"I hate her, I hate her. In the corridor, there was Xiao Ya's heart-rending voice, her I hate her, which added a layer of frost to my heart, and it can no longer melt, from today on, I will become a veritable bad person.

As soon as the tears flowed, I couldn't hold it back anymore, I took the things signed by Liu Laogui, and on the way back to Sister Haixiu's office, I was in an extremely bad mood.

I don't even know how long it took me to walk to the door of Sister Haixiu's office, and the self-blame and resentment in my heart turned into anger, and I kicked open the door of Sister Haixiu's office with a foot in my heels that were more than ten centimeters high.

"Xiaoyou, what's wrong?" Sister Haixiu saw that something was wrong with me, and when I just kicked the door open, she ran up and pulled my arm and asked me, when Sister Xiaoyou pulled my arm, she didn't dare to use her hands, you can imagine how terrifying I am now.

After I kicked the door open, my eyes stared at Ah Feng, and I never moved away, and now I look at Ah Feng's eyes, which are angry and resentful.

"Why?" my voice was as low as an ancient bell, asking Ah Feng, getting closer to Ah Feng little by little, I wanted to escape, I would rather believe that everything was not arranged by Ah Feng, I would rather believe that Xiao Ya had gone wrong.

But I'm sure that the private room is 520, which is the private room that Ah Feng told me.

"Xiaoyu. Looking at me like this, Ah Feng called my name, and it seemed that he had nothing to say.

I just hate Ah Feng like this, is it not like this for all men, and will only face it in an almost silent way in the face of the truth.

"Tell me, why?" I lowered my voice, I hadn't cried, but my voice was hoarse.

"Xiaoyou, don't be like this, Ah Feng is also ......" Sister Haixiu grabbed me, who was approaching Ah Feng, and thought about what to say.

I directly shook off Sister Haixiu's hand, I have never been like this, I don't think about anything now, my mind is empty, only the picture of Xiaoya being bullied by two men remains.

"Tell me. I roared out, and after I finished speaking, I ran in front of Ah Feng in two or three steps, threw all the things in my hand on the ground, grabbed Ah Feng's suit collar, and asked Ah Feng while shedding tears.

My eyes hurt a little, probably because my eyes were a little congested because of too long of forbearance, so it hurt so much.

"I have nothing to say. Ah Feng used such a sentence to admit everything.

The person was deliberately arranged by him, he never thought about what would happen to Xiaoya, he only wanted the result, he didn't care about the passage, why should I love such a man to die and live.

"What about your heart? You can't do anything to achieve your ends. I finally cried out, questioned Ah Feng loudly, and the hand that grabbed the collar of Ah Feng's clothes also slipped down, and the whole person followed Ah Feng's body, and collapsed weakly on the ground.

Ah Feng squatted down and hugged me who was crying, I resisted to push him away, but he hugged me tightly and didn't let go.

"You let go of me, bastard, let go of me. When I shouted like this, my body became even weaker, and this kind of shouting reminded me of the appearance of Xiaoya I had just seen, and the sound of Xiaoya's heart-rending roar.

I can't say that I hate Ah Feng, but I really can't accept Ah Feng's way of doing things and attitude, maybe I won't hate Ah Feng or not love Ah Feng in my life, but I really can't become a person like Ah Feng.

I cried, my eyes changed from hatred and anger to weakness, I looked at Ah Feng like this, and finally closed my eyes and fell weakly into Ah Feng's arms.

"Xiaoyou, you must know that I am always for your good. Ah Feng's voice rang coldly in my ears, and this voice and tone didn't look like a boyfriend talking to his girlfriend at all.

It's more like a master talking to his subordinates, and I'm used to it. Really, when facing work, in front of Ah Feng and Sister Haixiu, am I just a little follower? That's why I have to obey their arrangements and manipulations.

"I don't know! Everyone said it was for my good, but in the end, I really don't know......" I broke out and made a fuss again, pulling Ah Feng's clothes again, and wanted to dig my nails directly into Ah Feng's flesh. How angry and powerless am I to do this to the person I love so much.

I think of Peng Le, when I jokingly said that I wanted to be with him, he was also in a good attitude for me, saying and doing things and decisions that made me sad.

Is it really good to achieve one's own goals in the name of love? Is this really love?

Everyone is envious of me, only I am sad for myself.

"Xiaoyou, how can you look like this, nothing happened, you look at yourself, it's like you're going to die, how well do you think you can live like this?"

Sister Haixiu is not like Ah Feng, who will always protect me, she doesn't consider my feelings at all when she speaks, and my definition of myself is a little woman.

"If Liu Laogui takes a step in late, Xiaoya will be ......" I couldn't speak, "How can you let me act as if nothing happened, I heard it with my own ears and saw it with my own eyes, you made me act as if I didn't know anything, how is this possible." ”

I retorted to Sister Haixiu, this is the first time that I stood on my own side and said everything I thought in my heart and was unhappy in my heart.

I don't want to worry about anything anymore, and I don't want to hide everything in my heart like I used to, that's not what I want.

"Can you cheer up a little bit, sober up, is it possible for you to sympathize with and pity and help everyone who seems weaker than you? There are more people in this world who are more pitiful than you, how many can you help?"

Sister Haixiu dragged me up, shook me and asked, how much strength did she use, I shook my head and almost fainted, I didn't even have the strength to break free from her control.

I didn't think about what Sister Haixiu said, they all said that a woman who has lost her mind has no brains, and I admit this statement. So I'm playing such a person, I'm just an ordinary woman.

"I can't help anyone, I just want to protect the people I want to protect, why?!Why do you want to do something like that without consulting me?!" I confronted Sister Haixiu, and I asked Sister Haixiu rhetorically, not feeling that I was being unreasonable at all.

"Are you capable? Who can you protect? You can't even guarantee your own safety, if it's not Ah Feng, if it's not JK, if you go out, you'll die. Sister Haixiu said mercilessly.

I looked into Sister Haixiu's eyes, these words were the words she had not said in her heart all along. Yes, Sister Haixiu just said a fact, but it's such a fact that I can't accept it. Only now do I realize that the person who escaped has always been me.

Sister Haixiu said such words that made people's hearts rise with infinite sadness. I lowered my head, feeling that I was nothing, and I didn't want to live under the protection of Ah Feng and Sister Haixiu anymore. Such a life, although comfortable, is also sad.

If it weren't for my care and love, my fate would be the same as Xiaoya, and even worse than Xiaoya.

Ah Feng sat on the ground, maintaining the position he was squatting down, and said to Sister Haixiu, "Sister Haixiu, don't say it, she just needs to be quiet." ”

I just heard Ah Feng's voice, and now I didn't pay attention to anything, and my mind was over and over the words that Sister Haixiu just said, and I was nothing.

All I have is Ah Feng's love and Sister Haixiu's care, and I have nothing but these.

"Xiaoyou, it's not that I'm mean, this world is like this, don't think that people who are weaker than you are as kind as you, you can never see other people's hearts clearly. Seeing that I didn't speak, Sister Haixiu's voice softened, not like before, and she said serious words to me.

I heard every word clearly, but I didn't take it to heart.

I don't know what kind of person Xiaoya is, I don't know what kind of person Liu Lao Ghost is, I only know that I have completed the task assigned to me by Ah Feng and Sister Haixiu, I am like a tool, and I am just completing my own task in JK.

I'm not controlled by anyone, everything is my own willingness, so no matter what happens, I should face and accept it, right?

Time, it takes a lot of things for me to slowly come to terms with what happened suddenly. However, before I realized it, something more unexpected was slowly accumulating, waiting to happen.

"Sister Haixiu, don't say it, Xiaoyou will understand. "Love is different from any kind of feeling, Ah Feng said to Sister Haixiu, and took me into his arms, this time I didn't push Ah Feng away, I felt Ah Feng's temperature, just like the warm sun in spring, it was as comfortable as the spring sun, I didn't dare to think about it, one day, what would it be like for me to lose Ah Feng.

I thought about my attitude towards Ah Feng just now, and I felt sorry for it, I knew that Ah Feng had feelings for me, but I and he were not sure about such feelings.

Ah Feng took me out of Sister Haixiu's office, and on the way back to Ah Feng's office, Ah Feng put his arm around me and said to me patiently, "Xiaoyou, Sister Haixiu is straight, she will say what she has in her heart, she still cares about you very much, otherwise she wouldn't have said that about you." ”

I don't know that Sister Haixiu is good to me, it's just that no matter who faces such a statement, they can't calm down, after all, no one wants to admit that they are weak, even if they just say a fact that everyone knows.

I didn't respond to Ah Feng, I just followed Ah Feng all the way back to Ah Feng's office.