For students, grades are the foundation of their lives. Too many unfamiliar people will take the initiative to greet her with a smile when they meet, and they are afraid to see her.

Because of her grades, she successfully sat in the first row exclusive to good students, and everything that had nothing to do with her studies was left far behind. I thought that the relationship with Chen Yue would also end with this class assignment. But at noon one day a month later, I saw a math tutorial book in the table.

On the title page, there is a powerful gift from him: "Study well, life goes well!"

She didn't know how the book was crammed into her desk, every class had cameras, and it was never empty. Xia Qixi didn't think that Chen Yue would be so presumptuous that she would go directly to her class and put the book in person regardless of everyone's surprised eyes, but who did he buy to help him complete this matter, knowing that Xia Qixi didn't figure it out after graduating from high school.

Because something like this happens every once in a while. All kinds of textbooks, and occasionally magazines that were very popular at the time, Xia Qixi pressed them all under the bed, and threw them all to the aunt downstairs when she changed the bedroom, and sold them as waste paper.

She doesn't like this feeling, in this so-called story that has no beginning and no end, he becomes the protagonist of bitterness, and she is forced to become a vicious woman who wants to be spurned by people, a femme fatale.

Throughout high school, Xia Qixi has always lived in school, but Chen Yue heard that her mother came to accompany her in her first year of high school, so she avoided a lot of scenes where she could meet, at least she could eat in the cafeteria with peace of mind, and she didn't have to worry about suddenly seeing a face she didn't like.

In the scorching heat of June, the college entrance examination ended. She got her wish and was admitted to a university far away from home. Then happily go to college, go to a strange place, and start a new life.

Whether it was the class reunion of the first year of high school or the dinner of the third year of high school, she did not participate. It's just that I heard from others that Chen Yue failed the college entrance examination that year. Later, I went back to school to repeat my studies.

When I first heard the news, I felt as if I had been drenched in a heavy rain, and I felt wet. On the day she went back to school to get the admission letter, she met a girl in the third year of high school at the school gate, the original long hair was built into a neat short hair like a boy, with glasses, although she was wrapped in an indomitable atmosphere, her eyes were full of helplessness and panic. The pressure of failing the college entrance examination is not something that anyone can withstand.

At that time, she didn't know that Chen Ming had also joined the camp of the repeater army.

The next time I received his message was on my sophomore year's birthday in the winter of my sophomore year, and my phone showed a birthday message from an unknown number. At first, she ignored it, but for several days in a row, she would receive messages from the same number, sometimes reminding her to eat well, and sometimes to add more clothes when it was cold.

Xia Qixi couldn't hold her breath, a phone call passed, but no one answered after a long time, and after calling over, it was hung up after two rings, and then it was hung up, and then it was hung up.

In this repetition, I received a message: "I'm Chen Ming, remember me, right?"

She blamed herself for her foolishness, she should have guessed it a long time ago. But I can't figure out what the purpose of the sudden contact is that it has disappeared for so long.

Probably seeing that she didn't reply, another text message came in a few minutes later, "I heard that you don't have a boyfriend yet, I wonder if you can consider me?"

And then again, "I always wanted you to come to school to see me the year I repeated, but you didn't." But it's okay, I don't blame you now, I've always liked you for so many years, so you might as well consider being my girlfriend. ”

It was very cold that day, it was snowing outside the window, a few friends made an appointment to help her celebrate her birthday in the evening, and they were busy putting on makeup and dressing up in the bedroom. A room full of people stared blankly.

Temporarily used the mobile phone that a girl in the dormitory had eliminated, bought a new card, and sent a message to every high school classmate who was still in contact, and absolutely did not disclose any information related to himself to Chen Ming, which was also for Chen Ming's good. Because she would never like such a man.

"So, did he look for you later?" Chen Ziyu seemed to see the little girl who was at a loss in love back then, and her dazed appearance made people want to reach out and pull her.

"In my second year of work, my high school classmate set up a WeChat group, and he found me there. ”

"Are you talking about those words?"

"Well, I've never figured out why he thought I should see him at school the year he repeated. ”

Before you know it, you've walked to the plaza behind the school, which is a local landmark because it's located right in front of the city hall. Divided into two squares before and after, in front of which is the fountain and the sign of government affairs, every night there are a lot of people here to organize activities on their own, dancing, playing tai chi, because there is a basketball hoop, so there are always a lot of young people gathered.

The back square, which is across a wide road, is much quieter. There are gazebos and promenades, planted with all kinds of flowers and trees, and even the street lamps are changed in shape and color to adapt to different locations, and there are many benches, which is clearly a good place for a date.

So although it's very close to the school, she only went there once when she was a student, and she accompanied a female classmate in the dormitory.

Now the two of them just walked to this place, Chen Ziyu and Xia Qixi sat down on the bench by the lake, the trees by the lake were shaded, and there was a faint fragrance of flowers.

"I think it's because he's been indulging in the feeling of liking you, everything he does is actually touching himself, he only takes into account his own feelings and completely ignores you, in his eyes, he likes you so much, and has done a lot of touching things for you, but when he needs comfort, not only did you not appear first, but never appeared, I think that's why he is obsessed. ”

Chen Ziyu's words seem to be very reasonable, maybe, after joining the work, Chen Ming is no longer a simple pursuit of her.

In WeChat, he said too many complaints, dissatisfied with his current life and work, and entangled in why she didn't go to school to see her. Ask her out to meet her and ask if she is still single. In the end, Xia Qixi could only withdraw from the alumni group and delete Chen Ming from the contacts.

This book was first published in Reading Book Worm