Until one night, he used all his strength, and the two of them were entangled together for a long time, but he never could burn the slightest desire, and finally he could only pant and end in failure. And the reason for this is well known to both of them. He finally chose to have a showdown with her, admitting that he had lost his right to love her.

"It's ridiculous, the first man I fell in love with, and I ended up falling in love with another man. ”

Huang Min ate two large bowls of noodles and drank a lot of wine, and since they met, Xia Qixi shed tears when she saw her for the first time.

"And then?"

The second half of the story, like all the vulgar episodes encountered by women, is noisy and noisy, and it is divided and combined several times. In the end, she was exhausted, and he still couldn't completely cut off contact with the man. Love, she no longer sees any hope. She has completely despaired of the word love, and she can't let herself live in this grave cast with love for the rest of her life.

The last time I quarreled, the sky fell apart. She fled the city with a heart riddled with a broken heart.

"At that time, I told myself that my mother no longer believed in love in her life, and I just jumped out of the cracks in the stones, without worry. ”

Xia Qixi didn't speak, just hugged Huang Min in his arms.

It turns out that every person with a strong appearance is not born with a heart like a rock and copper skin and iron bones. Most of them suffered too much in their early lives.

"It's been 7 years, and we haven't been in touch, but the other day he found me through a friend and waited at the door of our house every day, and I finally couldn't help but open the door. Huang Min took off all the disguises, leaving only a fragile heart, and when he said that he couldn't help but open the door for Xiaobai, he seemed to be a child who couldn't help but steal candy.

"It's okay, I know, I understand. ”

How many women in the world will really turn a blind eye to the man they once loved deeply and ignore him. Xia Qixi can't do this to Chen Ziyu, and Huang Min can't do it to Xiaobai.

After separating from Huang Min, he and the man also got their wish, but this abnormal relationship in the eyes of outsiders is difficult to maintain for a long time, and the contradictions between the two people continue to escalate, so this hard-won relationship has not been able to go through the seven-year itch as desired.

Because he insisted on having a man together, he and his family had completely broken up, and after the separation, he encountered a bottleneck in his work, and found a lot of people to find a way to find out about Huang Min's news, and then appeared at the door of her house with the attitude of giving it a try.

After crying, Huang Min's mood has gradually calmed down: "I asked him why he came to me, guess how he answered?"

He said he didn't know either, and he probably still missed me. Huang Min said and laughed sarcastically: "I really didn't expect that I actually loved such a man, not only his sexual orientation is different from others, but even the words he said are incredible, they have been separated for so many years, does he still habitually treat me as a person on call?"

"What are you going to do in the future?" Xia Qixi asked, all kinds of empty wine bottles were already piled up on the coffee table, but she didn't drink a single sip of it all night.

Glancing at the time, I couldn't help but think, Chen Ziyu should have already had dinner at this time, or was already ready to rest, right? The strange thing is that he didn't call today.

"I really don't have any feelings for him now, although it still hurts to see him sad, then I'm sure it doesn't mean that I still have feelings for him. ”

Yes, after all, I once expected a good outcome, thinking that the hope I saw from him, and even thought more than once that if I really got married one day, I would wear the wedding dress he designed by himself at the graduation fashion exhibition.

Even if it was a betrayal, if he fell in love with another woman, Huang Min's heart might be a little better, but he fell in love with a man. This is something that no normal woman can accept.

"I can understand your feelings, but you can't just let him stay with you all the time, you do it out of sympathy but he may not think so, and do you believe that he will really repent?

"No, even if he really wants to change, he can't change it, because he's such a person. ”

Huang Min also thought about it many times later, in fact, the whole thing was not without warning, at the beginning of the acquaintance, his personality was a little feminine, and Huang Min was too strong at some levels, and she even thought that this was the complementarity of the two people together. Even later, the people he came into contact with, she thought that only the need for work.

However, she really didn't want to look back.

That night, Huang Min drank a lot and talked a lot. She also had a family in her past life.

She said Xia Qixi Do you know, every time I hear you advance your parents, every time you say you want to go home, my heart hurts very much. Over the years, she has not even made a single phone call, except for the money that is fixed to their bank account every month. Even if they didn't give her the life she wanted, after all, they were the ones who gave birth to her and the ones who gave her life.

In the end, her words turned into babbling, she was already drunk on the sofa, Xia Qixi wanted to get her to the bed, but she really didn't have the strength, so she could only take the quilt and pillow, and now being drunk is a good thing for her, at least it can make her sleep well, she needs to rest.

didn't wait for Chen Ziyu's call, Xia Qixi was a little lost, lying on the bed tossing and turning, hesitating whether to call first, but he was afraid that this time would disturb his rest, but fortunately, when he was entangled, the phone he had been waiting for finally rang as expected.

"Haven't slept so late?"

"I'm about to sleep, what about you?" Xia Qixi sat on the bed with a pillow.

"I've been busy, I just got home, I'm afraid you're waiting for my call, and I haven't had time to take a shower and change clothes. Chen Ziyu said and laughed heartily: "So, do you miss me a little?"

He is always like this, obviously talking well, but he always finds an opportunity to make her blush and heartbeat.

"Well, a little. ”

"What have you done since you went back, have you had a good rest?" Chen Ziyu took off his heavy suit while talking on the phone, revealing his solid arms.

There is an inconspicuous tattoo on the shoulder of the right arm, which is in the shape of a ring. It was the ring he used to propose to Xia Qixi in the snow, and since that day, it has been put on the ring finger of her right hand. Later, she ran away from marriage and lost her trace, leaving only the ring.

So he got someone to tattoo it on his arm and hid the ring in the corner of a drawer.

Xia Qixi told Chen Ziyu all the stories of Huang Min and the fact that she is sleeping on the sofa in her living room now.

Maybe it was from the time she decided to take him home and see the eager eyes of her parents, or from all the weddings they attended to her high school classmates, and in the face of her controversial past, he looked like a man, or maybe it was from Jiang Xue's funeral that she understood that death is like a common meal for a person, and it is not as far away as imagined.

Because of these, Xia Qixi has accepted Chen Ziyu from the bottom of his heart. and has begun to unconsciously put his thoughts, his own life, and his own mood into his hands. If you don't get a call from him, you'll be worried, and if you can't see him, you'll be sad.

This intimate feeling between them is not strange at all. As long as she was willing to be a little patient, everything seemed easy.

She has always known that Huang Min is a woman with a story. also secretly thought about her family and love. true, but still too unexpected. Love that has been shattered because of a man.

Huang Min's heart has a deep bottomless opening, and there is no medicine to treat it. Xia Qixi couldn't imagine how much effort she had used to get out of those painful days, without depravity or negativity, but living more seriously and hard, and relying on her own perseverance, she had her current life and achievements.

Especially just now she said that every time she saw Xia Qixi go home or talk to her parents on the phone, she would look very sad, if possible, if Huang Min was willing, Xia Qixi would like to accompany Huang Min back to her hometown to see the small fishing village.

Even if her younger brother is stubborn, her parents have never given her any care, and her sister who doesn't know anything. In the affectionate Huang Min, all this is her unchangeable concern.

Family and love, these things are like a heavy iron door, keeping her real heart in it for too long, accumulating over time, even she herself is about to forget, if it weren't for this man named Xiaobai reappeared, she might have lived this life with disguise. But now, the hidden wounds are torn and exposed to the sun, forcing her to face these problems from scratch.

Even if she has the ability and has done an almost perfect concealment, the festering window still does exist, and it should be time for her to solve it, so that she can live a better life in the future.

"Okay, if she wants to go home, we'll go back with her, but you can't go alone, you have to wait for me to come back and go together, you know?" In order to better help sleep, Chen Ziyu gave himself a glass of red wine, from these things alone, Chen Ziyu can judge that the affairs of Huang Min's family are not simple, and it is not something that she can solve by going back regardless of her previous suspicions, and it is impossible to rest assured that Xia Qixi will go alone.

Although she was calm enough on the surface, Jiang Xue's sudden departure still brought a heavy blow to Xia Qixi, especially in terms of friendship. With this lesson from the past, it is simply impossible to get her not to interfere in the matter of facing Huang Min, who is not much more personal than Jiang Xue's relationship.

Since the opposition has no effect, she can only accompany her every step of the way and go wherever she wants to go. He has been separated from her for a long time, and in the future, even if it is the end of the world, he will be with him. Even if it is to give up everything in front of you, it is not at any cost.

She is not in front of her, Chen Ziyu is always uneasy, and tells her to eat on time, sleep well, don't go to the company, and don't think about work...... There always seems to be an endless stream of words. In the end, it was reluctantly ended at Xia Qixi's insistence.

After drinking some wine, I thought I could sleep well, but after ending the call with Xia Qixi, I became exceptionally sober. Looking at the hands of the clock, there are still ten minutes until twelve o'clock in the morning. After a busy day, he finally had a chance to stop and stay quietly for a while at the end of this busy day.

This book was first published in Reading Books