Chapter 133: It Turned Out to Be Like That
I have less and less strength to support my body, just when I was about to run out of strength, Ah Feng walked to my side, stretched out his hands and hugged me who was about to fall backwards, if it wasn't for Ah Feng, maybe I would have fallen from here today.
"Xiaoyu, Xiaoyou. "When Ah Feng called me, I really wanted to answer Ah Feng, but my eyelids were so heavy, I just wanted to sleep, I knew it wasn't because I was too sleepy, it was because I tortured myself too much today.
"I, I'm fine. I tried to open my eyes, looked at Ah Feng, and smiled bitterly, with tears still on my face.
"Don't say anything, go home first. "Ah Feng hugged me, and a tear fell on my face, which was Ah Feng's, Ah Feng cried, cried for me.
What kind of feelings must a man have for a woman that will shed precious tears when he sees a woman tormenting himself?
I stretched out my hand, wiped the tears on Ah Feng's face, and said to Ah Feng in my own thin voice, "Ah Feng, don't cry, I will never do this again." ”
My eyebrows are all twisted together, looking at Ah Feng like this, I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart.
Ah Feng didn't answer me, too, I promised Ah Feng so many things, and I did a few things. It's just that Ah Feng doesn't know what I'm sad about, so he won't appreciate the meaning of what I'm saying to him now.
"Let's go home Xiaoyou, okay when we go home?" I really have never seen Ah Feng like this, I looked at him, I was really distressed, I didn't want to make Ah Feng so sad.
I really almost couldn't hold back and told the past that I had hidden in my heart. But at the last second, I held back. I don't know what will happen if I tell Ah Feng about something like this. Anyway, no one knows about it, and it's not like you can't keep it in your heart for a lifetime. So, I'll hide it from Ah Feng.
"Ah Feng, I'm sorry, I'm just going to hide this from you. I said this to Ah Feng in my heart, nodded, and promised Ah Feng to go home.
Maybe in Ah Feng's opinion, I am like this because of Xiaoya's matter. So he didn't say anything about JK, he just said to go home. I don't know when it started, Ah Feng also thinks that his home is my home, but Ah Feng has never mentioned marriage to me.
For a woman, the deepest level of love is nothing more than giving her life to that man. In this society, it has passed the time when marriage is the grave of men, and now marriage is the grave of women.
Once a woman gets married, she is giving away her whole life.
My arm is hurting now, because a drop of Ah Feng's tears has fallen on my arm. So the stinging sensation came from a very painful place, and I couldn't help it.
Ah Feng looked at the scratched part of my arm, which was still bleeding, and the hand holding my hand in distress didn't dare to use force.
"What kind of thing happened to make you so uncomfortable with yourself. "I saw Ah Feng's distress in my eyes, and when he said this, I once again had the urge to tell him everything. I looked at Ah Feng, and I forgot all my pain.
I raised my hand, gently withdrew a little, and said to Ah Feng, "I did it on purpose, but I will never do this again, I know that you will feel distressed if I do this, but it will be the last time." ”
Yes, this should be the second time I've tormented myself like this. It was others who tortured me before, and after I poured the pain on others, I repaid it twice as much as on myself. This is Yu Xiaoyou, a woman who looks a little ridiculous.
Ah Feng didn't say anything more, because he knew that no matter what he said, what I didn't want to say, I wouldn't say anything. Even though such things may sourage our feelings, I still won't say what I don't want to say.
Ah Feng picked me up directly, out of joy, under the gaze of almost everyone, I was in Ah Feng's arms, like a clown. It's strange that I've drunk so much alcohol today, and now I'm still sober, maybe everything has something to do with consciousness.
It's because I'm thinking about a lot of things today, so much alcohol can't paralyze me.
Sitting in Ah Feng's arms, I kept leaning on Ah Feng's shoulder. Between me and Ah Feng, nothing was said. In this way, I quietly leaned on Ah Feng until I reached the door of the house, and when I got out of the car, I just picked up my Ah Feng, and the mobile phone rang.
"Ah Feng, your phone. I reminded Ah Feng, as if the sadness in my heart was completely gone.
"It's fine. "I'm afraid that something happened to JK, so I reminded Ah Feng like this, I just know that Ah Feng doesn't pay attention to anything in his heart now. But I can't let Ah Feng put down JK's affairs because of my business.
Ah Feng said this, and I can't say anything more. If I say anything now, it will seem that I am very deliberate, and it may make Ah Feng feel that I am rejecting his approach. I love Ah Feng so much, how can this be, so I won't let Ah Feng have a chance to think like this.
"Ah Hua, bring a doctor here. "Walking into the bedroom, as soon as he put me on the bed, Ah Feng took out his mobile phone and called Ah Hua.
When Ah Feng took out his mobile phone and looked at the screen, there was a second of confusion and distraction. Although Ah Feng recovered quickly, I, who had been paying attention to Ah Feng, still saw it.
I don't know who called Ah Feng, I watched Ah Feng turn off the phone directly after calling Ah Hua, and I felt very uncomfortable, I don't know what kind of feeling it is.
Every movement of Ah Feng did not escape my eyes, and even if I found out that Ah Feng was wrong, I still didn't ask.
"Xiaoyou, do you want Lan Lan to accompany you?" It may have been a few minutes of silence, and Ah Feng also felt uncomfortable, so he asked me.
"Okay, you can. "My hands hurt a little so much that I couldn't control it, and I tried not to make it tremble in front of Ah Feng, because I didn't want Ah Feng to worry.
Maybe Ah Feng is really distressed when he looks at me like this, and he can't stand it anymore, so he will let Lan Lan accompany me.
I glanced at my arm, and it was really ugly, and it was really scary. The bleeding has not stopped, so there are still some wounds that are bleeding, and some blood is drying on the arms, which makes people look very frightened.
There is no way for everyone to watch the person they love suffer, so Ah Feng will let Lan Lan accompany me.
Immediately afterwards, Ah Feng made a phone call to Sister Haixiu, just telling Sister Haixiu that I was feeling a little unwell, and I had something to go out, so let Lan Lan come to the house to take care of me.
Sister Haixiu just felt a little uncomfortable when she heard it, not to mention that Ah Feng said it, so she didn't doubt it, and agreed directly.
"Lan Lan will be here in a while, and Ah Hua will also arrive soon, you bear with me. Ah Feng's face was anxious, and I could see it clearly.
"It's fine, I don't hurt. "How can it not hurt, I just said this to reassure Ah Feng. Seeing Ah Feng anxious, my heart was also uncomfortable.
Ah Hua's work efficiency is still very high, and I didn't have to talk to Ah Feng for more than a few pounds when I heard Ah Hua's knock on the door.
"Come in. Ah Feng's voice was in a hurry.
"Hurry up and show her, there was a lot of blood. Ah Feng grabbed the doctor's hand and said, I don't know how much effort it used.
The doctor nodded timidly, opened the medicine box and began to disinfect me. During this period, Ah Feng was restless and kept walking around the house, and he didn't know if it was something that happened in the nightclub.
"Ah Feng, the doctors are here, you go and get busy, Ah Hua is here, you don't have to worry, Lan Lan will be here later." I looked at the restless Ah Feng, I couldn't help it, so I said to Ah Feng, when Duo Ah Feng spoke, I was smiling.
In fact, when the disinfectant water touched the wound, it hurt so much that I almost screamed. But I held back, all so that I wouldn't let Ah Feng worry.
"Is that okay? Is there really nothing wrong with you yourself?" Ah Feng asked me as he sat on the edge of my bed, his hand gently resting on my lap.
I even endured sweating, not because of the heat, but because of the pain.
"Yes, you can go and get busy. I held back the pain and continued to say to Ah Feng, if Ah Feng asked again, I would not be able to bear it, a drop of sweat had already flowed down.
At the moment when the sweat drops touched my skin, I bit my lip and smiled at Ah Feng, and I used this way to relieve the pain I couldn't bear.
The doctor opened his mouth to say something, probably to tell Ah Feng, in fact, this is very painful, I made a look at the doctor, and he silently lowered his head and continued the movement of his hand.
It's not that a fragile woman won't be strong, because the reason that can make her strong hasn't appeared yet, I'm a person who is afraid of pain, but in order not to worry Ah Feng, I can bear it.
"Okay, then you have to rest well, and call me if you have anything. When Ah Feng said to me, he had already stood up.
I can't speak now, it's painful, I nodded to Ah Feng, which is an answer to Ah Feng's words.
"Take care of her. When Ah Feng was leaving, he also said to Ah Hua, and I didn't pay attention to whether Ah Hua answered Ah Feng or not, I just watched Ah Feng hurriedly walk out of the room.
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