Chapter 114: Zhang Nanke's Dream (2)
"Do you want to go to the beach?" Chen Ziyu's gaze locked on Xia Qixi's face.
When she arrived this afternoon, she saw the beautiful beach from a distance, and she had seen reviews on the Internet before, which generally said that the night view here was beautiful. Huang Min They don't know when they are going crazy, and it's boring to sit like this, after Chen Ziyu mentioned it, Xia Qixi also wanted to see how beautiful the beach was at night.
So he and Chen Ziyu quietly left the hustle and bustle and walked side by side towards the beach.
On both sides of the soft sand are a row of dim street lamps, which are also in the style of searchlights used on fishing boats. Almost all the people staying in the hotel are partying not far away, and there are only two people on the long coastline, Chen Ziyu's Xia Qixi and two people, leaving a series of footprints behind them.
The wind raised a trace of broken hair, blocking Xia Qixi's sight, and she raised her hand to pull away the blown hair.
"Have you ever heard the story of Hans Christian Andersen's Daughter of the Sea?"
Xia Qixi finally tied up the blown loose hair again: "Well, when I was a child, I had a book of Hans Christian Andersen's stories, and she ended up becoming a foam on the sea. ”
"Yes, she didn't get the love she wanted, and eventually turned into a bubble on the sea, but the prince who married the princess of the neighboring country may not always be happy, and one day he will think of this princess who can't speak, and the love he can't hold."
Xia Qixi didn't know why Chen Ziyu suddenly mentioned this fairy tale, she always thought that only girls would be entangled in this kind of love that could not be reciprocated, and most of them were one-sided and couldn't see the happiness of the prince, and the poor little mermaid's sacrifice was in vain. Therefore, it was the first time she had heard Chen Ziyu say this.
In fact, Chen Ziyu did not tell this story casually by chance, as early as two years ago, when preparing for the wedding honeymoon, Chen Ziyu originally planned to take Xia Qixi to Copenhagen, where there was a statue of a mermaid princess based on this story.
"So, getting it doesn't necessarily mean happiness, maybe losing it is another kind of fulfillment, right?" Xia Qixi suddenly stopped, facing the sea, letting the sea breeze blow her cheeks.
"But I never want to lose you."
Xia Qixi turned around and looked at Chen Ziyu when she heard this, the warm yellow light was swaying, she couldn't distinguish the expression on Chen Ziyu's face, she just felt the thick sadness coming from him.
"Perhaps, our acquaintance is simply a mistake, and the last thing we should do is to want to continue this mistake."
"Is it a mistake? I don't think so, I think all this is destined by God, you are the person I am destined to love and care for for a lifetime, I know, because of my relationship, you have to walk very this road, and you will even feel that there is no end in sight. Chen Ziyu's tone was full of self-blame, but it made Xia Qixi feel sad to hear.
remembered that when the two met for the first time, she was still a girl who wanted to keep love out, but Chen Ziyu was much more mature than him in this regard. So much so that on the road of love later, she didn't understand anything and was too timid, but he was too calm, thinking that everything was under the control of Zi.
Chen Ziyu met the most immature Xia Qixi at the best time, so at the beginning of their story, it was destined to be a desperate search and a desperate hiding.
Just when her thoughts were scattered, Chen Ziyu suddenly stepped forward and stood in front of her, and there was only a finger distance between them: "So, you really plan to give up on me like this?" ”
How could she be willing to give up Chen Ziyu, what she really wanted to give up was just herself. It's that she can't afford this feeling, it's that she is scared and wants to hide, even if Chen Ziyu is really at fault, she is the one who avoided it first, how can she put the problem on him.
"Don't talk about things that have already passed." Xia Qixi took a step back as she spoke, widening the distance between herself and Chen Ziyu: "Although I don't like Han Lu very much, I still sincerely hope that the two of you can be happy." ”
"Do you think I still have a chance to be happy without you?" Chen Ziyu said and approached Xia Qixi's side again: "My happiness and happiness can only be given by one person, and that person is you, Xia Qixi." ”
His persecution once again made Xia Qixi feel scared, she didn't know how to answer Chen Ziyu's question, in front of him, the most she did was to run away, and then find a place to hide herself. However, Chen Ziyu had already expected this, and this time he didn't intend to give her this chance to escape, and before she could react, he took the first step to double his arms and successfully encircle her in front of her.
"Do you want to run away this time? If you don't give me a clear answer, I'm definitely not going to give you a chance to escape. ”
Unlike last night's drunkenness, in a state of consciousness, with such a distance from Chen Ziyu, she has almost lost the ability to think independently, how can she answer his questions.
Moreover, what he asked, even when she was sober, she didn't figure it out for two whole years.
"I ...... I don't know.... ”
"Don't say you don't know." Chen Ziyu kept what Xia Qixi was going to say in his mouth again.
In this way, Xia Qixi was even more overwhelmed. You can't run away, you can't say you don't know, "What the hell do you want me?" ”
"I don't want you to do anything, I just want to know if you still have a place for me here." Chen Ziyu pointed to the location of Xia Qixi's heart: "I don't believe it, your previous feelings for me were all fake." ”
Yes, what Chen Ziyu said is right, even if she subjectively doesn't want to admit it, the feelings she has paid are true, so her words not only can't fool herself, but also can't fool Chen Ziyu. However, what's the point of talking about these now, last time they not only had Jiang Xue but also a Zhao Jie, and now there is still a flamboyant Han Lu by his side, where does she still have the courage.
"You're right, I resent you when the child was gone, but this resentment can't cancel out your place in my heart, because I know and believe that none of this is what you want to see, but there are too many barriers between us, and I'm really exhausted, so I want to go away from you, and I have spent two whole years trying to erase you from here every day, but, like you said, I have never succeeded."
In Chen Ziyu's arms, Xia Qixi's voice became choked. Two years later, she finally told her true thoughts in front of him, and there was a moment of relief, of course, which was also mixed with her regrets.
However, Chen Ziyu didn't care about this, he didn't care about the hard work he had endured before, and he didn't care about the sooner or later she said this, as long as she was willing to admit it.
In the dark, his face was getting closer and closer, Xia Qixi thought he was going to kiss himself, so he panicked and didn't overdo it, but Chen Ziyu just gave her a hug, a hug that made her feel warm and long-lost.
The noise in the distance gradually became less and less, Chen Ziyu let go of Xia Qixi, took her hand instead, and walked back step by step towards the road she came from.
Huang Min is also tired of playing, and at the moment she is leaning against the wall with a red face and panting, looking at those tired little girls, she can't help but sigh, thinking that she also danced in high heels for a day and a night, and now it seems that the years are really unforgiving.
"Let's drink some water first." Jiang Yan also leaned his body against the wall like her, and after making a fuss for so long, he also felt a little tired.
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