That was before he met Xia Qixi, he was still in the window period of his relationship, or he had no expectations for his next relationship at all. After work, he occasionally goes to entertainment places with some friends to have fun, and there are many women who can flirt, but he doesn't even remember what they look like.

and Jiang Xue also met in this situation, because of work and his family, he was always forced to go on a blind date, and he was not in a good mood, so he asked a few friends to go to a bar for a drink after work. I was a little drunk that day, and in the end, a lot of strange friends joined in. He only remembered that there was a girl who wore a red dress and had a very bewitching figure. Circling around him all night, dancing, playing games, drinking.

He thought that Jiang Xue was not fundamentally different from those women who were common in bars, so when she wanted to go further, he decisively refused. He, Chen Ziyu, will never have any relationship with a woman he doesn't like, it's not his love, no matter how good he is to you, it's just a show.

What he didn't expect was that Jiang Xue had the same idea as him. She was rebellious because of her family, but after that night, she had true feelings for Chen Ziyu.

It's just out of the politeness of a friend, in Chen Ziyu's opinion, she is still young, and he treats a lot of willfulness and entanglement with the mentality of a brother.

But there are often some things that are just a thought.

Chen Ziyu's heart softened at the thought, which made Jiang Xue deeply trapped in it, unable to extricate herself. led to an ending that no one expected. When Jiang Xue found out that the person Chen Ziyu was willing to hand over her heart for her was actually by her side, not only colleagues but also friends, her heart was broken.

The person he likes, if he is any other, Jiang Xue can at least rush to the front of that woman and cry and make a fuss, even if she is cheeky to fight for it, she doesn't care. But that person is Xia Qixi.

Chen Ziyu was also kept in the dark at first, until once Jiang Xue was drunk and crying, and told her relationship with Xia Qixi on the phone.

But what can be done, the most selfish thing in the world is love. It is impossible for him to find a balance between Xia Qixi and Jiang Xue, and he has never been emotionally involved in Jiang Xue's body from the beginning, this is an unchangeable fact, Xia Qixi just happened to appear at that point in time.

The love between the three of them was destined to hurt someone from the beginning, not to mention that Chen Ziyu and Xia Qixi had a hard love, and Jiang Xue was her own wishful thinking from beginning to end.

The wide floor-to-ceiling windows did not draw the curtains, Chen Ziyu leaned on the bed, looking at the moonlight outside the window, even if it was the end, all he could do was to say "I'm sorry" to Jiang Xue.

She chose the wrong person and loved the wrong person from the beginning. I hope that in her next life, she can meet the person who can give her happiness for a lifetime as soon as possible, instead of letting her shed all her tears and lose her life in the end.

Xia Qixi did not sleep peacefully this night, and he also tossed and turned. As soon as you close your eyes, you will remember the little face that is as bright as a flower in the sun, and the first time you met, she said the origin of her name, and her voice was crisp and pleasant. ”

Jiang Xue said at the end of her suicide note that she does not regret coming to this world and existing in such a way, even if she is given a chance to choose anew, she still has to meet these people, whether they have been hurt or loved. Even if she still can't get the result she wants in the end, she doesn't regret it, but she is just learning about her worthless life with her own hands.

Her birth was given by her parents, she has no right to choose, her life, there are always too many accidents, she can't control it, but her own breath, when and how to end, she can finally decide for herself.

However, Xia Qixi was unwilling to do this, if she was given the opportunity to choose anew, she would rather not meet anyone, including Chen Ziyu. She admits that she doesn't have as much courage as Jiang Xue, and she will not hesitate when she knows the result, she admits her weakness and selfishness, she not only wants her life to be safe and happy, but also hopes that all the people she cares about can be safe and worry-free.

If all this really has a chance to choose again from the beginning, Xia Qixi is willing to kneel in front of the Buddha, clean his hands and burn incense, and pray every day.

One wish, all those who suffer because of her can completely forget her in the cycle of time, and never remember her again.

The second wish, all the causes and effects of fate can never meet again on the road of red dust.

Three wishes, the person she loves the most, carefree, with a lover by her side, children and grandchildren around her knees, a lifetime of peace and joy. Even if you don't meet her, don't meet her.

Everything is so real and unreal, as if everything was still yesterday, and the world is spinning in the blink of an eye. When I opened my eyes, tears had wet the pillow.

The past is gone, a red sun has slowly risen from the horizon, and she wants to continue to work hard to live for the people around her.

In the living room, the hangover man had already opened his eyes, pulled up a handful of messy long hair, and muttered in a low voice: "It's time to break it." ”

Huang Min decided to go home and make it clear to Xiaobai, Xia Qixi was not worried about going to follow, but was stopped by Huang Min: "This is the cause and effect planted between the two of us, we should bear it ourselves, don't interfere." ”

She had a resolute attitude, although Xia Qixi was not at ease, she could only give up, and said that if the progress did not go well, she would call her as soon as possible.

After Huang Min left, Xia Qixi was alone at home, always uncontrollable and cranky, and his heart couldn't calm down. You can't bother Chen Ziyu with these things, he still has company affairs to deal with. I can only go back to my previous company, anyway, I plan to solve it before Chen Ziyu comes back this time, it happens that it is relatively close to Huang Min's house, and if something happens, she dares to go faster.

Xia Qixi had to admit that she had now completely become a frightened bird, and she had to think crankily when she was alone, knowing that Huang Min was a very mature person in terms of handling things and being a person, and a person who had survived from pain, she would definitely not do stupid things easily, but she still had to worry.

can only say that she really doesn't want to watch anyone around her leave.

Birth, old age, sickness and death, even if she can understand it, she is still stubbornly unwilling to accept it.

Huang Min stood at the door of the house, holding the key in his hand, but he didn't open the door for a long time. It's just a simple door, and what is divided is just the space in front of her, but for her in the past, it has circled another world for her.

No matter how hard the work is or how sad life is, as long as you open the door, you can see the face of the man you love, you can hide in his arms childishly, and you can wipe all your tears and snot on his clothes. Then go to the kitchen in person, cook a few of his favorite dishes, and watch him gobble up, even if he suffers a lot of grievances, it is worth it.

However, one morning many years ago, she walked out of the station against the rising sun. I was on a business trip for a whole week, and in order to be able to see him earlier, I couldn't buy a plane ticket and took a train all night, and it was still a hard seat. I bought his favorite beef stuffed bun downstairs, and opened the door with anticipation, but what I saw was a picture that she could never forget in her life.

On the sofa in the living room, a strange man pressed on Xiaobai's body, both of them were untouched, they were deep in it, and they didn't notice Huang Min's appearance at all. She watched as they entangled and kissed each other.

By the time she reacted, she felt like the whole world had exploded. A bomb fell from the sky, shattering her life.

Along with the world shattered, there was also her heart.

The suitcase fell to the side, and she turned and rushed out of the room, with no direction, no purpose, just running and running until she fell to the side of the road from exhaustion, only to find that she was still carrying his favorite beef bun in her hand.

The bun was stuffed into her mouth by mouth after mouthful, gagged as if she couldn't breathe, and the scene of their entanglement just now appeared in her mind, her stomach churned, and she squatted on the side of the road, vomiting a mess.

After spitting up, he continued to put the bun in his mouth, and the tears finally flowed uncontrollably. She didn't expect her love to be like this.

The man she loves, she also loves others.

In this world, there is another person who loves the person she wants to love for the rest of her life in the same way as her, shouldn't she be happy? Why can't she still cry uncontrollably?

She was alone on the road, crying and laughing, her clothes were dirty, her face was spent, and people passing by looked at her and thought she was an abnormal person.

Yes, how can a person who has gone crazy for love be normal.

After crying, I wandered the streets, and in the end, I returned to the original place. She was so tired that she didn't have any strength at all, she just wanted to find a place to sleep well.

When I pushed the door open, the suitcase was still lying on the floor, and the living room was empty. I took off my shoes, walked barefoot to the bathroom to take a shower, and when I walked past the suitcase, I lifted it up and stood at the door.

Entered the bathroom, stripped naked, and accidentally caught a glimpse of the perfume in front of the mirror, which was a brand that Xiaobai never used. So, throw all the things you used in the bathroom into the trash, get dressed and come out.

I picked up the suitcase, found a hotel near my home, spent all the cash on my body, opened a luxury room, and finally ordered myself a bowl of noodles and a few cans of beer, washed and eaten, and fell asleep.

She forgot that her phone was still in airplane mode, and she slept for a day and a night, and was finally woken up by the doorbell.

The money she stored on the counter has run out, and if you need to continue to live, you need to pay the money, and it is estimated that when she came in, the reception staff of the hotel had noticed that her appearance and mood were a little abnormal, and she had not come out since she entered the room.

turned on the mobile phone and called Xiaobai: "Come and pick me up." ”

This book is derived from reading books