Presumably, Chen Ming at that time already had a grudge against her in his heart. If you are really soft-hearted, you may not have a good result with him.

The resentment is too deep, coupled with the imagination that has always been unwanted, and in the end, when it comes to the life of tea, rice, oil and salt, you may suddenly find that she is not as good as she imagined. It's just an ordinary woman. If the beauty of hand-weaving is broken by hand, how good will the result be?

"If you still love deeply when you know that the other party doesn't like you, shouldn't you watch the person you love happy and bless you from afar."

Chen Ziyu took Xia Qixi's shoulder and patiently explained: "Not all people are the same as you think, and the way love reflects from everyone is also very different, some people's love is to want to possess, and some people are like your classmates, just to satisfy their imagination, only people who have real feelings will tell you, knowing that they can't get it, they also hope that the other party can be happy." ”

"So, you're the latter, aren't you?"

"Not exactly, because I knew early on that you and I were the same person, so I would definitely not let me be like them, looking at you in a bright red wedding dress, but I could only send you a sentence of happiness or something like that."

At the end of this conversation, both of them looked at each other and smiled. Chen Ziyu is not wrong at all, Xia Qixi is indeed the same person as he said.

When there is no contact with the third kind of affection and friendship accidents, the brain is often strongly controlled by reason, and can be clear about the effort required to achieve one's goals. However, once a person appears and upsets this balance, reason can no longer prevail in the body and can no longer play any role.

The seemingly neat life is constantly showing various forks in the road, and it is never possible to predict which one is right, let alone where the chosen one will lead, whether it is the other side of happiness or the unknown abyss.

This Chinese person's concept of love is exactly as Xia Qixi just said. They can only see each other in their eyes, and they can't tolerate themselves in their hearts. When you are together, you should redouble your care, and when you can't be together, you should also silently bless you.

"I was stupid at the time, wasn't I? Not to mention bad temper, even interpersonal relationships are very bad. ”

The six years from junior high school to high school are the time of youth, and it should be the time to be crazy with friends all day long, there is nothing to worry about, and the most free and unrestrained time. But Xia Qixi was talking about this period, and there was always too much pain in her eyes, because during that time, she had a harder time than anyone else.

"When I was in junior high school, I was also very bad, I often bullied my classmates and even made my teacher cry."

Chen Ziyu said that it was serious, Xia Qixi knew that he wanted to comfort himself.

"I've never felt anything so sorry for me when I've grown up, but today I have one." At the end of the story, Xia Qixi leaned his head on Chen Ziyu's shoulder, and heard him say such a serious sentence in his ear, so he looked up at him.

"The most regrettable thing for me is that I didn't meet you earlier, so that your junior high school and high school didn't have me, and you suffered so much alone, and I didn't stay by your side, which is a pity and distress for me when I think about it in my life." Chen Ziyu's chin rested on the top of Xia Qixi's head, and he was extremely spoiled.

When I set off, my flight was delayed due to a rainy day, but the weather at home was warm. The two of them sat on the bench, just a ray of sunlight shining softly on them, and the lake in front of them was calm like a mirror, reflecting the figures snuggled together. The nose can touch the air and is constantly invaded by the scent of flowers.

There is no warm breeze and no wine, and it still makes tourists drunk.

It turned out that it was not difficult to pass the time, and there was no need to bother to do anything at all, so I leaned together quietly and did nothing, and a whole afternoon had passed.

Xia Qixi's parents finally dared to return home before the sun set, they hadn't seen their baby daughter for too long, so they had to ask for warmth, and Xia Qixi thought they would be surprised to see Chen Ziyu come back together, but they didn't appear until the end of dinner.

In fact, it's not that Xia Qixi's parents are not surprised, but they know their daughter's character too well and believe in Chen Ziyu's personality. Xia Qixi has been hiding and refusing to see them for the past two years, and Chen Ziyu has visited them several times, treating them as if he was filial to his biological parents. It is enough to prove that they have feelings for each other that they can't let go, and the rest is a matter of time, when the time comes, no matter how much wind and rain they have experienced, they should still be together.

said that Chen Ziyu was going to drive back to his house that day, but it was already completely dark when he was eating, and it would take nearly two hours to drive back, not to mention that Xia Qixi was worried that even Xia Qixi's parents could not rest assured, and in the end he could only decide that he would get up early tomorrow and leave early. On the way back, I met Xia Qixi at the airport.

The happiest person about this decision was Dad Xia, who had no one to drink with him for too long, and this time he finally had this opportunity to pull Chen Ziyu to have a drink. Father Xia's age is also getting older, not only is the amount of alcohol not as good as back then, but even his physical condition is not very good, and the family is very worried. He has been drinking for so many years and wants to quit it, it will not work, he can only control it every day.

And Xia's mother has always been strict in her daily life, but it is conceivable that during the ten days when Xia Qixi was not at home, Xia's father must have been forced by the majesty of his wife to live very carefully. Wine must not be drunk with an open appetite.

When it was like this, Mother Xia also changed her previous days and didn't stop her, just sat on the side with a smile on her face, for this family, it has been a long time since a warm scene like today.

The two men drank and chatted, and it was boring for the two of them to accompany them, so they simply left them to talk about the mother and daughter back to the room, and when they left, Xia Qixi whispered something in Chen Ziyu's ear, Chen Ziyu just smiled and told her to rest assured.

In the bedroom, Xia's mother looked at her daughter by herself, and asked over and over again whether her current work and life were really as smooth as she said on the phone. This is a concern that parents can't let go of no matter what. Knowing their mother's good intentions, they have been worrying about their own affairs all the time in the past two years, Xia Qixi naturally took the trouble to answer as detailed as possible, so that her mother could rest assured.

The topic between them has always revolved around life and work, avoiding mentioning her love life, and not asking about Chen Ziyu's appearance this time. Xia Qixi knew that they didn't know how to ask, and they were afraid that they would make her sad. Even if she is not sure where she and Chen Ziyu will develop in the future, she still feels the need to explain to her family.

No matter what the circumstances, love from parents is the greatest force in the world. Xia Qixi's parents' love for her is often shown in the fact that no matter what decisions she makes, no matter whether her decision is right or wrong in the end, as long as she lives happily, as parents will support her without hesitation.

The modern language of the city has made it difficult for those who live there to discern subtle shifts from nature. Take this summer Qixi Festival as an example, people who work and live in the city are irritable and blowing the air conditioner under the heat every day, and it is difficult to really feel the many beautiful things that belong to this season.

Like a crescent moon in a clear sky, or the scent of an unknown flower brought by a breeze. Xia Qixi stood in front of the window, obviously feeling a deeper dew. This is a portrayal of the departure of summer, and there may be a lot of reluctance, but the change of seasons in life cannot be changed no matter what.

"What are you thinking?"

Chen Ziyu's voice wafted behind him with a crisp aroma of wine, which was the aroma of Daddy Xia's favorite cherry wine. Every year in the middle of summer, when the cherries are ripe, Father Xia always picks the cherries himself, and then washes them one by one, puts them in a sealed jar with the liquor, buries them under the cherry tree behind the house, and takes them out when they appear in the second year.

After a cold winter, the fruit is mixed with the unique flavor of the wine. When Xia Qixi was young, her father often used chopsticks to dip the wine in her mouth, and there was a sweet smell of cherries in the spicy, even if she came into contact with a lot of wine in the bottle, many of which were precious, but in Xia Qixi's heart, Dad's cherry wine was the best in the world.

"It's nothing, I just feel like this summer is almost over." In the moonlight, Xia Qixi's face was smooth and white, like a flower that had just bloomed.

This kind of beauty is not stunning, but it has a unique charm. Just inadvertently, I lost the courage to forget her.

"You've never liked the cold, why don't we find a warm place to vacation this winter, bring your uncle and aunt, and wait for the New Year, when the weather gets warmer, we'll come back." Chen Ziyu and Xia Qixi stood side by side in front of the window, looking at the vast sky at the same time.

In fact, even if Xia Qixi didn't specifically tell him just now, Chen Ziyu wouldn't really let Xia's father get drunk, after all, he was an elderly person, and he was already dizzy after drinking a few glasses of wine, and it was estimated that he was already asleep in the room at this time. The first time the two families had dinner together, Dad Xia also pulled him to drink with him, and now his alcohol consumption is indeed not as good as before.

Xia Qixi didn't answer, just wrapped her arms around Chen Ziyu's waist and buried her face in his chest. With such an active approach without warning, Chen Ziyu hesitated a little interestingly, but it was only a short second, and then he also hugged her tightly in his arms.

"What's wrong?" Chen Ziyu has been caressing her silky hair.

The broken man was still silent except for hugging him harder. Chen Ziyu had to pull her away from her arms a little harder, holding her face with both hands, her eyes glowing with tears in the moonlight, like the Milky Way in the night sky that was about to burst.

"Don't worry, even if you can only leave it to time to decide, you must firmly believe that the two of us are destined to be together, nothing is smooth sailing, and the relationship is the same, once the final thing is the end, we will be together in the end."

"If we don't want to have a child in the future, will you still be with me?"

At this moment, Chen Ziyu finally understood that this was the crux of everything. She was haunted not only by the hurt she received in her relationship, but also by a word from the doctor.

"Don't let you think about it, the doctor just said it was possible." Chen Ziyu's fingers gently caressed her delicate cheeks: "What's more, even if it's true, I don't care, as long as you are willing to be with me, it doesn't matter to me whether you have children or not, I will say it to my parents, all this is my responsibility, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

As soon as my heart warmed, I couldn't stop the tears: "I did something wrong because of my willfulness, and this may be the punishment for me." ”

"Say no more, stop talking." Chen Ziyu couldn't think of any other way, but pressed her lips to her mouth indiscriminately, trying to force her to forget for a while.

His lips still had the taste of the cherry wine he had just drunk, spicy and sweet, like the taste of childhood.

Chen Ziyu simply wanted to comfort her in this way, and didn't want to go further, so he just stopped softly on her lips and left quickly.

"Tomorrow, will you take me to the wedding?" Chen Ziyu sat down on the chair next to the bed, pulled Xia Qixi over and sat on his lap, fiddling with her fingers and asked.

Xia Qixi thought that this was another idea that Chen Ziyu suddenly came up with on a whim, but in fact, Chen Ziyu had been planning for a long time. He is already powerless to miss the time, so it is absolutely impossible to let go of what is happening in front of him. Didn't Gao Xin say that many of his former classmates would go, then he also had to formally meet her classmates, hold her hand and greet each of them, and let all her classmates know that this girl, who had lived an extremely difficult life because of their ignorance or ridicule, has grown up tenaciously and will always be happy of her own.

The rest is Chen Ziyu's ulterior selfishness. Men often can't get what they will cherish more and more, although he Chen Ziyu is not such a person, but it is hard to guarantee that the surname Chen will still think of Xia Qixi in his heart from time to time, even if he is married, there is no chance to contact Xia Qixi again, Chen Ziyu will never allow the shadow of Xia Qixi to appear in his heart. Absolutely not.

Xia Qixi can only belong to him alone, and it is a sin for others to even think about it.

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