Chapter 129: It's different from Yu Xiaoyou
After Ah Feng said a word, the two of us fell into silence, and I didn't say a word until we walked to Ah Feng's office.
"Xiaoyou, I know you care about Xiaoya, do you remember when she first came to JK? Why didn't I let her do the top card, didn't I tell you the reason. ”
Ah Feng tried to reason with me in a way that I could accept. I remember, didn't Ah Feng pick up Xiaoya that time, and I misunderstood what Ah Feng did to Xiaoya.
I don't know why, in the face of a woman who has been naked in front of Ah Feng, I can still be kind to her like this. Is it true that as Sister Haixiu said, people only let their sympathy flood when they face people who are weaker than themselves!
"I remember. My voice was still cold and without any temperature, answering Ah Feng's words. Because I know very well in my heart that Ah Feng and Sister Haixiu are much more accurate than me.
The reason why I lost my temper with Ah Feng and Sister Haixiu was because I played to prove how important it was to them? In fact, I already have the answer to this question in my heart, but I don't want to face it.
"Xiaoyou, time will put the facts in front of us, it doesn't matter if you can't see it clearly, you just have to believe that no matter how much misunderstanding and what kind of thing happens to you, the person who is good to you will not leave you and betray you. ”
Ah Feng's words can always make me calm down and think about it when I am upset, I listened to Ah Feng say words with other meanings, and I was thinking about what kind of person Xiaoya is.
None of us know about Xiaoya's origin and details, Xiaoya is the person found by Brother Chen, and now Brother Chen doesn't know where she went, and no one knows about Xiaoya's affairs.
I sighed in my heart that there is always a long distance between people and people's hearts.
"Will you?" I asked Ah Feng as I looked up at him, looking at Ah Feng with an almost begging look.
Such an inquiry is too humble, and I would rather be so humble. Once a woman is in love, she will give it her all, I am a woman, and I am the same without exception.
Of course, Ah Feng knew what I was asking, in the way I looked at him. He and I looked at each other for a few seconds, and then his eyes dodged away, and I wanted to sneer, but I didn't have the sound or strength.
"I won't. These three words, Ah Feng said without looking at me, carelessly, obviously after thinking about it for so long, it gave people the feeling that they had not been considered at all.
Who is confusing whose mind, and who is telling the lies that deceive whom, everything I see seems to be false in front of people's hearts.
"What about Brother Chen, Sister Haixiu asked Brother Chen before, didn't you tell Sister Haixiu?" I digressed the topic, I was afraid that if I asked again, Ah Feng's answer to me would be something I didn't want to hear. I would be sad and angry when I stopped, so I avoided the topic and asked another question.
When I asked Ah Feng a question, I took my eyes off Ah Feng's body, saying that eyes are the windows of the soul, no matter what I want to bury in my heart. If I continue to stare at Ah Feng like this, I will definitely be exposed.
"It's better not to tell Sister Haixiu about this kind of thing, after all, Brother Chen and Sister Haixiu had some friendships in the past, and letting Sister Haixiu know will only make her embarrassed. ”
Ah Feng said it not without reason, it's just that these truths are justifying himself, I know, but I won't say it.
If you love someone, you have to believe unconditionally, I will do the same, I still put aside the corners of my mouth and smiled bitterly.
"Then it's a good thing that I didn't tell Sister Haixiu about Brother Chen, she is still busy with the top brand things, and there is no progress in this matter now?"
This kind of getting along is like having thousands of wooden sticks wrapped around each other, making people feel uncomfortable everywhere, as if they have been kidnapped, as soon as I feel this, my heart is as uncomfortable as thousands of ants crawling, and I have to restrain myself from letting my temper explode, so I can only pinch my palms with my fingernails.
Because before, the nails had been pinched into the flesh, so now when I pinch the palms with my fingernails again, it hurts extraordinarily, before it was like boiling a frog in warm water, but now I just throw the frog directly into the boiling hot water.
As soon as I was in pain, the whole person jumped up directly and reflexively, "Ahh With a cry of pain, the hand was thrown away, and a few drops of blood dripped out immediately afterward.
Because Ah Feng quickly stood up and grabbed my hand, a few drops of blood dripped on Ah Feng's shirt, and the bright red blood was on the snow-white shirt, like a blooming rose.
"What's wrong, why is it bleeding?" Ah Feng immediately noticed my hand, looking at the blood droplets on his own shirt, he asked me nervously.
"It's okay, it's okay, I accidentally broke my hand. "I've always been like this, strong as a broken stone that won't be destroyed by any wind or rain when I shouldn't.
When it should be strong, it is as soft as a straw, and it may break at any time, and it can't withstand any wind and rain.
"Who are you fooling, it's obviously a broken fingernail. Ah Feng said angrily, raised my hands, put them to his mouth, and gently spat out a warm breath.
"Ahh I let out a whisper, my hand retracted quite a bit, and my aching palm couldn't be opened.
"I'm sorry, I tapped. Ah Feng's voice was as smooth and warm as the breath he exhaled.
It's a little distant and some familiar, but it's still very comfortable to listen to.
He gently pulled away my curled fingers, his mouth was away from some of my hands, and when the breath touched my wound, it was already cold, and my wound felt a cool breath, it was very painful at first, and after slowly getting used to it, I felt very comfortable.
Ah Feng, who treats me so carefully, says that there is another woman living in his heart, will anyone believe it? Even I don't believe it, but that's the truth.
"When you don't hurt so much, I'll bandage you. Ah Feng said as he blew on my wounds.
After I tortured myself, I had to let Ah Feng pay for my self-inflictedness, and I felt more and more unhappy.
Ever since I knew that Ah Feng had someone else in his heart, when facing Ah Feng's gentleness, I would always wonder in my heart if this kind of tenderness had been given to another woman by Ah Feng in advance.
"Good. I replied to Ah Feng with a smile, putting such doubts deep in my heart, and a thousand guesses could not compete with a warm present.
"Does it still hurt?" Ah Feng squatted beside me and asked me softly, not long ago, I was a woman who grabbed Ah Feng by the collar and scolded him for being a jerk, Ah Feng really didn't care about what I said.
"It doesn't hurt anymore. After I finished speaking, Ah Feng stood up and took out the medical medicine box in his desk drawer, probably because Ah Feng used to be a soldier, everything was in order, and everything seemed to have been prepared in advance.
He took my hand again and rubbed the medicine for me, I don't know what kind of medicine he rubbed for me, it felt cool and didn't hurt at all.
"Ah Feng, I treated you like that just now, I'm sorry for making you lose face in front of Sister Haixiu. I lowered my head and said, my eyes staring at my hands, and my voice was a little aggrieved.
Hearing my words, Ah Feng stopped rubbing the medicine for me in his hand, and after a few seconds, Ah Feng continued to rub the medicine for me.
"If I blame you, will I still be here with you?"
I don't know, I can't believe what Ah Feng said, he said it after hesitation, so I can't believe it.
"I don't know. "I thought to myself that my mouth was utter, and my brain was completely clouded.
Ah Feng just stopped moving, but now Ah Feng directly let go of my hand, and this change is so obvious that even a fool can see it.
"Xiaoyou, don't you believe me?" Ah Feng asked me, and I was speechless.
I lowered my head, and now I didn't even dare to look at my own hands, my eyes were evasive, and I didn't dare to look at anything.
"Look at me Xiaoyu and tell me you believe me. Ah Feng straightened my face, forced me to look at him, and said to me, he didn't ask me, he just wanted to hear me repeat what he said.
It turns out that men also need such a thing as security, and I should have known it for a long time.
"I believe you Ah Feng, I believe in you. "I didn't repeat Ah Feng's words, I just said that, I was forced, so it sounded very reluctant.
"Really, Xiaoyou, why are you so reluctant? Ah Feng asked me vigorously, is he trying to force me to say everything I think in my heart?
I don't know if what I say in my heart, if I say it, it will always hurt people, and Ah Feng is the person I don't want to hurt the most.
I don't know what will happen to me afterwards, or what will happen in the end, what kind of decision I will make, anyway, now I will not casually say something to hurt Ah Feng, unless I really can't suppress my temper, I will say something irrational.
"Really, I'm not reluctant, it's just that my hands hurt. I held my hand and changed the subject, I knew that I couldn't fool Ah Feng like this.
Some people say that if a person loves you, then the lie you tell will also be a beautiful love story, and this sentence of mine is a lie, I just don't know if Ah Feng should be a love story.
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