bed angrily, pointing his finger at Xia Qixi's head: "You have no conscience, what do you mean that I was bought by him, I didn't do it all for you, don't you know what to do." ”

Xia Qixi pulled her hand aside and continued to lie back on the bed: "Okay, I know, thank you for your kindness." ”

"What's wrong with you, you look like you're powerless?"

The person lying on the bed had already closed his eyes, clearly not wanting to continue the topic, Huang Min could only give up, and she was indeed a little tired, so she climbed into bed and fell asleep quickly.

Xia Qixi listened to Huang Min's even breathing and slowly opened his eyes, and also turned on the light, just lying flat on the bed, thinking repeatedly in the dark about what Chen Ziyu said when he was at the beach just now, and everything that happened between the two of them during this time.

From Chen Ziyu's eyes when she looked at her, she fully believed that he was indeed still in love with her, even if he did not hesitate to face her hurt, what made her think the most was Chen Ziyu's change, no longer domineering and arrogant, and began to be tolerant and understanding. He still hopes that the person who accompanies him is Xia Qixi, but he is no longer just a reluctant existence.

So, is she still able or qualified to accept his love? Is she really ready, and will she still be timid, and she will not be able to handle their relationship as she did two years ago?

There were still too many uncertain questions between them, and these problems appeared in Xia Qixi's mind repeatedly throughout the night, and he barely fell asleep until the early hours of the morning.

This hotel is most famous for the hot springs, their trip is naturally not missed, originally planned to go yesterday, and then today to go around the surrounding places, but yesterday Xia Qixi was not in good physical condition, can only be temporarily canceled. When he woke up, Huang Min regained his spirits, and began to study today's itinerary with great interest during breakfast, and finally finalized the decision to go to the most famous temple here to make a wish, then go to the most famous local market to shop, and finally return to the hotel to soak in the hot springs and go to the nearby bar to relax.

Chen Ziyu's purpose for coming out this time is not in the person, so he is not interested in the specific arrangement, Xia Qixi has always disliked to spend his brain on these things, and in the end, only Jiang Yan was left to be pulled by Huang Min to study the route.

According to Huang Min's plan, after breakfast, he went to the temple to make a wish. This temple is said to have a history of more than 100 years, and it has almost become a must-visit place for tourists here, and there are even many people who come thousands of miles to make wishes. However, the temple is built on a hill, and the car can only drive to the foot of the mountain, and the rest of the journey is completely on your feet.

The so-called way up the mountain is one stone staircase after another, I don't know how many years of wind and rain have been beaten, many stone stairs have been damaged, and some have a layer of green moss on them, and if you accidentally step on it, you will slip.

They weren't too late, but there was already an endless stream of people coming up the mountain. It can be seen that there are indeed many people who come here. For Xia Qixi, who was born and raised in the north, such a mountain is not too high, but the stone stairs here have hundreds of knots, and there is no end in sight, and the distance between the upper and lower sections is very large, and each step must be deliberately too high to avoid tripping.

I just stopped and walked like this, and finally reached the top of the mountain. Chen Ziyu and Jiang Yan, the two big men, were not interested in burning incense and making wishes, but fortunately, the scenery on this mountain was good, so Huang Min took Xia Qixi to the main hall, leaving the two of them to enjoy the scenery outside.

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