Chapter 119: It's Not That Easy

On the way back to JK with Ah Feng, although we said a lot of sweet-sounding things to each other, the feeling between us never went back to the beginning.

Do some things change and never go back? I don't have any doubts in my mind, but I feel a little bleak about the situation I am in. As long as people are a little unsatisfactory, or when they were together before, a state happened, changed and made you suddenly unable to adapt, and then you had to adapt, so that after you got used to it, then if you got along with each other later, all the sweetness and all the old feelings together before would change unexpectedly at this moment, good or bad.

What will happen in the end, only the parties themselves know, and now I really don't know what kind of scene it will be like to get along with Ah Feng in the future. This kind of thought involuntarily germinated in my heart, which made me, who was already unhappy in my heart, even more uncomfortable. However, now I will not easily show such emotions in front of Ah Feng.

I sighed silently in my heart, I still wanted to say something, and I didn't know what to say, but the atmosphere now made me feel very depressed. I don't want to do this, so I don't know if we will have a future in the future, and I myself was suddenly startled by this sudden thought, in such thoughts.

When he looked up and saw Ah Feng, when he was about to say something, looking at Ah Feng's expression, all the words he wanted to say seemed to be choked in his throat again, and he couldn't say anything, and he didn't know where to start.

I looked at Ah Feng like this, and Ah Feng also looked at me, but Ah Feng was smiling when he looked at me. I admit that Ah Feng is a very attractive man, especially when he laughs, but now his smile, the faint smile that catches my eyes, gives me the feeling of being like a Nine Heavens Immortal God, noble and unapproachable.

Along the way, I didn't say anything to Ah Feng, and all the things I wanted to say became meaningless in his faint smile.

In my feelings, I don't know what Ah Feng thinks, and I don't want to know now, I should say that I don't want to think about anything, especially about Ah Feng. In this way, we came to the door of JK in silence.

"Xiaoyou, what did you say you were running around, I was worried about killing me, and I didn't know that a person as big as you would not make people worry. "As soon as I walked to JK, as soon as I opened the car door, Sister Haixiu ran out of the door, and then pulled me and chattered.

From her face, I saw something that I hadn't seen for a long time, I never thought that I would have such a deep friendship with Sister Haixiu before, but I chose the worry she showed, but it really made me feel it.

Even now, the worry on her face doesn't seem to have diminished at all, probably since she learned that I wasn't in the hospital, right?

It should be that she hasn't had much rest in the past few days, and the thick and dark circles under her eyes make her look several years older in an instant. Looking at Sister Haixiu in such a state, I thought so in my heart. I also washed away a lot of unpleasantness along the way, and my heart became a little more cheerful.

No matter what happens to Ah Feng and I, at least Sister Haixiu cares about herself now, and it feels good like this.

"Sister Haixiu, who I'm fine, just wanted to go out for a walk, and then I went out, I'm sorry, I made you worried. I looked at Sister Haixiu, who had become much haggard, and took Sister Haixiu's hand and replied to Sister Haixiu.

As for why this happened, I don't want to say anything to Sister Haixiu now, and I know that Sister Haixiu won't ask any more.

Now the matter between me and Ah Feng and why I suddenly said goodbye this time, I don't want to bring up the whole story of this matter again. It's a little uncomfortable when I think about it, it's very uncomfortable, and it's as if it's ingrained in my mind, and I can't get rid of it.

"Okay, it's good to be back, don't do this again in the future, no matter where you go in the future, remember to tell me to Ah Feng, got it?" Sure enough, Sister Haixiu didn't continue to ask, but just let me feel her concern for me this time, and then said some words of advice.

I don't know if Sister Haixiu deliberately mentioned Ah Feng at this time, but I believe that Sister Haixiu must know that everything I do is related to Ah Feng. It's just that as an outsider, she can't say anything, after all, these two are very assertive in her heart, and she really can't interfere in such a thing. It's just that in her words, I still feel it, and she hopes that Ah Feng and I can get along, and we will be fine in the future.

In my heart, except for Ah Feng, there will be no other person or anything else, so I can say that I will give up everything at that time.

It's just that I don't know if I can still have such courage from now on, and I feel that after such an event, there should be no original feeling between us. I will not have such a person in the future for me to do this, I don't know if I should feel sad or lucky for such a result.

It takes a lot of courage to do such a thing, and when I think about it now, I have to curse myself for being stupid.

"I know, never again. Anyway, that's how I answered Sister Haixiu, I don't know what kind of feeling my answer will be in Sister Haixiu's heart.

When talking to Sister Haixiu, we had already entered JK, and Sister Haixiu pulled me directly into her office and asked me to sit on the sofa, and she went to get me food. It may be that I am not completely sick yet, and I seem to be a little weak, otherwise, how could a person like Sister Haixiu who does not have her hands touch the spring water of the sun and spring water think of getting me food.

"Don't be busy, Sister Haixiu, I don't want to eat anything. "When I was sitting on the sofa and wanted to lie down, Ah Feng came in, but he didn't greet me when he came in. Immediately after that, Sister Haixiu also came in, Ah Feng came in and didn't sit next to me, he could sit on the sofa for four people, and now he sat alone, I talked to Sister Haixiu, and lay down directly.

Last night in the Internet café, it was too difficult, I just lay on the table and slept all night, and there were mosquitoes to bite me in the middle of the night, I really didn't have a good rest, so the whole person looked very bad, whether it was mood or face.

"Look at how tired you are, lie down and rest for a while, and let Sister Haixiu get you something to eat. Seeing that I was about to fall asleep on the sofa, Ah Feng said to me, and he got up and took a blanket to cover me.

The temperature in Sister Haixiu's office was a little cold, and obviously, my cold wasn't quite healed. I didn't refuse Ah Feng's concern, because we were like this before, but when it was like this before, it was natural, and now it makes me feel a little uncomfortable. It's just that these things can't be revealed at this time, so naturally I didn't answer, Ah Feng finished speaking. They didn't care about me, and naturally I fell asleep like that.

I was so tired that I didn't even want to answer Ah Feng's words. Not long after Ah Feng finished speaking, I fell asleep directly on the sofa, and sure enough, there were people around me who could sleep peacefully. For about an hour, I didn't even dream, and I had never slept so peacefully in the days since I ran away from home for no reason.

"Xiaoyou, Xiaoyou, wake up and eat. "I thought it was Sister Haixiu who woke me up, but when I opened my eyes, the person holding a bowl of porridge in front of me was Lan Lan.

"Lan Lan, why are you here?" I was a little fussed, in my impression, Lan Lan has always been just the same person as the princesses in the eyes of Sister Haixiu and Ah Feng, when can Lan Lan enter and leave Sister Haixiu's office freely like this? This feeling came out in my heart, after all, I was still very clear about Sister Haixiu's attitude towards them before, so my surprise was not a problem at all in my heart.

Also, aren't Lan Lan, Xiao Ya and Sister Hai Xiu in Xinyue? Why are Sister Hai Xiu and Lan Lan in JK now, what about Xiao Ya?

In an instant, countless questions popped up in my heart, Lan Lan saw that I woke up, so she helped me up, and before I could react and ask her about Xiaoya, she scooped a spoonful of porridge and fed it to me.

I looked at Lan Lan in amazement, and I had the impression that no one had ever treated me like this except my mother. For a while, I was a little uncomfortable, after all, no one had ever treated me like this.

"What are you doing? Hurry up and open your mouth. Seeing that I was just looking at her in a daze, and there was no intention of opening my mouth to eat, Lan Lan reminded me loudly.

I opened my mouth and ate the porridge fed by Lan Lan in one bite, I looked at Lan Lan, and my eyes suddenly filled with tears, like a clear spring. Now, in Sister Haixiu's office, there are only two people, me and Lan Lan.

"Lan Lan, what about Xiaoya?" This is the question I am most concerned about now, I didn't ask Ah Feng and Sister Haixiu about Xiaoya's situation in time. I'm dying of guilt! Seriously, people are selfish, and I'm a very selfish person.

After the emotional frustration, I only do what I think in my heart without caring about anything, and I don't even care about the people I care about, this is me, if I say that I am not selfish, then I'm afraid no one believes it, at least I don't believe it.

"Xiaoya is also back, and she should rest in the dressing room now. Listening to Lan Lan's answer, the guilt in my heart deepened.

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