After a hard night next to the train station, I couldn't help but go to an Internet café for the night, not expecting to meet a thief or a bad guy.

People are like this, when they are forced to a certain point, they will not care about anything, rabbits will bite people when they are in a hurry, not to mention that I am still a living person.

I set the alarm clock on my phone, woke up an hour early, I went to the bathroom to tidy myself up casually, and then took my things to the train station, I don't like to pile everything up to do it when I was very nervous, so I would rather go to the train station half an hour early, even if it was boring enough to sit inside and wait.

When I was about to walk to the ticket gate, I don't know if my eyes were dazzled or what, I actually seemed to see Ah Feng, I was a little surprised, I looked at the train station for a long time, but I didn't see Ah Feng, I was lost, really, I was still looking forward to seeing Ah Feng.

I pinched the ticket in my hand, my hands were sweaty, and the ticket was wet, and for a moment, I suddenly didn't want to leave, I wanted to stay here, and wait quietly for Ah Feng to appear.

"Xiaoyu. "Just as I was about to enter the station, I heard an extremely familiar voice, the one that had called me countless times, and when it rang in my ears, I felt that my whole sky had returned to its original color, it was Ah Feng's voice.

"Xiaoyu. Seeing that I didn't answer, Ah Feng continued to call my name behind him, he didn't catch up and pull me in his arms, nor did he nervously say let me stay, I didn't want to cry, I didn't want to act so cowardly, but I still shed tears.

Standing at the ticket gate, I didn't go in for a long time, I didn't know if I wanted to leave, after a night, all my emotions had calmed down, and when I heard Ah Feng's voice again, everything seemed to start again.

In the end, when the crowd was crowded and I didn't know how to stand, I moved further and further away from the ticket gate, and when I unconsciously walked up to Ah Feng, I knew that I would stay without any of his retention.

I didn't hide my tears, I just stood in front of Ah Feng like that, letting the tears fall down one by one.

"Xiaoyou, don't cry, I know, you can't bear me. Ah Feng said to me, he didn't say that I was reluctant to Sister Haixiu, reluctant to JK, what he said was that I was reluctant to him, the tears on my face had already dried up, and in Ah Feng's words, I was going to cry again.

Why, why am I so unproductive, I want to lose my original self in front of Ah Feng like this, I love Ah Feng, only at this moment, I am more clear about my love for Ah Feng.

Love, there is no definition, the ticket slowly slipped in my hand, and finally fell to the ground, disappeared into the soles of the crowd, I just threw away the decision that I had made for a long time.

"Why, why are you here?" I asked Ah Feng, if Ah Feng didn't appear in front of me, I would have left here, and maybe a new life would really start again.

Once a woman falls in love with a man, there is only one person in her life, and in my life, there is only Ah Feng?

"Xiaoyou, if you want to say goodbye, have you thought about my feelings? What should I do if you leave?" Ah Feng is a person who is not good at words, and now in front of me, he is saying such things, not at all like the previous Ah Feng.

It is said that love can change women, and it turns out that love can change even men.

What kind of person is Ah Feng, he is saying such things to me now, my heart suddenly blames myself, I would not have thought that one day, Ah Feng, who is so proud and even conceited, would say such almost humble words in front of me.

What kind of existence do I have for Ah Feng? I know and wonder in my heart, I don't know how to answer Ah Feng's words.

Later, Ah Feng directly hugged me into his arms, I couldn't give an answer, Ah Feng didn't need it, he seemed to know that if I didn't answer, I wouldn't leave him by default.

It's true that I won't really leave Ah Feng, maybe even if I leave this time, I will come back later, I don't know why I want to toss back and forth like this, I only know that this is a manifestation of my love.

In Ah Feng's arms, I still think back to the question I asked Ah Feng, I don't want to be a dispensable person in Ah Feng's life, I just want to be the only existence in Ah Feng's life.

He hugged me so hard that he wanted to rub me into his body, and this force made my breathing a little uncomfortable.

"Xiaoyou, don't care about the past, just care about the future?"

He finally admitted that there was another person in his heart, and I don't know if this person was in the past, or in the present, or maybe for a lifetime.

My tears dripped on Ah Feng's clothes, that was the heartbreak he couldn't feel, I know, Ah Feng loves me, but Ah Feng's love for me is not the love I want, the love I want is the only and irreplaceable.

I've been just listening to Ah Feng saying, without answering Ah Feng a word, I won't leave, but my heart will no longer be like before, saying that it will be completely opened, between us, maybe nothing really happened, but a woman can't stand the man she loves no matter what, and there is another woman in his heart.

Don't care about the past, only care about the future? This is a big question in my heart, indeed, Ah Feng didn't care about my past, however, I cared about Ah Feng's past.

I am an insatiable woman, I want more and more, and these, Ah Feng is getting more and more unaffordable, I am afraid that one day, when I am even more reluctant to leave Ah Feng, Ah Feng will push me away.

This fear made me try to get used to being alone, and I told myself in my heart that no matter what, I would try to live alone, because I never knew that one day, I would suddenly become me.

It's like when I'm in a hotel, when I'm alone, I'm so scared, so helpless, so overwhelmed, I don't want to have this situation anymore.

I don't want to wait until the day when I have nothing, I'm so helpless that I don't even have the place and strength to cry.

I'm going to learn to be more comfortable with all of this.

"Ah Feng, will we go on like this forever?" This is not the question I want to ask in my heart, I asked a question that I didn't expect to get an answer to at all, it's like I'm asking Ah Feng when I'm going to die, whether I go on with Ah Feng or not, my life will go on forever until the moment when my life comes to an end.

Ah Feng's breath in my ear was heavy, maybe he couldn't answer me at all with such a question.

"Come back with me, okay?" Ah Feng put aside my question and said something that was most suitable for him to say now, yes, the purpose of his coming here was to take me back, and after I went back, would I still be like Ah Feng before?

I sorted everything out in my mind, and I still didn't seem to have a clue, so forget it, if I can't sort out anything, maybe there is no sign of it happening.

"Good. "I replied to Ah Feng in a ghostly way, maybe deep down in my heart, I never thought that I was going to leave Ah Feng, so I would say such things when I didn't understand myself.

Hearing my answer, Ah Feng smiled, I have never seen Ah Feng smile like this, smiling like a child, looking at Ah Feng like this, I don't want to believe that there will be another person in his heart.

Also, how can a person like Ah Feng be the only woman like me, this is a fact that I don't want to face and I know it, but for a long time, I haven't taken it to heart, and now the more I love it, the more I care.

I can't respond to Ah Feng with a smile, I can only look at Ah Feng like this, trying not to make myself sad.

He pulled me into his car, and I felt like I had given the rest of my life to me.

"Xiaoyou, you can't do this again in the future. Sitting in the car, Ah Feng took me in his arms and whispered in my ear, unlike before, there was always a feeling of domineering president, and now Ah Feng is more like a little boy who has just experienced love.

I hate myself for such random speculation, and I can't control my brain, I really feel like I'm a fool, I always only understand Ah Feng's kindness to me, and I don't understand the past that belongs to him.

I can never be like him, ignoring anyone's past, I am a woman who likes to be careful, especially when it comes to love.

"Not anymore, never again. "No matter what happens in the future, I will no longer torture myself and make myself miserable like I am now, this is my promise to myself, and it is also my promise to myself.

"Xiao You......" Ah Feng seemed to have something to say, but after calling me, he didn't say anything more.

Some people say that men's sadness is different from women's sadness, men's sadness is a long stream, will always run through life, if he loves deeply, he will tie a knot in his heart when he is hurt, and this knot will not be opened later if someone replaces it, and now I still don't understand much.

Women's grief is a flood beast, which only erupts suddenly, and then disappears in fullness over time, and when another person appears in their lives, the knot that once flowed in their hearts will be opened, however, I still do not understand.

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